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By Attika K. Bermudez
a Multiplatform Metaphysical Forum hosted by Attika. Soul Sanctuary Metamorphed into HaiTarot as of 6/1/2020.
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bidding adu to Soul Sanctuary for HaiTarot
April 22, 2022
Who's independence? July 4th 2018
testing this new video podcast thingy
April 22, 2022
*Test** New formatting
Test 1
March 18, 2022
HaiTarot from studio
in the studio!  Whoaaaaa
July 16, 2020
Frank Friday FB Live Pulls
Checking in for those who wanted some Tarot clarity this AM.
June 12, 2020
White Supremacy- Breaking the Spell
We get into next steps.  Now that the world is changing, how do we respond?
June 11, 2020
05.21.2020 Soul Sanctuary Sampler
From Home, listen to this FB Live version of the show. It's short and sweet.
May 22, 2020
05.16.2020 Healing from Home
The show's gone Viral!   This episode was recorded from my sanctuary with some friends and family joining me via FB live.  Please to enjoy!
May 22, 2020
Healthy Masculinity
Initial dive into Healthy Masculinity.  Where the concept came from and a very special Healthy Male from my personal life. Quick tribute to Jeff Mayo.  One of my favorite Alpha Males! Let's talk abt how Acceptance is Requestance. While your enduring BS do not only consider the pain you can sustain, consider the amount of effort it will take to heal said BS once you value yourself enough to stop. Wanna see video of this episode?  Follow this link: LIKE AND SHARE on YouTube
May 06, 2020
05.02.2020 Laws of Power
My newest theory is, the reason we abuse power and fail to recognize abuse of power can be remedied by studying power. We start today at 8:00 AM! Which of these do you agree with Least? Law 1: Never outshine the master. Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite – inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power. Law 2: Never put too much trust in friends; learn how to use enemies. Be wary of friends – they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them. Law 3: Conceal your intentions. Keep people off-balance and in the dark by never revealing the purpose behind your actions. If they have no clue what you are up to, they cannot prepare a defense. Guide them far enough down the wrong path, envelope them in enough smoke, and by the time they realize your intentions, it will be too late Law 4: Always say less than necessary. When you are trying to impress people with words, the more you say, the more common you appear, and the less in control. Even if you are saying something banal, it will seem original if you make it vague, open-ended, and sphinxlike. Powerful people impress and intimidate by saying less. The more you say, the more likely you are to say something foolish.
May 02, 2020
Guided Grounding
Use whenever you need to reconnect with your inner calm.  Pop on this grounding spoken by my good friend JP with his awesome voice.  I hope it helps you find the ground under your feet.  I promise it's still there.
April 24, 2020
03/28/2020 from Home
The world's gone maddeningly organized and the notes are linked to the 'mad' in maddingly! ..we still need to heal.
April 19, 2020
2/1/20 Real Talk.
how it can feel being The Strong One and the dangers there in.
February 10, 2020
2/8/20 Allowing Disappointment
Releasing the obligation that we sometimes accept to have some responsibility for making everything ok for everyone.  Not part of our job.
February 10, 2020
Musical Healing
Journey thru the mind of my music drive.  My favorite healing and moving songs are in this episode We swing from Meshell Ndegeocello to Sade to Missy...its nice to groove to as you design and create your vision board for the rest of 2020.  Spend this last weekend of January to visualize what you want the remainder of THIS year to look like.  Start at least 3 affirmations that state what you want as if it already was.   Example:  I weigh 138 lbs soaking wet.  Chant it to yourself until you feel something.  Affirmations work best w positive emotion.  Find that place inside yourself that wants this goal. Tap in and Tap it out. Dance, Stomp, Sing it to the melody of these songs.  
January 24, 2020
Last Capricorn Hoorah! Rants and Music of a time.
This episode was simulcast on FB, If you wanna watch next time, sign pop over to Soul Sanctuary MMF!  This one has year cards and some deep dives into metaphysical vibes....yeah...
January 22, 2020
Last show of 2019
Going out with a WTFH~?~?~?
January 17, 2020
12/21 New Archive - Poetry
Poetry, will add more text later. Tryna get 2 up tonight!
January 17, 2020
Father-Time 2 of 4
June is all about Fathers, Fatherhood, etc... This episode features the most important father in my life.  My very own!  Please to enjoy and remember to share your feedback.  You can follow on Facebook @ Soul Sanctuary MMF
June 09, 2019
Personal Training - Physicality for Function 4-13-19
our special guest Benjamin discusses the importance of getting and maintaining physical activities that lead to function in later years.  How to get started and how it can help you avoid invasive, costly surgery.
June 03, 2019
SALUD Massage therapist Rebecca 4-20-19
Lets talk all about healing process that we get to experience from Massage with our expert in the field Rebecca!
June 03, 2019
Prince Lovers Only
Art Official Age album review.  The last studio project of the legendary Prince
May 27, 2019
MotherLoad 2/4
Each Saturday in May 2019 will feature topics about Motherhood, Mothering, Mother issues...we have a special guest Jenna Pinkstone with deep discussions about the physical and metaphysical aspects of 'Mother'
May 27, 2019
Personally Training your mind
We talk the mental hurdles of Personal Training in a way that helps your body remain functional late into life.  (Tech Stuff: radio edit is up now.  I will replace it commercial free version here in the same spot)
April 05, 2019
Actualization and Medly of Social Topics w Mark Rockeymoore
including what WE can do to start changing our world!
March 24, 2019
What's in an age gap? with Kaci!
Nice discussion about actualizing within your community with an enterprising young woman Kaci!
March 14, 2019
TOUCH! Epiphany Jordan is our guest
Author of a Somebody Hold Me which is being presented with its own panel at SXSW, Epiphany discusses the importance of Touch from a variety of perspectives in studio.
February 09, 2019
Habits w Abbey Normal
Are habits bad by nature?  How to develop habits that serve you!
February 08, 2019
Ventriloquism; Shame/Vulnerability
Music review of Meshell Ndegeocello's newest offering and some highlights about Shame and Vulnerability
January 30, 2019
Birth Trauma Healing and a little Tantra
Discussing healing around trauma experienced while giving birth with Tiffani of Rising Dawn Wellness.  She also teaches Tantra via 'Ecstatic Hearts Tantra'  
January 28, 2019
Conflict w AbbeyNormalsWisdomQuest
spirited discussion about aspects Conflict and how to deal with it with our special guest Abbey Normal of 
January 23, 2019
Yule...ending 2018 w Bobbi
Listen and learn about Yule and know that you're not alone, the time between Christmas and New Year's Day can be hard to swallow.  
January 01, 2019
Solstice and Self Care
Recorded the day after solstice on 12/22 - basking in the power of the Full Moon.  As always, a focus on Self Care is the main focus
January 01, 2019
Earth; Witchy Women
Join the movement on the Soul Sanctuary MMF page on FB. In this episode, we are peeling back layers of who is seeking answers in the Metaphysical.
November 11, 2018
Space; Olorun; Crown Chakra
That cosmic connection. What's going on in that Crown Chakra. This one has addl info on Soul Sanctuary MMF on FB
November 04, 2018
Spiritual Healer Abbey
Working with Spirit to actualize in this lifetime! We discuss healing via the Spirit.
November 04, 2018
Thoth Tarot
Author Zoltan Blue joins me to chat about Tarot. Here is his contact info Blog: Website: Search: Zoltan Blue
October 15, 2018
Self Love, Marriage
Chat with Morgan Renae Myers Author/Poet/Crafter.. Listen in on our lively fun chat about self love and how it (or lack of it) shows up in and affects our lives.
September 29, 2018
2 Tarot Readers walk into a bar...
Guest Bobbie Lee discusses the RWS tarot deck and how it differs from the Thoth that I love and use. Great look at using the Tarot to heal and self reflect. Women find more empowerment in the Metaphysical realm than traditional religions. Major Arcana; Devil card as a mental expression of the Lovers card
September 15, 2018
Our 2nd ~ Second Saturday Shadow *Ish and Scary vs Effective
Swords, Oya! Practical tips on handling Conflict. Self-talk. Are you Scary or Highly Effective?
September 11, 2018
9/1/18 Womanhood and Toxic Masculinity
Guest Rebecca Doll of Rainbow Flower Power Hour (airs Tuesday night at 8:00 PM CST). We discuss Womanhood in today's world and Toxic Masculinity. Toxic masculinity is a critique of the cultural perspective which stereotypes men as dominant, aggressive, unemotional and sexually aggressive, both collectively and as individuals.
September 02, 2018
0825 Show: Deeper into EARTH
Root Chakra with Affirmations! Disks/Pentacles; Virgo, Capricorn, Taurus and good music...
August 26, 2018
Soul Sanctuary Second Saturday Shadow *Ish
Nice opening into a practice into working with our shadow in small digestible doses. We will revisit at least monthly. Please to enjoy!
August 12, 2018
Religious Tolerance!
So...I have all these canned responses prepared for the microaggressions that are just par for the course as a highly melanated woman where I live. However, I keep being challenged for my Spirituality? I had to go at some lady's neck for trying to indoctrinate my kids into her old religion just yesterday. And THEN I'm not sure if I should be happy these people are post-racial or irritated bc they think they can visit their dogma on me or mine....i guess (as Patty would say) If the answer is either, its probably Both.
August 05, 2018
Quick LIVE from FB...
Card pulls in a LIVE chat
July 26, 2018
Soul Sanctuary: See what sticks!
Music, forgiveness, self-care, we tried out some new segments to see what works for the show. Including "1st the F** of All". Please to enjoy and please give me feedback, if it be constructive: Attika8@Outlook.Com
July 21, 2018
Soul Sanctuary: EARTH; 10s
Element Earth! Yay, we finally got back to it! And added 2 new segments! 10s and DaFaQ! Our very first feature for 10s. 10s. 10s: And the crown goes to: JLo. Just luxuriate in this picture of her holding on to her own Queendom and graciously (as a queen should be) passing the baton to the hottest woman in the industry. THATs how you do it! She is my SHERO! Woman of the year. Stay on your MF Grind! You don't gotta be scared of the up and coming. Show ppl you aint never scared. Damn this lady is smart. Remember where she started? Who else from @InLivingColor is winning like she is?! OMG. This was like a 2nd wind. Imma try to go as hard as JLo! And the minute she steps foot in Tejas, I'm Goin! 10s. 10s. 10s across the MF BOARD!!!
July 14, 2018
LIVE with some SOULdiers
Broke in my new Thoth Tarot deck with these angelic women! My pleasure to help them understand the insights revealed thru Tarot! Not awesome Audio...hopefully I will remember to use my mic next time :) Picture is of Princess of Cups since I remember pulling her during this LIVE
July 14, 2018
Audio of FB LIVE 07/11
we asked for 'sh*t or get off the pot' questions. And we got some!!
July 12, 2018
Soul Sanctuary: Relationships Pt.3; Forgiveness
Good juicy stuff no one talks about in this episode. How to get your self off a strict diet of hater-ade and get back on to your path...Listen and be inspired. xox
July 07, 2018
Audio of LIVE on 4th of July
Great readings Plus a little help for everyone on this weird-a$$ holiday. Video available on my YouTube channel:
July 05, 2018
Soul Sanctuary: Relationships Pt2 *HaiTarotSpread
Check out the notes (in PowerPoint) that I made for this episode. Includes: Past: typically, we judge our partner on all of their past actions Present: Typically, we have more grace and understanding of our own history in the relationship…how much we have suffered… so we judge ourselves on the Present Future: Why did we invest in this relationship!Ars__k8Tp03LiLE8z50__8I3iw6teg
June 30, 2018
Live Pulls
Audio from a LIVE session where I pulled cards for several watchers and even had one come on camera with me. It was a great experience.
June 30, 2018
Water in Astrology: Cancer; Scorpio; Pisces. Tarot: Cups Suit (in the Crowley Thoth deck) and the Water Chakra: Sacral. Also, intro to Mama Yemoja
June 23, 2018
Audio 1 card pulls
Audio of a LIVE Tarot Session
June 22, 2018
Bad Audio...
Pulling a spread for myself. Video is on YouTube here be the Audio, but it has bad acoustics so it may be a little difficult to hear.
June 20, 2018
Watch a Reading
This is a video of me doing my own reading. I did one today bc my Throad Chakra is out of balance. I know that because I pulled the Ruin and the Failure card for that Chakra and I have already had at least 3 disagreements today. Companion video is on YouTube under HaiTarot
June 19, 2018
Fire; Father's Day
The element Fire; Aries, Leo, Sag; Solar Plexus Chakra and Ṣàngó (Yoruba language: Ṣàngó, also known as Changó or Xangô in Latin America; and also known as Jakuta or Badé) (from '=shan, 'to strike') is an Orisha. He is syncretized with either Saint Barbara or Saint Jerome. Historically, Shango is a royal ancestor of the Yoruba as he was the third Alafin of the Oyo Kingdom prior to his posthumous deification.
June 16, 2018
Air; Gemini, Libra, Aquarius; Swords; Throat Chakra; Oya
Welcoming our new day and time slot on Now we air live on Saturday mornings! Exp
June 11, 2018
Memorial Day Musical
Songs I brought to share with my listeners. Celebrating my 16th Show. This one was live streamed on FB
May 29, 2018
Relationships part 1
Crows; Are you ready for a relationship?
May 22, 2018
Spirituality vs Religion
In this initial dive into this divisive topic we crack open the topic and begin to discuss its implications.
May 15, 2018
Recorded 5/7/18
Discussing death's effect on the living and current events from a Metaphysical perspective.
May 08, 2018
Yoga followed by Akashic Records
Discussing Yoga w Marti ( then Akashic Records w Mary Devine. Follow this show on FB
May 01, 2018
4/16 Dr. Martin
April Metaphysical Fair; Energy work. Fun shoptalk.
April 27, 2018
Intuitive! Champion for Unconditional Love
Shadow Work w Leah.
April 18, 2018
3/26/18 Medium
Medium joins us to discuss her work
April 08, 2018
3/19/18 Dr. Martin visits
Discussing the Metaphysical fair and energy!
April 08, 2018
The very first episode of Soul Sanctuary!
April 08, 2018
3/5/18 Metaphysical Stuff
Soul Sanctuary
April 08, 2018
Notes: Welcome o Monday nights at 8 o Encore presentations air right here on o Available to stream on Soundcloud Vibe this week o High Vibe – Black Panther AGAIN w the kiddos. Over $700Million World Wide o New Vibe – Chinese New Year Celebration - Year of the Dog as of 1/16/18 energies are dominated by the Earth element in its Yang form. It's an eventful year, marked by security concerns and the rise of social conservative movements within society. Discussion – Healing around Family/ Family roles • Bio family • Bio parents vs. Actual Parents – adults who were role models • Bio Siblings vs Actual Siblings • Birth order – Phoenix was the oldest and the youngest due to brother Autism Teach family how to treat you • Establish your independence • Establish YOUR intention Tarot Spreads I do around Family • Not a medium – I do a spread and ask what would (insert loved ones name) want me to know. I do them on the birthday and death day or when I miss them, and
April 08, 2018
2/19/18 Nutritional Coach
Guest (phone) Julie Getty – Nutritional Coach Wonderful Healthy Habits
April 08, 2018
2/12 Interview Dr. Martin
April 08, 2018