Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

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Katie Brown grew up very poor as a share cropper's daughter. Her father was a mean alcoholic and her mother left when she was 3, leaving a terrified and defenseless Katie. She was taken into the foster care system when she was 8 where she wasn't safe until she was put into a home for girls in her late teens where ironically she was told she would be unsafe. Flashbacks began when she was 34 and turned into abductions by aliens in UFO's. Could this be true? What did it mean? Follow Katie's fascinating journey as she untangles her story to find truth. Katie is tenacious in her quest for truth and her foundational belief in the goodness of God and her trust in Him in her process of healing. She is inspiring and a joy to to witness her journey.

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Rebecca Davis joins us today for a wonderful conversation on how to become a helper. There are so many caring listeners who have asked how to step in to the lives of survivors to make a difference. Rebecca brings practical advice to make the steps understandable and doable for anybody who is willing to increase their capacity and listen to the pull on their heart. The interesting idea is that this will not only help with sra survivors, but this increases our compassion for the hurting people who are around us every day. The steps Rebecca lays out gives us the ability to begin to reach out where before we may have been stuck in the headspace of wanting to help but just not knowing what to do. Rebecca's Website is referenced below and is totally worth going there as she has blogs that are as encouraging and full of information as this interview is. She also has her Untwisting Scriptures book series, link below, that is also well worth the investment as she is bringing truth in mind blowing ways to places where the Word of God has been misapplied and misunderstood. I cannot more highly recommend her website and books. Thank you, Rebecca, for all you do.

Rebecca's Website:

https://heresthejoy.com

Untwisting Scirptures Books on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08WF13X3F?binding=paperback&ref=dbs_m_mng_rwt_sft_tpbk_tkin&qid=1709730042&sr=8-1

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Lisa gives the Biblical background of SRA, her own testimony, and why Jesus is enough for healing. Thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting.

This is part 3 of the 3 part series of Satanic Ritual Abuse Seminar. I would like to give a big thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting. This session includes:

Recognizing SRA signs in children for:

Counselors First Responders

Teachers

Churches

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If you missed Part one of the Seminar, you can catch up here: https://youtu.be/-jdmXD--4KU Part 2 covers: How SRA stays hidden Ritual Dates Dissociation/DID Thank you for Jordan Rivers Church for this amazing seminar. If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Only God Rescued Me presents our first SRA seminar. In Part 1 Lisa presents her story, organized abuse and definitions, why sra exists, and levels of the occultic on earth. Thank you to Jordan Rivers for facilitating this seminar.

Having a parent die is never easy. Having an occultic parent die is an entirely different ballgame. A survivor is not prepared and the occultic family has a playbook. The survivor has been programmed for that day and is unaware of what will happen. The family is ready with code words to get the survivor to come back to the family, back to the cult, or to commit suicide. If there is any communication with any member of the family, those words will be passed, and they will be innocuous. Kate was not prepared. Hear her story and how she made it through. She shares it in hopes that other survivors will be ready when they face what she did. You can follow Kate's amazing blog on Substack: https://katefishing.substack.com/ If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Sharon didn't know she was a survivor until she was in her 40's and didn't heal until she was 67. She had a bunch of dissociative parts waiting to communicate with her and no one that understood that. She began looking at drawings that had made no sense before until suddenly they did. How did her 33rd degree m@sonic grandfather fit into her story? How did her parts finally communicate with her? Sharon is eloquent in presenting her story.

Sharon's book is called: "Deliverance to Destiny: The Split Child Out of Darkness Into Light" is available at Walmart online.

You can contact Sharon at: sharonganz7@gmail.com

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Adrian felt called to visit Jerusalem. He couldn't visit many places while there, but was looking at a valley when a stranger walked up to him to tell him it was the Valley of Hinnom where they sacrificed children. Where did this man come from? Why did he tell him that? Follow Adrian's journey as we hear of God's love for us as the Valley of Hinnom connects to Jesus' walk to Golgotha. Jesus definitely had sra on His mind and the cross had everything to do with it. This interview shows of God's great love for survivors and is a must hear. Thank you, Adrian Geist, for sharing this with us! The valley in the Bible: 2 Kings 23:10 2 Chronicles 33:6; 28: 2,3 Joshua 7:31,32; 15:8; 18:16; 19:2,6; 32:35 Nehemiah 11:30 Mark 9:43 Links mentioned by Adrian: https://youtu.be/R5ICZ1BdVl4?si=9NvIt2B_gqLpJX6d https://youtu.be/hNpdU9S3Y3A?si=ZQHCMEQP56c8Be64 https://youtu.be/nKJ6GPvNUgc?si=KR0E2xasUlCfw0WI Criteria for sectarian drift (cults): -mental destabilization -exorbitant nature of the financial requirements -the break with the original environment -the existence of attacks on physical integrity -the recruitment o children, antisocial speech, disturbances of public order -the importance of legal disputes -the possible diversion of traditional economic circuits -attempts to infiltrate public authorities If you would like to donate to this podcast: Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page. Paypal: @lisa453

SRA is talked about in the book of Revelation. Serafina Truth shares with us today the Whore of Babylon and the ancient practice of SRA taken all the way through civilization to the end of times. The Throne of Satan also comes in Revelation 2:13 and has been taken to Germany, which Serafina explains how it was taken there from Pergamum and what it has to do with the end times. Serafina was also educated in a private school that taught Egyptian Dance Rituals in "gym." She later saw this exact dance executed when mummies were moved from a pyramid in Egypt. Why was this done and what is going on? This is a fascinating interview that shows the end times movement of SRA and how the age old spiritual battle is being waged. Throne of Satan Links: Revelation 2:13https://www.rbb24.de/kultur/beitrag/2023/03/pergamon-museum-berlin-sanierung-oktober-wiedereroeffnung-2037.html

https://www.publico.es/culturas/museo-pergamo-cierra-puertas-otono-obras-remodelacion-duraran-14-anos.html

https://www.clgonline.org/sermonblog/2021/9/26/pergamum-where-satan-has-his-throne-revelation-212-17

Whore of Babylon:

Revelation 17-18

Especially 17:5, Mystery written on her forehead

Egyptian Dance Rituals:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mz-YQ-5w8_I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upT5it63f-I&t=29s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewcdorszuFQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLbnpbfBmGQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyOx0ojm2U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6xK3jDkM50

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anrY_1R0u24

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9omDvfdjCcM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r83ZRissyw&t=143s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6I1b5MZdWbM

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What is the Biblical background for SRA? Today we run that down. Deuteronomy 12:29-31 Joshua 10 2 Chronicles 33:6 2 Kings 21:9,11-12 Jeremiah 19:3-6 Ecclesiastes 1:9 Ezekiel 8:6-12 Ezekiel 9:4 Jeremiah 8:19-22 Ephesians 5:12-13To help support this podcast, please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Amy Nordhues grew up a survivor of sexual abuse. When she got saved, she went to the church for counseling. The very kind minister/counselor became a father figure, telling her she was the "daughter he never had," words he knew she was aching to hear. He invaded her personal space because he knew she was never allowed to have boundaries. What ensued was a horrific story of abuse by a therapist that was supposed to minster the healing power of Jesus. While this is a highly triggering podcast, it is one that needs to be heard. As survivors, we need to know what the warning signs are for unsafe therapists. Amy helps us to know what good therapists are and how to trust them. While Amy is not an sra survivor, this therapist tried to convince her that she was DID, adding to her confusion. We have to be wise even in therapy and Amy walks us through this delicate are. You can find a link to Amy's book "Prayed Upon: Breaking Free From Therapist Abuse" on the community page at www.onlygodrescuedme.com or https://a.co/d/gy0R69T. You can connect with Amy at www.amynordhues.com.

Fall comes every year with survivors once again having to face the Halloween decorations laced with the macabre reminders of their abuse. It is triggering and having a complex PTSD meltdown in the store is not something a survivor wants to face. So how does one un-trigger Halloween decorations? It can be done because God can help us to do all things. Today we talk about practical tips on un-triggering Halloween.

Sharon's husband opened doors in the demonic realm that she was not aware of until demons started attacking her at night. She ended up divorced, but the demons stayed behind. What ensued was a boot camp of spiritual warfare. A relationship with God became a treasure from those years as well as a wealth of wisdom of fighting in the spiritual realm. Join Sharon as she shares her journey and wisdom with us today.

"Everyone does warfare...it's about relationship with you and God. God will give you a Scripture and that's your battle cry." Sharon Rapp

Books Sharon recommends:

Casualties of War by John Paul Jackson

He Came to Set the Captives Free by Rebecca Brown

Unbroken Curses: Hidden Sources of Trouble in the Christians's Life by Rebecca Brown

Prepare for War by Rebecca Brown

The Beautiful Side of Evil by Joanna Michaelsen

SRA Victor Andi Bond joins us today to introduce her project: The Spiritual Warrior Song. She has created a song that is being written and sung by survivors and whistle blowers that will powerfully show that we exist. The purpose of this project is to bring healing to survivors through music and to bring a spak of hope into the darkness. If you feel called to donate to this endeavor:

Givesendgo:

https://givesendgo.com/spiritualwarriorsong?utm_source=sharelink&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_campaign=spiritualwarriorsong

Or find Andi Bond on link tree:

https://linktr.ee/andibond108?utm_source=linktree_profile_share

Paul has been married to an SRA survivor for 26 years. Neither of them knew it at the time, yet Paul handled it with God's help. He gained incredible perspective as he sat in with his wife through counseling sessions and realized there was no way the memories or reactions could be made up. Paul has well thought out answers to deep questions in this interview and it's fascinating to hear how he sees his wife on her courageous healing journey. What is amazing is to see how the journey is his as well. This is the story of a couple who have been through the aftermath of SRA together and Paul's insightful observations and understanding will help all of us.

Where has Only God Rescued Me been and what's been going on? Join me as I explain and give the vision for moving forward. You can visit the new website at www.onlygodrescuedme.com. Thank you for your patience through this transition.

Kardia Joi joins us today to discuss her song "Child of My Dreams" that she shared with us for the Baby Memorial back in January. As a survivor or SRA herself, the loss of her baby was horrific and the healing power of Jesus coming in was a healing balm of Gilead. Join Kardia as she takes us along with her on her journey of healing with her song. It is always an honor to have Kardia with us. You can buy her song on all platforms under the title and under her name. Here is the link for spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dkrPEPRRMLqIVJHIaDr2F?si=dc1dd2e13a9c4f2c

A healing barrier is placed on victims of sra on their birthdays during rituals. This barrier makes healing very difficult for survivors. God has symbolically removed this barrier for all survivors. He is making the path to healing open to us all. The Scriptures for today are Jeremiah 8:19-22, Ezekiel 36:25, Isaiah 59:19; Revelation 22:1-3. A big thank you to Life of Love Ministry Center.

Faye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's journey takes her from a false Jesus who sexually abused her to the real Lord Jesus who set her free and enables her to give her testimony with joy and confidence. Thank you for joining us today for Faye's journey.

Avi met Jesus as a teenager when He "grabbed her heart," although she was convinced he was always mad at her. Her life didn't make sense until she started listening to her body. "Your symptoms tell your story," she wisely says. She listened and her body had a lot to say. Becoming a bride of satan in a ritual at age 8 and dealing with a false Jesus was confusing, leading her to the conclusion that God was mad at her. Finally, the dissociation faded and the memories came out, giving her the pieces of her life that finally made sense. Join Avi as she shares her life journey from ritual abuse into freedom with with true Lord Jesus who saved her and continues to set her free.

This message was given at Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan on February 19, 2023. You can find the entire service at https://www.youtube.com/live/o8qXZbtUOqI?feature=share.

This episode is dedicated to Pat. She asked for Bible stories to read to dissociated parts who never had a loving parent read nightly bedtime stories. Tonight's Bible stories include Noah, Ruth and Daniel. I am reading from the New American Standard Translation. Sleep blessed! 

Andrea and her daughters did everything right in disclosing the abuse from her husband and their dad in court. Unfortunately, in California, they hit the statistic that 85% of the cases where custody is revoked when abuse is brought up in custody disputes. Her daughter's documented history of abuse and trauma meant nothing to the courts, nor was it even looked at. Trumped up charges against Andrea "coaching" and "indoctrinating" her daughters to believe that they were abused were the arguments that caused her to lose not just custody, but even visitation. She hasn't seen them in 2 years and  7 months. A couple months ago Andrea happened upon the "Only God Rescued Me" podcast and realized that what her daughters had described to her contained elements of satanic ritual abuse. Suddenly what happened in court made much more sense. Andrea now uses her pain to advocate for families in the family court system. She is also working on a case against family court for families who have suffered like she has in Contra Costa and Alameda counties in California.  

You can email Andrea at: ChangeFamCourt@gmail.com.  

You will also want to follow Andrea to see all the educating content she puts out on TikTok, Twitter, and Instagram @ChangeFamCourt.  

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We are honored to have Angie Power Disney back to continue her story. Today she shares the murder of her sister Fiona by poisoning while living with her father. Interestingly, her mother had high levels of those same poisons in her system when Angie was able to get her away from her husband earlier. She never could get charges brought against her father. Angie shows her MK Ultra language programming of knowing multiple languages, today showing English, Spanish, German, and Arabic so that she could be a better asset to blend in with spying. Her story continues to be riveting.   

Angie asks for a missionary to be willing to come alongside her for a year to go through all of her documents and information and help her to catalogue all of her evidence. If you feel so called, please contact Angie.  

Angie's contact info: 

https://gofund.me/7b64859a  

Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q

Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... 

Blog: https://angelascaches.org/​

Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... 

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney​

Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney

email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com  

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Today's guest grew up in a Seventh Day Adventist family. Her upbringing seemed idyllic until her body shut down at the age of 15, leaving her bedridden for six long years. Finally, four years ago the flashbacks started and pieces of the puzzle gave her a picture that made sense. Trafficked to the elite, she was actually killed at the age of two. Jesus came and healed her, making the elite think that she was gifted, leading to even more trafficking. Her story is fascinating and Jesus' resurrection power coming in is just beautiful. Another victor in Jesus' army.   

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Carolyn Charismata Weaver joins us today to discuss her new book, "The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey." This is an incredible vision given to her about healing from life and trauma with Jesus as the bridegroom. The grime of the horror and shame of abuse and sin is gently washed away and replaced with purity, lovingly redressed in a white dress, bedecked in jewels and crown, wed to our Savior, and then prepared for battle. Carolyn speaks knowledgeably of trust in a faithful God and how our identity becomes that of who God made us to be in the first place. Stepping into the life we were made to have all along is the goal and certainly a relief for us.   Carolyn References Song of Songs 2: 10-11 TPT "The one I love calls to me: Areise, my dearest. Hurry, my darling. Come away with me! I have come as you have asked to draw you to my heart and lead you out. For ow is the time, my beautiful one. The season has changed, the bondage of your barren winter has ended, and the season of hiding is over and gone."   Also important is Song of Songs 3: 7-10 TPT "Look! It is the king's marriage carriage- the love seat surrounded by sixty champions. They stand ready with swords to defend the king and his fiancée from every terror of the night. The king made this mercy seat for himself out of the finest wood that will not decay. Pillars of smoke, like silver mist- a canopy of golden glory dwells above it. The place where they sit together is sprinkled with crimson. Love and mercy cover this carriage, blanketing this tabernacle throne. The king himself has made i for those who will become his bride."   You can find Carolyn at www.blossomingheartsstudio.com You can find her book at: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1734929731?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_R6A0X1CBAV32TBAGBA9F  To support this podcast, please go to www.buymeacoffee.com/onlygod. Thank you for your ongoing support.

Claire was in her second year of university when she went into counseling to deal with abuse from growing up. The counseling didn't seem to get to the root issues and her superpower of compartmentalizing broke down, leaving her with a re-occurring nightmare she couldn't shake. Diving into the nightmare led her into unlocking a past of SRA. Her past is still pretty fractured and not chronological yet, but Jesus has come in and she shares His redemption in the midst of her pain. Follow Claire on her journey.   

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The John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me will be hosting a live Baby Memorial on Saturday, January 28 at 6pm EST on YouTube at Only God Rescued Me. Hope to see you there! 

It's always an honor to have back with us musician and composer Kardia Joi. Today's healing journey is encompassed in the song, "Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind." It starts with the journey of her past coming back to her and being told that someone didn't believe her. The pain and gaslighting that comes with that moment resonates with all of us trauma survivors as we are attacked by perpetrators and well-meaning yet deceived others over and over again in the Christian community. She was sent to an unknown perpetrator to tell what she knew, adding to the distress of all that was coming against her. In the midst, God was moving in revealing truth in the midst of her confusion. She didn't know who to trust, didn't know who to go to, didn't know where God was in it all and how trustworthy He was or wasn't in that whole process. Kardia opens her story to us with great vulnerability and hope. Hear how God ministers and answers her questions. God did not leave her blind.   You can support Kardia by buying this song or her whole album on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/26nfYblvXy3ruxooCv3j8K?si=xrBvfnfzSvqQvZhQKpJBxQ  Follow her on youtube at: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZAx-bm74oNQYdtXA8GUzQA To support this podcast, please go to buymeacoffee.com/onlygod.   Thank you for your faithful support!