Me, Myself and God

After thoughts (I think) of panic attack

Anxiety attack

Dear diary….FML

Talking about my sisters ignorant ass…. I think 🤔

Erich goes to jail

My thoughts on affection and intimacy within family

Quick mash up of the last few months to present

Grieving my pet and my mama tóxica

I’m so proud of my daughter ❤️

Remembering childbirth and realizing it was traumatic

Just the sad ramblings of a high girl/lady (cause I still think of myself as a girl but you’d probably see a older lady)

I ain’t even gonna lie, I don’t remember what I was talking about exactly but I’m sure it was about my trip and me being so high the day I left so I’m sure I was reflecting back on that

Accidentally got high right before I had to get on plane to Vegas 🤦🏽‍♀️

Familial relationships are hard

Thought I’d had an epiphany then realized nah not really 😂

You show people how to treat you by how you allow them to treat you. Read that again……

I don’t remember what I talked about. I’m just now posting 8/20/2022 for reference. I can’t remember what I did yesterday much less what I said 3 weeks ago

I can’t remember what I talked about and I don’t feel like going back to listen to it

I’m sure I was ranting about the handmade’s type shit going on

I do not remember what I talked about 🤷🏽‍♀️ sorry kids

I do not remember what I talked about 🤷🏽‍♀️

Triggers, Trauma and other random shit

I don’t remember what I talked about so no episode description

So I was going to name it Death Wish and then I thought Death Request sounded better 😂😭

Dear Diary………rambling about my life

Weed epiphany……..(First Scene of Story)

I think I was talking about microdosing???

I don’t remember what I talked about oops

More random thoughts on fucked up shit

Random thoughts on how fucked up shit is

I don’t remember what I talked about

Things that make you hmmmmm

I don’t remember exactly what I talked about. Probably how unfair the world is 😂 it’s been a week 😩

Trying not to be a negative Nancy but 💩 been rough. I know that this too shall pass and it’ll be all right.

I went off on a bit of a tangent today. Just feeling a bit defeated 😔

Nobody is perfect. We’re all a little effed up. Be kind to yourself and others.

We’re all good at something

I was watching This Is Us and it made me think about adult child and parent relationships

My thoughts on a quote I read about decontextualized trauma

My thoughts on vaccinated vs unvaccinated and the unnecessary division it’s causing in my personal relationships

I’ve done a lot of things I’m not proud of and I’m now realizing I have a lot of shame that I need to let go of. I am human and humans make mistakes. I am not the choices I’ve made- good or bad. I am deserving of self love and self forgiveness. I’m hoping that by journaling through my story telling I learn true self acceptance.

I don’t remember exactly what I was talking about 🤦‍♀️ and I think it cut off cause Cam called me

Childhood trauma

Shadow work is hard

Thinking about a conversation I had with my nephew

Random thoughts

It’s been a while. Just thoughts on inner child 💩

Weed Epiphanies-thoughts on death/book idea

So these were just thoughts I spoke out loud. May or may not make sense 😂

My weed epiphanies 🤷‍♀️