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By JayRayDntPlay
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illustrado ☯️ SF Local🌁
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Thanks for tuning into me flexing my superpower: VULNERABILITY and accessing power within (Divine Intuition) to heal myself and maybe helping others access it within them too.

“It takes one to reach one, but it also takes one to reach many.”

Self Express🔏Inspire💯Empower✊🏽

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Chase And Attract
Tune in to elevate higher! Shift the mindset and attract that power. Manifest by you moving and taking strides to that human being that you are.
October 4, 2021
Am I Asian Enough? Part 2: Ft. Anne & Sharon
In this episode I reconvene with a recent guest Anne but, this time with special guest Sharon. We dive into the nitty gritty of Language Competency Acceptance, Dating Outside Our Ethnicity, and Validation of Being Asian. With hopes of ending internal oppression of Asian Hate. Stay tuned for our next collaborations!
October 2, 2021
Orjanic Consulting: Ft. Britt.anybrooks
Tune into the live with consulting for entrepreneur @britt.anybrooks as they elevate themselves higher. Double up!
September 19, 2021
Wellness Check
Been feeling some type a way a couple nights ago, so instead of journaling I recorded a podcast on it. Stream of conscious my own way of catharsis that makes it therapeutic. Maybe you relate and maybe you don’t, and that’s ok, this not for you, this for me. #JayRayDntPlay
September 12, 2021
Am I Asian Enough? Ft. Anne
In this episode I check in with Anne about this topic where we discuss mental health and how “honorifics” are different/same in Vietnamese, Chinese, and Filipino Cultures. We also dive into safety awareness. Stay tuned part 1 of this series!
September 7, 2021
AuRizing Together
AuRizing Collection is a jewelry drop on a date of alignment: angel number 3:33 PM PST feel the power of our SynchroDestiny! Rize with us and tune in on the collection drop on 7/14/21. Emily:
July 14, 2021
Fully Tapped In: Dry Sex Club
In this episode we go in a saucy story that I was surprised to hear as my friend told me they wanted to share something with me in a podcast! It’s pretty different than most of my episodes. Tune in to hear more! Thanks Tashi! Her DM’s are open, no creeps tho!
July 11, 2021
Green Room Review: Audio App
Hi everyone, so apparently there's this hot new fresh app where you can record voices of others like a podcast, as long as, you have the consent of others. And now you can also just have it like a clubhouse, a phone call without recording. There's a lot more to it. Download in the Apple store at:
June 18, 2021
Do Strangers Support You More Than Friends?
I recently had a discussion with a mentor of mine and my family about support. We were going in about why is it that folks, that are strangers may support us more than the folks we call friends or even family. Stay tuned to the episode and hear my first attempt at utilizing app Green Room! Such a great live discussion that was recorded live. Featuring Community Organizer and Entrepreneur Michael from Ugat Clothing and Community Organizer and Social Media Specialist Entrepreneur Argentina of the #FilipiNow Movement
June 18, 2021
Dear Love Survivor
Inspired by my friend that I met in clubhouse, Tani. She gave me the opportunity to write one back around Feb. 13 but I didn’t feel mentally capable in writing one. Month later and fully processed listening to some healing frequency, I felt prompted to press record and do it in audio. I hope you enjoy! I love you!
April 5, 2021
It Takes One To Reach One Ft. Lenh
In this episode, I connect with an individual that has a vision in starting her own podcast! We connected in January thru the Asian Podcast Network and I reached out since she was looking for tips on how to create her very own. Fast forward, here we are in this March reconnecting and it’s delightful to see her take this step in being in a podcast with me. In my return into podcasting with another person from a different country! So fun! And glad to be connected thru a group like the network!
March 31, 2021
Breakthrough: Growth Reflection
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In this episode I start discussing positive self talk, but note recent discovery of toxic positivity. I then revisit my spiritual journey and recall how society norms push positivity, but I forgot about Yin and Yang and how we need both for one to be. Tune in with music from the homie (SF Raised) Jules Dorado. Remember to continue to Self Express🗣Inspire✊🏾Empower💯
February 12, 2021
11:11 Guided Meditation: First Episode
Hey everyone, here is my first ever audio guided meditation. I hope you enjoy and find it comforting! Much love to you!
February 11, 2021
1K Milestone- Gratitude: Exchange Of Energy
Super thankful for your listening ears and valuable time. This episode is super chill like guided meditation. I take you on a trip where we slow down and appreciate the moment of this journey! Thank you for being a part of it! I love you for exchanging energy with me!
January 26, 2021
Fully Tapped In: Dutch Siga
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Inspiring the title “Fully Tapped In”, is SF Rapper and friend Dutch Siga. We catch up with each other about tapping into our full potential, our upbringing and dive in further about music that he currently has on all streaming music platforms. Next episode will include behind the scenes in studio. Featuring artist: Jules Dorado, Nakii, and Dutch Siga!!!! Stay Tuned!
January 8, 2021
Fully Tapped In: ItsBlissMusic
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Welcome to the journey of Bay Area Singer: Itsblissmusic. I was listening to the Wild 94.9 The Bay’s #1 Hit Music Station till I heard Bliss singing for the #ClimaxChallenge I heard it and heard her IG Handle then I quickly sent a message directly to get in contact. That brought us to the episode. Thank for your time, story, and your listening ears. Highly Valued.
January 8, 2021
Fully Tapped In: Spirituality W/ Clem
Tapped in with fellow FilipinX fam Clem. We unravel roots of spirituality and engage in the talk of how our spirituality came to be. Tune in and get our frequency of brief discussions of; numerology, astral projection, the void, dimensions, moons, and healers “hilots” from Igorots, mountain folx in the Philippines.
January 4, 2021
Fully Tapped In: Ft. Rapper Rymeezee
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Checking in with fellow San Francisco GORILLAPINO Filipino, community leader, rapper, producer, friend, father, husband: Manong Rymeezee to see how’s he riding the current frequency. Tapped in, he illustrates his art through his intellectual lyricism. Spotify: Instagram: Ilocano keywords: Manong- respect for someone older. Awding- respect for someone younger.
January 4, 2021
Clubhouse App: Pros/Cons
This is an app that apparently has less than 90 more days till it goes public and has been running for some time as a beta for only iPhone users and folx with a special invite from someone that has already been invited by another person. It can be very addicting in my own experience. It also has positives and negatives. Tune in to hear my perspective.
January 3, 2021
Angela Luong: Podcaster & Mental Health Advocate
Connecting with awesome podcaster and mental health advocate, Angela. Super thankful to be in a space of vulnerability and hearing about her spiritual epiphany, her creative idea on a mental health app, and her creative self expression! FB Page podcast: @SABAMentalHealthPodcast IG: MadeWithLove.Angela
December 27, 2020
Real Talk: Ethan Dic
Speaking on some real shit! This podcast episode was intentionally just a test but, the flow was so fucking smooth and authentic that we just went with it instead of being selective, our objective changed into this authentic narration of our fine tune collaboration of synergy, great vibe of energy. Thanks Ethan Dic for tapping into your vulnerability, like speaking on 51-50.
December 23, 2020
Great Date Guy: Rob Wang
Fully tapped in, the Great Date Guy and I get vulnerable and share our truth. Tune in and hear his story. For inquiries:
December 21, 2020
Dr. Musselman: Vaccinated
In this episode, I get in contact with Dr. Musselman, as well as, first time utilizing a different way to interview folx in my podcast! Dr. Musselman speaks on getting vaccinated. You can see him getting it here: and for community activism petition at:
December 21, 2020
Cherry Me: Fun Song
Felt like making a fun song for fun. It started off as a poem, then later decided to randomly record it. Enjoy my the fruits of my labor :)
December 13, 2020
Covid-19: Effects on Education Ft. Michelle
In this episode I have a special guest working on a project in finding the challenges and solutions for students with disabilities during this pandemic. We dive into how we can better support our students and try to process ideas that can come into fruition. Please reach out if you have any ideas! Your voice and ideas are valued! Let’s bring our heads together to find solutions.
December 7, 2020
Part 2: Fully Tapped In- a.K.aye
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Checking in with SF Rapper a.K.aye and how he’s doing. We spoke about the pandemic and the current loss of a mutual friend and local rapper: Melvin aka Lokomotive may he Rest In Peace. We acknowledge current happenings and validate our feelings and connecting on knowing that we are not alone! a.K.aye also blesses us with a song he produced called “Sapiosexual”, which is finding intelligence sexually attractive. Then in the end drops some fire flame freestyle. Tune in all the way thru, it will not disappoint. #1Hunnid
December 6, 2020
Self Regulation: Anxiety
Today I just couldn’t focus. My mind started to race and I noticed my body and heart feeling different. Work, school, Extracurriculars, side projects, etc., began tearing up my mind. This is how I’m coping and break down my emotions. How I heal. How I deal.
December 5, 2020
Patty Enrado: A Village in the Fields
In this episode I got to connect with an author that has roots in San Esteban, Philippines and also Terra Bella, California. Really exciting for me because I too have those roots and am inspired by her representing. In this episode we uncover how, “A Village in The Fields” came to be.
November 10, 2020
Good Vibes From A Distance
“All gas, no break pads” #E40 I just want to say thank you to all those that help me continue to get me to where I’m at today. I’m continually growing and I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.
October 20, 2020
Allowing Yourself To Ask For Help
I have had a tough time asking for help over the years. Was it because of a social construct, my own identity of being Filipino, or me being a male? Do you feel that it’s hard to ask for help. Tune in to hear my message.
September 30, 2020
Fully Tapped In: Shomari Webster
Diving into fellow SF raised, dancer’s journey through the current times of Covid-19 and current Black Lives Matter protest and how it is affecting him. We also discuss his upbringing of his sexuality. You can find him at: his podcast with his friends
August 14, 2020
Spiritual Journey: Anthony Bongco
In this episode of my spiritual journey, photographer, Anthony was like a spiritual guide to me when I was going through tough times. Listen for more to see how a stranger became one of the many new uplifting connections I made during my saddest times. Ig Fb:
August 9, 2020
Fully Tapped In: JXTheo
Here I dive in deep with community activist, artist, and now published writer JXTheo. JXTHEO speaks on a how his book came to be. Feel free to check him out at: purchase his book at:
July 22, 2020
Spiritual Experience With Yogi & Self - Love Relationship Coach: Claire Ngoon
In this episode I get into my spiritual journey I had and talk about it with Claire Ngoon whom synchronously came along my path to my own discovery of my healing. You can find her at: YouTube: Email: Website: FB group: FB: 5 Day Love Yourself Course:
July 18, 2020
Diving Into My Triggers
Dived in deep this article of checking our own triggers by:
July 16, 2020
Health & Fitness Coach: Sergio
Episode with Sergio, a health and fitness coach that has roots from the islands, has goals in helping others tap into their own POSITIVE HIGH thru raising the level of their Mental and Physical self-confidence. Feel free to reach him on any of the links to feel your own Positive High.
June 27, 2020
Words of Affirmation
Words the enlighten your soul and uplift the spirits and frequencies within.
June 23, 2020
Spiritual Awakening: With Warren
In this episode, Warren speaks on his journey to his journey in his religious faith and how it came to him. Fully Tapped in is his genuine authentic truth and how it came to be. You can find him and his IT business at: you can find him on Facebook:
June 21, 2020
Fully Tapped In: Life Coach Jessy
Jessy tells us about her journey in becoming a life coach. Here she shares some tips and how you can reach out. Feel free to message her to learn more!
May 31, 2020
Social Media Detox- Reflection
Here is my reflection on my 1 week Social Media Detox Reflection. I went on a detox to try it out and see how it would affect me. Things that I noticed were: 1. I was more present with the things I was doing. 2. I didn’t have as much need to be connected 3. I liked not being as connected. I noticed that I don’t really need to have social media, but I truly enjoy utilizing it microblogging about great times of my life and connecting with folks I wouldn’t generally be connected with. So pros and cons.
May 25, 2020
True Life: Paranormal Encounters
This podcast is about the real life ghost stories that my family have witnessed in their household. Feel free to contact me with your own experiences at JayRayDntPlay on Facebook.
May 24, 2020
To Ghost and to be Ghosted
Here I dive into a brief update on a past episode regarding the coronavirus. I want to give my condolences to all the families that have lost someone. May the souls of the dearly parted rest in paradise. I also want to thank all that are doing their best out there. It’s tough and it gets me thinking late night thoughts like being ghosted or ghosting others of my past. I been meaning to speak on it. So here is, ghosted, the episode.
May 6, 2020
Fully Tapped In: Ahmed Kap Animo (Part 1)
Fully tapped in with San Francisco Local Artist AKA, Ahmed Kap Animo getting to know the real real about AKA’s journey and how he became a rapper. Music:
April 26, 2020
Puppy Love: A Blesson
Here I embark on the journey of my love roots. The major lesson was that external forces of the relationship inhibited me from giving my love fully to anybody. Made me want to keep my love inside and secret cuz I didn’t like being judged or teased by family or friends. Tap in for full story:
April 24, 2020
Fully Tapped In: Kristianoms
Here I get into the nitty gritty of expectations in the virtual space with foodie and athlete Kristianoms. Tap into her Saturday shows- Cooking With The K’s at 6:30pst with this link with her cohost Dandy.Eats
April 19, 2020
Love: An Intro
What does it mean to be in Love? Here I address how difficult it can be to receive or give love. How to understand if we’re in love. Briefly speaking about space. Hope these links help:
April 15, 2020
Walk in Faith not by Sight
Tune in to some positive words I had last Sunday, April 5, 2020. These word were very uplifting for me. I hope it helps you how it helped me. live virtual mass Saturday’s and Sunday’s
April 8, 2020
Kandong Tree: I Am Rooted
This is in dedication to those before me and to honor my ancestors like Chief Madalang. Thanks to Jose P. Acance and Dr. Francisco P. Quismorio, Jr. for this story and my parents for copping this book. I speak the excerpt from page 2-3. Sow. Water. Reap
April 7, 2020
Closure: Healing A Broken Heart
Have you ever had a healthy romantic relationship? Here I dive deep into how I found this question very difficult to answer. Over the years I had a very difficult time speaking about my own romantic relationships for the thought of being judged, but now I feel open to speaking about my past so I can grow. Thank you for your time and listening to my truth. Sow. Water. Reap.
April 5, 2020
Catfished: Jessi Malay Imposter
Have you ever been duped or schemed? I have many times. This time it was by a female pretending to be:
April 3, 2020
Commemorating A Life Well Lived: Annie Marie Esperanza 1956-2020
In lieu of flowers and to ensure that her important legacy continues, you may donate to the non-profit Sequoia Park Conservancy at Her obituary at:
April 2, 2020
Besar: My Favorite KISS
What was your favorite kiss like? I’m curious! Shoot me a dm and if you wanna share your story and wanna speak on it let’s talk! Continue to self express, inspire, and empower yourself and others.
April 1, 2020
Thriving With Coronavirus Ft. Matthew
Matthew is diagnosed with the pandemic contagious virus called Coronavirus. I saw his post online and asked to interview him. Tune in and hear his story out. Thanks for listening! Exuding positive energy from me to thee.
March 28, 2020
It Takes A Tribe: Reflection
Spoke to psychologist and author to a Filipino Food Instapot Recipe book Dr. Jeannie Celestial amongst many other leaders of the American FilipinX Community of the West Side. This was my vibe. Gratitude.
March 26, 2020
Fully Tapped In Ft. Angel Cindy checking in with fam Angel from the Asian Hustler Network, shoutout to that group for connecting me with her. Here we dive in how COVID19 is affecting us from USA to Australia. Self Express.Inspire.Empower.
March 22, 2020
Soulmate Ft. Huhnessa
In the morning I was talking to Hunessa asking her if she would be down for a talk. We were gonna speak on what was currently happening and would push it back tomorrow but, I felt compelled to ask her if she ever had a connection where she felt everything just clicked with another person. In this episode, we dive into the topic of “the soulmate”. Enjoy! Self Express🗣Inspire✊🏾Empower💯
March 18, 2020
Don’t Worry Ft. My Aunty
Special guest in the podcast today is my wise aunty and her take on how this is affecting her. I only manifest the best to us all and send good vibes with love. Self Express🗣Inspire✊🏾Empower💯
March 18, 2020
Baby Drop Ft. Beats by Grandmasterjules
Making some music free styling with beats with homie on the freestyle. From a children’s book.
March 14, 2020
Spoken Word: Multiverse Manipulation
This is my dissection of Multiverse Manipulation in a form in poetry. Like #CoronaVirus is a happening and we are reacting to this stimuli. But what happens when you can step up and see things in multidimensional? What will you see? When you tapped in, you’ll be tapped in!!!
March 14, 2020
Healing Now Arriving Ft. Grandmasterjules
This podcast is being vulnerable to my first love and doing the shadow work into shining light on it. Self Express 🎤 Inspire✊🏾Empower 💯
March 14, 2020
Fully Tapped In: Singer- Rodel Smooth catching up with Bay Area Singer Rodel Smooth.
March 11, 2020
Fully Tapped In- Ft. Dutch Siga, Jules Dorado, Nakii Rosario.
Collaboration of our Spiritual Journeys crossing in flow. Singer: Rapper: dutchsiga_mfs Rapper: julesdorado Self-Express🗣 Inspire💯 Empower✊🏾
March 9, 2020
Synchronicity: Music- SquiddyJamzzz
Synchronicity defined in my own way. Prime example: seeing ig foodie Dandy.Eats- as I manifested that I would see her in the same Bart Car!!! SquiddyJamzzz full music on:
March 5, 2020
Inhibitions of Feelings
Here I am just kinda waking up and got that morning voice diving into detachment of feelings instead of reacting in triggers and stressors. But also stating feeling that we gotta feel too. Enjoy the stream of consciousness. Self Express✊🏾Inspire🧖🏾‍♂️Inspire💯
March 4, 2020
Start of Healing ft. @Desie_Maye and Music: People- Boondock Squad
Thankful to my healing journey and @Desie_Maye being in the forefront of my journey. I appreciate her for allowing our recorded IG conversation to be out on this podcast to help me revisit my healing that may reach others too. Thank you again. Check her Boondock Squad at:
March 3, 2020
Spiritual Awakening: It’s a Happening W/ Music: Real Talk- Jules Dorado Ft. Dutch Siga
Is your reaction matching your circumstance? Detach, attach. ☯️. Feel. Real Talk- Jules Dorado Ft. Dutch Siga Self Express🗣Inspire✊🏾Empower💯
March 2, 2020
Toxic Positivity
This is something to put you in the mood. To understand fully things that been hurting me and stunting my growth. Rooted in category from my past episode stemmed by my spiritual growth episode. Solutions soon to come Self Express🗣Inspire🧖🏾‍♂️Empower💯
March 1, 2020
Toxic Self Blame W/ (Music: Mercy-GrandMasterJules)
Music: Mercy (GrandMasterJules)- In this episode I tie in my spiritual journey with my toxicity and it’s connection to something I thought was what it was stemmed from, toxic masculinity, a recent social construct. Tune in to listen. Thank you for listening, and would love your feedback. Self Express🗣Inspire✊🏾Empower💯
February 29, 2020
Masculinity- Inhibition of Identity
This episode is in connection from the last describing my trio of inhibitions that suppressed my feminity. Masculinity has inhibited me to saying, “I Love You” to certain people, especially men. Self Express.Inspire.Empower
February 24, 2020
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