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Diary of an EXvangelical

Diary of an EXvangelical

By Marie

A podcast by a Catholic who was raised around Evangelicals, spent four years in an Evangelical church, deconstructed and went back to Catholicism.

This is not a slander piece nor do I intend it to be. The viewpoints in this are my own and are protected by free speech laws of the United States of America. Furthermore, I am not a theologian so don't ask me about theology. All facts are easily confirmed by a Google search.
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Christian Nationalism: Why the Midterms really brought it out

Diary of an EXvangelicalNov 16, 2022

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Christian Nationalism: Why the Midterms really brought it out

Christian Nationalism: Why the Midterms really brought it out

This episode not only explains my absence but also why Christian Nationalism is such a big problem. The Midterm elections showed a rise in candidates (mostly Republican) that held onto Christian Nationalism. I explore what is Christian nationalism and the problems it has generated for religion as a whole plus its connection to Evangelical Christianity. 

Nov 16, 202240:07
Special: Evangelical, Politics and Society

Special: Evangelical, Politics and Society

I did not want to do this installment but after the shooting in Udvale, Texas, I had to. I discuss my thoughts on Evangelicals supporting the GOP who are very much against abortion but okay with guns and why I think saying that the US is a Christian nation and politicians like Donald Trump are going to bring God back to the US is BS. 

May 26, 202243:41
Shit Evangelicals Say

Shit Evangelicals Say

This is the podcast where I talk about the things Evangelicals say and why they should STFU already!

May 17, 202223:22
What is An Evangelical

What is An Evangelical

I'm starting Season 3 by defining what is an Evangelical. It may shock you. 

May 09, 202235:29
Season 2 finale: Church Culture Can Look Like...Sin Watching

Season 2 finale: Church Culture Can Look Like...Sin Watching

So what is "Sin Watching?" It's simply a form of mind control. I break down what is sin watching, how it's used, and why the hell people need to calm the hell down about dreamcatchers! 

Mar 21, 202233:58
Season 2, Episode 6: Church Trauma Can Look Like...Service Abuse

Season 2, Episode 6: Church Trauma Can Look Like...Service Abuse

When does working/volunteering for a church lead to toxicity? I break down the ways one can experience service abuse. 

Mar 14, 202232:52
Season 2, episode 5: Church Trauma Can Look Like...Destiny or Bust

Season 2, episode 5: Church Trauma Can Look Like...Destiny or Bust

What is your destiny? I examine when Evangelicals use it to abuse you. 

Mar 07, 202222:20
Lenten Special: Why don't Evangelicals celebrate Ash Wednesday

Lenten Special: Why don't Evangelicals celebrate Ash Wednesday

On this Shrove Tuesday/Fat Tuesday, I will look at what is Lent and Ash Wednesday and why don't Evangelicals celebrate it or celebrate it differently. 

Mar 01, 202231:13
Season 2, episode 4 Church Trauma Can Look Like...Finances

Season 2, episode 4 Church Trauma Can Look Like...Finances

How can you tell if an Evangelical Church is trying to control you and your money? Look no further than this podcast. Thanks to Reimagining Recovery, I have the ways that one can tell if their church is all about the Benjamins. 

Feb 28, 202227:05
Season 2, Episode 3 | Church Trauma Can Look Like...Fear Driven Theology

Season 2, Episode 3 | Church Trauma Can Look Like...Fear Driven Theology

What happens when you take theology and act like it's going to make you go to hell if you're not good enough. In this episode I look at fear driven theology. 

Feb 25, 202252:49
Season 2, episode 2; Church Trauma Can Look Like: Purity Culture

Season 2, episode 2; Church Trauma Can Look Like: Purity Culture

In the 90s, religious groups created a thing called purity culture. This practice still continues today. In this podcast, I examine it, dissect it, and say once and for all where it is wrong. 

Feb 21, 202253:51
Season 2/Episode 1 | Church Trauma Can Look Like: Mental Health Abuse

Season 2/Episode 1 | Church Trauma Can Look Like: Mental Health Abuse

Thanks to Reimagining Recovery & Your Favorite Heretics for this season's theme. Today we examine mental health abuse. 


Starting this Season! Diaries Of An Exvangelical will be on YouTube weekly. 

Jan 24, 202221:17
Season 2 trailer: What Church Trauma Looks Like

Season 2 trailer: What Church Trauma Looks Like

TRAILER! Season two is going to be about spiritual abuse and the Evangelical church. This is inspired by the Portland based Reimagining Recovery and a post they made on Facebook about church trauma.

Jan 21, 202205:14
Season 1, episode 5: Pokémon Go: Fun Game or Portal For Satan?

Season 1, episode 5: Pokémon Go: Fun Game or Portal For Satan?

Season 1 finale! If there's one thing that Evangelicals hate the most, it's Pokemon. In this installment, I not only say that this is a trend with Evangelicals hating something so popular but I also debunk a lot of myths and lies that Evangelicals tell you about Pokemon and finally confirm that once again, Evangelicals have it wrong: Pokemon is just a game!

Dec 29, 202142:33
Christmas Bonus episode: Holiday Pageants: Why Evangelicals Need To Stop Doing Them

Christmas Bonus episode: Holiday Pageants: Why Evangelicals Need To Stop Doing Them

This is my reasons why holiday pageants in Evangelicals churches are something that needs to be done away with. It's mostly because of the "talking down" mentality of them. 

Dec 22, 202122:30
Season 1, Episode 4: Evangelicals & TV: Why Sex And The City is Evil but the Duggars are not

Season 1, Episode 4: Evangelicals & TV: Why Sex And The City is Evil but the Duggars are not

In light of things involving criminal activity and the Duggars, I go on a rant about the Duggars! Why do Evangelicals like these people?!

Dec 22, 202129:48
Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays: Why IDGAF What You Say

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays: Why IDGAF What You Say

A part of the holiday special episodes. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays are used interchangeably and it seems while Catholics don't like it too much, Evangelicals are the ones to freak out the most. This is one Catholic woman who spent four years as an Evangelical who WON'T complain if a sales clerk uses "Happy Holidays" and this is why. 

Dec 20, 202119:09
Evangelicals & TV: Why Sex And The City is Evil but the Duggars are not

Evangelicals & TV: Why Sex And The City is Evil but the Duggars are not

My rant on the Duggars and why I think saying they are wholesome whilst judging Sex and the City is wrong. 

Dec 14, 202129:48
IT'S JUST A CUP: Why I hate the Evangelicals ranting about Starbucks Holiday Cups

IT'S JUST A CUP: Why I hate the Evangelicals ranting about Starbucks Holiday Cups

A HOLIDAY BONUS! It's a rant about the Starbucks coffee cups and why Evangelicals have the complaints wrong. 

Dec 11, 202131:60
Holiday Bonus #1: Evangelicals & Christmas: Why They Think The Grinch is Satan

Holiday Bonus #1: Evangelicals & Christmas: Why They Think The Grinch is Satan

Let me tell you all a story about when I was in an Evangelical church and a woman bitched about Christmas parade floats because she hated the pop culture elements in them. I realized this is a common thing with Evangelicals and here is what I was able to find out on why. 

Nov 27, 202128:22
Season 1, episode 3: The Problem With K-Love, Christian Music, and Worship Teams

Season 1, episode 3: The Problem With K-Love, Christian Music, and Worship Teams

This is where I explain why popular Evangelical forms of worship music and radio are problematic...or at least attempt to. 

Nov 23, 202125:40
Season 1, Episode 2: Evangelicals, Harry Potter, and Twilight (why Robert Pattinson fans are probably heathens)

Season 1, Episode 2: Evangelicals, Harry Potter, and Twilight (why Robert Pattinson fans are probably heathens)

I recorded this one after seeing a thing on Twitter about how this year is the 13th anniversary of the first Twilight film. In this installment, I examine why Evangelicals are not fans of Harry Potter, Twilight, and pretty much secular cinema in general. PS. I actually like Robert Pattinson and my favorite movie he did was The Lighthouse. 


Warning: This may contain shocking material. I do make a refrence to the scene in The Lighthouse everyone remembers involving Robert Pattinson in a toolshed. 

Nov 22, 202129:16
Season 1, Episode 1: God's Not Dead is Evangelical Propaganda

Season 1, Episode 1: God's Not Dead is Evangelical Propaganda

In this installment, I will examine why the God's Not Dead franchise is the Evangelical version of propaganda using the arguments I learned in a theories of persuasion class in college and comparisons to WWII propaganda films.

Disclaimer: Will include some profanity. You have been warned.

Another disclaimer: I am not a theologian nor a religious expert. All viewpoints are my own opinion and have supported fact. If you are offended, I apologize, however, keep in mind, I do not intend to slander and my views are protected by the First Amendment of the United States Constitution. 

All love/hate mail can be sent to EXvangelicalDiaries@outlook.com

Nov 16, 202139:44
Diary Of An ExVangelical: My Story

Diary Of An ExVangelical: My Story

This is a story of a Catholic girl who spent four years as an Evangelical only to leave and go back to Catholicism. In this first episode, I tell how this happened and the problems I faced. It will also serve as a trailer of sorts for what is to come of this podcast. 


Warning: This contains some profanity. There is nothing pornographic but it does contain profanity. 


Disclaimer: I do not intend to slander. All names have been changed for this reason alone. I apologize if I offend, however, I tried to write this in a way that was rational, intellectual, and protected by the First Amendment of the United States Constitution Bill of Rights. 

Nov 09, 202118:40