2 Pancakes of Wisdom
By Maureen O 'Neill
Welcome to the wild, ridiculous, and completely out of control adventure that is called special needs parenting. The kind of “all your child will eat are frozen pancakes from Trader Joe’s, and they are out, so you are crying to the friendly crew member in the Hawaiian shirt and he gives you free flowers on your way out the door because he feels so sorry for you” kind of adventures. Join Maureen, a light hearted host with deep insights. There will be laughs and tears. Probably at the same time.
2 Pancakes of WisdomJan 08, 2022
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Ep 12: Part 2 of “Long flight home to CA” season finale
Season 1 finale is about knowing when to let go. Sometimes you are holding on so tightly, you don’t even realize it’s time to let go. Suddenly you realize it’s time. It’s time to come back to you.
Jan 08, 202222:12
Ep 11: The Long Flight home to CA: A real life adventure story
Hang onto your hats because we’re about to go on adventure! I’ve written a detailed account of our 6 hour flight home to CA and I am bringing you along for the ride. This is a sneak peek into part one of the story which is making its way into my book. What do you think of my voice over skills? My mom says I have a real future in it, so you know it’s got to be true, right? Lol
And this story you’ll hear seems like planning ahead for vacations and changing tactics when things go wrong, determination, excepting help from strangers or setting boundaries with unhelpful strangers. Above all staying calm in a crisis. Sounds like things that could be useful for you? Join me! Subscribe so you never miss an episode.
Would you like to read the story also? Check out my blog at 2pancakesofwisdom.com/2021/08/13/the-long-flight-home-to-california-a-real-life-adventure-story-chapter-1/
And this story you’ll hear seems like planning ahead for vacations and changing tactics when things go wrong, determination, excepting help from strangers or setting boundaries with unhelpful strangers. Above all staying calm in a crisis. Sounds like things that could be useful for you? Join me! Subscribe so you never miss an episode.
Would you like to read the story also? Check out my blog at 2pancakesofwisdom.com/2021/08/13/the-long-flight-home-to-california-a-real-life-adventure-story-chapter-1/
Aug 13, 202118:17
Ep 10: Bipolar SOS
Today in this quickie episode we are veering off our normal parenting topics and sharing a very valuable tool I’ve used to manage my bipolar disorder: a good old fashioned letter. This is a great tool for someone with bipolar, depression, anxiety or anyone who knows that feeling doubt that comes up after you are starting a new creative project. So basically, this is a great episode if you are a human! I am going to be digging into some of the questions you’ve sent me about living with bipolar bipolar disorder in upcoming episodes. Send me questions or comments on Instagram and FB @2pancakesofwisdom or good old fashioned email maureencoaching@gmail.com. Take care of yourself and each other 💝.
Jul 30, 202109:03
Ep 9: Piles and piles of losing my cool
Today is my birthday! I am giving myself the gift of not writing a real description hahaha! I will probably write a real one very soon, but I want to send this baby out into the world. ✈️. As usual I talk about what Charlotte is doing to drive me crazy and how I manage to resist resentment. The episode Easter eggs include: speech therapy 3rd person tips, a mummified object in a gas station museum, and a cow sound effect. Have fun! Send me a message on Instagram or Facebook @2pancakesodwisdom if you find an Easter egg 😉
Jul 30, 202118:24
Ep. 8: Back in California! The land of shoe racks and dentists
After 10 long months in Rhode Island, we finally returned to our home in California. And while it was nice to be home again, it didn’t feel as much like home as I thought it would! I had changed so much in the last year that my home needed to reflect that. Little things like moving my shoe rack to the hall to create a little “closet recording studio” have big meaning.
A challenge we tackled with Charlotte this week was going to the dentist. Things like this are always a lesson in letting go of control and just trying our best. I surprised myself by my mama bear coming out. In the end we were all proud of ourselves.
Have a comment about the episode? Let me know at maureencoaching@gmail.com
A challenge we tackled with Charlotte this week was going to the dentist. Things like this are always a lesson in letting go of control and just trying our best. I surprised myself by my mama bear coming out. In the end we were all proud of ourselves.
Have a comment about the episode? Let me know at maureencoaching@gmail.com
Jul 15, 202113:49
Ep. 7: Womb Songs and Traveling Closets
Today I’ll share with you the moving story of Charlotte’s womb song “Charlotte,O Charlotte” I’ll even sing you the song along with a quick reprise when Charlotte makes a surprise appearance in my closet! This is a very special story and I’m delighted to have a way to share it with you today.
The “traveling closet” brings us to a closet at my aunt’s house where I took a night off from the family. I needed time to decompress after many days with my extrovert husband. I took the opportunity to record in their closet! Thanks Julie, I hope you didn’t mind! I put everything back the way it was I swear :). Read the original blog post at 2pancakesofwisdom.com/2021/06/04/o-charlotte-a-womb-song-returns/
The “traveling closet” brings us to a closet at my aunt’s house where I took a night off from the family. I needed time to decompress after many days with my extrovert husband. I took the opportunity to record in their closet! Thanks Julie, I hope you didn’t mind! I put everything back the way it was I swear :). Read the original blog post at 2pancakesofwisdom.com/2021/06/04/o-charlotte-a-womb-song-returns/
Jun 13, 202119:31
Ep. 6: Trash talk, skinny dipping and a never ending book.
In this episode I share my highs and lows from a typical day with Charlotte. As a special-needs mom it’s amazing the little things I celebrate sometimes! The simple act of seeing her throw away her own trash can bring me to tears of happiness. Our lows come from moments where I can’t get Charlotte to budge, and she’s so big and strong now that sometimes I am helpless to do anything about it.
I give myself a gold star for climbing my way out of self doubt by the act of journaling. Doubt and fear is often my stumbling block and I need lots of tools to get myself back on track.
I hope you’ll indulge me by letting me read the bit of my favorite book to you. It’s the one I come back to over and over again because it gives me the comfort and familiarity that I crave when I’m feeling lost.
I end with my regular bit of relaxation: Take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, release your tongue from the roof of your mouth, relax your throat. You’ve got this, mama.
I give myself a gold star for climbing my way out of self doubt by the act of journaling. Doubt and fear is often my stumbling block and I need lots of tools to get myself back on track.
I hope you’ll indulge me by letting me read the bit of my favorite book to you. It’s the one I come back to over and over again because it gives me the comfort and familiarity that I crave when I’m feeling lost.
I end with my regular bit of relaxation: Take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, release your tongue from the roof of your mouth, relax your throat. You’ve got this, mama.
May 30, 202119:45
Ep. 5: Rhode Island...my personal “Gilligan's Island”
Hello Mama! I created this episode as another bedtime chat: a way for hard-working mamas to wind down at the end of the day. Perhaps you can listen to it as you’re waiting for your child to fall asleep beside you. Or maybe you are in your bed, waiting for your busy mind to slow down and let you sleep. If you drift off during this episode, I have done my job well!
In this episode I reflect back on the day and give myself a gold star for a small success, and acknowledge where I stumbled. I move onto my main story… Why is Rhode Island like Gilligans island? You’ll get to hear a bit of audio from last year when I was getting ready for my “one month” trip to Rhode Island.
*I am still experimenting with the proper volume to create a relaxing atmosphere, but not so quiet that you are straining to hear. What do you think? Email me at Maureencoaching@gmail.com to offer your opinion. Thank you for caring enough to share with me!
In this episode I reflect back on the day and give myself a gold star for a small success, and acknowledge where I stumbled. I move onto my main story… Why is Rhode Island like Gilligans island? You’ll get to hear a bit of audio from last year when I was getting ready for my “one month” trip to Rhode Island.
*I am still experimenting with the proper volume to create a relaxing atmosphere, but not so quiet that you are straining to hear. What do you think? Email me at Maureencoaching@gmail.com to offer your opinion. Thank you for caring enough to share with me!
May 26, 202120:03
Ep. 4: Podcasts, Poetry, and Pretty Chains
Today’s episode has a different mood. I recorded it late at night in a more contemplative space. I share with you two poems I’ve written in the last few years. The first called “new yarn” is a love letter to motherhood and to the theater. The second one “pretty” talks about how as women we can both crave and feel trapped by attention about our looks. I hope you find meaning in them, and perhaps they inspire you to write a poem yourself today! I attached the text below.
Until next time, take good care.
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New yarn
Now a mother
I have been unraveled
and knit back together
My child's sweet essence
In every strand
I cannot undo this mother I have become
(Nor would I want to)
And with this new yarn
Where our beating hearts combine
I stitch together stories on stage
I create wife and mother
again and again
I cannot help but love
these families I create
For my child's beating heart
Is woven into their being
My heart stretches
until it contains this too
A new husband
A new child
A new mother
They all live
in a safe sheltered place
within me
So my arms stretch wider
my heart beats stronger
And my family grows larger
As I give birth to each new story
Pretty
Please do not tell me
I am pretty
As much as I may want
to hear it
As much as you want to see me smile and blush
And feel complete
It will not last
It is a glass of salt water
in the desert
Please do not tell me
I am pretty
For I will no longer
chase the fantasy
which will never complete me
And the thrill I feel
When you say that word
Makes me run faster
To catch its ghost
Do not tell me
I am pretty
For I am wise
And fierce
And whole
Do not tie me
in pretty chains
Until next time, take good care.
~~~~~~~~~
New yarn
Now a mother
I have been unraveled
and knit back together
My child's sweet essence
In every strand
I cannot undo this mother I have become
(Nor would I want to)
And with this new yarn
Where our beating hearts combine
I stitch together stories on stage
I create wife and mother
again and again
I cannot help but love
these families I create
For my child's beating heart
Is woven into their being
My heart stretches
until it contains this too
A new husband
A new child
A new mother
They all live
in a safe sheltered place
within me
So my arms stretch wider
my heart beats stronger
And my family grows larger
As I give birth to each new story
Pretty
Please do not tell me
I am pretty
As much as I may want
to hear it
As much as you want to see me smile and blush
And feel complete
It will not last
It is a glass of salt water
in the desert
Please do not tell me
I am pretty
For I will no longer
chase the fantasy
which will never complete me
And the thrill I feel
When you say that word
Makes me run faster
To catch its ghost
Do not tell me
I am pretty
For I am wise
And fierce
And whole
Do not tie me
in pretty chains
May 25, 202116:58
Ep. 3 Tinkerbelle’s Temper and Me
In this episode I cover topics like my bad habit with my coffee cup, Charlotte’s midnight chats, and most importantly what Tinker Bell has to teach me about losing my cool with the people I love. I also share deep ramblings about 19 years of marriage and my secret to letting the little things go. This podcast includes a recording of Charlotte! Check out my website at www.2pancakesofwisdom.com
May 23, 202126:02
Ep. 2: Up to my neck in pond water
Welcome to episode two! For this episode I bring you along in the aftermath of a minor pond water disaster 😫. But don’t worry, it’s not too much of a downer. One of my superpowers is that I’m able to laugh about my unfortunate experiences almost immediately after they happen! I think it’s one of the mandatory requirements of a sane parenthood experience, don’t you? I share a lot in this episode. If you’re ever had to launch a gross rescue mission because of your kid, left your bag at a coffee shop, mixed up the time for an appointment, or dealt with a bit of a bladder problem (and I’m not talking about your kids bladder) then listening. You are not alone my friend. I am right there with you. Check out my website at www.2pancakesofwisdom.com
May 21, 202119:08
Ep. 1: Superman is kinda a lousy Dad
Welcome to episode one of "2 pancakes of wisdom"... the podcast! Where I don’t actually talk about pancakes, and the wisdom is a little dodgy, but you will leave with a smile on your face! I cover parenthood topics like: hiding in your bathroom to avoid your kids, getting creative with your parent dates because you’re too tired to have them at night, dealing with your kids’ melt downs at home and hearing “but little Jimmy is so good at school!” (Or maybe a little Jimmy is a basket-case at school but an even bigger one at home) And of course I’ll be tying it all together with the story of our new favorite show “Superman and Lois!” Spoiler alert, my title is actually misleading... Superman is kind of a BOSS Dad. But sometimes he’s lousy, and what sums up parenthood more than that? Check out my website at www.2pancakesofwisdom.com
May 20, 202122:54