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Ava Budd

Ava Budd

By Ava Budd

I was born and brought up in the loving family in one of the Asian countries. My desire to find love have thrown me around the globe, where I had to encounter with dark site of the human nature. Death of my father from liver cancer was a wake up call for me. His loss affected me in so many ways. I have lost and found myself and then became a vegetarian. I hope my compelling story will keep you on your toes and engaged in the what's-gonna-happen-next flow of the story. You can always find my book "The dark side of love" at www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P
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Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 5.

Ava BuddSep 03, 2021

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Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 5.

Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 5.

If someone is feeling like they are already not getting enough attention, sex, love, or care from their partner, the idea of sharing that already inadequate supply will not sit well.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Sep 03, 202105:01
Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 4.

Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 4.

If someone is feeling like they are already not getting enough attention, sex, love, or care from their partner, the idea of sharing that already inadequate supply will not sit well.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 31, 202105:05
Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 3.

Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 3.

If someone is feeling like they are already not getting enough attention, sex, love, or care from their partner, the idea of sharing that already inadequate supply will not sit well.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 26, 202103:59
Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 2.

Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man. Part 2.

If someone is feeling like they are already not getting enough attention, sex, love, or care from their partner, the idea of sharing that already inadequate supply will not sit well.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 23, 202103:54
Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man.

Chapter fifteen. Live with an Aussie man.

If someone is feeling like they are already not getting enough attention, sex, love, or care from their partner, the idea of sharing that already inadequate supply will not sit well.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.


Aug 20, 202102:15
Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 5.

Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 5.

Surveys and reports shows that sexual harassment at work is a very common occurrence for women, regardless of age or income level.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 16, 202105:48
Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 4.

Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 4.

Surveys and reports shows that sexual harassment at work is a very common occurrence for women, regardless of age or income level.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 12, 202104:41
Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 3.

Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 3.

Surveys and reports shows that sexual harassment at work is a very common occurrence for women, regardless of age or income level.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 09, 202104:25
Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 2.

Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House. Part 2.

Surveys and reports shows that sexual harassment at work is a very common occurrence for women, regardless of age or income level.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 04, 202103:47
Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House.

Chapter fourteen. HD for HJ at the Australian Parliament House.

Surveys and reports shows that sexual harassment at work is a very common occurrence for women, regardless of age or income level.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Aug 02, 202103:02
Chapter thirteen. Life down under. Part 3.

Chapter thirteen. Life down under. Part 3.

Making the decision to move thousands of kilometres from your  current home should not be done without a lot of thought and  consideration.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 29, 202102:56
Chapter thirteen. Life down under. Part 2.

Chapter thirteen. Life down under. Part 2.

Making the decision to move thousands of kilometres from your  current home should not be done without a lot of thought and  consideration.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 27, 202104:30
Chapter thirteen. Life down under.

Chapter thirteen. Life down under.

Making the decision to move thousands of kilometres from your  current home should not be done without a lot of thought and  consideration.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 23, 202104:05
Chapter twelve. Grim existence. Part 3.

Chapter twelve. Grim existence. Part 3.

“Hold fast to dream, for if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird, that cannot fly” - Langston Hughes.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 19, 202106:01
Chapter twelve. Grim existence. Part 2.

Chapter twelve. Grim existence. Part 2.

“Hold fast to dream, for if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird, that cannot fly” - Langston Hughes.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 16, 202103:31
Chapter twelve. Grim existence.

Chapter twelve. Grim existence.

“Hold fast to dream, for if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird, that cannot fly” - Langston Hughes. 

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support me. Thanks a lot.


Jul 13, 202105:39
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 9.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 9.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 09, 202105:10
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 8.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 8.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 05, 202104:43
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 7.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 7.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jul 01, 202104:14
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 6.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 6.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 28, 202102:50
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 5.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 5.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 24, 202105:12
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 4.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 4.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 21, 202103:15
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 3.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 3.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 17, 202102:41
Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 2.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell. Part 2.

Unhealthy Family  Dynamics. ... One or both parents have addictions or compulsions. One or both parents threaten or use physical violence as the primary means of control...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.



Jun 14, 202104:57
Chapter eleven. Life in hell.

Chapter eleven. Life in hell.

Jealousy has no place in a healthy  relationship. Many times in abusive relationships jealousy will start  off as a minor annoyance, but can quickly escalate into a daily  problem.

The first signs of jealousy can be to  gradually isolate you from family and friends. Jealousy can also  include constantly accusing you of cheating or flirting with other  people.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 10, 202103:43
Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy. Part 3.

Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy. Part 3.

Lust is an intense sexual attraction to another person. At its best, lust can be the glue that draws us to a partner and allows for deep physical connection. At its worst, lust is fueled by idealization and projection of what we want to see rather than the reality of the person and situation...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 07, 202102:56
Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy. Part 2.

Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy. Part 2.

Lust is an intense sexual attraction to another person. At its best, lust can be the glue that draws us to a partner and allows for deep physical connection. At its worst, lust is fueled by idealization and projection of what we want to see rather than the reality of the person and situation...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 05, 202109:29
Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy.

Chapter ten. Lust is a powerful enemy.

Lust is an intense sexual attraction to another person. At its best, lust can be the glue that draws us to a partner and allows for deep physical connection. At its worst, lust is fueled by idealization and projection of what we want to see rather than the reality of the person and situation...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

Jun 02, 202105:14
Chapter nine. A married life. Part 4.

Chapter nine. A married life. Part 4.

A happy marriage is a cocktail of open communication, honesty, hard work, and a whole lotta love...Marriages take work, commitment, and love, but they also need respect to be truly happy and successful. ... A marriage based on love and respect doesn't just happen. Both spouses have to do their part...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

May 31, 202107:22
Chapter nine. A married life. Part 3.

Chapter nine. A married life. Part 3.

A happy marriage is a cocktail of open communication, honesty, hard work, and a whole lotta love...Marriages take work, commitment, and love, but they also need respect to be truly happy and successful. ... A marriage based on love and respect doesn't just happen. Both spouses have to do their part...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

May 27, 202103:49
Chapter nine. A married life. Part 2.

Chapter nine. A married life. Part 2.

A happy marriage is a cocktail of open communication, honesty, hard work, and a whole lotta love...Marriages take work, commitment, and love, but they also need respect to be truly happy and successful. ... A marriage based on love and respect doesn't just happen. Both spouses have to do their part...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

May 25, 202104:16
Chapter nine. A married life.

Chapter nine. A married life.

A happy marriage is a cocktail of open communication, honesty, hard work, and a whole lotta love...Marriages take work, commitment, and love, but they also need respect to be truly happy and successful. ... A marriage based on love and respect doesn't just happen. Both spouses have to do their part...

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P or contact me directly, if you want to support or sponsor me. Thanks a lot.

May 20, 202104:56
Chapter eight. The best time ever. Part 3.

Chapter eight. The best time ever. Part 3.

University years really are the best years of our lives

The study found almost two thirds of adults (65 per cent) who left  university at least 10 years ago still rate it as the best time of their  lives so far.

Learning about their chosen subject (58 per cent), meeting new  friends (54 per cent) and enjoying new-found independence (54 per cent)  were the top reasons given.

It also seems university is the place to find true love.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

May 18, 202106:44
Chapter eight. The best time ever. Part 2.

Chapter eight. The best time ever. Part 2.

University years really are the best years of our lives

The study found almost two thirds of adults (65 per cent) who left  university at least 10 years ago still rate it as the best time of their  lives so far.

Learning about their chosen subject (58 per cent), meeting new  friends (54 per cent) and enjoying new-found independence (54 per cent)  were the top reasons given.

It also seems university is the place to find true love.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

May 14, 202104:49
Chapter eight. The best time ever.

Chapter eight. The best time ever.

University years really are the best years of our lives

The study found almost two thirds of adults (65 per cent) who left  university at least 10 years ago still rate it as the best time of their  lives so far.

Learning about their chosen subject (58 per cent), meeting new  friends (54 per cent) and enjoying new-found independence (54 per cent)  were the top reasons given.

It also seems university is the place to find true love.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

May 11, 202105:25
Chapter seven. Life in the ger. Part 2.

Chapter seven. Life in the ger. Part 2.

Mum's first few days after giving birth.

Your body has just been through a challenging experience, and you’ll  probably feel sore and bruised. A lot happens in the first few days after the birth of your child. There'll be physical and emotional changes. You'll produce colostrum to  feed your baby before your breast milk starts. You'll be feeding your  baby a lot, and not sleeping much... 

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

May 07, 202106:36
Chapter seven. Life in the ger.

Chapter seven. Life in the ger.

How Painful Is Childbirth, Really?

Every person’s experience with birth will be different. Pain is  subjective and can vary greatly. This means that you may have a very  different pain experience from even your mother or sister.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.


May 04, 202106:53
Chapter six. A love in the air. Part 3.

Chapter six. A love in the air. Part 3.

What Is Love?
Love has been a favored topic of philosophers, poets, writers, and  scientists for generations, and different people and groups have often  fought about its definition.

While most people agree that love implies strong feelings of  affection, there are many disagreements about its precise meaning, and  one person’s “I love you” might mean something quite different than another’s.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Apr 29, 202103:54
Chapter six. A love in the air. Part2

Chapter six. A love in the air. Part2

What Is Love?

Love has been a favored topic of philosophers, poets, writers, and  scientists for generations, and different people and groups have often  fought about its definition.

While most people agree that love implies strong feelings of  affection, there are many disagreements about its precise meaning, and  one person’s “I love you” might mean something quite different than  another’s.

https://anchor.fm/ava-budd/episodes/Chapter-six--A-love-in-the-air-eve84a

Apr 26, 202106:52
Chapter six. A love in the air.

Chapter six. A love in the air.

"First loves are often very strong emotional connections," Bennett says. ... Oxytocin is known for being "the love hormone." It helps bond people closer together, it's what keeps some  people monogamous, it can lower your inhibitions, and it can help you  become more open and trusting of others...


https://anchor.fm/ava-budd/episodes/Chapter-six--A-love-in-the-air-eve84a


Apr 22, 202105:10
Chapter five. Out and about.

Chapter five. Out and about.

Whether  you are at the beginning of your studies or at the very end, you sure  have heard countless times so far that studying is the best period of a  person’s life. At the first glance it seems like a cliché, which people  always pronounced with a certain dose of sadness. With all the  commitments, strict professors and difficult exams for which one needs  to study for months, it does not really seem to be an amusing period of  life.

However, if you look at things from a different angle, at the end you definitely will come to the same conclusion.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Apr 20, 202105:33
Chapter four. Adolescence. Part 3.

Chapter four. Adolescence. Part 3.

Adolescence is the period of transition between childhood and  adulthood. It includes some big changes—to the body, and to the way a  young person relates to the world.

The many physical, sexual,  cognitive, social, and emotional changes that happen during this time  can bring anticipation and anxiety for both children and their families.  Understanding what to expect at different stages can promote healthy  development throughout adolescence and into early adulthood.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Apr 16, 202106:36
Chapter four. Adolescence. Part 2.

Chapter four. Adolescence. Part 2.

Adolescence is the period of transition between childhood and  adulthood. It includes some big changes—to the body, and to the way a  young person relates to the world.

The many physical, sexual,  cognitive, social, and emotional changes that happen during this time  can bring anticipation and anxiety for both children and their families.  Understanding what to expect at different stages can promote healthy  development throughout adolescence and into early adulthood.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Apr 12, 202105:36
Chapter four. Adolescence.

Chapter four. Adolescence.

Adolescence is the period of transition between childhood and  adulthood. It includes some big changes—to the body, and to the way a  young person relates to the world.

The many physical, sexual,  cognitive, social, and emotional changes that happen during this time  can bring anticipation and anxiety for both children and their families.  Understanding what to expect at different stages can promote healthy  development throughout adolescence and into early adulthood.

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Apr 09, 202103:19
Chapter three. The ABC of Life. Part 3.

Chapter three. The ABC of Life. Part 3.

Our teenage years are a time of rapid change. That’s why  cognitive neuroscientist and teen brain expert Sarah-Jayne Blakemore  recently described the unique challenge that adolescence represents as a  “perfect storm” thanks to the simultaneous and sudden increase in  “hormonal changes, neural changes, social changes and the pressures of  life”. To that list, she could easily have added personality changes. 

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Apr 06, 202104:20
Chapter three. The ABC of Life. Part 2.

Chapter three. The ABC of Life. Part 2.

The proper role of the parent is to provide encouragement, support, and access to activities that enable the child to master key developmental tasks. ... Child Development specialists have learned that from birth children are goal-directed to experiment and learn from each experience. 

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Apr 04, 202105:37
Chapter three. The ABC of Life.

Chapter three. The ABC of Life.

Schools have a very big role in shaping students, they are going to be there the majority of their youth. So with that schools develop a lot of what a child learns, how they act and shapes them into who they are, and who they will become. 

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Apr 01, 202106:29
Chapter two. Childhood. Part 2.

Chapter two. Childhood. Part 2.

A childhood is the most important part of life because it lays the foundation of our personality. We learn a lot about life by observing the  people around us. The environment in which we grow up, the thing that are thought by our parents play crucial role in our development. My childhood as I recall it. 

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Mar 26, 202103:26
Chapter two. Childhood.

Chapter two. Childhood.

A childhood is the most important part of life because it lays the foundation of our personality. We learn a lot about life by observing the  people around us. The environment in which we grow up, the thing that are thought by our parents play crucial role in our development. My childhood as I recall it. 

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Mar 23, 202103:22
Ancestors. Part 2.

Ancestors. Part 2.

I am going to "sing" Ode to my parents. Parents are the cornerstone of the family, and if they are blessing we nourish our soul and feel whole again every time we come back. 

PS: Please write a review for my book "The dark side of love" at https://www.amazon.com/dp/B095PTH58P. Thanks a lot.

Mar 21, 202105:49