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Death by Darlings

Death by Darlings

By Emma Hill
Because being a freelance model, self-proclaimed photographer, self-published author, and grade A narcissist wasn't enough, @msemmahill needed a podcast too and she doesn't hold back. We are plagued by inauthenticity and this space was created to break that trend. Follow Emma along as she discusses sex, dating, and social media because sometimes the things that we love kill us the most.
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FLAP THOSE LADYLIPS
EP 28: Emma is back with another episode that answers listener questions about insecurities surrounding sex. From farting in bed to being a virgin, this episode is not for the faint of heart. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
40:14
June 10, 2022
OPEN ARMS, OPEN LEGS
EP 27: Like I said, they always come back. Safe to say I like to leave a lasting impression... Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
42:55
May 05, 2022
ANNA DARLING
EP 26: In this episode, Emma sits down with her best friend of over ten years, Anna Stechyshyn. Anna is Emma's spiritual guru and guide to all things witchy and celestial. Accompanied by Emma's high-school sweetheart, Zach, the three discuss zodiac, birth-charts, meditation, crystals, and even do a tarot reading.  Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
01:13:50
April 23, 2022
NOT OKAY
EP 25: More thoughts and rambles on dealing with anxiety, feeling overwhelmed, and some stories about running into an ex or two.. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
41:50
April 07, 2022
PEG A SISTER
EP 24: Emma breaks down her attempt at stand-up comedy via competition of local comedians. She also delves into a listener question regarding their troubles with both dating and sleeping with the same person.. how monogamy isn't for everyone, learning her boss owned a strap-on, My Little Pony roleplay, and more!  Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
57:08
March 25, 2022
MEN ARE DISPOSABLE
EP 23: In this episode, Emma reads the juicy letter she sent to Tully Guy (the key points of it), the stresses of winter, listener's weirdest sex stories, & gives you your usual biweekly dose of degrading men. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
53:40
March 13, 2022
JOSEPH SHEEHEY
EP: 22 This week, Emma sits down with Joseph Sheehey, founder of Cured Nutrition. Joe has a background in aerospace engineering but transitioned to being an entrepreneur with a goal to help people feel their best after a long battle with depression. Cured Nutrition is a progressive supplement company with natural and organic ingredients designed to do just that. The two discuss Cured and how it differs from other supplement companies, the science behind some of their products, CBD, cannabinoids, coming out of depression, and what it's like being a business owner.  Follow Joe here & Cured here. Cured Nutrition has sponsored this podcast since the beginning! Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
01:03:11
February 24, 2022
ghosted
EP 21: she's baaAAAAaaaaaAAck. Emma returns from her hiatus with an apology, mental health update, and the toxic shenanigans she's been up to whilst taking a much needed break. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
51:03
February 10, 2022
DEATH BY POLE DANCING
EP 20: In this episode, Emma sits down with her friend and pole dancing instructor, Dorese Fleury. The two discuss the social stigma surrounding pole dancing and how hypersexualized the sport has become. They also talk about dealing with issues surrounding social media, confidence, body image, depression, and being okay with yourself for taking rest days.  You can connect with Dorese via her Instagram here. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Follow along with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
54:55
January 14, 2022
BUDGET BDSM
EP: 19 Break the bed without breaking the bank! You're welcome. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
47:02
January 06, 2022
GRANDFATHER DARLING
EP 18: This episode is extra special and not one you'd expect.. Emma is joined by her 96 year old great grandfather, Don. Emma flew down to Florida back in October to sit with her grandfather and interview him. This episode is very PG.. but still full of valuable content that you can take with you. The two discuss what it was like growing up in the 1930s, his experience in the navy, advice he has for this generation, the key to having a long lasting marriage, and so much more. What better way to celebrate the new year than hearing advice and experiences from someone who has had almost 100 new years?  Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
01:30:20
December 31, 2021
JINGLE BELL NIPPLES
EP 17: 'tits the season. In this episode, Emma discusses nipple clamps and bj's. Ho, Ho, Ho! She also talks about her recent Tik Tok drama, degrading men, and finishes off with a tasty Q&A. Happy holidays! Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off. Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
40:31
December 22, 2021
WTF HAPPENED TO ZACH INDICK?!
EP 16: Grab your vomit bags and a box of tissues. In this episode, Emma is joined by her high school sweetheart, Zach Indick. After spending the past seven years apart, the two are back together and balls deep invested. This episode goes all over. The two discuss what it was like for Zach to watch Emma date other people, how Emma still felt the need to check on him while dating the Beta, and why Zach has been isolating himself in his bedroom for the past seven years. Trigger warning: this episode talks a lot about having severe depression. Zach opens up about what it was like dealing with severe depression, cutting off everyone, the conversations he had with himself, and how he was able to boost himself out of it. This episode is heavy, but it's raw, authentic, and it feels like you're sitting in bed with us late at night having a heart to heart.  Follow Zach via Instagram.  Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
01:20:18
December 17, 2021
FREE MY NIPPLES
EP 15: #freethenipple. In this episode, Emma discusses how sensitive social media is about censoring exposed nipples. She shares personal experiences about feeling anxiety to post nipples through lace one-pieces and even the cover of this podcast. This is no ordinary activist podcast.. Emma also discusses the controversy that could conspire if #freethenipple succeeds. Where is the line drawn between what could be considered artistic nude photography and pornography? Who would make the decision for what is appropriate for Instagram versus what needs to stay on Onlyfans? Plot twist: this is Emma’s final project for a class and she decided to share it with you here. NY Times article referenced here. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition, use promo code “EMMA” for 10% off all orders! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
34:57
December 08, 2021
CLARKE DARLING
EP 14: Emma is joined by her friend and sex coach, Clarke Rose. Clarke Rose is a sex & pleasure coach who focusses on sex education, intensifying orgasms, healing from sexual trauma, and so much more. This episode goes everywhere. We talk about orgasms, vaginas, the clitoris (yes, it exists!), threesomes, masturbation techniques, tips for men for giving women pleasure, alllll the works. Grab your vibrators and a glass of wine. This is like having happy hour with Emma & Clarke. Horny for more? Follow Clarke here. Or check out her website www.clarkerose.com. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
01:03:59
December 01, 2021
MAGIC PUSSY
EP 13: In this epiosde, Emma discusses what it was like to have sex with someone again seven years later... fleshlights, having a magic pussy, pee fetishes, the art of spanking, and more.. She finishes you off with answering listener questions about being unsure in a relationship and compatibility issues.  It's called RANGE.  Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD IG here. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off!
56:41
November 25, 2021
HALLMARK COULD NEVER
EP 12: In this episode, Emma is a Grade A hypocrite and discusses yet again going back to another ex, only this time it's more serious. Emma is back together with her childhood sweetheart and the hopeless romanticsm you're about to hear in this episode... Nicholas Sparks wishes. After a vomit-enducing story of heartbreak and rekindling her relationship with her ex, Emma shares with you all about her experience leaving the country the first time and it gets violent.  This episode deserves a fucking Lifetime movie-adjacent award for being lame af. Next time, Emma is bringing back listener questions, so DM the @deathbydarlings IG account with your questions about sex, dating, semen, all the things to spice things up again. Connect with Emma here. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" for 10% off!
01:09:39
November 17, 2021
OLIVIA DARLING
EP 11: Emma is joined by Olivia Carmella, founder of Models of Authenticity, for an indepth discussion about discovering passions, turning those passions into an income, and what it means to stay authentically true to yourself. Olivia is a authenticity lifestyle coach, a model, a lawyer, an artist, and a business owner. The two talk about dropping their corporate jobs to pursue a career in social media with personal life stories from each. Olivia shares her experiences with racism and needing to code-switch during her time as an attorney.. Buckle the fuck up. This conversation goes all over the place, but is deep, raw, and honest. Follow Olivia Carmella here. And her business Models of Authenticity here. Connect with Emma here.  Follow the official DBD Instagram here.  Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Check them out here and use promo code "EMMA" at checkout for 10% off!
01:25:53
November 10, 2021
TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS PART TWO (your version)
EP 10: This is part two of the Toxic Relationships episode. Emma talked about her own history last week, but this week is all about you. These are your stories of toxic relationships and red flags from a Q&A box on Emma's Instagram and the stories get WILD. From being farted on to faking a pregnancy and more... buckle the fuck up. Sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Check them out here and use promo code "EMMA" at checkout for 10% off! Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram here.
50:43
November 03, 2021
TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS PART ONE (Emma's Version)
EP 9: In this episode, Emma begins part one of two of the "TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS" episode. This episode is a personal sit down conversation with Emma. It'll feel like you're having coffee talk with her. Emma is raw, real, and honest in this episode exposing her past experiences with toxic relationships, how she idenitifed she was in a toxic relationship, and when she knew it was time to get out.  This episode is sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Shop Cured Nutrition's Elevated Elixir's here and use promo code "EMMA" at checkout. Sign up to get the new Legal Kit from Framework Law Group here. Connect with Emma via Instagram here. Follow the official DBD Instagram @deathbydarlings.
58:57
October 27, 2021
SATAN IS WAITIN'
EP: 8 Forgive me father for I have sinned.. Shop Cured Nutrition's Elevated Elixir's here and use promo code "EMMA" at checkout. Sign up to get the new Legal Kit from Framework Law Group here. Connect with Emma via Instagram here. Follow the official DBD Instagram @deathbydarlings.
42:51
October 20, 2021
RETURN OF THE TULLY
EPISODE 7: In this episode, Emma discusses her recent steamy reencounter with Tully Guy. This one's hot, but not in the way you may be expecting.. Emma also hands the mic over to you all and answers a bunch of listener questions. Some of the topics include thoughts on polyamory, thigh biting, and how Emma's (three) therapists helped prepare her for her recent break up. Dedicated to vocalist Will Ramos, the one that got away.. This episode is sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Shop their new Elevated Elixirs here and use promo code EMMA at checkout for 10% off! Show your support and shop the very first DBD merch here with the new "modest narcissist" tee! As always, you can connect with Emma here. And follow the official DBD Instagram @deathbydarlings.
58:20
October 13, 2021
JESSE DARLING
In this episode, Emma is joined by her best friend of over ten years, Jesse Alonso. This isn't an interview.. This is going to feel like you're just having happy hour with the two. Emma and Jesse discuss everything from crooked penises, to BDSM, and wtf is knife play??? Yikes. This is the very first epispde ever recorded when the two were just hanging out and decided to plug some stuff in and go for it. Also, it was recorded right before Emma's breakup from The Beta, so the two discuss some of the issues going on in that relationship as well. Follow along with Jesse here. Connect with Emma here. Be sure to follow the official @deathbydarlings Instagram and submit listener questions there for next time! This episode is sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code EMMA at checkout for 10% off!
01:06:12
October 06, 2021
THEY ALWAYS COME BACK
In this episode, Emma catches you up to speed. She reveals that the first four episodes were pre-recorded from months ago and this one is fresh off the tracks baby. She talks about why she pre-recorded, gives updates on her dating life now versus the last episode, and answers listener questions at the end that you won't want to miss.. From SHARTING to POLYAMORY and LDRS....... GIRD YOUR LOINS. This episode is sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use code "EMMA" for 10% off!  Connect with Emma here. Follow the official DBD Instagram & submit listener questions here.
52:19
September 29, 2021
KNIVES & BUTTPLUGS
This week, Emma shares an update on her first date post break-up.. followed by a second. She was wondering how sex would be after getting out of a three year relationship and this episode says it all. She may even have found a new boyfriend... or did she? How do we balance finding someone you want to get more serious with, while dealing with the anxiety that they'll just break your heart, too? Join Emma as she talks herself through her dilemma, while even sharing tips for giving a bj. NEXT WEEK EMMA WILL BE ANSWERING LISTENER QUESTIONS! Send in your questions about sex and dating to the offical DBD Instagram page here. Follow Emma along on Instagram here. This episode if sponsored by Cured Nutrition. Use promo code "EMMA" at checkout for 10% off!
48:27
September 22, 2021
FEMMA FATALE
She's back with a raunchy one.. this episode is not for the sensitive souls. Emma discusses her first date post break up, the best time to have sex, emrata's instagram, MGK/Megan Fox, finding confidence posting nudes, and so much more.  Follow Emma along on her Instagram here Follow the official Death by Darlings Instagram here This episode is brought to you by Cured Nutrition. CURED is the leader in progressive supplementation, with products designed to help you feel your best. Use promo code "EMMA" at checkout for 10% off!
50:48
September 15, 2021
EMMA DARLING
Confidence is your greatest asset. Emma dives a bit into her background in this episode. She discusses her experiences with the modeling world, creepy photographers, and how she decided to go into business by herself, for herself. She also explains how she wanted to exist in different spaces of media so she did it herself, and how her recent break up with her photographer boyfriend left her worried for what she'd do next, but she figured it the fuck out. Emma also discusses her recent decision to drop out of her Masters program for teaching to post her nudes online instead. This episode delves deep into finding confidence in this Kardashian new age standard of beauty, the problem with face filters, and navitaging the online space while staying true to oneself. This pep talk from your new bitchy best friend is blunt, honest, and raw.
49:38
September 08, 2021
DEATH BY DARLINGS
Because being a freelance model, self-proclaimed photographer, and self-published author just wasn't enough. @msemmahill needed a podcast next. The oversatuation of inauthenticity on social media has her fed up and she's rocked and riled and ready to talk shit. She's also newly single... This podcast is going to go all over the place. Emma discusses sex, dating, social media, and all the things she loves that kill her... Death by Darlings. Disclaimer, don't listen to this if you have a sensitivity to swearing or sex. Self-proclaimed Rated R podcast. 
45:31
September 01, 2021