Joan of Heart

Hello! 

Wow! The year is almost over! We did it! One day at a time, one step at a time. Sometimes one second at a time!

All part of the isness of life. We are now heading to Patreon for our podcasts and the New podcast from Joan of Heart is

Sissy La, La’s! It’s funny to me and I will share how that came to be over at patreon. I have to learn how the podcasts connect however, you have the podcasts  coming your direction even if I still don’t quite see the full picture. 

So now, How has your last year gone? Do you see that your baselines fluctuate ? That will always be, however now you are able to flow with it.

That is the universal law in effect, Nothing stays the same. You now have some facility moving through without damaging yourself or the ones you love.

That is a beautiful gift. 

It all happened One day at a time, in the NOW. Everything is always in the NOW. 

Have a Happy New Years Celebration and be safe. We are on at Patreon!

Nikki

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Hello Everybody,

We are so close to the end of the year! A New Year! A New Beginning!

The great news is that it will all happen “one day at a time, one step at a time”. And it will always be in the NOW.

You will never be out of this present moment. So keep prap-ticing, keep noticing and keep expanding. 

I am so honored to have done this with you. This has been my healing journey too. We all have the opportunity 

to acknowledge our accomplishments. To be in AWE of Infinite Love and to know that Infinite Love has our back.

I love you all,

Nikki

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Hello All,

For those of us that celebrate during this holiday season, yay. However, for the inner world, it is simply another day.

NMW, Incrementalism, giving myself lots of space to notice, grieve, expand and experience love. 

Happy Holidays!

Stay Safe.

Nikki

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Hello All,

No matter what you celebrate, make it a great one! 

Please know you are not alone should you be moving through it. We are here, we have moved through some stuff ourselves. 

We know what that can be like, to move through the eye of a needle. We ALSO know what is on the other side! The freedom. 

Never give up till the miracle happens, so wait for it, wait for it. This toooo shall pass. 

It is a miracle I am alive, typing this for you and free. I like to say “I’m nobody yet I’m everybody” so if I made it! You will tooo. 

Infinite Love has your back and in that you can trust. Keep prap-ticing, prap-ticing.

You’ve got this!

Nikki

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Hello to you all,

This is an ongoing way of life. You are always noticing. This is the opportunity...

To be able to live life in the present with all that comes along with it. Being able to care for your family, love them, take them to Dr. appts AND still be less reactive! That is a miracle! Keep it simple! Keep prap-ticing,  prap-ticing.

And BTW... I’m having very beautiful, love filled holidays and I send the same to you all! 

Nikki

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Getting closer and closer to Christmas. In reality, it is just the now. There is a tradition that we can follow or not. Our choice. 

Just always know you are not alone. We are here. Those of us who have walk through the eye of a needle and have experienced more than we could have imagined. We say to you... Hang on till the miracle happens. It will! Wait for it, wait for it. Breathe A LOTTTTTTT should you have to. You are doing great!

For everyone else... Enjoy your family. Appreciate the love being freely given, and share the yum you feel inside.

(the incident I speak of is the day the guy popped me in the face)

Nikki

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Hello All,

We are moving into Christmas and New Year, as well as other holidays like Hanukkah and many others I don’t know about. 

However the point of this podcast is so that you know you are not alone! This is your space to be you. You are a Spark of Infinite Love.

I know what it feels like to be in the mind, feel alone, sad, hopeless, unlovable, want to commit suicide, not want to wake up again to the same f’ing life, day in day out. 

Don’t give up till the miracle happens! 

My Loves, if I am here alive, you too can have a life! Not only a life! You can have a life only you could have imagined. As you are living that said life, you will not even have a thought about all the butt hurt you are moving through now.

Keep prap-ticing, prop-ticing, prop-ticing!

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

We are approaching the New Year. What do you do heading into the New Year? 

What shows up for me is to clean house. And so I find myself in the cleaning mode. Internally that is. I learned very early in life, that it was important to take a fearless and moral inventory of myself. 

That seems to happen for me during the last quarter of the year. I don’t even think about it, it just happens. It keeps my inner world crisp and responsive. 

When something is out of wack, I know it and I take care of it right away. How about you? 

You are now!

Nikki

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Everyday brings it’s own....

So you know, even through I move through the spaces in my inner world. I still take the next appropriate action and leave the results up to Infinite Love. Even more when it is something my mind wants to participate with. I use one liners through that bombardment. Then I can relax and wait for it, wait for it.

It works, if you work it.

Nikki

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Like I say “One day at a time, one step at a time” 

This happened and in a second, one I wasn’t looking for, things went south.

Lots of energy then collapse. Pretty par for the experience. Today in my life I don’t have to let this go.

I can stand up and be seen and heard. And even do it with out MW

Nikki

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Sending lots of good Christmas juju to you all!

Should you happen to not celebrate Christmas then have happy holidays,share lots of love and notice, notice.

Tomorrow I expand on part 2 of our 3 part podcast. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, always. Keep it simple for your inner world!

Have a great day

Nikki

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Hello Everybody!

Here is a little deeper cut at Incrementalism, H.A.L.T, and more. 

Life is always one day at a time, now. As Eckhart says “have you ever done anything outside the now?"

All of it is done gradually with intention. All while noticing. Simple yet not easy. Prap-tice, prap-tice

Nikki

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Hi All,

This is the last part of the 30 minute share that came out the other day. Too long for sure. lol

Tomorrow I will recap some of what I shared. I’m delving a little deeper into the space being created.

We are soon to have an interview. I love the interviews, all in the moment. 

Eckhart says when you are exchanging vital energies, that Presence is Present. I know it sounds different.

Yet, since you are the essence of Presence, when you step out of your mind, then what is there is you, Authentic Presence, present.

Nikki

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Hello All,

This podcast starts where I left off yesterday. This is going to be another podcast. I will expand on what I share. For example, the safe space is this podcast and you. You are the safe, quiet space, the inner world. How did I not make it “mean something”. I will go deeper into that.

I speak the way I do so that the mind is not what gets engaged. How did I allow the power of the grief and the blessings? 

I feel the spirit move me. Our essence, I will expand on that as well.  

Then there is the pattern that got engraved into our reactiveness. This program is an opportunity to empower yourself. 

So let’s keep “being out of our minds"

These first 2 years are all about repetition, stoping the insanity, and you can’t do that if you are oblivious to what is happening.

Now as we move over to Patreon we can go much deeper, we can interact which will provide a whole different interaction between us. 

There will be energy, it will be real, and that is when Presence is present. I am pointing to that now that you have the basics.

Let’s disappear, naturally, all the caca and integrate into the Spark of Infinite Love we are!!!

Nikki

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Hello, 

Todays share kept going and going. I just made the choice to give it to you in three parts. Unless of course I find, as I edit, that it isn’t a 3 part podcast. We are taking it one day at a time. Tomorrow as I edit will be the tell tale sign of what direction this will go. Tired and ready to relax. 

My home is clean and the Christmas tree is up. Have a great one Everyone! Enjoy!

Nikki

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Hi Everyone,

There was a time when I landed in AA that I had to come clean with myself. I was going to do this sobriety thing, or not.

When I began to look at how my life was going, I had to say to myself, SELF! You are going to die if you don’t take a different action.

I HAD to take new actions. No other choice for me, I was dying inside, a million times over. I was willing to do ANYTHING!

I wish that for you too.

That you are willing to do anything to alter your state of mind. That you are able to rise above the mind. That you master your mind and that it doesn’t continue to master you.

Nikki

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Okay, 

We are moving forward. That is all there ever is to do. 

As we move into 2023 we have a 90 Days To The Heart Of The Matter program coming up. I will be posting the presentation video up here for you to watch and it will assist us in our transition over to Patreon. 

At Patreon we can get deeper into the teachings. Deeper into our connection with Infinite Love. 

I’m very excited for our journey ahead, with no attachments to the outcome! 

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

This is short and sweet... It really is all about allowing Infinite Love, the Universe, God, Buddha, Allah, whatever you call Love. 

To allow that source to guide us, to put all faith into the ONE, Infinite Love.

Are you willing to be willing? Cuz it is happening anyway! 

Nikki

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Hi!

I only thought I had an interview today for you. Oh, well. The best laid plans.

Enjoy it anyway... Let’s see what tomorrow brings.

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

I’m beginning to feel like a person again. I will do my very best to post a podcast everyday to the end of the year!

We will be moving the podcast over to Patreon in Jan. That is our “Pay It Forward” ask we have of you. We will continue the conversation there, where we can go a little deep. Now that we have the basics out of the way, we can start cutting out/distinguishing the mind from the inner world more deeply. Cut out the story and simply get right to it. There, at Patreon,  we will have a membership fee of $20. This $20 will go towards providing scholarships for those that would like to expand, heal, serve. We are creating a community of people that would move heaven and earth for the opportunity to make a difference for others. We know what it is like to FEEL alone. You are not. There are “others" that are interested in having an authentic, free to be life. Fully self-expressed. And we are at this point moving through all of this together. 

I’m very excited since Infinite Love is guiding all of it! In that I trust! Love has NEVER let me down.  

Nikki

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Hello All,

This is an example of asking. Then “wait for it, wait for it”  and getting the answer. Now what you do with it is on you. Like you will hear, in this podcast, I did my thing. All we do will always be for our greatest good. Trusting Infinite Love through it all is the key to the peace that passes all understanding. Have a great day!

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

This podcast is life on life's terms. Always take what works and leave the rest. 

Keep noticing, allowing, surrendering, in other words, keep prap-ticing, prap-ticing!

Nikki

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Hello, Hello!

This is what happens when you made other plans. Said another way... Life on life's terms. Covid, how is mom, how in my niece, make arrangements for the day we leave, make reservation for the place we stay the night. Then call the school to let them know what is happening, make calls to change doctor appointments and it goes on and on. Also the fact that my cousin got covid and Love let us spend some much needed time together. Like its said "just when you think it is the worst thing that ever happened, it turns out to be the best", not that she has covid rather that we got to spend time.

This is not about being perfect. It is about noticing, allowing the situation to be as it is, then surrendering the situation to Infinite Love.

That is done WHILE taking the next appropriate actions since we do the foot work and THEN leave the outcome to Infinite Love.

Nikki

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Hi Guys,

This is a time where the pain body can lead the way. Noticing it, breathing and listening to Eckhart can support you

as you move through different situations where the pain body has taken over. Very important NMW during this time.

It is not something you can control. Hence NMW. Now that also entails making amends when needed and necessary.

That is how one keep their side of the street clean. Each day brings its own. Keep noticing and prap-ticing.

Nikki

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Hi Guys,

This was recorded the day Dino went home to his mom. It is raw and real. 

This is before being diagnosed with covid. Like I say, The Divine that made me, heals me!

The diagnosis is from the Doctor, the prognosis is between me and Infinite Love. I will continue to 

put one foot in front of the other. Get everything in order. And Live like there is no tomorrow!

Who knows what is in store for us, for me. All I know is that just for today, I put it all in Infinite Loves wings of Love.

I can fall back into that. I am Love's. 

Nikki

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Hi Guys,

This was recorded right after I posted. Just about you allowing this to happen. NMW, is key...

Have a safe and Happy Thanksgiving! Especially around the older folks! 

Many blessings to you all,

Nikki

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Hello All,

What I am going to do is post daily, the recordings I made during the last 6 days.  I actually recorded everyday and yet wasn't able for one reason or another, to post them. 

I will post "some" of those for the next few days, starting tomorrow.

No matter what, it is always, one day at a time. Use H.A.L.T. It's a great way to manage yourself. Why do I say this? Due to the fact that

illness can bring out the bear in you. Just like it did to me. NMW!!! Just keep self-correcting with integrity.  

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

I do apologize for the delay in the podcast. I was diagnosed with Covid so I am now in isolation. 

I am doing good and having a much needed rest. I hate to say it. However, I am an example of what not 

to do! I will share more with you later. For now, I am going to say "I'm tired". So not much from me today. 

Have a Happy Thanksgiving

Nikki

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Hi Guys,

Tooo tired to say anything, gotta go to bed. Up at 5:30 am! 

So good night you powerhouses!

Nikki

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Okay, 

We are now in the unknown territory! Yay! What!??? Just listen with no labeling, no mind??!!! 

Why yay? You NOW get to LIVE into the experience instead of talk about how you WISH you could do better. Now you are living it. There's just a way we talk that lets others know we have had a lived experience. It comes along with compassion, heart. 

Keep going, don't stop listening, learning. Only the mind wants that for you. It is old wiring. Notice it and take the next appropriate anyway!

That is the mastery!

You've got this! 

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

Well, I have to say this last quarter is turning out to be an eye opener. Like the fact that the 1 year - 90 Days to the Heart of the Matter podcast is coming to the appropriate end. Now to allow the next appropriate action to drop. I trust this to happen and so will you. 

I take it as it comes and this is the beginning of you being you. So keep prap-ticing!

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

It has been a long two days. Staying up that long messed with my body. I'm back and ready to continue this movement forward.

I am a person, walking through life just like you. I deal with life each day as it comes in the best way I can. This is just an exercise in living in the NOW.

Always take what works and leave the rest. Yay!

Nikki

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Hello Everyone,

Wow, I can't believe we are so close to the end of the year! Don't forget, we start a new Joan of Heart 90 Days!

Thanks for gifting yourself freedom.

Nikki

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I love that! I used to hate myself, now there is no self to hate! Keep prap-ticing!

It is worth it!

Nikki

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Moving forward is to live in the space of Acceptance, Surrender and more. 

Welcome to the new paradigm! A space only you can say you have enjoyed touching. As it is and as it isn't.

Keep rap-ticing! You will say that someday, I'm sure of it.

Nikki

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I'm sitting here in amazement. The Unfolding of life is exquisite. From this point on, it is more about the space, in your inner world that is primary. It is the compass, the guidance, the calling, the still small voice that ISN'T so small. It is Infinite Love. Enjoy the courtship!

Nikki

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I'm not sure how I am getting this done! lol 

I'm on my last wakeful moment and sleeping and waking up to finish this to post it.

However, I did it!

Enjoy!

Nikki

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Hello, hellooooo,

Well, well, it looks like this is the thing that keeps showing up. My reactiveness. And by prep-ticing, incrementally, I have been able to find myself in this NMW, state of being, with regard to puking caca onto him for not doing it my way. No self there to get in the way. 

These practices don't stop you from feeling rather they have you feel everything that caused you to react and now you are responding to the situations rather than react and puke on others. Leave people ALONIE!

It is called surrender in action then take the next appropriate action to take care of the situation. Now there I complained about the process I went through and how disappointed I am with the outcome, raging mad and yet not directed to her and she knew it and was understanding! 

Of course she is getting paid to calm the situation down and that she did well by letting me vent and not taking anything I said personal.

That works for me when my ego doesn't assume that others are there for my needs and that I can just cast them aside when they don't do what my ego believes they should be doing. He was saved by my ability to know that if I said anything it would have been to destroy him not lift him up. My actions were exactly what needed to happen for this outcome. I'm grateful I am able to walk away with grace and bit of snobbiness. All in an everyone functions and a NMW kind of way! How was your day? How is your baseline in each area?

Have a great one,

Nikki

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