The Cosmic Mama Podcast

The eclipses have a way of revealing what isn’t working. Add to that a Mercury Retrograde and we’re in a firestorm of uncertainty.

I know I’ve been unraveling much of what I thought or believe to be real. It can be disorienting and mighty irritating.

True power is in your joy! Ecstasy is the frequency of the universe and sometimes it is all we can know. The Mystery traditions left us keys to find our way outside of what is known, outside of what has been pre-scribed as reality.

Inside, we’ll do an activation of your Aust -- its your sovereign seat of power, it is the throne of your bliss, and aligns you as Creator.

Plus : 

• Thoth’s unraveling and the Akashic Records

• Why focusing on the inversions will drive you mad

• How to find discernment

• History vs Mystery

• Claiming your role as Creator

• Shamans of the New Era

It’s hard to know anything these days. Our need to know, to understand, to give meaning only makes things feel more meaningless. And it’s dang frustrating!

It’s the Great Mystery that holds us, always inviting us back home to the fullest luscious truth of ourselves and the cosmos.

To go searching doesn't work. Our doorway to the Mystery lies in the stillness, in the fertile void. 

We do an Activation to the Void inside plus : 

• My “breakup” with Thoth

• Why meaning is pointless

• How to find yourself in an uncertain reality

• How purpose may be an ego construct

• Why the feminine is a required aspect of all divinity

  
  

Yup, we’re riding the front wave of a new world and doing our best to glide with grace.

Please no driving during the activation. Allow yourself to bask in the feminine and just receive. 

I’d love to hear how the activation affects you. Were you able to slip from this world of thing and access the no-thing? How’d ya feel?

My pleasure is in witnessing your awakening. My books are open for private ceremonies… 1 session in the Akashic is a life changer and I’d be honored to play in the magick with you. 

I’ve known Danielle forever. She won a shamanic gift basket from us way back in 2013 and has been on the path ever since.

Spark of Sophia came in like a bonfire. Her call, her invitation to re-create, ignite, and remember. When Sophia asked us to come together in a global container to create the New New, I knew it wouldn’t be on my own that I could fulfill this mission.

Inside you’ll meet the Guides of Spark of Sophia : 

When Jesus asked me to do a podcast I didn’t say no. Who better to represent the Divine Masculine?

I was curious to explore him as master, mystic, and masculine. My own path is so far from the church that I called in some help.  I reached out to 2 of my wisest priestesses to enjoy a discourse. Their breadth of knowledge and experience is expansive and expanding. We came from heart to share some of our most precious experiences and memories of his love.

Whether you know him as Jesus or Yeshua, his path of light can act as a beacon home for us all.

Mysteries, Miracles, & Revelation seems to be our main theme but we also touched on: 

• Early psychic awakenings with spirit

• Yeshua as sacred lover

• the Essenes

• Sacred Union

• What is Christ Consciousness?

• Cannabis as a path of healing

• Plus ways you can cultivate a personal relationship with him as Ascended Master

There’s so much inside and I’ll be curious to hear what came online for you.

However you are spending the holidays, know you are in a sacred portal where the quiet calm is your only compass. 

Dena Fields is an alchemist and warrior of the heart. She leads an online Moving Meditation on Mondays. I don’t miss an opportunity to play in the divine with her. 

Discover her at : 

Mike Cummings is hands down my favorite Scorpio. He is the embodiment of Divine Masculine and loves to find the upper edges of this life experience. Who better to kick off a conversation about the Divine Masculine.

His path to claim his sacred is fascinating:

• How and why he overcame porn addiction

• Discovering the Gnostics as a way of knowing God

• Semen retention for vitality

• How AI is a tool of personal & collective healing

Committing to spirit and looking in every shadow is an act of great courage. His vulnerability and desire that in sharing, others may find their way into greater divinity, too. 

Resources shared by Mike :

Living in the Heart. This is the ask as we walk through the slippery terrain of reality. To be not of the mind but to be anchored in the heart. 

It can be a tall order no matter what your level of spiritual mastery. 

We explore this turning of the screw into the dark days before Solstice in an attempt to remember the radiance of our light.

As systems continue to shake, it is you who holds the keys for presence and stillness. New values are emerging friends as we turn back to what truly matters.

Inside is also an activation! A way to Live in the Heart Centered Now. Hopefully with a lil more ease and grace. 

We dropped in the activated ankh as a way to traverse the limitations of 3d in the vein of Christed Consciousness. 

To note: 

Mer Mena is the Egyptian hekau offered. Let it be a balm for when things are feeling tricky.

Mer Mena - the tears of Isis.

Mer Mena - grant me an easy death.

Mer Mena - return me to the cosmic oceans of bliss that lie within.

When we can anchor in knowing that each tears paves a path back to joy, it can be easier to face whatever is at hand.

To play with Andye : 

A year ago I stepped away from the “brand.” I embraced Andye, dissolved the Akashic Records of my birth, and created myself of myself. 

In Episode 69, I pay homage to Rock ‘n Roll Shaman. To the places and ways she served…  cause fuck, she tried so hard.

You don't often hear of a Twin Flame happy ending. But I'm doing my best to harvest mine.

Ours was a love story of the ages. Never with a promise of happily ever after but the efforts we invested in healing ourselves and each other were beautiful. I certainly wouldn't be ""me without his love.

The brutal final chapter of April 2020 would take me years to recover. Here on the 3 year anniversary, I seek to soften, to defrost, and reclaim the beauty under the rubble.

This is a portal of resurrection and no part of me needs to remain in shadow.

If you've had a Twin Flame encounter, perhaps you know. I wrote 9 pages and offer it here to you to be brought into peace. Listen on Spotify to enjoy the songs that marked our story:

Birds of A Feather Watchhouse

We were called here… to this podcast to discuss some things that make little logical sense. Because nothing really makes sense at all anymore. What’s most beneficial is some perspective. So I called in one of the wisest people I know -- Marilynn Propsere!

After the psy op of the last few years, it feels like we are finally defrosting. Returning to those pre-2020 dreams with greater clarity and refinement.

I’ve been talking a lot about Joy & Radiance these days. And I know, not all y'all may be feeling it. But here’s the thing -- Joy is In. We are emerging and love will lead the way.

So… I wanna make sure you’re getting in on this new love vibe. The Templates dropped in on the Winter Solstice. We received another mega bump on the Aquarius new moon. And dang, we show no signs of stopping, babe. Cause this is what we’ve been put here to expand into. Whooosh!

We offer some guidance, big love, and a freakin activation to bring you into the Bliss Blueprint Upgrades. Chances are you’ve already been getting them, but we’ll do a sweet lil clearing to help you glide into glee.

I explore inside:

• Moving through the fear, anger, disillusionment of the last few years
• Getting out of stuckness (hint move toward what scares you instead)
• Hitting those new Upper Limit problems!

We do 2 hekau’s (the Egyptian mantras of magick). No meanings are shared here, but I’ll drop them into the Library of the Halls of Akasa.

If you’re ready to move into the embodiment of your bliss…lover, of course we’ve go that covered too!

Jen f-in' Korte!

Hey y’all… we had some tech glitches inside so the stream may not be quite as seamless as our actual flow. It's a lil choppy after the hour mark. And well worth hanging around to hear us sing Snoop.

Ethics have always been my jam. In fact, I kinna get off on some hard ass boundaries when it comes to these elusive spiritual escapades. Ethical integrity is mandatory.

My conversation with Sabrina changed me. The curanderas call this a platica. A heart to heart conversation that heals. After my December, baby, I was in need of some rich conversations with someone I love.

We delve into the realms Graham Hancock is stirring up. ... That the narratives we have been told are limitations to our sovereignty and light. That the truth of our history and future are ours!

Sabrina reminds us that the memories, the richness of our true stories, of our soul and family ancestry, are waiting to re-membered.

Plus she guides us to a Reclamation of that Truth at Chichen Itza. To experience these sacred sites and stories from a place of your lived experience and not through the lens of history, well, welcome to the reclamation!

Certainly I didn’t know where our conversation might go, but we shared so many treasures inside.

• Mayan & Aztec ancestral magic
• True sovereignty - surrender, flow, boundaries, repeat
• Sacred partnership
• Hard core tree lovin'
• The many faces of Thoth

Referenced inside:

I sat down to talk, to process, to reflect on how the Egyptian Mystery teachings have supported our Christmas that wasn’t. In the breaking of old paradigms, we have to accept that it all must break. 

This year there are no traditions, no family meals and gift exchange, no opportunities to walk through generational trauma in real time.

Nope, we must accept and ride the waves of a world that is dissolving. And know it to be the liberation of consciousness. Huzzah!

I was embarrassed at times, non sequitur in my podcast. Sharing too much to what end…  

Then Sheshat showed up. Making no grand appearance, but revealing herself as the always- the breath of the void.

I hope something in here is meant for you, that it brings you to states of peace and helps you be a better dragon rider.

Hang out with me and Sheshat and say Sam Na Fuckin’ Em to 2022.

Some of the Egyptian used inside:

Hekaus - Egyptian mantras or magick

Ush Ga - to fill with the emptiness of the Void

Sam Na Em - dissolve and expand it back to the Void

In the background, I was listening to the cosmic sounds of the Ice breaking. Here’s a link to Jonna Jinton’s beautiful work    https://youtu.be/8dvR_9_jsv4

If you want to walk the Halls of the Akasa in our Mystery School teachings, Dream School and Activate An Akashic Mystery School are yours as stand alone initiations. Each is a 3 month journey into Egyptian magick and the unfurling power of your expanding consciousness. Ya know, NBD.

Find more of Andye Murphy :

Even for gifted visionaries it can be damn near impossible to see what's ahead. By looking back, we can gain so much perspective on the journey.

This was my lesson this week as I was invited to reflect on my 2022. It's been a beast (perhaps), intense for some, but its been a dang ride for sure.

It was a year of radical healing and presence. As the waves just kept coming, getting back up was the only option.

In Episode 56 of the Cosmic Mama Podcast I share my golden thread of 2022. The New Masculine is here!

I am a lover, a fan of the fellas and have been cheering on their evolution. It's the alchemy of masculine / feminine, yang / yin, the possibilities of our combined dreams that mark a new era.

This is what I signed up for, what I have been craving in my encounters with the masculine. And while the Sacred Masculine is finding their safety of expression. We as the Divine Feminine must also evolve our wounds, perceptions and experiences. Cause all work is inner work.

It's my own bro (I love him!) who needed my attention. By allowing my own inner masculine to heal it allowed new living engagements to find me.

It can be tricky to have honest conversations, and yet in this format, there's some things to be shared to refocus and center where the collective attention is gathering. Do you remember how powerful you are, darling? Sit with me and hopefully we'll guide you right back to it. Complete with an activation of pure love at the 43min mark.

Sitting here from my perch of the 3rd Eye Initiation, things look a bit different. My experience is one of calm, while most I know seem to be deeply troubled by world events. How can we maintain our zen in the midst of global crisis? How do we remain aware and not by pass?

I share this podcast to bring you through... from Illusion to Illumination to the Peace of the Joy and Power that are always yours.

** And in your damn power, don't listen if my personal views are triggering to your own pain.

Inside, we discuss:

- ya know that SCOTUS thing

- compassion is the action

- how empathy is being hijacked

- lived experiences vs perceived reality

- awake and woke

And thanks to Chronic Gals babe @queenashleen for activating this new rhythm in me. Find her on the Gram to snag your own Human Design art.

To experience the Saged Solstice ceremony (ya know a deep dive into pure mama bliss and healing), click here for your 7 day trial (https://sagedapp.com/upsell5/guest) or if you're already a member, find our ceremony with your forever access on the portal.

#cancerseason #sovereignty #divinemother

If you’ve missed me, I’ve been fully immersed in Dream School - a 3 month Egyptian Mystery School. I mentioned inside we’ll be doing an Akashic Mystery School in the fall.

Keep up with me on IG to stay in the loop or join us on Patreon to be the first to know!

You should be proud of me… I restrained myself from all 54 references. Yet this episode is throwback, alllll the way back to your starry origins.

Tracie's take on astrology is unlike anyone else I’ve met. Her specialty is on "star markers" and and "marks of mastery" specifically for the Pleiadians. 

We talk inside of: 

- Ascension

- astrology as a map of the soul

- how to use your dream states

- Pleiadians, baby!

- a survival for starseeds in sticky lil human families

Tracie is an eternal optimist and brings such hopeful love to her sessions. As I share at the beginning, my natal reading with her (Libra rising) totally changed how I viewed myself. Subsequent readings we've done dive into more of how to navigate in this world and align with purpose.

Any conversation with Michael is rich with depth and rabbit holes! We aimed to discuss the Sacred Masculine but played with oh so much more.

We’ll geek out on:

• Human Design
• Pranic Healing
• Twin Flames (fuck me… can we just be donw with this already?)
• What it means to be High Priestess
• And a dang Lemurian Activation!

This podcast is a must listen for the fellas, too. (Really, have your hunny join ya and get some juicy convos going.)

As we move into places of unity consciousness and sacred partnership, it is the support of the Masculine becoming that will matter the most. There is no division within or without.

Find the remarkable Michael Mattie at :

2 Fire Dragons talkin' healing. Yup, no structure, no format, we  meet up from the front lines of this human journey to share what we're  both learning now.

Inside we'll touch on :

- love bombing

- its safe to be you

- punk rock

- tending the wounds of being a kid in the 90s

- how we're living in a simulation

- and freakin' egregores

I’ve been on the path of Ascension for lifetimes, but it was the ass kick of the last 2 years that illuminated the true path. To Ascend we must Descend.

I’m working some things out inside, claiming my muthafuckin’ light and on the ascent. Ong Sa!

Inside I’ll share my journey so you might offer yours a lil more grace. We cover : 

• Persecution this lifetime and beyond
• Screaming as therapy
• The juicy ass magick found in the shadows
• Joy is always an inside job

The messy and divine are equally sacred… it just took me a few years to figure it out. Hopefully this will be your shortcut to lighten up on precious lil you.

Plus a sound healing mediation to get in there and find the shining darkness.

Resources mentioned in Episode 51 : 

It’s episode 50 and the first video podcast! As much as I wish I was coming to you with some kapow wisdom and bliss, I find myself at the other end of the spectrum… in the deep quiet of winter and all the mood that goes with it.

In the No Thing, the Yin of the Yin, the Void, we find ourselves. Without identity and no outside definition, we see what we are made of. Its from here that I’m reporting on:

Spontaneity is a mark of the Divine Child and ya'll today's podcast was just that. Unplanned, unedited, real sweet sap coming your way.

I said inside and I'll say it here too. There is no magic pill on your healing journey, but... the Body Code is about the closest I've experienced... and  it just may save the world.

But first - 

It's that time of the year, love, when our weird gets extra celebration and the opportunities to work in deep spaces of healing open to us.

Whether it's Dia De Los Muertos, Samhain, or Halloween you celebrate, please be mindful of your intentions. These energies are potent and will play however you show up.

The Shadows are the mulch of your awakening and Episode 47 is all about healing those shadows with ease. Fudge, not even ease, but with zero effort at all... well you'll hear all about it inside.

Emerging from this Mercury Rx, I feel new. Not all new but certainly like a major defrag of my life has just been had. 

Perspectives shift and when they do, its like the whole world is new. Add to that an Apocolypsis and well, that's where we dive in. I keep being reminded at every level there is nothing to fear so of course there's a big dose of what the heck is actually up.  

Inside we talk: 

- the Purpose of Life

- Transmutation

- Space as an Element

- How to develop your Intuition

- plus a discount for you if you wanna join me in a private ceremony (squeel!)

People and Episodes referenced within: 

In the process of waking up, you'll encounter a whole new world and with it a new lexicon, too. Some concepts make perfect sense while others take a while to digest.

Ascension is one of those ideas that can be a bit more esoteric. No one knows what it is,  what it looks like in 3d practical terms, or if it is even something we  should be aspiring for at all.

Biblically it is known as the Harvest (no thank you) while New Age philosophy espouses it as a salvation from the suckiness of this world (pretty by passy in my view).

We'll break it down inside as it forms the founding principles in what we do here at the Cosmic Mama Podcast.

We'll cover :

- what Ascension is

- a channeling from Serapis Bey (I'll explain both channeling and the use of light language right at the beginning)

- why this is happening now

- why YOU chose to be here for the big show

Please, as with all new experiences, take what feels amazing in your cells and leave the rest.

There are no experts in this field, simply those who show up and say yes.  That's you too my love and we're in this wonder ship together!

Katherine Skaggs has saved my life more than once. As shaman, artist, author and wildly passionate creatrix, she is an elder, a sister, who I trust when the world gets weird.

You want those allies who have walked a few paces ahead, the ones who have earned the medicines of the jungle and live to tell the tale. The ones who have found the courage and champion you to do the same.

There are so many tales to tell, so I invite you into storytime. To sit around the fire with a wise woman and glean the droplets of wisdom as it speaks to you now.

There's so many healing balms within. The first 20 min or so we dive into her background to explore what called her to the path of shaman (pssst, she wasn't looking for it and qualifies the title).

From 30 minutes on, buckle up, buttercup!

- what to do if you find yourself in an unclean plant ceremony

- working with plant medicines safely

- the shaman's view on what's happening now

- how to be the dreamer of your reality

This is the episode I've been dreaming in for weeks. It is Part 1 of a new conversation, a new teaching, to help us navigate back to hope.

We are indeed in the Dark Ages boo, and after every period of darkness,  there is the Enlightenment. 

You are part of Team Light and moving through these very dark, heavy, shit ass times are simply part of the  process.

We offer hopefully some perspective inside. A few (🤯 pshooo 🤯) mind blowing, game changing ideas that will free you to sit with more certainty in your own sovereignty.

- our society rewards liars

- identifying the real fear under current events

- initiations = vessels - strengthening our ability to transmute more darkness

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Trigger Warning for some personal opinions and experiences being shared. 

We of course address judgement, shame, and fear of saying these things too.  But it still feels a lil scary to me...

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We align in unity and of coming together so that Truth (your personal Truth) is the only one that matters.

There is also an activation inside that will help you heal and evolve some of those beliefs and freezes (it used to be fight or flight in that reptilian brain but now we just freakin' freeze).

Part 2 will be a fuller teaching on How to Navigate Back to Hope. It is a cycle of healing that I've been working through to share with you. 

1. When you can identify where you are (hello, that's what today's episode was all about) you have the power. 

2. When you can remember this is a cycle,  you also remember it wont last.

3. Identifying where you are (and where you get stuck) is the way forward for enlighten(ing) beings. 

Resources Shared Within:

I've been sitting at the feet of Dr. Carmen for weeks. Editing and curating a conversation that felt complete, deep, and meaningful.

I am grateful to know and love you whether we have met in this realm or not. I'm a freakin' olllld soul who has committed to serving through these times. You may feel something familiar here, and that's the point. 

Let your intuition lead you. Trust yourself only. We're here to unlock the rest.

If it doesn't feel good, stop. 

A lil about me: 

Andye Murphy is a multidimensional priestess, alchemist, and keeper of the Akashic Records. She leads through light acting as a living transmission of the wisdom of the divine.

An ancient soul, she is an activator of higher consciousness and deeply committed to the enlightenment of humanity. In 2008 she was reunited with the Egyptian Mystery Teachings and actively lives this tradition as the keys to humanity’s galactic awakening.

For more than a decade Andye served as Rock ‘n Roll Shaman, as mentor, healer and reader and is now committed to teaching through the Ascension.

Reality is breakin'. And while we kinna knew this would be inevitable, to be living through it is deserving of gold medals on the daily. 

As my friend Cricket said - reporting from inside the shit storm.

But there are those golden rays, those trials that build strength and character and show us what we're made of. You don't find power in peaceful moments but in the challenges that help us rise. 

Or at least that's how I'll re-frame it, m'kay?

The "Yes And" Reality is what we are asked to participate to move into Greater Truth and true Unity Consciousness.

No one is wrong and all perspectives are right.

Yet the brain sometimes glitches as we open to all these potentialities and possibilities.

I've been giddy to talk with Remington for some time now. But ya know, nervous Projector and all, I needed the right timing.

If you don't know Remington Donovan, you should. He is one of the most prolific and vibrant voices of our time. I schedule my own ceremonies around his offerings and take a ton of notes to maximize the energies. He's that freakin' good.

I am thrilled to share our Love Fest with you and am grateful he said yes. To be in the mutual awe of a mystic walking his path with reverence and radiance. Well, it's just pure bliss.

Explore all the gifts of Remington Donovan: 

I’ve had this theory for a while. Generation X, quietly spiritually developing, quietly gaining the acumen to run the world, and crushing the “slacker label.” We will be the great hope.

When you have such a great moniker who needs a better episode title! Martha Wright is the person who lights me up like few others. Her wisdom, her ease, her effervescent goofiness matches the sincerity with which she walks her path as Shaman.

Martha makes even the most esoteric accessible and breaks it down to show you a path to your own empowered truth.

Find Mmmmmartha at:

I alternately called this episode "Nuthing to be Scurred of." Cause pookie pie of light, you are flippin' amazing. 

Your power has been amputated and it's the time of your coming home to Truth. Well more accurately truth. (Capital T Truth is outside of our ability to comprehend, but that's a podcast for another day.)

We're gonna talk the Fall (the Shift) cause March is here and this seems to be our fireworks display that has been culminating over the last year. The Liberation of the Light is nigh and its YOU who carries us through. 

The Fear is an old story, programmed in over aeons. You are a being unlike the universe has ever witnessed. So we're gonna make sure you know what the heck is up. 

- There is no dark agenda

Sacred Guide, Cosmic Queen, Earthy Ass Shaman Robin Kimbrel Wiggs. She is my bestie and my Crone, my office mate and my sanity. I am so very delighted to share her with you to experience something deeply present and real.

How do you bring your magic to this realm? Robin will guide you back to your power and medicine.

We’ll cover a few things with plenty of cackles and love, like:

• Modern shamanism
  
• Wisdom of the sage Mama Robin to newly awakening healers
  
  • Developing discernment as a healer
    
  • How to hold your medicine
    
  • Initiations as a way of life
    
  • Dark night of the soul are an expansion of your medicine
    
  • Giving clients what they need not what they want
    

And to honor the lineages that blessed and activated us along the way:

A transmission from Sheshat on the state of things here on Planet Earth. Because there is no field guide for becoming a god. 

As the Goddess of Ascension, Creator of the Cosmos, and Weaver of the Akashic Field, when Sheshat speaks, I listen. "Just following my marching orders" seems to be my motto of late. There is less me here as I clean my own karmic trashbins, so I am happy to convey updates and tools from the Boss Lady.

Inside we'll unpack:

- the shock of the new 

- humans becoming gods and no one knows how!

- "developing" your intuition

- best practices with Galactic Allies

- accessing Inner Earth (for conscientious humans)

- why you should let the Earth allies love you boo for some extra energy in these weird ass times.

I think there's an activation coming through with this, too. I can feel it brewing and I'll happily share as soon as its ready for ya. More tools to do this human thing better, woot!

Find More of  Andye Murphy at the links below:

I wanted to see the world through Pea’s eyes. Yes, she is an expert in Human Design and you can listen to one of her many podcast episodes, but I was much more interested in knowing how her spirit manifested to be the unique expression that is Pea the Feary.

Oh yeah and there’s this quote that really kicked things off:

"When will you stop seeking and Instead Experience"

I wanted to explore more of this idea with her and well, heck, a conversation is the best way to do that!

We promise to preach and teach nothing inside. We explore life, the experience of this wild and wondrous moment that we are afforded each day, and how to stay insane to your own truth. From the watery spaces of a Cancer stellium and a Scorpio stellium, we’ll see you inside.

FRACTAL - a repeating pattern

FRACTAL OF THE DIVINE - that you, that’s me, that’s Pea. We are all the divine repeating itself in infinite expressions.

Ok, so maybe not a true fractal, but hey, we’re creatives and allowed to take some liberties.

If you want to find more of the lovely Pea the Feary:

Instagram:      https://www.instagram.com/peathefeary/

Website:           https://www.peathefeary.com/

I loved Charles from the moment we met. How could you not? Well, he couldn’t for a long time. This was surprising to me, but isn’t that often the way? We can’t always see the love that we are.

On Episode 28 we get to expand in love with the amazing Charles Quijada Turlington.

Charles has completed the Shamanic Apprenticeship and fiercely walks his path as a loving presence of the divine and ancestral wisdoms within.

His gifts in dream work are sublime and will blur the lines in waking versus sleeping.

In this episode, Charles and I talk about how his spiritual journey has helped him to find peace within his anxiety, how it differs from intuition, and so much more y'all.

If you want to find more of Charles of the lovely Charles Quijada Turlington: