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Hold Up!

By Hudson & Grace

Join Hudson and Grace for Hold Up!, a podcast that explores queer media to see how it, well, holds up!
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The L Word - "The Lisa Story Arc"

Hold Up!Mar 01, 2021

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Bound (1996)

Bound (1996)

Hudson and Grace watch the 1996 cult classic Bound, directed by the Wachowski sisters.

Hudson's Instagram: @nonboynary
Grace's Twitter: @hifromgrace

Hold Up Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodcast

Feb 24, 202247:55
30 Rock

30 Rock

Hudson and Grace chat about 30 Rock's S01E03 episode where Jack sets Liz up on a blind date with a woman.

Hudson's Instagram: @nonboynary
Grace's Twitter: @hifromgrace

Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodcast

Feb 17, 202243:43
Philadelphia (1993)

Philadelphia (1993)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are back for a new season of Hold Up!. In their first episode back, they discuss the first major film that tackled the themes of the HIV/AIDS epidemic, Philadelphia, starring Tom Hanks and Denzel Washington.


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Jan 31, 202201:04:30
Survivor (The Marooning)

Survivor (The Marooning)

Hudson and Grace, longtime Survivor fans, travel back to the very first episode of the series to explore the LGBTQ+ dynamics of the premiere episode of the hit reality tv show.

Hudson's Instagram: @nonboynary
Grace's Twitter: @hifromgrace

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Sep 30, 202156:23
Glen or Glenda

Glen or Glenda

Grace and Hudson watch the 1953 docudrama Glen or Glenda, written, directed & produced by Ed Wood.


Hudson's Instagram: @nonboynary
Grace's Twitter: @hifromgrace

Hold Up!'s Instagram & Twitter: @holdupodcast

Sep 12, 202153:28
South Park

South Park

Hudson and Grace watched the episode "Mr. Garrison's Fancy New Vagina", a 2005 episode of South Park.

Hudson's Instagram: @nonboynary
Grace's Twitter: @hifromgrace

Podcast Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodcast

Aug 23, 202154:46
Ally McBeal

Ally McBeal

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) watch S1E11 of Ally McBeal, in which Ally's client is a transwoman who has been arrested for soliciting sex work from a police officer. 

Aug 16, 202151:04
Ugly Betty

Ugly Betty

Hudson (@nonboynary on Instagram) and Grace (@hifromgrace on Twitter) watch an episode of Ugly Betty, "Brothers" in which Alex returns to work for the first time since transitioning.


Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodcast
E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Aug 09, 202151:48
My Name Is Earl

My Name Is Earl

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) check another episode off their list. This week, they watch the 2005 comedy My Name Is Earl. The plot finds Earl trying to make up for bullying a former classmate who he later finds out is gay. Tune in to see if Hudson & Grace think the episode holds up!

Aug 02, 202157:34
Velvet Goldmine with Brooklyn Zed

Velvet Goldmine with Brooklyn Zed

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by the great Brooklyn Zed as they mine the 1998 musical drama Velvet Goldmine to see if it Holds Up!

Jul 26, 202101:02:20
Big Brother - Ivette Corredero

Big Brother - Ivette Corredero

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) head into the Big Brother house to talk about the first out lesbian to appear on the show, Season 6's Ivette Corredero.

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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jul 12, 202157:16
M*A*S*H* (Season 2, Episode 22)

M*A*S*H* (Season 2, Episode 22)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) dive into the 1974 episode of M*A*S*H* where one of the patients reveals that he was beat up for being gay.

Jul 05, 202142:34
Soldier's Girl

Soldier's Girl

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) watched the 2003 bio-pic, Soldier's Girl.


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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jun 28, 202155:07
One Day At A Time (S01E13)

One Day At A Time (S01E13)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by special guest Felipe to talk about the season 1 finale of One Day At A Time.

Felipe can be found on twitter at @whatthefleep and is the host of The Brazilian Dragon Podcast (@brazildragonpod) and Whatcha Doin? (@whatchadoinpod).


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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jun 21, 202101:03:39
RuPaul's Drag Race (S02E04)

RuPaul's Drag Race (S02E04)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) start their engines and discuss the 2010 episode of Drag Race, featuring the show's first trans contestant, Sonique. 


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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jun 14, 202152:53
House - "The Choice"

House - "The Choice"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are back to chat about the medical drama House. They discuss "The Choice", Season 6, Episode 20.


Instagram & Twitter: @holdupodcast
E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

May 31, 202152:00
The Birdcage

The Birdcage

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) dive into the 1996 comedy starting Robin Williams and Nathan Lane. The hosts discuss the legacy of the film, the themes of identity and family relationships and of course, whether it holds up!

The Birdcage clip, "Act Like A Man": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO0kWTR_7tQ

Matt Baume's video: "Frasier & Sitcoms of the Gay '90s": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivFa0F-qvjE

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May 24, 202101:04:14
Friends - "The One With Chandler's Dad"

Friends - "The One With Chandler's Dad"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by Ariel (@thatotherariel) to discuss the S07E22 episode of Friends, "The One With Chandler's Dad".

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Mar 31, 202158:23
Some Like It Hot
Mar 22, 202101:21:31
Billy & Chuck Wedding (WWE)

Billy & Chuck Wedding (WWE)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by Matt Scott (Twitter: @mattscottgw; Website: www.lets.care) to break down the 2002 professional wrestling gay wedding between Billy and Chuck.

Mar 17, 202101:11:03
I Am Cait (S02E01)

I Am Cait (S02E01)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) hop on the bus to discuss Season 2, Episode 1 of the documentary series I Am Cait, a show about Caitlyn Jenner.


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Mar 08, 202101:04:56
The L Word - "The Lisa Story Arc"

The L Word - "The Lisa Story Arc"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by Ariel (Instagram: @royal_they) to discuss The L Word. Specifically, the group discusses the story arc of Lisa, a lesbian-identifying male. 


Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodast

Mar 01, 202101:00:33
Queer Eye for the Straight Guy (S01E01)

Queer Eye for the Straight Guy (S01E01)

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) may not be in search of a makeover, but they do dive into the 2003 original series Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. 


Twitter & Instagram: @holdupodcast
E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Feb 22, 202101:03:41
The Office - "Gay Witch Hunt"

The Office - "Gay Witch Hunt"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) take a trip to Scranton, PA to discuss S03E01 episode of The Office, "Gay Witch Hunt".


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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Feb 08, 202154:20
But I'm A Cheerleader

But I'm A Cheerleader

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) dive into the cult classic But I'm A Cheerleader with guest Jacqueline Mary. 

Feb 01, 202101:01:12
Real Housewives of New York - "March Madness"

Real Housewives of New York - "March Madness"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) & Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by Kristian Robinson (Twitter: @_krobz) to talk about Real Housewives of New York. They dive into the Season 4, Episode 2 "March Madness", an episode about the New York Marriage Equality march. 


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E-Mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jan 25, 202159:35
Will & Grace - "A Chorus Lie"

Will & Grace - "A Chorus Lie"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) & Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) dive into Will & Grace, specifically S4E16. The episode has Matt Damon guest star, playing Owen, a straight man pretending to be gay to be in the Gay Men's Chorus. 

Return Of The Y2K Aesthetic: https://youtu.be/jct3923dqcU

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E-mail: holdupod@gmail.com

Jan 18, 202159:31
Episode 9: Make The Yuletide Gay

Episode 9: Make The Yuletide Gay

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) get in the festive spirit with the 2009 gay Christmas film Make The Yuletide Gay.


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Dec 21, 202053:14
Episode 8: Community - "Queer Studies and Advanced Waxing"

Episode 8: Community - "Queer Studies and Advanced Waxing"

Hudson (IG: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) head to Greendale Community College to examine Community's Dean Pelton. The 2015 episode explores the Dean's reluctance to be labeled as "just gay". 


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Nov 16, 202052:05
Episode 7: Sailor Moon

Episode 7: Sailor Moon

Hudson (IG: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) are joined by Aman (Twitter: @AmanAdwin) to discuss Sailor Moon, specifically the introduction of Sailor Neptune and Sailor Uranus. The group discusses why Sailor Moon resonated so much with the LGTBQ+ community and of course, to see if it holds up.

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Nov 09, 202054:11
Episode 6: Brokeback Mountain

Episode 6: Brokeback Mountain

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) discuss the 2005 blockbuster Brokeback Mountain and see if the Oscar nominated film holds up. They discuss the film's mainstream appeal, tropes of gay drama films and go on a tangent or two.

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E-mail us questions at holdupod@gmail.com

Nov 02, 202001:04:32
Episode 5: CSI - "The Lying Game"
Oct 26, 202051:24
Episode 4: Ellen - "The Puppy Episode"

Episode 4: Ellen - "The Puppy Episode"

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (@hifromgrace) discuss one of the most groundbreaking episodes of television for the LGBTQ+ community, Ellen's The Puppy Episode. The episode details the lead character, Ellen Morgan's, coming out story. The hosts discuss the episodes place in LGBTQ+ media history, while also discussing Ellen's place as an LGBTQ+ icon despite recent controversy.


Oct 19, 202001:04:17
Episode 3: Transamerican Love Story

Episode 3: Transamerican Love Story

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) delve into the first episode of the 2008 reality dating series Transamerican Love Story. The show saw 8 bachelors pursue Calpernia Addams, a trans woman and advocate. Grace and Hudson discuss the groundbreaking nature of the show, the questionable casting of the 8 men and of course, whether the episode holds up.

Episode 1 is available here: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7wkp2f

Episodes 2-8 are available on Amazon, but if you would prefer not to support Amazon, please send us a DM of a donation to a black trans charity and we will DM you the other episodes.

GLITS: https://www.glitsinc.org/donations

Black Trans COVID-19 Fund Community Response: https://blacktrans.org/

Black Lives Matter resources: https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/

Calpernia's Vlog: https://youtu.be/M3CSIB5yWJc

Article on Jim: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3618450/Trans-not-make-great-parents-Married-couple-transgender-share-dream-starting-family-desperately-search-child-adopt.html

Oct 12, 202047:11
Episode 2: Goldust & Professional Wrestling

Episode 2: Goldust & Professional Wrestling

Hudson (Instagram: @nonboynary) and Grace (Twitter: @hifromgrace) explore the world of professional wreslting with a deep dive in the 90s wrestler Goldust. They give a deep dive of the character and discuss why homophobia was so prevalent in the history of professional wrestling. 


Goldust’s Debut - October 22, 1995: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3j9KFh_5cDs (watch just until 1:15 or so)

Goldust plays mind games with Razor Ramon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGphWX0-lGU

Goldust vs Razor Ramon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyGpy3D-Hbg


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Oct 05, 202049:23
Episode 1: The Simpsons - "There's Something About Marrying" (S16E10)

Episode 1: The Simpsons - "There's Something About Marrying" (S16E10)

Join Hudson Krakowski and Grace Leeder for the maiden voyage of Hold Up!, a podcast that explores queer media to see how it, well, holds up.  This week, they explore The Simpsons' Season 16, Episode 10 episode "There's Something About Marrying" where Springfield legalizes gay marriage in order to boost tourism. Hudson and Grace examine whether this episode, which originally aired in 2005, still holds up.


Hudson Krakowski - Instagram - @nonboynary
Grace Leeder - Twitter - @hifromgrace

Sep 28, 202053:28