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Dear Diary

Dear Diary

By Brixenta
Come on a journey where you can here my most personal thoughts. Previously not available to the public. Now you can here the excitement, frustration, processes, failures & more in building a business & balancing personal life. Dream Big & take action.
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Dear diary 1-9-2020

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Dear diary 1-9-2020

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60 second TikTok tips- join lives
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- join other creators livestreams.
September 22, 2021
60 second TikTok tips/short videos
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- short videos perform better.
September 21, 2021
60 second TikTok tips/trends
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- trends.
September 20, 2021
60 second TikTok tips- ask questions
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- ask questions.
September 19, 2021
60 second TikTok tips- look at the lens
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- look at the lens.
September 18, 2021
60 second TikTok tips- respond to comments
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- respond to comments.
September 17, 2021
60 second TikTok tips/ quick win
Welcome to 60 second #TikTok tips. Where I’m going to give you tips on how I grew from 3K to 90 K in three months. After being stuck at 3K for over a year and a half. These TikTok tips are going to be in Tiktok style. SHORT. 60 seconds or less! Today’s tip- give them a quick win.
September 16, 2021
60 second tiktok tips- hashtags
I created my a TikTok about two years ago. I slowly grew to 3000 but then was stuck there for about a year and a half. I’m gonna give you tips that helped me go from 3K to 90 K in three months. And these tips are going to be TikTok style… SHORT! they’re going to be 60 seconds or less.
September 15, 2021
TikTok talk how I went from stuck at 3k to 90k with Singer, Brixenta
I’ve been on TickTock for two years now. The first over a year and a half, I was stuck at 3K. I wasn’t sure why, wasn’t sure what to do about it. I felt like I was adding value, and doing all the good things that everybody tells you to do. But I was still stuck. Then all of a sudden one video took off, and I made more like it, and all of those took off as well. And in three months I went from 3K, to 90 K. Listen to this podcast to find out how I did it. #tiktok #singer
September 10, 2021
I believe in you… Squirrel! 🐿
I still remember how that feels. If I can do it, you can do it too. Do you believe in yourself?
February 1, 2021
It takes a lot of failing to find success- the 10,000 hour rule
Everyone starts bad. So buckle up buttercup, because it’s about to get interesting!
December 31, 2020
Shyness is not a personality trait
I know it’s an unpopular stance, but shyness is NOT a personality trait. Some people are naturally more quiet... but shyness comes from a place of insecurity & fear. Tune in for more! #shy #shyness #unpopularopinion
December 11, 2020
I do what I want
This episode of talk about the #freedom of doing what I want. And how we have that freedom and a lot more areas than we give ourselves. I think shall be a new #YouTube series. #entrepreneur
December 6, 2020
Entrepreneurs are allowed to have emotions
Being an #entrepreneur ... especially a #Female can be challenging when it comes to #Emotions . Let’s normalize having emotions and being a business owner!
November 22, 2020
Hiking and business talk
Went on a hike & have you a look under the curtains. It’s not always easy, but it’s worth it. #hike
July 28, 2020
Behind the scenes filming virtual Scotland
Our Scotland adventure is approaching! This was some behind the scenes of the filming process. For more info, art and more behind the scenes, visit
July 21, 2020
Black Lives Matter, virtual trip to Scotland and more
In the episode I talk about things reopening after the lock down, the black lives matter movement exploding. I also talk about my business plans & this virtual trip to Scotland I’m planning for you! As well as some random rambling.
June 13, 2020
24 hours of creating things 4-23-20
In this episode you’ll hear why I’ve been a little MIA this week. I’m working on a special video for you, 24 hours of creating things. If you’d like to see this video visit I also talk to you about creating chore chart for myself, writing my book, and so much more
April 24, 2020
How to be confident on camera 4-15-20 DEAR DIARY
It’s upset I talk to you about how to use TikTok, how do you increase your camera confidence, because that is a learned skill, and upcoming plans for YouTube content a new series come out. Hope you enjoy, and I’ll see you next time. Dream big and take action
April 15, 2020
Hula hooping and eating dandelions DEAR DIARY 4-11-20
In this episode I talk to you about how I’ve been exercising with my Hula hoop, Why are you eat some dandelion, and what else I’ve been up to you while I’ve been Quarantine myself. As well as having taken care of my mental health
April 11, 2020
Optimism is knocking at the door- 4-7-20 DEAR DIARY
In this episode I talk to you about keeping a schedule even though I’m quarantined, feeling unmotivated and allergies kicking my butt, as well as how I’m trying to be more optimistic.
April 8, 2020
Social media is causing me to go insane DEAR DIARY 4-6-20
In today’s episode I’m talking to you about what happened on social media and why I need to distance myself from it. How many day looked, the first full week of Quarantine. As well as what I’m doing to manage my stress level right now
April 7, 2020
She played an epic April fools prank on me REAR DIARY 4-2-20
In this episode I talk to you about the April fools prank that was played on me, that was absolutely hilarious. I talk about my mental health and how I’m dealing with it being in a social worker. And I talk about my breakdown.
April 2, 2020
Why would she do that?! She was only 3 inches away!
In this episode I tell you about the lady who sat next to me on a bench I meant the covid19 pandemic. I also talk about how I have gotten to the point of managing my anxiety, what steps you can take if you think you have anxiety issues, and how I’m managing my anxiety today.
March 25, 2020
How I am managing anxiety during COVID-19
I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety, about 15 years ago. In this episode I talk about how I managing it right now, and the effects of this pandemic is having on it. Also talk about being a Germer fold right now, as well as every day life.
March 24, 2020
COVID-19 is taking over the world 3-23-20
The grocery store shelves are empty, no one is allowed to work we’re allowed other house, it’s a crazy crazy day we live in, but there are many opportunities. Tune in to find out what the opportunities are.
March 23, 2020
COVID-19 from an essential workers perspective
Everyone is Quarantine right now. Except those who are not. I am one who is not Quarantine, so I get my perspective on things. I talk about frustrations about the situation, I also talk about optimism and what I am excited to see come out of this.
March 21, 2020
MIA: did I have covid 19?
So I’ve been MIA for a few weeks. Is it because I had COVID-19? Is it because I lost my mind? You’ll have to listen to the podcast find out. I’ll let you know what I’ve been up to, how I’ve been dealing with everything, and some positive things that we can look at it from all of the craziness going on right now.
March 21, 2020
Commute talk time & semi rant DEAR DIARY 2-27-20
Is this episode I Babel on on my commute home. I rant about the semi that almost hit me because they were going 85 mph, it talk about death, talk about travel tips, and more.
February 27, 2020
Late night ramble DEAR DIARY 2-25-20
In this episode I ramble what about work, illness, anxiety, health, fitness, dreams and passions, and talk about Daily Harvest again. I was really tired, so it went long and I did a lot of rambling. But I hope that it helps you and encourages you.
February 26, 2020
My Identity was missing DEAR DIARY 2-24-20
In this episode I talk about finding my identity, getting back into the swing of things, daily harvest, book club, past experiences,
February 24, 2020
Ramble fest DEAR DIARY 2-22-2020
In this episode I pretty much ramble. I talk about the movie sonic, cause I want to see that. Don’t worry, No spoilers or anything, I just state whether or not I liked it. I talk about recovering from illness.
February 23, 2020
MIA because of the stomach flu DEAR DIARY 2-21-20
In this episode I’ll let you know why I’ve been MIA, the difference between the stomach flu and the flu, talk about Daily Harvest again and how I’m staying healthy
February 21, 2020
Someone tried to break in! DEAR DIARY 2-12-20
I chat with you on my drive home in the snow, tell you about somebody trying to break in, about company wars, daily harvest is still going well, and how I was defiant yesterday
February 12, 2020
Time for a trip to KC? DEAR DIARY 2-10-20
In this episode I have talk to you about why I didn’t podcast yesterday, as well as my future plans as far as trips ago, and we
February 10, 2020
Cleaning is the pits DEAR DIARY 2-8-2020
In today’s episode I talk about not feeling productive today, as well as Hating cleaning. But I did end up cleaning what I planned, in spite of not feeling productive.
February 9, 2020
A day without a phone?!! DEAR DIARY 2-7-20
Today’s episode I kind of rambled. I talk about not having a phone for half the day. Talk about getting $50 off Daily Harvest as well, visit my Instagram,
February 8, 2020
Random DEAR DIARY 2-6-20
This episode I talk about random things, from my job, to daily harvest, two essential oil’s, other healthy things, other random things
February 7, 2020
Babbling about my job DEAR DIARY 2-4-20
This weeks episode, I am pretty much is babble about my job and where I’m at right now. Talk a little bit about my day, and the big step that I took today, now I look different! But mostly just babbling about my job. Because I’m overly tired, and it’s way way way way way past my bedtime!
February 5, 2020
Am I too old to have kids? DEAR DIARY 2-3-20
In this episode I talk about my job, my business, the audio books that I’m reading, and talk in depth about whether or not I’m too old to have kids. My thoughts on marriage, where I thought I’d be now versus where I am, and more.
February 4, 2020
Daily harvest and All TV shows DEAR DIARY 2-2-20
In this episode you’ll see that I took the day off, had a little bit of a mishap with the company wish, and had a major blessing with the company daily harvest. I watched or TV shows from Alf, To Patty Duke, Dennis the Menace, 227, the facts of life, who is the boss, bewitched, and growing pains! All the shows that I grew up with, and at the time they were older than me so I didn’t really get them, and now I have a new understanding.
February 3, 2020
Mindset shift & cleaning DEAR DIARY 2-1-20
In this episode I talk a lot about what mindset shift so I needed to make to clean. I talk about how today was more productive, but I failed in as well, and revive super foods as well as daily harvest.
February 2, 2020
Anxiety & wealth DEAR DIARY 1-31-20
In this episode I touch on all the hot button topics! Today I discuss women building businesses, Christians wanting to get wealthy & struggles with anxiety.
January 31, 2020
Let’s talk about your calling & life dreams DEAR DIARY 1-30-
In this episode I babble on about life callings, dreams, Job versus business, singing, and more. As well as a book that I’m reading.
January 30, 2020
We’re all gonna die DEAR DIARY 1-29-20
This podcasts little bit intense, I talk about my thoughts on dying today. I talk about a lot about God today as well. So if you want something intense go for it, otherwise you might not want to listen.
January 29, 2020
MLM marketing DEAR DIARY 1-28-20
In today’s episode I talk to you you about a couple of MLM opportunities and iPad and why or why I’m not taking them. I talk to you about daily harvest, cash flow, and business models
January 28, 2020
it ok! I just needed to poop 💩 DEAR DIARY 1-27-20
In today’s episode I give you TMI, talk to you about Daily Harvest and how to get $25 off, and tell you what I did that’s interesting to get entrepreneurs attention. ➡️ ⬅️
January 28, 2020
I’m sick so let’s work from home DEAR DIARY 1-26-20
In today’s episode I talk about not feeling super great today, not getting a lot done. What’s the talk about looking for a work from home job, and daily harvest.
January 27, 2020
Let’s talk about death- DEAR DIARY 1-25-20
This episode goes pretty deep. I talk about what I was thinking through last night, and over the past year. I went through the process of my thoughts on death. Talked about the goals are accomplished today, how I felt today, the things I didn’t get done today. I hope that this helps you in someway. If you have any questions or anything you need to talk about, feel free to reach out to me.
January 26, 2020
This podcast is a failure- DEAR DIARY 1-24-20
Today’s talk about why I started this podcast. What my processes are. Also talk about how to get discounts on Daily Harvest, and misfit market.
January 25, 2020
Unlikely conversation with a customer service rep 1-23-20
In this episode you hear about my conversation with A customer service rep that I wasn’t expecting. Daily harvest is amazing company. If you’d like a $25 discount here’s a link. M4432VR?utm_source=app&utm_medium=ios&utm_campaign=link_raf Also talk about the changes at work happening, the book I’m reading, and more.
January 24, 2020
Goals & health accomplished or failed? 1-22-20 dear diary
In this episode I talk about what’s been working for my goals but hasn’t been. What technique is that I’ve recently implemented that are going well was not. About how I’m excited about my Daily Harvest box coming tomorrow, and my misfit harvest box coming on Friday. Excited to increase my vegetable and fruit intake. And have had more energy lately, actually just like last couple of days, because of the no snooze. So, excited about that!
January 22, 2020
New systems, hit or miss? Dear diary 1-21-20
In today’s episode I talk to you about the new systems I put in place yesterday. What worked what didn’t work, what’s long-term what’s not. I talk to you about the book that I just finished, about the book that I’m going to start. I talk to you about healthy eating, exercise, dance, systems, and what I am looking forward to you over the next week in here.
January 22, 2020
Call Robbins 5 second rule I’m putting my phone in the closet 1-20-20 dear diary
This episode I talk to you about reading no Robbins five second rule book. Adopting some new goals and methods for day-to-day life. Such as, putting my phone in the closet instead of my room. Not watching any videos on my phone. Not doing social media after certain time. Cleaning, procrastinating, all of that mundane and stuff.
January 21, 2020
Let’s talk fruits and vegetables 1-19-20
In this episode I talk about signing up for misfit market, daily harvest, making a new budget, incorporating classes and health and more fruits and vegetables into my life. Misfit market discount ➡️ COOKWME-CU8LIQ ⬅️ & daily harvest discount ➡️ ⬅️
January 20, 2020
Ummmm, am I going to die if I do this? 1-18-20 Dear diary
I talk about what thing I did that I wondered if I was gonna die. Two different events in one night even. I talk about the jokes that were made that were Morbid. And how today was just a restful day because I was worn out.
January 19, 2020
Visiting Dick Van Dyke‘s childhood house 1–17 –2020
Today after work, instead I’m driving almost 2 hours home, I decide to stay in town. The weather supposed to get bad, I think I would’ve missed it, but I wanted to go on in venture. So, I visited Dick Van Dyke childhood house, as well as some other creative adventures. Hope you enjoy!
January 18, 2020
I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you Dash 1/16/2020 dear diary
The short episode. I talk about my trip for tomorrow, the weather, vulnerability, finances, and even sing you a song. I’m gonna love you, like I’m gonna lose you!
January 16, 2020
Star maker app – dear diary – 1– 15 –2020
In this episode I talk about my period, my health, the StarMaker app, my plans for the weekend, and let you know what I think is going to be the next big thing as far as Apsco.
January 16, 2020
Second bed – 1142020 – dear diary
In this episode and I talk about how I was sick in bed today. Yet still produce content, does Starbucks give away and the results were surprising! I also discussed the rise of the StarMaker app.
January 15, 2020
Let’s talk finances… 1-13-20 Dear diary episode five
In this episode, I talk about stocks, my financial plans, and some tips on how to avoid certain fees. Enjoy
January 14, 2020
Epic fail today Dear diary
Today there’s not a lot to report but it’s there if you’re interested. I didn’t do much. But I did feel majorly and staying off of social media and evening. I said after in the morning and afternoon, and it was good for me. But in the evening I got back on. And then shortly afterwards became very very grouchy, and kind of angry. I think it was in part connected to getting back on social media before I was really ready. So, lesson learned. I hope you can get some value out of this episode I love you so much!
January 13, 2020
Financial investments- Dear Diary 1-11-20
This Episode I talk about financial advisors, mutual funds, stock investments, 401(k) plans. What they really mean, what’s really happening, and Tear the veil off of the all the secrecy.
January 12, 2020
Dear diary I have a dream for homeless shelters
Here you can see the books on finances I’ve been reading, my weekend plans & my blueprints for my dream homeless shelter. The homeless shelter setup, that will end homelessness (if people are willing to take action).
January 11, 2020
Dear diary 1-9-2020
Ever wish you could hear the thoughts of an entrepreneur? Ever wished you could be on the inside of the process, so you knew what they actually did to get to where they’re at? Well, that’s what these journal entries are for. So you can hear my processes and hear what I’m going through to get to where I’m at. Hopefully it helps you. Enjoy
January 10, 2020
How to get motivated when you’re feeling unmotivated
In this episode I talk to you about a couple of times I was feeling unmotivated, but somehow found the motivation. You’ll find tips in stopping judging yourself, getting motivated & working through emotions in this podcast!
December 7, 2019
Sarah STEALS Brixenta’s spotlight 😱
Some silliness to lift your spirits if you’re feeling down. There’s so much focus on terrible events, so this is light hearted, to give you a breather from all of that!
June 11, 2019