Idiot Mystic
By Haider Qayyum
After you consider them you may want to talk to us on Discord.
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Idiot Mystic May 08, 2024
DESERT.EXE : ๐ขอ๐ฏอ ๐ชอ๐ฏอ๐ตอ๐ณอ๐ฐอ๐ดอ๐ฑอ๐ฆอ๐คอ๐ตอ๐ชอ๐ทอ๐ฆอ ๐ฎอ๐ฆอ๐ฅอ๐ชอ๐ตอ๐ขอ๐ตอ๐ชอ๐ฐอ๐ฏอ ๐ฐอ๐ฏอ ๐ฉอ๐ฐอ๐ธอ ๐บอ๐ฐอ๐ถอ ๐ตอ๐ฉอ๐ชอ๐ฏอ๐ฌอ
Why do I care about the way you think?
Why does why you think the way you think matter so much to me that it has driven to me near insanity over the course of my life?
Because understanding you was the only way to understand me.
It is.
Because we are one thing...or at least eventually, we will be returned to a singular place.
But I can't build width anymore.
Because we need to go deeper.
Into the water.
Till we think we might not be able to come back up.
And in depths...you'll find what awaits you.
But that was about water and this is in a desert.
Sometimes there's water in deserts.
If you lasted till the end of this and/or the video...woah.
Hi.
We're have a little thing on Discord where we talk all day...about stuff like this. ( tap this )
You should stop by and say hello.
If you're already there, I'm glad you're here too.
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A thing about why I wear three beanies at time. Really? Yeah, that's why I deleted everything and started from scratch. Because I feel like talking about three hats and teetering on the edge of madness has more value than some of the utter garbage I was allowing to be promoted and accepted as potential truth. Manifestation lies. Meditation bs. Awakening? HAH. We were all sleep-walking and the some creepy energetic Pied Piper was leading us astray. Authors who were just rich guys who wrote about magick after they got rich. Spiritual people who weren't spiritual unless they're being recording. People who are LOST, trying to help others find themselves. A truly lovely circus. But as the ringmaster, even I realized the show must come to an end. And the clown make-up off. Because...one day I'll have typed my last word. And you would have breathed your last breath. And I wouldn't have wanted to have done anything gross to the precious, divinely ordained time we have between the moment you read this and then. If you feel called to, stop by the Discord server. Talking to you would be great.
BREATHWORK.EXE : ๐ขฬผ๐ฏฬผ ๐ฐฬผ๐ณฬผ๐ฃฬผ ๐ขฬผ๐ดฬผ๐ดฬผ๐ชฬผ๐ดฬผ๐ตฬผ๐ฆฬผ๐ฅฬผ ๐ฎฬผ๐ฆฬผ๐ฅฬผ๐ชฬผ๐ตฬผ๐ขฬผ๐ตฬผ๐ชฬผ๐ฐฬผ๐ฏฬผ
This is kind of what it's like in my mind sometimes. This is also kind of what it's like during my #meditation sessions. This is also kind of like when someone loses their mind and burns everything they've spent the last few years working on, and suddenly pivoting to something totally different, with a sureness that is the absolutely right thing to do. What? I'm not really ever sure, are you? Whether they are seeing an actual object, a trick of light or an otherworldy apparition...people telling me about the orbs they've seen as lead me down a strange road. A road paved with high strangness and love. But then again, all roads are on the same highway. Going one place. You might want to consider that. Or come talk to us here.
REBIRTH.EXE : bอeอiอnอgอ อwอrอoอnอgอ อaอnอdอ อaอ อvอaอpอoอrอwอaอvอeอ อfอeอvอeอrอ อdอrอeอaอmอ
What looks like a vaporwave fever dream is probably actually my truest expression.
But I didn't know that till I started typing this.
Saying that I am you, wouldn't make much sense at a time like this either.
But things happen to be the way they are.
And this might be one of the places you find out about them.
After 300+ hours of recording, I understood what I needed to understand.
To move beyond that space.
Now, I have different things to understand.
And perhaps others to teach.
If you're ever looking for me.
There's a way to get in touch below.
https://discord.gg/nuzXKScS