In My World

Seek the kingdom

As the year is moving, it is always good to reflect on the things of the past that is manifesting in the presence but also it’s good to surrender everything on to God as he allows you to change.

Happy new year, it is year to give praise to God and also remember that to grow in Christ you have to die to yourself and the identities that you form for yourself

Stay focused as a year consent, and remember that God is in control

We have to be truthful , sometimes we get mad at God.

It’s about the lord and his timing

For today’s episode, we talk about fear and trust in the lord, and knowing that you will not stop you

Learning that it is OK to take my step at a time. My God is in control.

If you guys actually likes you, you know you know by his actions, you know by his words sometimes we go and look for outside sources to give us information on whether someone has feelings for us, but sometimes in the being in the form of manipulation to force a person to feel the way that we feel.

Miss pockets and a little personal role in depth about emotional abuse from relationships with parents and boyfriends. This is going to be a serious having this conversation about abuse. And suicide and physical aspects of lies and manipulations that has occurred. I hope this park has encouraged you to come out and tell your story when it comes down to the abuse you make be going through you know that you’re not alone! I never forget that you are loved by the most high God. And I also love you too.

Having any disorders is difficult and most the times we don’t talk about it as a follower of Christ it’s very important to be very honest about the situation that I’m going through and share the issues with those who may be afraid to share that they’re going through it too I wanted to express and talk about my current experience as someone who struggles with an eating disorder, I hope that I was able to help and encourage someone to continue going and pushing through and also stand out for oneself when I comes to taking care of their body

This episode is all about the concept of being a dumb math/pushover finally realizing it and having understanding that as difficult as a difficult you’re not the only one

So I got my test results and they are not nice the results tells me that self-care is definitely needed.

A conversation that needs to occur overcoming the temptation of sex and also realizing your value is in God and that when someone truly respects you they will not take a vantage or break a promise that you have made.

To have moments where you feel the motivated to feel lost feel triggered or to feel nothing feelings that can occur and even as fall of Christ because the ship can get rocky just have to remain faithful in Christ

We live in a society where there’s so many options there’s so many choices there’s so many decisions that are put in our site but you as a person is not an option you were made uniquely your created beautifully and your design with a design but only God knows the plans too. So if he chooses to choose another girl over you it’s OK because you are going to be someone’s number one choice you’re going to be someone’s number one position.

It is what it is in the sense of it is what it is when it comes to life they are going to be ups and downs frustration moments but we can always overcome it

Sometimes we feel lonely sometimes we get upset for no reason sometimes we are angry and feeling content and sometimes it all stems from unforgiveness. We get lost in our own forgiveness to the point that we live in the past as the person or the people who caused the pain walk forward live in Life’s remember to keep pushing and that you’re not alone

Every human is unique for a reason every human has a story that is different for a reason because we are made in but as one of a kind

There are times that we have the change of perspective to understand the full picture of the story that we’re in. How do you react gives that person power. Which is why we’re supposed to be still and listen because that person will expose himself. Remember life is a journey full of situations I will come knocking on your door and if you allow everything to enter through that door it will lead you towards sorrow.

Learning to be your individual self and not following crowd and becoming like everyone else because you’re unique

it takes one push one step to change the way we look at life and stepping out of your comfort zone is that step

Let’s talk about rejection because after you shoot your shot you may not be excepted into that person‘s life or they don’t want you in the universe but does not mean you stop for shooting your shot now rejection may be hopeful but is also less than their spirit of rejection that needs to be broken and all of us but remember that the Lord loves you and he didn’t reject you informed you that you loves you more than anyone can anything can I hope you guys enjoy

For all the young girls and men and women and boys out there to allows a person to become their God remember that that person is not out of your league shoot your shot at the end of the day it’s better to try than not to try and it’s better to remove a person off of a pedestal that they do not belong and put God back onto your pedestal in your heart and remember he is definitely not out of your league

We all need to step out of our box instead of staying in our comfort zone because sometimes our comfort zone‘s and playing the same cards over over and over again to get the same result is not always best for us it’s OK to step out of the box because we were never meant to be in one

We’re so upset with the wrong father heavenly father that is leading us astray from him and we’re so jealous of what others have that we don’t even realize the sorrow and the pain that we’re going through

It is the end of the year and I just wanted to say thank you and also remind you that you are alive

To realize that you don’t miss the person missing moment action feelings at that moment ....I’m realizing that Sometimes your first love has to go

Being a believer that struggles with sexual morality and knowing that only God can set us free

Hello lovelies I wanted to share that story time of how I was rejected the trails and and sorrow and how the Lord has delivered me from that wicked lies that I went through so I hope you guys enjoy

What up ladies and gents Evans tire service New Jersey is one it’s going to be difficult because it took time for the week to come on so will take time for the weeks to come up but for this journey we’re going to lose this week not on her own what the hand of the great I am because we need to trust in him we can do it

Being black and also plus size and the experiences that happen as you’re dating and the feelings and emotions

Let’s have a Grown talk about sex with her under the age of 18 but if you are be wise not to Parents if this is OK let’s have that conversation

Let’s talk about dating interracial dating as a Christian

I want to share this poem that I wrote again my love letter to the one in only true love that I have.

Do you think that eating placenta is a normal thing... how does it ties to the Holy Bible ?

God Almighty is love.

When you realize that you’re slowly returning into a way that you should never go back to for that you are like a dog returning to your own vomit

So recently I made a podcast called he’s not the one and I guess I was right on that statement but this podcast is about you know realizing that you’re in a situation where a door that has been opening your life without him knowing that it is you know that situation or knowing that you’re in fornication or adultery in a real situation without realizing that you were in there but with the grace of the Lord you know learning something new every day people shows how we can be deceived by our own desires

Choosing whether you want to tell the truth to someone or tell ally be honest and be able to speak the words of the Lord and not be afraid or ashamed or just tell them what they want to hear because you’re afraid of them turning away or hating you but remember when you carry that cross the word of God says no one is greater than their master what they did to the Lord they shall do to you.

He is not the one is a message to my man and ladies that the person you’re with me not be the one for you and remember your value is in God an no human being

For anyone else out there struggling and realizing that the hearts are broken by someone that they loved now that you’re not alone there’s a couple stories of my heart breaks and I love life that occurred over time keep pushing for God loves you more than you can ever love yourself!!

When you find that each in finding faith leads you into a place of peace and understanding and also helps you overcome the pains of sorrows that we receive from others this is a short’s poetry/spoken word that I wrote a long time ago which I changed as I was reading it but I hope you guys enjoy and thank you for listening

Overcoming bondage and being able to share and speak about the bondage is that you were in as a believer walking in this faith

Walking a path of faith that it feels like every one is going the other Direction.

Yo what’s good welcome back to my world and I wanted to speak about people becoming that perfect stranger again and going through forgiveness and heartbreak and frustration and learning to guard your heart

Does size matter do you think that being a size 2 to 22 really matters here’s my thoughts on it

If you are thinking about dating someone out of your culture. I say go for it why stop your truthfulness of who you are and what you like yeah she may be a shade darker or is she lighter or he may be a shade darker shade lighter go for it go for the person don’t stop yourself from understanding another person because of who you assume they are.

Letting go of things that will hold you back break your heart and letting your emotions be not clustered at once