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Lori Jean Finnila

Lori Jean Finnila

By Lori Jean Finnila
Lori Jean Finnila's alternative lifestyle and health as she heals as a singer and songwriter.

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Come Write a Song With Me
Live your dreams. I find when I write I get lost in my gifts - the most spiritual place to be. Song title: Composition Verse #1 We're in a sitting position. Strong, proud, mighty. We're respected, looked up to. Chorus: We're mighty, we're proud. We sit up a 'loud. Our bodies. Verse #2 Our body, your proud body. Sitting upright. The position you're sitting in. Verse #3 My balance is my beauty. I'm here to make change. Standing up is my duty. Bridge: My formation is my contribution. Sitting in the woods, being good, saying no. Change to the future.
24:40
August 11, 2022
Professionally Recorded "Dancing In the Clouds"
I finally finished professionally recording "Dancing In the Clouds," a song I wrote for my son. Free song "Dancing In the Clouds" at Google Drive as well as the rest of my radio friendly tracks there. I also have a link to this on my website in the side bar under the web version at lorijeanfinnila.com. Full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
26:59
August 04, 2022
Glasses Coated With Gold
This song is inspired by my dad who gave me so much room. Free song Glasses Coated With Gold at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com and at Google Drive.   Press Hurt So Bad Outside also at lorijeanfinnila.com under press. I turned around and you knocked me out. Thought 911 was the worst for me to worry about.” (I worked at the World Trade Center before I was brain damaged to possible potential human trafficking I'm learning now.) — Lori Jean Finnila
26:13
July 28, 2022
In Your Insides
Reaching out telling you not to give up. It's all in your insides. Free song In Your Insides at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
27:02
July 21, 2022
Replay: My steamy song of an older woman falling in love with a younger man and one step away from pain.
My steamy song of an older woman falling in love with a younger man.  My Man video produced by me. Thanks again to multiplatinum composer Martin Minor and all the radio stations that play me.  Song also at my full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com. Also at my Google Drive with all my Radio Friendly tracks for free.
15:09
July 15, 2022
Unknown, Insecure, Unsure
I think after this past week of a high moment I found a song where you can feel your strongest. Free song "Unknown, Insecure, Unsure" at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
19:20
July 07, 2022
I'm a Little Girl
I'm been reverted to a little girl by men that I've been being courted by.  Free "I'm a Little Girl" song at Google Drive and at my full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
28:27
June 30, 2022
Replay: Songs to Have Sex To
This week will be a replay. Next week I will give you the new song I wrote!!! Bless you and take care.  Lori Jean Finnila This podcast is inspired by the 1975 remake of the song "Inside Your Mind" by The Struts. What captured me was the depth in beauty to a man so interested in what's in my mind.  "The Best Place" written and sung by Lori Jean Finnila and composed by Sujavi Music  "Begging For Your Mind" lyrics written by Lori Jean Finnila  "I Need You" by Lori Jean Finnila  "Inside Your Mind" by The Struts
12:19
June 23, 2022
Sleepy Angel Inspire
This is for a little girl who may be trying to get away from human trafficking. Free song "Sleepy Angel Inspire" at Google Drive and at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
21:17
June 16, 2022
One of My Favorite Songs
I never tried so hard to write a song.
13:05
June 09, 2022
Bit of Happiness
It's fun to rummage around and find old songs you started out with . This one means a lot to me. Free "Bit of Happiness" at Google Drive and https://lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com. Lori's food blog. https://lorijeanfinnilainthekitchen.blogspot.com. Image by Susan Cipriano from Pixabay
31:03
June 02, 2022
Used My Son's Photo to Write This Song
A new song!!! Yeah! Free top chart song "Lost In a Sea of Darkness" at Google Drive and at full album at https://lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com. Photo by Jesse Finnila.
21:35
May 26, 2022
Half Covered
New song from me expressing my fear of sexual assaulters. Song "Half Covered" at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
19:35
May 19, 2022
Love the Right Way
I've been recording from my personal side of men. Free song "Love the Right Way" at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com and Lori Jean Finnila Soundcloud.
23:27
May 12, 2022
Recording With a New Interface
I redid "He is Not That Man" with a new interface. I think it sounds better. Still lots to learn. Free "He is Not That Man" song at Google Drive. Full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
19:05
April 28, 2022
Getting Hotter
I'm getting hotter and hotter with "I'm In Heat" again. I've been leaving out seed oil which helps fight the inflammatory fiery feeling in my body from my autoimmune disease from abuse. Free at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com
24:31
April 21, 2022
Hydroponic Vegetation and Homemade Yogurt Notes
I swear hydroponic vegetation and homemade yogurt is what's bringing me to the notes I'm reaching. Free song "Dancin In the Clouds" at Google Drive and full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
17:25
April 14, 2022
Follow My Recording Issues
Can't sound like you're around a campfire in a professional world. Full album at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com Free song "So Damned Forever."
11:57
April 08, 2022
We Feel the Pain Too
As women we feel the pain of war, murder, outbreak, and pandemics. Free song "Rich in War" at Google Drive.
10:25
April 01, 2022
"Ashes On My Cup"
This is a song I did in college after I sent my son off as well. I've grown so much since then and you can hear it in my voice in this new recording of it. Free "Ashes On My Cup" at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
17:06
March 25, 2022
"I'm In Heat"
This song came to me so naturally and subconsciously-ewe, dangerous.... Free song "I'm In Heat" at Google Drive and at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
26:49
March 18, 2022
Right Before My Eyes
Written for all the children who watch their moms suffer. Free song "Right Before My Eyes" at Google Drive and at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
13:47
March 11, 2022
Brain Fog and A Surprise Song
I'm actually having brain fog and it appears other composers are too.  Free surprise song "Dancing In the Clouds" at SoundCloud written for her son. "Dancing In the Clouds" at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
13:49
March 04, 2022
The Wrong Place
After watching Sophie B. Hawkins sing "Damn Wish I Was Your Lover" I redid this song which was called "No, No, No" back to its original sensual state and added to it and called it "The Wrong Place." Free song "The Wrong Place" at Google Drive, also at SoundCloud under lori-jean-finnila and at Bandcamp under lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
13:08
February 25, 2022
At Home Hiding From Covid
Well I've finally been told I'll die from Covid if I get it.  "A Dream" written for my son whom is my dream. "A Dream" at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
27:28
February 18, 2022
Singing You Lulluabies
This song is me singing to my child that was taken involuntarily from my body at my second term of pregnancy at 17. My daughter who was killed inside my stomach, lined up with other little girls I believe that were human trafficking victims because it was convenient for the boy who got me pregnant being physically forced to this has this song from me. Free Song "Singing You Lullabies" at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com and at Soundcloud.
23:08
February 07, 2022
Forbidden Love
This song is inspired by the movie "The Princess and The Marine." I rewrote it after seeing the movie when I heard the actress's line 'I was born in the wrong place.' We know when love is meant to be.  Free song "No, No, No" at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
17:02
February 04, 2022
Broken Horse
The broken spirit got my mom, somehow I survived and got away from it. Having the talent to be able to communicate I thought to write about it. Free song "Broken Horse" at Google Drive and lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com. Free "My Sister" at Soundcloud and Bandcamp.
16:45
January 28, 2022
Ride Till It Hurts
I decided to take responsibility for pushing myself till I fall over the edge to get better. Free copy of "Ride Till It Hurts" at Google Drive and at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.
17:49
January 21, 2022
On a High Wire
I had an unfavorable day, conflicting, and I chose to turn it into something positive. And I will continue with this song to do this, where this is where it came from. Free at google drive "On a High Wire" and at lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com.  More music and news at lorijeanfinnila.com.
09:22
January 14, 2022
Tears Falling
I don't know how I got up on MTV Italy's website with my music, but I'm so grateful. When I felt the most alone, the children living in the woods inspired me. This is how this started. Free draft of redone "Till Then" Verse I freeze now though I’ve never moved I wish I knew then what I know now how well planned possibly sometimes just to hurt what they didn’t realize is that they broke me (Was interrupted while recording and couldn't do it over, sorry. Will try again at another time.) http://testicanzoni.mtv.it/testi-Lori-Jean-Finnila_27114564 So Groovy video at Youtube under Lori Finnila
19:30
January 07, 2022
He Makes Me Happy
Just because you may not be abused in your next relationship, you will always feel pain because someone can't always do what you want, which causes disappointment which is what I have been afraid of. And then there's what everyone else thinks... Free draft of song "He Makes Me Happy" lorijeanfinnila.com
11:27
December 31, 2021
Finished Full Two Albums
Link to albums lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com and at lorijeanfinnila.com.
11:13
December 25, 2021
Updated "Tears Turn"
A song written for my son, Jesse. At lorijeanfinnila.bandcamp.com and for free at my google account.
09:36
December 17, 2021
Homebound
I'm getting a little nervous the places I'm going to get my best work. Draft of song "What's Happening To Me"
14:33
December 11, 2021
Petrified of Men in My Era
I was chanting to myself on the toilet this morning 'You Are Worth It.' Free draft of song "Slow Down."
21:06
November 29, 2021
Women On the Streets
How close I came.   "The Meaning of Occupy" with song "So Cold Outside." https://youtu.be/sT6l0MuQPdk
18:22
November 23, 2021
Holding On
I'm holding on this week after my Covid Booster and remembering wonderful times with Factory Fast Records.
24:14
November 18, 2021
Insight
My insight saved me. Free "Dying Burning Body" song.  All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com under 'radio friendly tracks' in the sidebar.
15:18
November 11, 2021
Rice
Rice and rice cookers.
11:29
November 04, 2021
My Portuguese Grandmother
Today I'm reflecting on my Portuguese grandmother and the strength she gave me, feeling loved. I'm having more confidence to do my music and ones that bring me alive. Master Copy of song "Grandma Farinha" All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com.
16:12
October 29, 2021
Power of Words
If we have nothing in life, we have pen and paper. Free draft of song "Where's My Waltz?" Though I have passion, I still crave romance. All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com in web version.
29:40
October 23, 2021
Homelessness and God
I found "God Has All the Power" matches up well with "He Walks Among Us." Free drafts of songs "God Has All the Power" and "He Walks Among Us." All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com under web version.
20:12
October 16, 2021
Updated "Safer Than"
This is an update of the song "Safer Than" as I get closer to the finished EP. Free song Updated "Safer Than" All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com in web version.
21:32
October 09, 2021
She's Evil
This week is a cute song that I think you'll appreciate. Free draft of song "She's Evil" All free music at lorijeanfinnila.com. Wet Leg
17:05
October 02, 2021
Where Did Cinderella Go?
I changed the song "Cinderella" to theme with the romancing to grooming into human trafficking to help young girls who could be prey to it. Free draft of song "Where Did Cinderella Go?" All free music including drafts of songs from podcast at lorijeanfinnila.com.
20:40
September 25, 2021
So Simple
I really found myself caught up in human trafficking this week. Let's hope we can simply reach out, take someone's hand, and make them feel better. Free draft of song "So Simple" Luke Hemmings Tedder's Interview with Human Trafficking Victim (Tedder, he's such a teddy bear) Lori Jean Finnila in the Kitchen
21:51
September 17, 2021
No, No, No
I do a cute rendition of a woman trying to fight having sex and remember the sways I learned at the Portuguese Holy Ghost Grounds in Lowell, MA as a little girl. Free draft of song "No, No, No." Verse My mind keeps coming Back to you Your words, your breath The way I watch you move Picturing you inside me All free music mastered and registered with BMI at lorijeanfinnila.com.
13:17
September 11, 2021
Safer Than
I hope that I can bring positivity to sexual and physical abuse while this pandemic is going on. This song is from some of my personal experiences as well as others. Free draft of song "Safer Than" More free music registered with BMI here. lorijeanfinnila.com
28:30
September 04, 2021
Never Expected
I bet those that hurt me never expected to see me so high. Free draft of song "Never Expected" Master Copy of "A Dream" coming out September 14, 2021 at Pandora, iHeartRadio, Tidal, Deezer, Apple, Spotify, and more. Free radio friendly tracks registered with BMI at lorijeanfinnila.com.
28:02
August 28, 2021
I'm Mad
This is a song about feeling insane to everything going on around you. Free draft of song "I'm Mad" August draft "A Dream" More free songs registered with BMI under radio friendly links here. beverley.f.searle@gmail.com "My Envisioned Mind"
17:43
August 21, 2021
Silhouette of My Angel
I found strength in the silhouette of my angel when fighting to stay alive being beaten, poisoned, and drugged from abuse. Free draft of song "Silhouette of My Angel" More free songs and a food blog where I learn to cook to heal here: Lori Jean Finnila.
18:41
August 14, 2021
Thinking Again
This song is how twisted we get being in love. Gangland Undercover Lori Jean Finnila Free Draft of Song "Thinking Again"
19:52
August 03, 2021
For You To Blossom
This is for all the kids waiting for me along my journey to help them. Free Draft of song "For You To Blossom" by Lori Jean Finnila All free music registered with BMI here.
19:10
July 31, 2021
Paralyzed By This
This new song is about our first new feelings after intimacy. Free New Draft of song "A Dream" and "Paralyzed By This" More free music under 'radio friendly tracks' at lorijeanfinnila.com.
18:60
July 22, 2021
Music I Should Do Rather Than What I Want To Do
I think of where my heart is with music and get tangled up all the time. Free song "I Need You" by Lori Jean Finnila. "I Need You" streaming on the web.
13:58
July 16, 2021
Worried
I'm reflecting on my potential human trafficking victim experience. I worry about what I'm doing to contribute to help the world from this. Free song "Worried" by Lori Jean Finnila Sweet Sunday Sounds Valley 89.5 FM Australia EPK
20:05
July 10, 2021
Changes In Meanings To Songs
I found that the meaning to "Flying All Alone" means something very different to me today. Free "Flying All Alone" "Flying All Alone" streaming on the web. Banks Radio Australia Sweet Sunday Sounds 89.5 FM Australia All my Radio Friendly Tracks registered with BMI. Lori Jean Finnila Artist Radio at iHeartRadio Lori Jean Finnila Artist Radio at Pandora Radio
11:58
July 03, 2021
The Days of Just a Good Old Song Are Gone
Today people expect serious compositions and lyrical content. I'm proud of the content in "My Man" and I think I have a hot kick of rock n' roll in it. These lyrics are strongest of some pieces I've written. I've had a lot of training and watch a lot of movies and content on television growing up that has contributed to my writing and compositions. The 100 on Netflix Lori Jean in the Kitchen on Facebook Song "My Man" by Lori Jean Finnila streaming. Lori Jean Finnila Pandora Radio Station More free songs here: Radio Friendly Links Registered with BMI
23:50
June 26, 2021
Reflecting on Childhood Pain As An Adult
Following along in everyone else's path can be due to fright, pain, and confusion. Doing what's good for you is best. I know I had a hard time doing this for a long time.  Free song "So Damned" Song "Am I Awake" streaming Martin Minor music loops lorijeanfinnila.com
24:22
June 18, 2021
I'll Stand Strong
I'm standing strong behind my role in this life and in this world. Song "I'll Stand Strong" at link below under 'radio friendly tracks. lorijeanfinnila.com
19:53
June 12, 2021
My Sister
I express my compassion for another woman's pain in this new song "My Sister," relating my pain to hers. I think we're all sisters. Free draft of "My Sister" Verse Are you here my sister I don't know why But I'm feeling close to you I hope that's alright Chorus I heard the story today You may be hurting It hit me hard Though I don't even really know you lorijeanfinnila.com
29:33
June 05, 2021
They Lose Their Bodies
I was at a place this week that I could surrender to my life's loss and feel justified, yet when I started comfortably setting into it, it didn't feel right. Not only did I not want to be in that place, but I couldn't stop thinking about the ones still out there in the cold suffering physically.  Draft of "They Lose Their Bodies" More Music, plays, and cooking with Lori here: Lori Jean Finnila.
13:47
May 29, 2021
Falling Too Soon After Making Love....Yikes?!
We open and give all and are so sure they are falling the same way too, or are they???? :((( Here I am at my best rocking n rolling again. 'Lori Jean' Finnila.' Draft of song "Falling Into You"  All draft song permissions have been updated, sorry.
20:54
May 22, 2021
A Dream
Sometimes dreams can be distracting as a coping mechanism. Let's physically take one step at a time to make them come true. Draft of song "A Dream" Bits of Lori's Screenplay "In The Wilderness On The Run" Image by Lars_Nissen from Pixabay
35:44
May 14, 2021
Love That Feels Like Death
The worst thing, place of loneliness at that time: feeling you can't communicate, you want the pain to go away. Falling in love sometimes brings a dark hole. The once happiness you had is gone. You can't reach back to that point. Draft of song "Feels Like Death" More at Lori Jean Finnila.
14:54
May 08, 2021
Homeless Song
I wrote "He Walks Among Us" while homeless myself. While not on the street, I could still see the importance of each step and movement the man in this song made. Find Lori's Music, Plays, Books, and more: Lori Jean Finnila. Song "He Walks Among Us"
20:17
May 01, 2021
Importance of Nourishment: Before, During, and After Abuse
Where one out of three women are abused in their life, of those reported, there's a good chance we might have that happen in our life. Let's be prepared and have that sheet of armor around us. We can walk through with less long term injuries. Lori Jean Finnila "Am I Awake" song by Lori Jean Finnila with music loops by Martin Minor.  All free published music here. Image by jiao tang from Pixabay.
23:30
April 24, 2021
Dreams in a House: The Women in My Life
This podcast is about all the women who came into my childhood house and made me happy. This is what gave me the confidence to be who I am today. Lori Jean Finnila Stream all her music published at Pandora, Spotify, and iHeartRadio for free. Draft of song Dreams in a House Image by Comfreak from Pixabay
12:06
April 16, 2021
How Far Would You Go?
How far would you go to thrive in life? Lori Jean Finnila Stream her music free at: Spotify, Pandora, and iHeartRadio with the latest release, "My Man," a song about an older woman with a younger man. Draft of song "This Time" by Lori Jean Finnila
22:03
April 09, 2021
Living In a Pretend World
I hope you're not living in a pretend world out of fear. Turning the fear around can help.    Draft of song "Your World"  Lori Jean Finnila Spotify Pandora iHeartRadio Photo Courtesy Bing Vector Images.
22:08
April 02, 2021
You're Worth It
On Women's History Month I want you to know 'You're Worth It!" Also, feeling desperate for purpose is perfectly normal, within me anyway. I feel I do it subconsciously still at least a few times a day, still.... even with all the tools I've learned. Awww.... how does this happen?????!!! Lori Jean Finnila Spotify Pandora iHeartRadio
24:23
March 25, 2021
Being Fulfilled
It's okay to take intervals in your life no matter what age or time, time allowing. The simplest things in life bring happiness.  Carrie Green: She Means Business YouTube Channel Lori Jean Finnila  Spotify Pandora iHeartRadio
28:32
March 19, 2021
Personal Differences to Neurological Disorders
Please treat each person as an individual when it comes to their needs and not in the stereotypical manner. Please find these links to Carolyn Betts and Cathy Clark: carolynbetts.com and cathyclarkforstaterep.com. Also find Carolyn's book "A Special Kind of Normal" at Amazon. Lori Jean Finnila
16:00
March 13, 2021
Can't Use My Throat
Today I'm sharing an old recipe that I had recorded a while back because I can't use my throat right now. I also added my new release "My Odyssey" that just came out at the end.
12:17
March 06, 2021
Nutritional Seeds Keep Me Going with My Music
I know it sounds flaky, but seeds really do help give me clarity and energy this week. Nutrition is like a pill to me when I used to sit and cry with head pain from my injuries. A lot of new stuff coming out.  Lori Jean Finnila Lori Jean Finnila Facebook Page
16:29
February 28, 2021
Movement to Music: Trying to Heal
Celebration of healing as a woman. Practice of "Surviving Angel" by Lori Jean Finnila.
16:45
February 14, 2021
Creating Success in An Abusive Environment
I started out wanting to do a podcast on artist's legacies and it turned into this. Artist Website
33:13
February 04, 2021
God Brings This Moment
Today I'm talking about love because I think this is what we all need to hold onto now God Has All the Power
14:53
January 28, 2021
Changes in Color
I'm feeling much better now after a recourse with effects on my body. Also, I have faith with the changes in color. Perhaps I can put away some of my pain from losing my child in fear of this from this.  Glass Coated Gold
12:20
January 22, 2021
Justice
How far do we go for justice?
08:37
January 16, 2021
Surviving Angel
We're all connected as angels shrouding our wings around one another in time of need.  "Am I Awake" domestic violence song lorijeanfinnila.com
13:08
January 15, 2021
Artist's Expression
I think if you know a bit more about my life you'll know why it's hard for me to stay away from my personal life with my music. lorijeanfinnila.com
11:57
January 06, 2021
Humble and Personal
I'm so proud to be an American at such a hard time in our country and how everyone is pulling together. Jesus Christ's birthday was spent just as his this year. I've been lost but now I'm found.  Please enjoy these tracks I've finished for the year. I've remastered some that will go out next year.
17:52
December 30, 2020
Desperate to Direct
It's so exciting seeing a woman's work in pictures and writing. Perhaps my life journey personally and this connection to others has made it more pertinent in my life. This song that is played at the end is contracted to Factory Fast Records in an album when I was with them when we once worked together, which is sadly  missed. I Put On My Gloves Artist Website
20:54
November 16, 2020
The Single Mom
The best experience in my life! I highly recommend it if you are prepared. My son Jesse was the missing piece to the puzzle in my life. lorijeanfinnila.com
15:56
November 07, 2020
Impatient
This past week I burned myself accidentally and I wrote a song about being impatient during sex. Hope you enjoy. Stay safe and stay blessed. lorijeanfinnila.com
21:60
October 31, 2020
Your Own Beautiful
I have my own personal hesitations at times as well to being my unique self. Also please enjoy listening to the clip of a song I'm working on of my personal sexual assault and possible attempted human trafficking story in "Till Then" talking about when my time comes to be with God. lorijeanfinnila.com
12:60
October 19, 2020
Turmeric and Autoimmune Diseases
I think aiding your digestion works to help your physical and emotional well-being. I've tried many alternative methods. Let me help you taking the time from this for you.
20:43
October 16, 2020
Not The Time For Revenge: God Is in Control
At a time with so much uncertainty, especially at a time where those we may have felt we've defeated, this is not the time to take revenge. God is the only one who takes control.
09:47
October 05, 2020
Music Theory is Personal
How someone responds to music is personal. This is going to reflect with creating music. "So Damned" (acoustic version) free ringtones  Lori Jean Finnila
25:53
September 27, 2020
Underwater
I was thought of as incomprehensible ever since a toddler because of my convulsions. I sit here today and cry from missing my mom and dad's funeral running from the hectic in my life. lorijeanfinnila.com Underwater at Soundcloud Underwater Lyrics
08:17
September 10, 2020
On a Linoleum Floor
Left on a linoleum floor there was no way to go but music.   Fade Out and Away at Pandora Radio and Music  Fade Out and Away Ringtone
11:46
September 08, 2020
The Good Wife
This song comes from a place looking to Jesus to obey. I came to a sense of reality where I knew love was stronger to conquer my thoughts. Lori Jean Finnila Pandora Radio Lori Jean Finnila on Spotify
13:47
August 27, 2020
Always Running
I think we find sometimes in life that we've been running from something that has frightened us. Until we face it we won't have peace. "So Damned"  Lori Jean Finnila
11:04
August 19, 2020
Human Trafficking and "Dying Burning Body"
I feel I've come to a time where I can connect my injuries to the attempt of human trafficking upon my life. Lori Jean Finnila
13:46
August 06, 2020
Songs of Peace
I feel I've found a warm place of giving in a project in my life right now. The album is titled "The Beast of Heaven." They are songs of pain that can be shared with empathy as well as connecting with support with each other. Thanks to Martin Minor for his music loops in a lot of the songs in this album. Lori Jean Finnila Minor 2 Go
10:47
August 04, 2020
Home Is In the Heart
I strive to obtain goals so I can reach my home in my heart. Yet I don't express this openly.
08:28
July 23, 2020
In the Dark #grateful
I looked down at my boots and remembered being on the floor and away from it all at this moment. Lori Jean Finnila
07:44
July 09, 2020
New Videos
New Videos on the songs I'm writing. And.... on Benadryl Again. NOT focusing. #toxins #pandemic #reflecting #lorijeanfinnila #God'splan
14:28
July 03, 2020
Getting My Throat Clear For Music
I've been working on moving up in the music business with my own style separating myself from the old 'Lori Jean' that was clashing against everything I was working on and about. I found myself through positive images that protect trauma from entering my head. Please enjoy the status of my intelligence. Beverley F. Searle James Bracy ( He lets me call him James.) Lori Jean Finnila
17:27
June 28, 2020
My Distant Self
This song came from being lost in myself not realizing something was happening with me, and then someone points it out to me, and looks at me the same way as everyone else anyway?! Lori Jean Finnila
05:60
January 16, 2020
Happy 2020!
Happy 2020! The most important things are discussed in this episode: I met another woman abused from domestic violence with head trauma, I'm making progress towards music that connects me to who I once was before abuse, and I'm staying with important goals to attain higher achievements with my music, as well as met many new wonderful artists and organizations that support me. Special thanks to Minor2Go music loops at looperman.com. Without him, especially when I'm fatigued from running from abuse and my injuries and condition from it, he is there for me where I can fall so lovely into his music and express my lyrics with my vocals. This takes the stress work out of making my songs. For the full song here to download and enjoy visit my SoundCloud. Much love! And thank you for supporting me and listening to me.
11:08
January 05, 2020
Deciding Songs
Trust what's been proven to you and makes you feel good.
12:41
December 30, 2019
Fear and Doubts
Writing during duress.
01:15
December 25, 2019
Smaller Crowds for Music
I'm finding I'm writing better and more connected with focusing on connecting with a smaller number of people. Special thanks to Minor2Go music loops at looperman.
07:29
December 23, 2019
Songs for My French Même
Working on songs for my French royal grandmother. She loved my grandfather so much. They were like kids when he would come home from the wars he served.  Lori Jean Finnila
10:12
December 10, 2019
Domestic Violence in Music
I've noticed I feel lessened at times and have to fight it because of domestic violence. I use these words in my music.
02:52
November 18, 2019
Checking In and Working on Videos
Working on intro video for demo song "So Damned" and loving it! #lorijeanfinnila #song #video #release https://vimeo.com/373513663
05:47
November 16, 2019
Music and Healing
Ooooh!!!!!!
01:33
November 13, 2019
Recording Issues
I've been told I'm having echo problems in my final tracks. Ugh...... Photo by  Skitterphoto from Pexels.           
05:21
October 07, 2019
Songs Lyrically
I think I'm finding my way to relate to others views when writing a song. Photo courtesy Pixabay at Pexels.
01:33
October 07, 2019
From Head Injuries to the Stage
Lori shares her experiences being an artist with image and shares her nutritional snacks, as well as reaching to the universe with lyrics. Photo by  sergio  souza  from Pexels           
03:31
September 27, 2019
Eating Bean Chips
I was out and about today trying on hats and thinking about fringe tonight as I munch on bean chips watching a boxing movie. 
02:03
September 18, 2019
Replay: Cherry Blossom
I use to ride in the most beautiful women of our town parade!
01:43
September 07, 2019
Full Draft of New Song Done
Elated the draft is done. Got confusing where I compose subconsciously.
05:11
September 02, 2019
I'm Writing a New Song "I Can Comfort Myself"
I remember the death inside of me when no one was around......
02:38
September 02, 2019