
Faded
By Faded Podcast


27. 03.27
We're back after a brief hiatus discussing Chris' 10-year sobriety milestone. Chris reflects back on low points, lessons, influential people, and spirituality, and shares his perspective on the responsibility and opportunity of the notable anniversary.

26. Stigma, stigma, stigma
We are honored to be joined by Chris Raymer in this week's episode. Tune in to hear his candor and perspectives on recovery, including the many personal experiences that have continued to influence the way he coaches clients through treatment today. From understanding fear to maximizing forward action, this episode has it all.
. . . . .
If you are interested in seeking treatment help for yourself or a loved one, visit La Hacienda Treatment Center for more information.

25. If you're breathing
Cody Leicht joins us in Episode 25 to dig in on post-treatment sober living, sharing his very colorful experiences, stories, insights, and advice based on over a decade of service in the recovery community. Tune in as we discuss the importance of life skills in returning to the "real" world, the effects of addiction beyond the addict, and the beauty and hope of breathing.

24. Catching Fire
In the first episode of the year, Stephan Marion joins Faded to discuss his journey from union boilermaker roots to career businessman and ultimate battle with addiction. Tune in for his insights on finding balance, belief, and brotherhood as well as a new understanding of acceptance through recovery.

23. Fade into 21.
In our final episode of the season we touch on highlights, key learnings, "a-ha" moments and final thoughts inspired by our first 22 episodes of Faded. We can't thank you all enough for continuing to tune in, be present, and journey with us through the education, understanding, and storytelling of recovery.

22. "You can't screw up a train wreck."
Joe Hartwell joins Faded in Episode 22 to fill us in on his recovery story, including the link to Chris' story related back to Episode 1. Hear Joe's take on relatability, spirituality, and a simple guidance for how we move forward together. A must listen!

21. Oblivious Egos
Christian Skonberg joins us this week to recount his story of recovery, including a recent diagnosis of OCD. Tune in to hear his recollection of early anxiety, "bloodhound" experiences as a drug addict, the impact of key people and influences throughout his journey, and the roller coaster path that has brought him to nine years of sobriety.

20. "The Bonus Round" with Sam Bartells
International singer/songwriter Sam Bartells joins us for Episode 20 of Faded to discuss his personal story of recovery, including the role and influence of music in his life and as a vessel for providing inspiration to those in need of hope.
Where to find Sam
Music:
Social Media:
@sambartellsmusic Instagram | @sambartellsmusic Facebook

19. Change Takes Time
In Episode 19, Chad Lentscher walks us through his experience in the recovery community and the impact the journey of recovery has had on his own life. We discuss Chris and Chad's view on varying recovery methods, and the realities of time and willingness in support of true change in the process.
.
Impact Recovery Center (As referenced in Episode 19)
https://www.impactrecoverycenter.net/about-us/meet-our-team/chad-lentscher/

18. Grounded: Spirituality in Recovery
John Iudice and Mark Lefevbre are back in Episode 18 to discuss spirituality in recovery. We cover some of the core principles associated with achieving grounded mindfulness, the importance of practice in wellness, and the impact of willingness in accepting a higher power. Let's go there today!

From the Vault 1.
Join us for a look back through the vault as we share an unreleased discussion between Mom (Liz), Chris, and Jackie following Episode 3. The episode addresses answers and perspectives from your great listener questions on substances in the home, partnership in tackling an addicted loved one, limiting panic, and guidance on how to approach a loved one who may not quite be ready to seek help.

17. "The Good Punch Bowl"
Welcome back! After a few weeks off, Faded is back for a brand new episode with special guest, Alisha Portnoy Woodroof. Alisha is a former college athlete turned coach and personal trainer who shares her personal story of alcoholism and addiction, and the steps she took to find sobriety over 14 years ago.

16. The Merry-Go-Round of Recovery
We are so excited to have Patti Smith join us for Episode 16 to recount her experience as the mom of recovered addict, John Smith, who you might remember from Episode 4. Patti walks us through her journey through expectation, co-dependency, uncertainty, and hope as it relates to her own personal experience with addiction and recovery.

TFA 2. Kerry
Thanks for Asking is back this week. Join us as we dive into Kerry's story with host, Mark Lefebvre.

15. Realities of Remarkable Transformation
Episode 15 completes the portfolio of Barry family background stories as we hear from this week's special guest, Tim (Dad)! He gives insight into his family history, a wonderful youth, career success, and molding a family before reflecting on his perspective of Chris' story and the impact it's had on his own life. We are thrilled to have you finally meet our Dad!

14. The Song and Dance of Reflection and Self Love
In Episode 14, the mic is flipped on Jackie as host Mark Lefebvre digs into her personal journey. We hear her recollection of growing up in the Barry household and the transition from childhood into adulthood and career before getting into her account of Chris' journey and the trickle-down effect it's had on her recovery and life today.

13. "One Day at a Time": Lessons in Detachment and Forgiveness
In Episode 13 we are joined by Vivian Lefebvre, the wife of Mark Lefebvre, our special guest in Episode 9. Vivian delves into her experience as a daughter, sister, and wife of substance use disorder including the key moments and methods that finally brought her strength to move through her own recovery. This candid and poignant account of addiction and alcoholism from the perspective of a loved one is one we know listeners will find relatable, powerful, and helpful as we continue to learn and move forward together. Thank you, Vivian!

12. Let it go.
Mama B is back this week as we react to the response to Faded Podcast by the many listeners across the world. We dig deeper into some of the work that's happening behind the scenes, including some insight into the work Mom is doing to help families in need who have reached out for advice. We discuss family resources and available support for loved ones who are new to the disease, and Mom offers her advice on the goal of letting go.

TFA 1. Rebecca

11. A Matter of Acceptance: Meeting People Where They Are
This week, John Iudice, LICSW, MLADC, Program Director for Addiction Recovery Services in Portsmouth, NH offers perspective on treatment, recovery, education, and approach based on his 16-year expertise in the field of substance use and mental health disorders. We promised a medical opinion, and this episode is packed with great tools, resources, and facts. Thanks, John!

10. Seeking Significance and the Power of Time
Happy July 4th weekend! In this week's episode, Kalae Cordova joins us to share his personal recovery story, including advice on how to approach a struggling loved one, his take on seeking significance over wealth, and the beauty and power of time in your own journey.

9. Catching Up with Scurvy Dog

8. "Know Your People"
In this episode, we are joined by our sister, Megan who shares her account of Chris' stories from a different perspective. We get into some of the memories she has being close with Chris and the moments of pause she wonders, in hindsight, if she should have acted on. We learn how the message and teachings of recovery has affected her life since then, and introduce her plea to those wondering how to tackle the disease of addiction - "Know your people". We love you, Meg!

7. Healing Commitments and Busted Chiclets
We're back after a brief pause to acknowledge our stance in solidarity for the black community. Thank you all for your dedication to listening, understanding, educating, and being a part of larger change. In today's episode, we dig deeper into one of the most powerful healing tools of the 12 Steps - nightly inventory. Join us for an analysis of this practice before we tackle the answers to some of your great (!) listener questions. Plus, Chris let's us in on a fitting story of a recent emergency of his own that helped to answer one of your burning questions. Enjoy!

6. "On the Moon" with Jason Starkey
Following the first ever virtual NFL Draft, we're joined by Jason Starkey, a former NFL center who happens to be another close friend and business partner of Chris. Jason takes us through his emotional story of football, relationships, influences, and life moments as he journeyed through is own battle with addiction. Whether you're a sports fan, a karaoke fan, or just a fan of great humans and great stories, this is a must-listen.

5. The Great Obsession
Today we're joined by Chris' business partner and close friend, Bubba Vann. We hear from Bubba on his journey through addiction and recovery, and "The Great Obsession" of his life at different stages. We then dive into an inside look into the experiences of detox and rehab as Chris and Bubba recount their journey's through both, and end by answering some of your listener questions (thank you!).

4. The Drug Career of Johnny Bravo
Guest John Smith joins us for an colorful look into his journey through addiction, which includes law school, the "Florida Stories", robbing Chris in college, and the significance of the 12 Steps in turning his life around.

3. Mama Knows Best
Today our MOM joins us! Hear her first-hand account of Chris's story and her powerful advice for parents and loved ones to help guide you away from enablement and get focused on healing through love.

2. The 12 Steps
An in-depth on the difference between moderate and heavy drinkers/users, and REAL addicts and alcoholics. Plus, Chris walks us through the 12 Steps one by one, with insights and advice on the path to staying sober. If you are ONLY going to listen to 1 episode, this is the one.

1. Chris
An in-depth on Chris' story and journey through addiction, alcoholism, and recovery. First experiences, exploration of substances, fading into dark times, detox, rehab, relapse, overdose, vulnerability, uncertainty, manipulation, deceit, love, hope, and a light at the end of the tunnel to recovery. This story is jam-packed. We recommend you give the entire episode a listen, but if you REALLY don't have the attention span, patience, or time, flip to around 1:20 to get to the upward path and the beginning of Chris' recovery journey. As we mentioned in the intro, hang in. Try to avoid pressing pause. Be open. We will get you through the discomfort of the journey and into the understanding of how healing begins.

Introduction to Faded
An introduction to the Faded Podcast and what to expect on the journey to understanding substance abuse and recovery.