Raw Talk

I am thankful, I was able to, go out (anxiety) and get my meds. Really grateful for, all that Medical Marijuana, does for me.

It's that time of year, her birthday. And love. I can't help but think about her.

Eastenders, Is one of my most favorite shows. True to life, stories.

I think I need to talk about it, to get over her.

I wrote in a many dairies, as a child. Writing is, freeing.

Having depression, bathing can be difficult. Doing the opposite of how I feel, makes me feel, so much better.

Love, Addiction. Getting over a relationship. Reoccurring dreams.

It seems, I'll always miss her. How do you get over, someone you still love?

Freedom. I should be able to take my meds, where I live. But I can't (due to housing) I have to go outside. Where it's now, cold. You give me the, quote "License to smoke," But prohibit me from all the benefits, that the Rich, have all the benefits of. I pray, We can make the changes necessary, to accomplish what we need, to be enriched, in every way. ✌ Yvette

Bringing the New Year in, celebrating the gift of Medical Marijuana. New Year Toke!

As I am a, recovering addict and alcoholic, I researched Medical Marijuana, as I did any medication, before I took it.

I miss her so much. I almost texted.

I can't see myself in another relationship. I still would be with my Ex, if I could .

Why are we, Black Americans, the most hated? African born Blacks, thinking they better than. Black Americans. When are we going to progress?

Volunteer???!!!!

Help given, is limited. We how to find/create our own ways of, support, empowerment and success. If not now, when?

I feel this strong need to get away. Something, my Ex and I did often. It was hiw I recharged and relieved stress.

Mania, I realized, is what made me, work 12 hour plus days. Some days working until exhaustion. Forcing me to stop. Therefore, I see my disability as an asset. I need to work and earn an income. Let's work together.

I said I wasn't feelin' Christian. That's not true. I am as honest with others as I am with God/Jesus. So, who is or isn't truly, Christian? Don't judge me, I won't....I'll try not to judge you. Lord (at least now, she's playing a song I like.... " Too late to apologiiiiize.....") Please let me see, Thee's lesson for me! 🥺😉😘 Yvette PS, I think the Lord wants me to get up and dance!!! Yvette

Listening to the simple wishes. Doing what I can.

I do all I can to be healthy, feel better. Still, I find more comfort, in death.

Work together, to promote entrepreneurship, by using ones, special abilities (disability) as strengths.

I miss hanging out, chillin' with friends. What do you do these days? Smoke 'em if you got 'em!

I'm grateful for my community .

Exercising, any form, helps me mentally . I do all I can, to be well.

I realize how much I've used anger, to get me moving. So, I now use even negatives, to motivate me. I lost 38 pounds, when I started. I now, can't keep weight on.
Emotions, along with people, motivate me. I like to hear what helps others, get through their daily (s) grind.