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Exploring Existence with a Certifiable Vagabond

Exploring Existence with a Certifiable Vagabond

By Kristin Windsor

Explore existence with a certifiable vagabond as Kristin Windsor heals her life, one magical, miraculous, mindful, motivated moment at a time.

This podcast explores experiences of consciousness, mental health, aspects of energy, revitalizing Magic, trauma recovery, healing transformation, living in a multi-conscious mosaic mind (with dissociative identity disorder), and the miraculous poetry of human existence.

Created in 2018. Sequel to "Exploring Existence with a Certifiable Vagabond" Blog Created in 2014 {www.kristinkarina.wixsite.com/kristinchronicles}.
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My Case Study Led to Discovering the Difference Between Neurophysiology and Human Consciousness!

Exploring Existence with a Certifiable VagabondApr 28, 2020

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My Case Study Led to Discovering the Difference Between Neurophysiology and Human Consciousness!

My Case Study Led to Discovering the Difference Between Neurophysiology and Human Consciousness!

Studying the neurophysiology of living with multiple inner persons led me down a fascinating, though terrifying, path of descriptively narrating my experiences as I chronically lost consciousness during dissociative episodes. In the process, not only did I discover the neuroscience of multiplicity and how to heal myself deeply and completely, but I also gained the cognitive capacities of consciousness to first-hand witness the distinction between neurophysiology and consciousness. They are separate aspects entirely, which confirmed my heartfelt theories that identity and experience are not synonymous; they are not the same thing. Join me as I share this never-before-heard personal story and the insights it led me to learn about human consciousness as I courageously explored it from the inside-out during terrifying experiences while healing myself from decades of chronic traumas, traumatic-stress, and dozens of associated health battles.
Apr 28, 202018:42
Embracing the Transformative Artistry of EveryDay MagicK
Feb 22, 202021:48
Perspective As Power: Allow Identity To Be Your Heartspace Energy

Perspective As Power: Allow Identity To Be Your Heartspace Energy

Perspective is our power.

Choosing to see MagicK creates even more space for beauty and empowerment. Feeling good within our miraculous consciousness is worth fighting for!

Expanding the gap between stimulus and response provides more personal power. From that space, new perspectives can be consciously created to aid in the everyday healing journey of life.

Dissociation can be TERRIFYING. Straight up, all-consuming, irrefutable, inescapable, petrifying FEAR from simply existing. Yet still, we have power.

I choose to perceive my dissociation as miraculous and love myself through each moment rather than feeding the fear through my energetic response.

Becoming a conscious observer and objective responder to life experiences gives us SO. MUCH. POWER.!, regardless of what's happening. It takes practice, but it's always possible to strive towards and eventually gain the ability for!

"We can love ourselves through experience but we do not ever need to identify with the experience."

If I'm not various aspects of life experience, who am I? This past year, I've realized that my identity, who I truly am, is the energetic vibrational frequency of my heartspace. I am a nonphysical energy of LOVE! This truth opens infinite doors that were nonexistent before.

"It helps me perceive the beauty inside of me rather than just the chaos that I go through. It helps me to see my inner child.... It helps me to do all of these things that help me perceive myself in a greater light and have more power moving through life experiences. That has just been absolutely EVERYTHING. I am no longer the stories my mind tells. I am no longer the struggles my body goes through. I am no longer the limitations of physicality. I am no longer easily defined..."

Loving ourselves unconditionally changes the healing journey game of life for good. Sometimes, we just need to shift our perspectives to fall in love with who we are.

Learn to shift the narrative of what's happening to reclaim personal power and cultivate deeper self-love. Learn to BEHOLD YOURSELF and the infinite miracles within you to experience EveryDay MagicK.

Let's love ourselves into the wholeness and enoughness that we already are.

#HopeRevolution #UniqueornOfConsciousness
Jan 01, 202027:33
Boating Through Streams Of Consciousness: A Freestyled Guided Meditation

Boating Through Streams Of Consciousness: A Freestyled Guided Meditation

Using a variety of implicit communication styles, this Freestyled Guided Meditation with Kristin Windsor floats you through nearly 14 minutes of gentle inner presence to establish conscious friendship with yourself and reclaiming your personal power.
Dec 28, 201913:49
Morning Meditation: Nervous System Regulation and Inner Child Presence

Morning Meditation: Nervous System Regulation and Inner Child Presence

This freestyled guided meditation leads you through a process of embracing each brand new day with refreshing vigor and soothed serenity. This meditation is designed to help regulate your nervous systems through several applications of implicit language, original techniques of my creation. After establishing presence with this glorious rising and relaxing the muscles and nerves in your body, you meet your inner child in a beautiful meadow where you find inspiration to embrace this day within your healing journey of life. Created with LOVE by yours truly, Kristin Windsor.
Dec 16, 201926:10
Be More Like the Sheep Who Enjoyed His Face Scratch

Be More Like the Sheep Who Enjoyed His Face Scratch

During our sunset meditation, we felt a message: "We are allowed to create moments of happily ever afters; we don't need to wait for our story's ending to find what we are looking for." Embracing the everyday healing journey of life allows for Moments of MagicK that heal us from the inside-out of our miraculous consciousness. We are worthy! We are allowed! We can return ourselves into our innate wholeness through this loving embrace: expanding our presence creates more wholeness, and wholeness creates more presence, and then we spiral into a BEAUTIFUL LIFE! Join me in this healing journey venture of exploring the magic within us and around us. Namaste, soul friends✨🙏🏼💖🦋🦄💫🔥🎊💕
Dec 07, 201916:60
Protector States Of Consciousness and The Gift Of Sanity

Protector States Of Consciousness and The Gift Of Sanity

What does it feel like to lose access to aspects of The Gift Of Sanity?
Aug 26, 201906:31
How the Faerie Princess Conquered Darkness Through Starry Magick ~ A Healing Journey Fantasy Fable

How the Faerie Princess Conquered Darkness Through Starry Magick ~ A Healing Journey Fantasy Fable

Freestyling with some magic during moonLight meditation as I heal with my many miraculous parts of consciousness. This story symbolizes how trauma steals sanity, yet we have power indirectly. Keep harnessing your power, warriors: YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE WORTH IT THAN YOU KNOW!!!!
Aug 07, 201924:10
Unending Magic{k} of Implicit Living ~ A Journey Of Personal Power Reclamation

Unending Magic{k} of Implicit Living ~ A Journey Of Personal Power Reclamation

9 July 2019 Sunset + MoonLight Meditation Magic{k} with Kristin Windsor and her dozen+ parts of consciousness within a dissociative identity. Exploring the boundaries of existence while clarifying the disillusionment of self.
Jul 17, 201909:51
Surmounting the Impossibility of My Own Existence During Sunset/MoonLight Meditation
Jul 17, 201904:59
I Lovingly Thrive on Transcending My Own Neurobiology ~ Living with a Dissociative Identity

I Lovingly Thrive on Transcending My Own Neurobiology ~ Living with a Dissociative Identity

I am not defined by any physical practicality or manmade reality ~ not even my dissociative identity neurobiology.
Jul 03, 201908:30
Developing a Dissociative Identity Saved Me

Developing a Dissociative Identity Saved Me

Thank you, Dissociative Identity parts of Consciousness, for being YOU.
Jun 28, 201906:05
Embracing the Magic of My Energetic Being and the Power of My Dissociative Identity

Embracing the Magic of My Energetic Being and the Power of My Dissociative Identity

Nightly MoonLight Meditations lead me home to myself when I don't know who I am, and the epic discoveries I make along the journey make it soooo beyond worth the investment! When I see my hand during a state of parasympathetic activation, I do not see a physical hand, but a wave of energy somewhat resembling a hand. I choose to focus on the magic and the beauty and release all fear in order to step in to my greatest version. Living with a dissociative identity {aka, Dissociative Identity disorder, DID} poses endless challenges every single day, yet I rise from the ashes like the fiery Phoenix that I am, learning through the pain and dancing in the opportunity of challenges.
Jun 27, 201913:56
Transformative Time of Now

Transformative Time of Now

Kristin Windsor shares transformative insights to empower the everyday healing journey of life.
Jun 05, 201911:33
Snowy Magic Leading to Personal Power

Snowy Magic Leading to Personal Power

Kristin Windsor reflects on the effect living in snowy Colorado had on her nervous system while living with a dissociative identity. Kristin shares divine truths about the infinite personal power possessed by every human being's consciousness.
Jun 04, 201914:57
MoonLight Meditation in Healing Journey Homeschool ~ Day 33 of Year 2

MoonLight Meditation in Healing Journey Homeschool ~ Day 33 of Year 2

Day 33 in Year 2 of Healing Journey Homeschool ~ MoonLight Meditation. SoulSelf is who we truly are but it's buried beneath MirageMe who is dictated by subconscious neuropathways. When we rewire the brain, we feel ourselves. Will you embrace your destiny of personal power reclamation with me? Will you dare to free yourself & become the being of light & love you were meant to be?
Feb 11, 201909:17
How to Reclaim Power in 2019

How to Reclaim Power in 2019

Create a vision that pulls you & stop pushing yourself. Embrace each moment as it unfolds with unconditional love & zero expectations. Fully & unconditionally living in the now is how we can reclaim our power. Embrace the healing journey. Dive in to your shadow self to discover your SoulSelf & stop allowing SituationalSelf to run the show & forfeit personal power without realizing it. Cultivate a lifestyle of meditative mindfulness to adjust life's story as it's being written. Establish a sense of presence within your own being & day to day life. Transform every day chores into empowering rituals. Reclaim your power as we begin this new year of 2019. Thank you so much for supporting Kristin Windsor's podcast called Exploring Existence {with a Certifiable Vagabond}. Sending you infinite Love, warrior soul friends! Namaste✨🙏🏼
Jan 07, 201931:45
Nurturing SoulSelf

Nurturing SoulSelf

The Kristin Chronicles & #RavenQueenArt🌤 discuss how to separate SituationalSelf from SoulSelf to prioritize self-care on days off from work.
Jan 02, 201905:51
Personal Peek: MoonLight Meditation 12~27~2018

Personal Peek: MoonLight Meditation 12~27~2018

Reclaiming my Power does not have to look beautiful, but the end product will be beyond beautiful. I choose to reduce my innate suffering by embracing the journey unconditionally. MoonLight Meditation aids me with this goal immensely.
Dec 30, 201806:07
Working with Fight Parts: Living with a Dissociative Identity

Working with Fight Parts: Living with a Dissociative Identity

Healing with structural dissociation requires mindfulness & persistent reframes. When we can extend compassionate curiousity to our parts of consciousness, we extend opportunities for healing. Respect, then acceptance, then love is required to heal with parts. Seeing them from a fresh perspective allows us to transform their pain into strength.
Dec 30, 201804:26
Emotional Magic

Emotional Magic

Emotions play a much more important role in life than we are willing to admit. If the whole planet could step into individual magic & Personal Power, we'd see magical transformation worldwide.
Dec 30, 201803:49
Shadow Walk: Mindfulness Exercise

Shadow Walk: Mindfulness Exercise

Guided Mindfulness Exercise {sorry for the wind in the background! We are still figuring out the quirks of technology to ensure high quality content for you brave beautiful warrior soul friends💕✨} This is a sample of the style of content that is offered through my mental health life coaching program called Healing Journey Homeschool🎊😌💖✨💖✨
Dec 26, 201812:23
Reclaiming Power

Reclaiming Power

Freestyle Poetry, Soulful Connections, Embracing this Lifelong Healing Journey, Exploring Magic, Reclaiming All Personal Power ~ 1:44 PM MidDay Meditation
Dec 21, 201804:23
Move Into Your Magic

Move Into Your Magic

3 AM MoonLight Meditation 12/20/2018. A Kristin Chronicles Creation, by Kristin Windsor.
Dec 21, 201814:08
Poem: & If I Should Love

Poem: & If I Should Love

A poem from high school about falling in love🥰
Dec 21, 201803:18
"How Are You?" Mindfulness Exercise

"How Are You?" Mindfulness Exercise

Mindfully responding to the routine question "How Are You?" Can helps us reclaim our power when we separate our identity & worth from our present pain & circumstances. Responding in authenticity while always adding a piece of light in our reply helps us reclaim our power.
Dec 16, 201808:48
Original Poetry: The Echo of Dripping Thoughts

Original Poetry: The Echo of Dripping Thoughts

Original Poetry: The Echo of Dripping Thoughts, by Kristin Windsor. Written in 2013, the last year of stability before becoming disabled from trauma-related disorders. Poetry has been a respite since the madness of my mind began over a decade ago.
Dec 13, 201802:55
The Power of Speaking with Your Inner Child & the Inner Child of Others

The Power of Speaking with Your Inner Child & the Inner Child of Others

Subconscious Transformation: Speaking with Your Inner Child & the Inner Child of Others
Dec 12, 201807:22
Reprogramming the Mind

Reprogramming the Mind

We can reclaim our personal power by reprogramming our subconscious, positively shifting the conscious experience of this human life.
Dec 08, 201806:54