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Behind Blue Doors

Behind Blue Doors

By Behind Blue Doors

With this podcast, we hope to provide police lamplighters, allies, and those who stand up against misogyny and corruption with a safe space and an anonymous platform (if desired) to elevate their silenced voices. Recognizing the trauma and stigma many victims face, we are here to put an end to victim-blaming and the minimization of trauma. Allies also join us to discuss various policing topics.

For more information or to share your story, please reach out.

Contact: behindbluedoors2021@gmail.com
Website: www.behindbluedoors.org
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Episode 1: Career Suicide (Part 2)

Behind Blue DoorsOct 06, 2021

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Episode 16: Exposing malfeasance in Canadian law enforcement agencies

Episode 16: Exposing malfeasance in Canadian law enforcement agencies

Exposing malfeasance in Canadian law enforcement agencies.

Dec 09, 202201:16:33
Episode 15: Two-faced

Episode 15: Two-faced

A conversation about the veneer we call law enforcement.

Jun 15, 202257:11
Episode 14: End of Policing

Episode 14: End of Policing

American Sociologist and Author, Alex S. Vitale, discusses what it means and looks like to abolish 'violence workers' (police) and why it's imperative.

May 17, 202201:12:18
Episode 13: The Truth About Sexism and Misogyny in the Police and Military

Episode 13: The Truth About Sexism and Misogyny in the Police and Military

Current serving female police officer discusses her experience of sexism and misogyny within two different police departments and the army.

Apr 29, 202259:32
Episode 12: Rampant Racism in the Military

Episode 12: Rampant Racism in the Military

In this episode, Whistleblower Rubin Coward discusses his battle of racism within the Canadian Military. A fighter and warrior for not only himself but others.

Apr 13, 202201:32:20
Episode 11: Orchestrated Retaliation

Episode 11: Orchestrated Retaliation

A female officer who reports misconduct, by her fellow colleagues, ends up getting 19 Police Service Act charges against her, all of which were unsubstantiated and dismissed. Listen, as she shares how she faced reprisal in response to reporting misconduct and the tool it took on her mental health.

Mar 28, 202201:33:14
Episode 10: Strangling Sisters in Blue
Mar 17, 202239:22
Episode 9: "FBI Whistleblower" with Dr. Frederic Whitehurst
Jan 12, 202201:07:19
Episode 8: Victor

Episode 8: Victor

Monica Beasley thought she landed her dream job when she became a police officer for the Nashville police department. As an African American female, she expected some challenges along the way, but never did she ever expect to be physically attacked and raped at the hands of another officer. Sadly, her trauma did not end there as she eventually learned what happens to those who speak out against corruption. 

https://abcnews.go.com/US/nashville-police-officer-sues-department-allegedly-retaliating-reporting/story?id=59298718

Dec 09, 202101:22:31
Trailer Episode 8

Trailer Episode 8

Get a sneak peek of episode 8 before it airs. 

Dec 06, 202101:14
Episode 7: "Incalculable Damage" with the Hon. Michel Bastarache

Episode 7: "Incalculable Damage" with the Hon. Michel Bastarache

In this episode we hear from the Honourable Michel Bastarache as he talks about his findings after the class action lawsuit against the RCMP as over 3000 victims came forward to share their stories of sexual harassment, discrimination, and harassment. Listen to his insights as he discusses his recommendations for the government to implement, and as our hosts ask tough questions. Is it truly that services don't want to admit there is a problem or are supervisors willfully ignoring it as they are guilty too? 

Nov 17, 202101:37:42
Bonus Trailer: Slow Fire Burns - Police Women Rising

Bonus Trailer: Slow Fire Burns - Police Women Rising

Get a sneak peak of episodes in this 2 minute bonus trailer, as we go behind blue doors. 

Nov 16, 202102:49
Episode 6: The Boys Club

Episode 6: The Boys Club

Listen as "Jane" retells her story of being bullied, humiliated, and targeted by the training members in her police academy. It gets worse... as she tries to bring attention to systemic racism, excessive use of force, and the broader issues within society, she is slapped with a cease and desist order by her service and her livelihood is threatened. Listen as she retells her story of "the boys club." 

Nov 10, 202152:44
Episode 5: A Failure of Leadership

Episode 5: A Failure of Leadership

In this episode titled “A Failure of Leadership,” retired Calgary Police Chief Roger Chaffin allows himself to be uncomfortable with Sgt Lee and Cst Moe as he openly talks about systemic issues within policing, including sexism, harassment, and bullying in the workforce and why police culture is so hard to change.

Nov 04, 202101:25:17
Episode 3: Miscarriage of Justice (Part 2)
Oct 31, 202142:41
Episode 3: Miscarriage of Justice (Part 1)
Oct 31, 202141:12
Episode 2: Beware of Lone Male Sarah Everard Murder

Episode 2: Beware of Lone Male Sarah Everard Murder

In this episode, we give listeners the chance to hear from veteran officers from all over the world as they discuss the abduction and murder of Sarah Everard. Sgt. Lee, Cst. Maureen (Moe), Cst. Karen, and former Cst. Susan discuss the issues with accountability in the police force and how police officers with previous criminal charges, convictions, and complaints continue to climb the ranks. Police officers are held to a higher standard for a reason. Why is it that they are often excused when committing inexcusable acts? 

Oct 13, 202141:01
Episode 1: Career Suicide (Part 2)

Episode 1: Career Suicide (Part 2)

Listen to Sgt. Lee continue to tell her story as she shares the experiences she has faced after being an officer for over 20 years. Lee continues to share the struggles she has endured, how she has learned to overcome them and how she continues to heal. Listen to the last and final episode of Career Suicide. 

Oct 06, 202101:01:36
Behind Blue Doors - Career Suicide (Part 1)
Sep 29, 202144:51