Overthinker minute

What it feels like for me to be traped in a flashback, or memorie.

I'm jealous a lot. So here is why.

Here is what I do whenever I can't fall asleep. Maybe you do it too.

If we never see each other again, there are a few things you should know about

A letter to my grandma and what I wish I could tell her.

I once heared someone compare mental illness to cancer. Here is why I think that fit's.

I watch him from a distance, hating myself for hurting him. If only there was something I could do.

Based on the Quote: "sometimes we don't realize how people treat us until we try to explain it to somebody else."

We all know that the stories we dreamed ourself into as kids aren't real. However it would break me if they were and I'm just not a part of it.

I need to get these voices out of my head. They keep ruining everything.

Instead of setting goals for the new year, how about reflecting about the last year.

Here is what goes on in my mind while spending time with my family and a lot of the times with my friends.

Just a few questions I ask myself again and again.

I'm sorry I can't be more or better. I'm sorry that you will leave too.

The worst way to die is when you don't do it physically.

As a tiny human being how can I ever feel important. It isn't until you shift your view away from the whole universe and towards the lifes you have changed.

Some stories should better stay fiction. However when we realize that it's usually to late.

Even when I feel like giving up is the only way. I won't do it. Not yet.

I want my life to pause. And if death is the only way... We'll see how this goes.

This is the point where my journey began. Let's start of at a happy little place.

So you are the one thinking that you hurt me. Well...

Why am I not worth for someone to hurt when they lose me?

...or maybe I'm just scared of what it will do to me when I loose you.

A sometimes describe myself as the floater friend. Here is what I mean by that and why it hurts so much.

"I can't lose control" not over the way you see me, even if it is just that perfect picture Wich isn't real.

I'm not the main character or the villain but here is who I think I am.

Let me tell you about the self harm I do to myself.

These days I am not feeling to well, except for a few short minutes.

When you're tired of everything and just want your live to stop. Same here

My opinion about relationships. Or more specific why I sometimes dream about having one even though I know it is never going to happen.

A little motivation for someone who might needs it. Or maybe just the kind of words I once needed.

Why is it so hard to heal? Why do we have to get worse in order to get better.

Sometimes I feel like a liar when I say "I was busy". And here is why

Yes, it's true I wish you would be there for me. But the point is I don't need you. I'll be well on my own...

Why can they forget me so easily.

Some words of mine to those of you who aren't doing so well.

Maybe I would feel better if no one remembers I ever did exist.

Why can something so scary feel so safe too?

"Let's be honest. We are better of as friends." We both know it, I think.

If I disappeared of the grid there wouldn't be more than 10 people that care.

Sometimes people hurt you a lot by trying to help you. Today's example: "you are wasting your childhood. Getting on your phone living in this imaginary world. It's so not worth it."

It's you who has to to it. Because no one will tell you to. If you want to succeed you need to put in the work.

Sorry I called so late. I just really need your help

My reasons to make it to the next sunrise.

Today I saw a person from my past again. Here is what went on in my head afterwards.

I'm sorry if I push you away. I'm just trying to do what's best for you

I thought we could become more but I guess you just don't care.

Some of the things I learned living without. So if I act like I don't need you. I probably don't.