#Nobodyfuckingspecial #Yourpersonaltoadkill
By Annie
My name is Annie and I am forever changed. On December 31st 2018 I lost my father to Suicide by a self inflicted gun shot wound to his heart. This year has been a painful and humbling journey. I never pictured myself experiencing pain on this level. A year ago I would have never imagined doing a podcast and sharing my story with the world. I hope to create a platform to freely speak about many issues our nation is facing today about; Creating Awareness about mental illness, chronic pain, Suicide, Survivors of Suicide loss, opioid crisis, shame, stigmas, labels, social injustice and much more.
#Nobodyfuckingspecial #YourpersonaltoadkillFeb 20, 2023
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Life after suicide loss? Does it get better or worse. Should more people help each other and be kind
Survivors of suicide lose and their aftermath
Feb 20, 202303:59
Rape Victim
This episode is how I was raped and emotionally and psychologically mentally mind fucked after
Oct 25, 202215:39
Mental health crisis in the world
This episode is about mental health, ptsd, survivors of suicide lost qnd a system that isn’t working and has failed the people.
Oct 01, 202213:17
May 24, 2020 - PTSD suicide and reality check
PTSD and Survivor of Suicide feeling during Pandemic Covid 2019
May 25, 202003:42
Covid-19 Pandemic- April 27, 2020 by Annie with Forever Changed; Reimagine
I discuss the Pandemic and give tips and tricks to help with the anxiety, stress and/ or PTSD you might be feeling. On Dec 31, 2018, 1 year, 3 months and 27 days ago is when my Pandemic begin. On that day, New Year’s Eve 2018, my father died by a self- inflicted gun shot wound to his heart. I woke up to a nightmare and the absolute unimaginable happened. I understand how your world can be flipped upside down in the blink of an eye, when a life occurrence happens and there is nothing you can do to control it. I have spent the past year learning coping skills to heal from that trauma I have from the details surrounding my Father’s Day. 🌍✌️🦄
Apr 27, 202012:28
CoronaVirus Pandemic March 22, 2020 by Annie w/ Forever Changed
My name is Annie and I am from New Orleans. I am a Survivor of Suicide loss, Hurricane Katrina and CoronaVirus 2019. I lost my father 1 year, 2 months and 22 days ago to a self-inflicted gunshot wound to his heart. Before my father I had never had a mental illness & since he died, I have now been diagnosed with PTSD and major depressive disorder. The unimaginable happen and I woke up to a living nightmare. As the world goes through this Pandemic together, I want to be the voice for those who don’t have one about mental illness and social change. We are living in an unimaginable time in our lives. I am advocate about Mental Health and seeking help when needed. It’s ok if you feel worried, scared, and or perhaps have anxiety or depression. It’s important to develop coping skills. I believe we can make changes during this time on how things are done with our governments, corporations, and humanity around the world. Let’s be the voice and make changes for a better world. Imagine…
Mar 23, 202005:19
Episode 7 PTSD from Trauma- Survivor of Suicide Loss of a Loved one
This episode is about PTSD and what some people go through that have experienced trauma. I hope to create awareness so people can understand how the most successful people can drops to their knees after experiencing trauma. My trauma happened on Dec 31, 2018 when my father died by a self- inflicted gun shot wound to his heart.
Jan 31, 202014:20
Episode 6- Survivor of a Loved one to Suicide- PTSD & my recent TRIGGER experience
This episode is about PTSD and triggers from trauma and the loss of a loved one to Suicide. I had an acquaintance ambush me about my journey and her opinion of me, how she felt I should be dealing with my journey and healing. I share my story of what she did and said because I know lots of survivors experience this and I want people to be mindful and self-aware when speaking to anyone about such a sensitive subject. #mindfulness #self-aware
Jan 16, 202020:55
Episode 4 - Annie with Forever Changed; Survivor of Suicide Loss - LGBTQ Suicide Risk
Today I have a very good friend of mine on the show. Her name is Christa and she is an attorney in the southern part of the United States. This episode is about the LGBTQ community and the stigma and shame they face in our nation. Suicide is a high risk among the LGBTQ community due to shame and stigma and Christa is going to share her story so we can create awareness and start talking about issues our nation is facing.
Dec 08, 201919:57
Episode 3 Survivor of Suicide Loss of a Loved one-How my work, Multi-billion $ corporation reacted
This episode is my battle and journey after my father took his life. I discuss how my company stigmatized me, violates my rights, and labeled me worsening my PTSD systems which caused multiple triggers. Eventually I spiraled out of control and ended up in a very dark place.
Dec 05, 201926:33
Episode 2 Survivor of Suicide Loss the Aftermath; Forever changed
This episode is my about my journey during the first year after I lost my father to Suicide. I want to share my journey. This podcast is raw and unedited. I want to be real with the struggles I have and many other survivors experience with the aftermath.
Dec 04, 201914:11
Episode 1 - Survivor of Suicide Loss; The Aftermath
My name is Annie and I lost my father less than 11 months ago on December 31st 2018. I am a survivor of a loved one to Suicide. This is my journey.
Nov 26, 201917:53