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A “Mixed” Bipolar Life

A “Mixed” Bipolar Life

By A “Mixed” Bipolar Life

Living an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling Bipolar Disorder Mixed Life! • Also suffer from a bunch of acronyms 😉— OCD, GAD, DSPS, PTSD, and Tourette’s (the “clics” some have complained about given me low ratings for—sorry but part of having a no logical disease!).
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A "Mixed" Bipolar Life - Introduction Ep 1

A “Mixed” Bipolar LifeApr 06, 2018

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Last Episode- April 2023

Last Episode- April 2023

This is – hopefully — my last episode. Learn how I become very stable and yet still find some cycling and denial of depression where raising my dose has increased my stability overtime.
Apr 06, 202327:25
ADHD/ADD & Bipolar Disorder - S3 E1

ADHD/ADD & Bipolar Disorder - S3 E1

I discuss the connection between ADHD and bipolar disorder as well as issues around doctors who do not listen or respect that you know your body better than them.
Mar 13, 202201:27:54
 Psychiatric Drugs and Memory Problems - S2 E11

Psychiatric Drugs and Memory Problems - S2 E11

I bring up the issue of memory/dementia and psychiatric drugs – antidepressants, anticonvulsants, etc. for depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.
Apr 20, 202013:39
I love Lamictal. Benzos/Ambien cause Demetia - S2 E10

I love Lamictal. Benzos/Ambien cause Demetia - S2 E10

Just a quick podcast on how I love Lamictal and a warning about benzodiazepines and Ambien.
Feb 26, 202009:53
About Mixed Bipolar Disorder

About Mixed Bipolar Disorder

My podcast discusses what it’s like to live with mixed bipolar disorder and rapid cycling or ultra rapid cycling features. I talk about my experiences but I also delve into current and past research on the topics.
Feb 26, 202000:36
Side Effects & Permanent Side Effects of Psychiatric Drugs - S2-Ep 9

Side Effects & Permanent Side Effects of Psychiatric Drugs - S2-Ep 9

I talk about dangerous side effects and permanent side effects of psychiatric/psychotropic drugs in my and others experiences.
Nov 14, 201925:47
How do I know I’m hypomanic? - S2 - Ep8

How do I know I’m hypomanic? - S2 - Ep8

I briefly discuss how I went from depression into hypomania a from depression and to hypomania, what kind of symptoms make I had, and how to recognize them b
Sep 25, 201914:14
Precise & Micro-Dosing - S2 Ep 7

Precise & Micro-Dosing - S2 Ep 7

How to do more precise dosing and micro dosing with your medication.
Aug 11, 201905:25
Trauma & Healing Work Preview - S2 Ep 6

Trauma & Healing Work Preview - S2 Ep 6

Back on meds, check-in & Trauma/Healing Work.
Jul 24, 201912:24
CBD/Marijuana/Hemp - S2 Ep 5

CBD/Marijuana/Hemp - S2 Ep 5

How CBD/CBD oil helped my hypomanic energy/calm me.
May 01, 201913:54
My Depression disappeared! - Thyroid?? - S2 Ep 4

My Depression disappeared! - Thyroid?? - S2 Ep 4

I went on then off Thyroid and now my depression is gone. Will it last and what happened??
May 01, 201929:28
Quick Update & New Podcast Coming...!

Quick Update & New Podcast Coming...!

Just a quick update and tell you about an interview podcast coming ahead!
Feb 28, 201900:42
What Mild or Mixed Depression Looks Like - S2 Ep 1

What Mild or Mixed Depression Looks Like - S2 Ep 1

How I notice when I am cycling down into a depression and what functional, mild or mixed depression looks like.
Jan 11, 201923:46
How Mixed Hypomania can be Harmful - S1 Ep 15

How Mixed Hypomania can be Harmful - S1 Ep 15

How having mixed bipolar hypomanic symptoms can be harmful to yourself and others.
Dec 09, 201838:29
Bipolar Gifts! — Guest Interview with Kelley - S1 Ep 14

Bipolar Gifts! — Guest Interview with Kelley - S1 Ep 14

Special guest interview with blogger, writer Kelley who suffers from Bipolar I Mixed. She shares her story and what she thinks is so special about people with bipolar disorder.
Nov 14, 201857:44
Helpful Resources for Low Income Folks - S1 Ep 13

Helpful Resources for Low Income Folks - S1 Ep 13

Useful resources for those with disabilities, including benefits programs and taking advantage of our Government representatives.
Nov 07, 201831:09
PROFANITY: Using Mental Illness Against you - S1 Ep 12

PROFANITY: Using Mental Illness Against you - S1 Ep 12

When people, including family, try to use your mental illness against you.
Oct 09, 201825:30
Being a Woman with Bipolar Disorder - S1 Ep 11

Being a Woman with Bipolar Disorder - S1 Ep 11

What it’s like for me as a woman to have bipolar disorder. Sex hormones, PMS, perimenopause, menopause, hormonal cycling. BPAD & hormones don't mix!
Oct 06, 201823:29
Sleep-Deprivation & Bipolar Disorder - S1 Ep 10

Sleep-Deprivation & Bipolar Disorder - S1 Ep 10

How sleep deprivation can't either set off a cycling, hypo manic episode, or just help to temporarily improve your mood!
Sep 18, 201816:40
How to Diagnose Mixed Bipolar Disorder IMHO - S1 Ep 9

How to Diagnose Mixed Bipolar Disorder IMHO - S1 Ep 9

My opinion on how to diagnose Mixed Bipolar Disorder. Disclaimer: I'm not a medical profession, only an "expert" at understanding my own symptoms. 😁
Aug 10, 201818:01
We shouldn't have to explain ourselves – Ep 8

We shouldn't have to explain ourselves – Ep 8

People with mental illness shouldn't have to explain themselves or rationalize why they "look fine"!
Jul 18, 201814:02
Sleep or happiness which would you choose? Ep 7

Sleep or happiness which would you choose? Ep 7

Sleep or happiness? Which would you choose? — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster
Jul 10, 201817:24
How Depression is Easily Missed Ep 6

How Depression is Easily Missed Ep 6

How Depression is Easily Missed. Think depression is easy to diagnose? Think again. Many people are depressed and don't even know it! — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster
Jul 10, 201823:04
Social Security Disability (SSDI) Ep 5

Social Security Disability (SSDI) Ep 5

I got turned down for Social Security Disability Insurance (SSDI) – Again. Now what? — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster.
Jun 19, 201819:43
What are Mixed States? Ep 4

What are Mixed States? Ep 4

What it's like to have Mixed Bipolar Disorder symptoms (Mixed Features) – Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster
May 08, 201839:59
Labels & Stigma Ep 3

Labels & Stigma Ep 3

STIGMA & LABELS: Living with Mixed bipolar disorder: An Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster
Apr 21, 201822:18
Addressing some poor reviews

Addressing some poor reviews

Know that we're not able to respond to reviews so I had to do this podcast. There were multiple people who gave me low scores complaining about "clicks,” “dry mouth” etc. It's because I have Tourette's guys which I had discussed and at least one of my podcasts and it's listed in my description. Those were not aware, vocal is one of the required symptoms to be diagnosed with Tourette's. I can't help having a neurological disease just as you can't. * I would Love is some of you can change your reviews or some others can make it up with some positive ones. ☺️ …. For that one person who shared her story and encouraged me to continue, I want to give a big humble thank you to you. All I wanted to do is help people get through the crazy diagnosis’s, let them know they're not alone and erase some stigma.💜
Apr 08, 201801:00
Cycling Down into Depression Ep 2

Cycling Down into Depression Ep 2

CYCLING DOWN, COMPLEXITIES OF BIPOLAR DEPRESSION - Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster.
Apr 06, 201828:35
A "Mixed" Bipolar Life - Introduction Ep 1

A "Mixed" Bipolar Life - Introduction Ep 1

INTRODUCTION - LIVING WITH MIXED BIPOLAR DISORDER: An Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster
Apr 06, 201830:30