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f*cking sober: the first 90 days

f*cking sober: the first 90 days

By Somehow9am Productions & Katie Mack

An semi-comedic mostly nonfictional 8-episode narrative podcast about the first 90 days of getting f*cking sober. Featuring music & voices by artists in recovery. Produced by Katie MACK Season 1 & Season 2 OUT NOW!
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f*cking sober: the first 90 daysNov 18, 2020

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S2, EP 8: Dirk & Freedom

S2, EP 8: Dirk & Freedom

Day 90.

This housewife wants to commemorate her ninety-days of continuous sobriety with a her very first ... tattoo.


This is our last episode of SEASON 2 BETSY.

Featured Music by Jessica Wilde, Francis Lung, Judah Kim, Katie Burke, ⁠Jon Jeremy⁠,⁠ Natalia Zukerman⁠,⁠ Anne Heaton⁠, ⁠Pop Buchanan⁠, Matt the Electrician.

Voice Talent by Katie Segal, Otis Gray, Bryan Fitzgerald, Socks Whitmore, Brooke Robichaud, Courtney Halford, Philip Vitela, & Katie Mack

Executive Produced & Sound Design by ⁠⁠⁠Katie Mack⁠⁠ ⁠

Written by⁠ ⁠⁠Kimberly Kearns⁠⁠⁠ Story Development by ⁠⁠EmJ Hova⁠⁠, Dillon Heape, and⁠ Katie Mack⁠ Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers


SPECIAL THANKS to Alysse Bryson, The Sober Curator, Intentional Sidekick Training, Tawny Lara and Caleb Wells

& TO YOU THE LISTENER. We literally could not have done it without you.

All artists are compensated for their work.  All artists involved have their own story with recovery.   If you like what we do, consider supporting the stuff you wish to see more of in the world,  This is a homegrown passion project made with one microphone, GarageBand, and a dream of destigmatizing addiction. VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast or PAYPAL. Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast ⁠fckingsoberpodcast.com⁠


Apr 26, 202321:21
S2, EP 7, DAY 75: Weiners and Noodles

S2, EP 7, DAY 75: Weiners and Noodles

Day 75.

Betsy feels most like herself writing in her online journal. Her very public online journal. Her very public online journal that her husband doesn't know about. Did she cross a line?

Featured Music by Jon Jeremy, Natalia Zukerman, Derek P. Hurt, Pop Buchanan and King Sting aka Michael Lamendola.

Voice Talent by Katie Segal, Otis Gray, Bryan Fitzgerald, Socks Whitmore, Dillon Heape and Courtney Halford.

Executive Produced & Sound Design by ⁠⁠Katie Mack⁠ ⁠

Written by⁠ ⁠Kimberly Kearns⁠⁠ Story Development by ⁠EmJ Hova⁠, Dillon Heape, and⁠ Katie Mack⁠ Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers

All artists are compensated for their work.  All artists involved have their own story with recovery.   If you like what we do, consider supporting the stuff you wish to see more of in the world,  This is a homegrown passion project made with one microphone, GarageBand, and a dream of destigmatizing addiction. VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast or PAYPAL. Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast ⁠fckingsoberpodcast.com⁠ #odaat #rule62



Apr 05, 202316:22
S2, EP 6, Day 60: My Perfect Beautiful Gremlins

S2, EP 6, Day 60: My Perfect Beautiful Gremlins

Day 60. Betsy forces family time with a visit to the city for the first time since the pandemic began and since she got sober. Featuring music by ⁠Anne Heaton, Matt The Electrician⁠, Michael Lamendola aka King Sting, and Jacob Derwin. Voice Talent by Kate Segal, Maggie Stiggers, Otis Gray, Socks Whitmore and Bryan Fitzgerald. Executive Produced & Sound Design by ⁠Katie Mack ⁠

Written by⁠ Kimberly Kearns⁠ Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, and⁠ Katie Mack⁠ Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers

All artists are compensated for their work.  All artists involved have their own story with recovery.   If you like what we do, consider supporting the stuff you wish to see more of in the world,  This is a homegrown passion project made with one microphone, GarageBand, and a dream of destigmatizing addiction. VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast or PAYPAL. Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast ⁠fckingsoberpodcast.com⁠ #odaat #rule62


Mar 22, 202320:13
S2, EP 5, Day 45: It's a Sign

S2, EP 5, Day 45: It's a Sign

Day 45.

Betsy contemplates moderation while coming out of self imposed isolation.


Featuring music by Silent Nancy (ft. Zoe Mazah), Natalia Zukerman, Ana Ege & Bryan Thomas, Judah Kim, and Matt The Electrician.

Voice Talent by Kate Segal, Otis Gray, Courtney Halford, Katie Burke, Alysse Bryson, Brooke Robichaud, Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers.


Executive Produced & Sound Design by Katie Mack 

Written by Kimberly Kearns

Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, and Katie Mack

Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers

All artists are compensated for their amazing work. 

All artists involved have their own story with recovery.  

If you like what we do, consider supporting us to give us momentum to continue on. 

This is a homegrown passion project made with one microphone, GarageBand, and a dream of destigmatizing addiction.

VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast or PAYPAL.

Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast fckingsoberpodcast.com #odaat #rule62


Mar 08, 202320:24
S2, EP 4, Day 30: Wolves Disguised as Humans

S2, EP 4, Day 30: Wolves Disguised as Humans

Day 30.

Family is weird, even Betsy's.

Featuring music by Katie Burke, Natalia Zukerman, Melissa Ferrick, Francis Lung, and Judah Kim. Voice Talent by Kate Segal, Otis Gray, Socks Whitmore, Linda Storm, Padraic Lilis, and Caleb Wells. 

Written by Kimberly Kearns,  Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, and Katie Mack

Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers

All artists are paid for their amazing work. All artists involved have their own story with recovery.  If you like what we do, consider supporting us to give us momentum to continue on. This is a homegrown passion project made with one microphone, GarageBand, and a dream of destigmatizing addiction.

VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast or PAYPAL. 

Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast fckingsoberpodcast.com #odaat #rule62

Feb 22, 202319:20
S2, EP 3, Day 14: Please Make Sure You're All On Mute

S2, EP 3, Day 14: Please Make Sure You're All On Mute

Day 14, BETSY. Betsy dabbles in the online world of truly anonymous alcohol support groups and realizes her support system in IRL in gone. Featuring music by Jacob Derwin, Jon Jeremy, Natalia Zukerman, Jessica Wilde, Matt The Electrician, and SomedayMaybe.  Voice Talent by Kate Segal, Otis Gray, Socks Whitmore, Bryan Fitzgerald, Justin Lamb, Alexandra O'Halloran, Courtney Halford, Kimberly Kearns & Katie Mack 

Written by Kimberly Kearns Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, Katie Mack Associate Produced by Brianna Janae & Maggie Stiggers

 All of the artists involved with F*cking Sober have their own stories with recovery.


 Want to support? VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast  or PAYPAL Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- @fckingsober90_podcast fckingsoberpodcast.com #odaat #rule62

Feb 08, 202323:21
S2, EP 2, DAY 2: Mommy Wore a Saran Wrap Tube Top

S2, EP 2, DAY 2: Mommy Wore a Saran Wrap Tube Top

Day 2, BESTY. 

Betsy watches the love of her life pour out the other greatest love of her life.  This is day two of sobriety in the suburbs.  

Featuring music by Matt The Electrician, Natalia Zukerman, Jacob Derwin, Judah Kim, Ana Egge, Pop Buchanan, SomedayMaybe 

Voice Talent by Kate Segal, Otis Gray, Socks Whitmore, Bryan Fitzgerald, Tawny Lara & Shaune Jessemay 

Written by Kimberly Kearns 

Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, Katie Mack 

Associate Produced by Brianna Janae, Ewan Newbigging-Lister 

All of the artists involved with F*cking Sober have their own stories with recovery. 

Want to support? VENMO @fckingsoberpodcast  or PAYPAL 

Stay up to date and over informed on IG/Tiktok/Twitter -- fckingsober90_podcast

fckingsoberpodcast.com 

#odaat #rule62

Jan 25, 202319:31
S2, EP 1, DAY 1: Drowning in a Splash of Bubbles

S2, EP 1, DAY 1: Drowning in a Splash of Bubbles

Day 1. Betsy, a suburban house wife in Needham, MA "has it all”. The perfect husband, three beautiful children, and mommy juice to calm the chaos. And life is really great- super really great- until it's not.

Featured Music By Jessica Wilde, Natalia Zukerman, Ana Egge , Katie Burke, Judah Kim , Anne Heaton, Francis Lung , Callie MacKenzie , Jon Jeremy .

Written by Kimberly Kearns  Story Development by EmJ Hova, Dillon Heape, Katie Mack  Associate Produced by Brianna Janae, Ewan Newbigging-Lister

Voice over by: Kate Segal, Otis Gray, Socks Whitmore, Bryan Fitzgerald, Courtney Leigh Halford, Caleb Wells

Special Thank You To

Alysse Bryson

Tawny Lara

Kelly X

Cynthia Wright

Sean Lewis


All of the artists involved with F*cking Sober have their own stories with recovery.

For more information about the artists and our team visit our website fckingsoberpodcast.com

Stay up to date with us on IG/Tiktok/Twitter

https://www.instagram.com/fckingsober90_podcast/

https://twitter.com/fckingsober90

https://www.tiktok.com/@fckingsober90_podcast

If you like what we are doing and you want us to keep doing it, we would be #gratefulaf for your support.

VENMO:

@fckingsoberpodcast (digits 9267) All of the artists involved with F*cking Sober have their own stories with recovery.    fckingsoberpodcast.com #odaat #rule62

Jan 25, 202323:35
BONUS EP & TRAILER FOR SEASON 2 BETSY

BONUS EP & TRAILER FOR SEASON 2 BETSY

TWO YEARS have passed but A LOT of writing/editing/producing/sobering has happened to 2021 Webby Award Winning narrative podcast f*cking sober.

Executive Producer Katie Mack introduces lead writers for SEASON BETSY (Kimberly Kearns) & SEASON SHADAI (Cynthia Wright) and gets us hype with the

(1:25) Trailer for SEASON 2 BETSY.

TOMORROW JANUARY 11TH, 2023 WE RELEASE SEASON 2 BESTY EPISODE 1

Featuring Music by Natalia Zukerman & Jessica Wilde


Follow us on IG / tiktok / Twitter 

If you like what we do we'd be #gratefulaf  Venmo | Fcking Sober Podcast


#odaat #soberaf #rule62

fckingsoberpodcast.com

Jan 10, 202302:34
EP 8, Day 90: Qualification
Jan 27, 202131:44
EP 7, Day 75: Sick As Your Secrets

EP 7, Day 75: Sick As Your Secrets

Day 75. 

Honestly, do you even know what it means to get honest? Anita gives herself the Liar Liar test.  

Featured music by Jon Jeremy, Keoki Trask, Derek P. Hurt, Socks Whitmore & Nicholas Mechak 

Voice Over by Katie Mack, Andie Lemus, T.J. Newton, James Jones, Jacob Derwin & Katie Burke 

Written/Produced/Sound Design by Katie Mack 

Story Development by Tawny Lara 

Sound Editing & Mentorship by Rebecca Seidel & Otis Gray 

www.fckingsoberpodcast.com  

1 MORE EPISODE BEFORE SEASON 1 IS COMPLETE! #odaat

Jan 20, 202126:27
EP 6, Day 60 People, Places, & Things That Would Make a Nun Drink

EP 6, Day 60 People, Places, & Things That Would Make a Nun Drink

Day 60.

Like tequila and whiskey, Anita’s past life and current life don’t mix well—but also, she’ll drink it.

Featured music by Natasah Remi, Jon Jeremy. Uncle Doug, Eddie D’Orsay, Keoki Trask, & Kira Hooks

Voice Over by Katie Mack, Alan Kelly, Cynthia Wright, Maya Jairam, Andres Robleto, and James Jones

Written/Produced/Sound Design by Katie Mack

Story Development by Tawny Lara

Sound Editing & Mentorship by Rebecca Seidel & Otis Gray

www.fckingsoberpodcast.com

#odaat

Jan 13, 202129:17
EP 5, Day 45: Not F*cking & Sober

EP 5, Day 45: Not F*cking & Sober

Day 45.

After a month and half of no alcohol OR physical contact Anita has an awkward sexual awakening.

Featuring Music by KB & The Idyllwilde, Eddie D’Orsay, Uncle Doug, Jacob Derwin, and Keoki Trask.

Voice Over by Katie Mack, Andie Lemus, James Jones, Socks Whitmore, and Alan Kelly.

Written/Produced/Sound Design by Katie Mack

Story Development by Tawny Lara

Sound Editing & Mentorship by Rebecca Seidel & Otis Gray


www.fckingsoberpodcast.com


If you’re into it, consider making a donation:

PayPal Link

venmo: @fckingsoberpodcast

www.venmo.com/fckingsoberpodcast

#odaat

Jan 06, 202131:51
EP 4, Day 30: Is It Odd, Or Is It God?
Dec 09, 202026:58
EP 3, Day 14: She Has What I Want— Great Boobs.
Dec 02, 202026:45
EP 2, Day 4: You Talkin’ To Me?
Nov 25, 202026:02
EP 1, Day 1: Died On My One Night Stand And Gone to HeAAven
Nov 18, 202024:31
Trailer for F*cking Sober

Trailer for F*cking Sober

F*cking Sober Podcast is the unflinching first person narrative of Anita Drake’s first 90 days of getting sober in NYC. Twenty-eight-year-old Anita counts from 1 to 90 days immersing herself into the awkward world of sobriety and what it means to grow up. This 8 episode series features music by artists in recovery.
Oct 30, 202001:45