Devastated to Divine, a Podcast For Grieving Moms

My journey over the last 9 years has led me to a place that has completely transformed my experience of grief and how I want to live the rest of my life. Grief is an emotion, grieving is an action, an active process. We need to do both after we experience a loss, but today I want to talk about allowing ourselves to feel the grief and still move beyond the active “all in” grieving process.

There is a time when it’s ok to do so, and when we do, when we make that conscious decision, we can begin to look at what kind of life we can live going forward. We can look at what our legacy will be. For many people, myself included, allowing the emotion of grief actually becomes a healthy and honoring emotion, once we let go of the active grieving process. The kind of grieving that keeps us in a devastated state, often for years as was the case for me.

And I assure you, letting go of the active grieving process is not the same as “getting over” our loss. We don’t “get over it”, we simply learn to move forward and how to be ok with living. I see so many people stop living. I did too, so I understand it. But, I also understand moving beyond the devastation to the creation. Death does not end our relationship.

We are part of the universe. We are eternal beings. Loved ones who transitioned before us are back in our true home, our true state. Knowing that Levi lives in this loving, infinite, eternal state helps me to celebrate all he is becoming and to know I will see him again when I am finished with this very small journey through the life of Schall. We are divine beings.

I discovered that time doesn’t change our grief, it’s what we do with time that changes our grief. I chose to connect with my son Levi right from the start. It wasn’t because I wanted to stop grieving - I really didn’t back then. It was because I needed connection with him. I didn’t know that there would come a point where I would fully feel his presence in my life. I didn’t know that there would come a point where I would no longer relate to the grieving posts I scrolled through. I didn’t know that I would be completely transformed in how I experience Levi’s transition out of this physical world.

Today I’m talking about what it feels like when you allow yourself to completely and unconditionally release your loved one back to the universe. How we can honor the life they are living as spirit, knowing we are still connected and that love is eternal.

Today I share an understanding I came to after years of seeking signs and messages from my son Levi. Death is nothing at all. I came to this complete understanding and realization after validating his signs and messages for years. I know that we are all capable of receiving them and there is a process that helped me completely understand Levi is alive and well, living in a different energy field - but still part of this universe.

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Today I’m talking about dream visitations. I personally have only had one dream visitation the whole 9 years that Levi has been living it up in the spirit world, but Levi has come to others in their dreams with messages for me.

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Today I want to share the experience of knowing that Levi lives in the same universe as I do and the peace that it has helped me achieve. I wish this sense of knowing and connection for every person who grieves the loss of a loved one. 

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Today I’m talking about how our true selves are not these limited expressions of humanity and how that has helped me to understand that Levi still exists in this universe. This has made his physical absence in this world bearable, when it was not before. 

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“Realizing how our souls connect is the only thing that matters” - Dr. Eben Alexander. Today I expand on the idea that our souls are already connected, it's up to us to allow ourselves to express and experience the connection we have with loved ones on the other side.

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Today I’m talking about deepening your connection with a loved one who lives as spirit. 

I knew from the beginning that the answer to my grief would be spiritual - in that it would repair the connection between me and Levi that felt broken by him leaving this world.

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How years of communication through signs and messages from my son Levi created a new level of relationship with him and transformed my grief. 

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I’m sharing my first encounter with a medium and how it helped open the door for me to trust the messages that continue to come from my son Levi.

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