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Struggle to Understand

Struggle to Understand

By Stephen Clouse

Driven by Aristotle's opening line of the Metaphysics, that all human beings desire to know, this podcast is aimed at helping us better understand a small piece of what it means to be human and the struggle we all have to understand.
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Episode 31 - Brian Earp

Struggle to UnderstandSep 20, 2021

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Episode 32 - Xavier Bonilla and Angel Eduardo

Episode 32 - Xavier Bonilla and Angel Eduardo

Welcome back. Today’s episode features two returning guests:  Xavier Bonilla and Angel Eduardo. Xavier has a doctorate in psychology and is a professor of psychology in Maryland. Xavier is also the host of a podcast called "Converging Dialogues" which can be found here. Angel is an Advisory Board member and Director of Messaging and Editorial for the Foundation Against Intolerance and Racism (FAIR). In addition, Angel is a co-host of the FAIR perspectives podcast with Melissa Chen and a columnist at the Center For Inquiry.

This conversation is a marathon - both in length and subject matter. Trying to construct a cohesive summary of the contents would require a laundry list of subjects that would only add to the impressive run-time of this conversation. But a few highlights include a rather lengthy conversation about fandoms - including a rather protracted discussion of Star Wars and its fandom. We also discuss, as we did in prior conversations, topics surrounding identity, representation, and the role of art in constructing meaning and the truth. As the podcast comes to a close, we discuss some elements of identity politics and the pitfalls that may befall those who argue that demography is destiny, particularly among Latino voters in the United States.

It was wonderful having Xavier and Angel back on to give their shared perspectives on salient topics in our seemingly never-ending cultural quagmire. I hope you enjoy our marathon conversation!

Xavier can be found on Twitter @xaverbonilla87.

Angel can be found on Twitter @StrangelEdweird

Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Jul 01, 202202:52:26
Episode 31 - Brian Earp

Episode 31 - Brian Earp

In this episode, I speak with Brian Earp. Brian is the Associate Director of the Yale-Hastings Program in Ethics and Health Policy at Yale University and The Hastings Center, and a Research Fellow for Practical Ethics at the University of Oxford and is currently finishing a joint Philosophy and Psychology PhD at Yale University. Given Brian’s wide experience, this conversation traverses a wide range of topics. We first speak about graduate school: its promise, problems, and our experiences with it. We then transition into a discussion about ethics and social science, taking up what’s been called the replicability crisis in social science as well as some of the perennial questions within the subfield of bioethics. The combination of these two elements leads us to a topic that is close to Brian’s heart: circumcision. We speak about male and female circumcision, why the latter is often called female genital mutilation but the former is rarely spoken of at all, as well as some of the myths and bad science that surround this topic. As you will see toward the end of our conversation, we seemingly have just begun to explore some of these topics when the reality of time intervenes in our conversation. Brian was tremendously gracious with his time and I hope to speak with him again soon, picking up from where we left off here.
Find Love and Other Drugs here. Brian's other work can be found here. He can also be found on Twitter here.
Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here
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Sep 20, 202102:06:40
Episode 30 - Matt Dinan and Andrew Moore
Sep 06, 202101:09:03
Episode 29 - TMReviews

Episode 29 - TMReviews

Today’s episode is the next in an on-going series I am doing on this podcast on collectibles and community. In this episode of that series, I speak with TMReviews who has a YouTube channel called “TMReviews.” On this channel, TM reviews collectibles and provides discussion and commentary for the community that has developed around those collectibles. Like others who engage in this kind of review and commentary, he deals some with official products but also with unlicensed or third-party products. We discuss how his frugal youth gave him a desire to own certain kinds of collectibles, how he left collecting during his teenage and college years, and why he ultimately returned to collecting. We then discuss why he started his YouTube channel and the problems and promise that have come with it. Finally, we turn to what he considers the most important element in collecting: the community. We speak to how he sees his role within the collecting community, specifically among Transformers collectors, but also how he has gone about cultivating his own community through his YouTube channel. I will repeat here, again, the central argument of this series because it becomes more clear with each subsequent discussion: popular culture and the collectibles that have been developed around them are centerpieces for developing community.

TMReviews can be found here

Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Aug 23, 202101:22:17
Episode 28 - TMan978

Episode 28 - TMan978

Today’s episode is the next in an ongoing series I am doing on this podcast on collectibles and community. In this episode, I speak with TMan978 who has a YouTube channel called “TMan978.” On this channel, TMan reviews collectibles and provides discussion and commentary for the community that has developed around those collectibles. Like others who engage in this kind of review and commentary, he deals some with official products but also with unlicensed or third-party products. We discuss how he started out collecting as a young man and how that has continued into his adulthood, how he came to being a collectible reviewer, and the importance of collectibles to him and the community he’s developed around them. We end our discussion by discussing YouTube, the challenges that people often face when dealing with certain kinds of comments and with starting their channel, but also the positive aspects of building an online community around shared common interests. Ultimately, as I’ve said before, popular culture and the collectibles that have been developed around them are centerpieces for developing community. This discussion further illustrates that central point.
Find TMan's YouTube channel here.
Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here.
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Aug 16, 202101:25:56
Episode 27 - Jonathan Marks
Jul 26, 202101:43:31
Episode 26 - John Peterson
Jul 19, 202101:23:44
Episode 25 - Paik4Life
Jul 12, 202101:31:37
Episode 24 - Jon Carney
Jul 05, 202101:31:47
Episode 23 - Bobby "Skullface"

Episode 23 - Bobby "Skullface"

In this episode, I speak with Bobby “Skullface”. Bobby has a YouTube channel where he reviews collectibles and provides discussion and commentary for the community that has developed around those collectibles. Primarily, his work deals with what are called third-party figures,  Third party figures are those that are not made by the owner of the intellectual property nor officially licensed products. When Bobby says that he is known best for his evaluation of Third Party collectibles, he is often reviewing high-end products that appeal to a particular group of collectors but ones that are not produced by Takara-Tomy nor directly licensed by them. With this in mind, we discuss what draws Bobby to these “nerdy” things, why that ultimately led him to creating a YouTube channel, and the relationship his family has with collecting in general. I also want to highlight one important element about collecting that is too often overlooked by those who do not collect – the collectibles serve a function, often a mixture of nostalgia and completionism, but are also a means to an end, specifically, the creation of a community. We end our discussion by turning to community and the importance that cultivating and participating in a community is for living a good life. 

Bobby can be found on YouTube , on Twitter, or on his podcast, Nerd Rage Radio


Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Jun 28, 202101:29:08
Episode 22 - Scott Johnson

Episode 22 - Scott Johnson

In this episode, I speak with Scott Johnson, a high school science teacher who lives in Plainfield, Indiana. Scott has been a science educator for nearly 20 years with nearly a decade of that educating advanced and ambitious students in his anatomy and physiology courses. We speak about how he came to the teaching profession, what lessons he has learned from his experience as a classroom teacher – both positive and negative, and then turn to a conversation about how our educational systems often too often do not provide the kinds of outcomes we desire from them. In tandem with this, we discuss his experience of teaching through COVID, the constraints and opportunities the pandemic forced upon him, and how he believes the experience has made him a better teacher – and his students into better students. Given the centrality of public education in our lives today, we often become mired in discussions on how to fix teaching, fix teachers, fix schools, etc. but rarely spend enough time speaking to those who have dedicated their lives to seriously helping others improve their lives through education. As we discuss toward the end of this discussion, public educators have to teach the public and, In this way, they are civil servants engaging with a serious civic duty. Perhaps if we spent more time trying to understand what kinds of citizens we want to live with, and less time with what kind of workers we want to hire or what kind of consumers we want to fill our marketplace, we might be able to better tackle the challenges that come with teaching an increasingly diverse student population. Maybe this will better help us understand the public facet of public education a bit better and may, by extension, improve our collective lives as well.

Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Jun 21, 202101:35:26
Episode 21 - Angel Eduardo
Jun 14, 202101:43:02
Episode 20 - Alex Priou
Jan 29, 202101:53:01
Episode 19 - Iona Italia
Jan 18, 202101:52:14
Episode 18 - Xavier Bonilla
Jan 11, 202102:35:14
Episode 17 - Alex Natale
Dec 07, 202001:38:51
Episode 16 - Rahmaan "Roc" Mwongozi Part Two
Nov 30, 202001:16:50
Episode 15 - Rahmaan "Roc" Mwongozi Part One
Nov 23, 202001:01:40
Episode 14 - Kovačević and Claar Part Three
Nov 16, 202031:41
Episode 13 - Damir Kovačević and Martin Claar: Part Two
Nov 09, 202044:49
Episode 12 - Damir Kovačević and Martin Claar, Part One
Nov 02, 202051:46
Episode 11 - Dr. Nicole Loring, Part Three
Oct 26, 202045:49
Episode 10 - Dr. Nicole Loring, Part Two
Oct 19, 202054:53
Episode 9 - Dr. Nicole Loring, Part One
Oct 12, 202042:57
Episode 8: Benjamin Boyce, Part Two
Oct 05, 202001:00:49
Episode 7: Benjamin Boyce, Part One
Sep 28, 202001:00:04
Episode 6: Dr. Victoria Stewart, Part Two
Sep 21, 202043:57
Episode 5: Dr. Victoria Stewart, Part One
Sep 14, 202042:36
Episode 4: Oliver Traldi Part Two

Episode 4: Oliver Traldi Part Two

This is the second part of my conversation with Oliver Traldi, a graduate student at Notre Dame, about this piece discussing how an specific kind of elite education may be best understood as a kind of guild. In this part of the discussion, we explore potential historical lines for this kind of education, what is the purpose of a college education, as well as how we should understand who are the elite and what is their function.

Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Sep 07, 202050:24
Episode 3: Oliver Traldi, Part One

Episode 3: Oliver Traldi, Part One

I speak with Oliver Traldi, a graduate student at Notre Dame, about this piece discussing how an specific kind of elite education may be best understood as a kind of guild. We explore what this new kind of education is, how it is working in the marketplace, and speculate on why it is functioning this way. 

Introductory music was written by Alex Yoder. Find him here

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Aug 31, 202056:56
Episode 2: Dr. Aaron Kushner, Part Two
Aug 24, 202042:52
Episode 1: Aaron Kushner, Part One
Aug 17, 202056:40
Introductory Message

Introductory Message

Welcome to the Struggle to Understand. 

Introduction music written by Alex Yoder. Find him here.

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Aug 17, 202001:45