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The Psychedelic Integration Podcast

The Psychedelic Integration Podcast

By Sinclair Fleetwood | Spiritual Psychedelic Integration Coach

The Psychedelic Integration Podcast is an earthy portal to all things holistic healing, plant medicine, and exploring the spiritual path. Sinclair Fleetwood and her guests share stories, insights, and experienced guidance on the life changing journey of choosing to liberate your heart and expand your consciousness. Learn proven strategies to support every season of your growth – and how to have fun along the way. Sinclair is a psychedelic integration coach and ceremonialist helping soul seekers create lasting transformation so you can get unstuck, find your power, and be authentic AF.
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EP 022 | Thank You Plant Medicine: Integration Stories

The Psychedelic Integration PodcastFeb 25, 2022

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EP 092 Confronting Imposter Syndrome and Self-Doubt

EP 092 Confronting Imposter Syndrome and Self-Doubt

Do you feel like a fraud? Are you unable to celebrate your success and accomplishments in earnest because deep down you're terrified that everyone is going to find out you're some kind of imposter? Do you often feel crippled by self-doubt, even though you have achieved amazing things, people love you, and you're actually awesome? Today on this episode of the Psychedelic Integration Podcast, we're confronting imposter syndrome, self-doubt, and the relentless energy suck of not being good enough.

Life is hard enough without having every step feel clouded by the fear of being seen and judged. Self-doubt can sneakily stand between you and everything you want. Yes, even for people who seem to have it all sorted out. Learn how this fear of failure keeps you stuck, and explore how old wounds from the past can manifest as people-pleasing, perfectionism, and procrastination.

Even if you're just starting to understand the ways imposter syndrome plays out in your life, you're in the right place. With the help of plant medicine, you can discover how to pinpoint where you need to focus your attention and initiate some serious rewiring. Psychedelics have the power to change everything—if you're ready for it.
So, join me as we peel back the layers of why we're so hard on ourselves, and learn practical strategies for breaking free from approval-seeking and outward orientation. Together, we'll uncover how to create fundamental belief in yourself, cultivate self-trust, and reconnect with your inner spirit. Get ready to shift the energy of imposter syndrome and self-doubt, and become your own biggest fan. 


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Apr 12, 202448:43
EP 091 | Are You Ready for Plant Medicine?

EP 091 | Are You Ready for Plant Medicine?

In this episode of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, we dive into the essence of preparation for plant medicine journeys. Are you ready for plant medicine? How do you know? What does it mean to establish readiness? And when do you know?

We'll explore the transformative potential of psychedelics, and get clarity on the importance of being truly ready for the experience. Ceremony and intention are gifts that we have long been disconnected from in our modern life.  It's time to start questioning hustle culture, urgency, overwhelm, and how that interferes with walking a deliberate path of presence and consciousness. If we are distracted and attached to specific outcomes, it makes it nearly impossible to actually receive the teachings of the ancient consciousness of plants. 

Learn about the role of sacred reciprocity and humility in approaching medicine work. To do this work in a way that is beneficial there is a necessity of managing expectations, cultivating patience, and embracing the journey as it unfolds. Trusting the process and letting go of attachment to outcomes emerge as central themes, alongside the importance of self-care and introspection.

Join me as we navigate the sometimes unfamiliar terrain of measuring your readiness, recognizing it as a pivotal factor in ensuring meaningful and transformative psychedelic experiences. 

Apr 04, 202451:01
EP 090 | Sound, Patience, and Womanhood with Christiana Schelfout

EP 090 | Sound, Patience, and Womanhood with Christiana Schelfout

Christiana Schelfout is a healing artist raised between Portugal and New York by an Irish American mother and a German father. She lived firstly in the wild, windswept Algarve, and then in the lush Long Island suburbs. Communion with nature and self-expression through song, dance, art, and theater were her basis for self-regulation and expansion. 

At 20, a call for healing brought her to the study and practice of classical yoga and tantra. In traveling to the origins of global spiritual traditions and connecting with her ancestry, she was awakened to the world of spiritual herbalism and ceremony. These traditions led her down a path of inquiry into the healing potential of the descension process, devotion to the body, earth and mother. This was supported by studying matriarchal histories, women’s health and birth. 

Today, through the support of her community, she shares the experience of soul directed living, healing and wellbeing. Christiana carries the embodied experience of recovering from mental and physical illness. In 2018, after five years of community based offerings, she spent four years creating and then leading the yoga and retreat programs at Shou Sugi Ban House, a multidimensional wellness center in New York. Over a decade of student-ship and work experience in holistic healing and curation support the vision of Animate Healing. 

On this week's show, Christiana and I meander through the nuances of presence found through sound healing, cultivating patience, and exploring the mystery of womanhood, moon blood, how bone broth is Nature's nourishing elixir, and more. Christiana is such a gift to my life and I'm so grateful to share her heart wisdom with you.


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Alchemy of Clarity Ceremonial Psilocybin Retreats (Portugal)

Shou Sugi Ban House (Hamptons, NY)


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Mar 29, 202401:06:33
EP 089 | Healing the Abandonment Wound

EP 089 | Healing the Abandonment Wound

Daddy issues anyone?

This week I'm peeling back the layers of the heart scars that stick with us from moments of feeling abandoned, neglected, or flat-out rejected.

From the emotional gut punches to the mind games, we'll dive into why this core wound creates such a long lasting echo, often becoming one of the most defining aspects of our entire lives.

I share some examples from my own abandonment drama with my brilliant and troubled father, showing how those early episodes shape our beliefs and behaviors well into adulthood.

Learn how these abandonment wounds sneak their way into every part of our behavior and personality, turning some of us into people-pleasing perfectionists on a quest for that elusive gold star of external validation.

Oh, and did I mention the joyride of unworthiness and never feeling quite good enough? Yeah, we're shining a light on that too, seeing how it seeps into our relationships and attachment styles, keeping that abandonment hamster wheel spinning.

But not to fear, there's hope in the form of the healing salve of radical self-acceptance. Taking a hard look in the mirror, and doling out forgiveness like Halloween candy. By the end of this show, you'll be ready to tackle your abandonment demons head-on, transforming not just your own life but also spreading that love and healing to everyone around you. 

Mar 21, 202401:06:20
EP 088 | Going Beyond Therapy with Sarah Seraphina

EP 088 | Going Beyond Therapy with Sarah Seraphina

Sarah Seraphina of Nurtured Essence is a Spiritual Activator and Plant Medicine Integration guide. She was previously a licensed Trauma Therapist before deciding to leave that world to pursue a more soul-aligned path. Sarah grew up experiencing significant childhood trauma, and knows firsthand how challenging and empowering the path of healing can be. She has walked through many flames of transformation and passionately guides other women on their journey to reclaim their true nature and blossom.

Going beyond therapy, her work is holistic and rooted in nature, spiritual teachings, and psychology. She believes the healing journey is meant to connect you more deeply to yourself, your relationships, your community, and Mother Earth. Incorporating nature into her practice, Sarah combines different Earth elements with self-exploration, expression, and rituals.  Sarah invites women to remember your true power and essence, and return to living in harmony with yourself. She helps you see your value and magic, and embody your authentic energy. If you're ready to leave the Damsel in Distress behind and step fully into your sovereignty as the Queen of your own life, this episode is for you.

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Mar 14, 202459:42
EP 087 | Fuck Around and Find Out

EP 087 | Fuck Around and Find Out

In today's episode of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, I'm diving headfirst into the concept of "Fuck Around and Find Out" (FAFO). I'll explore what it truly means to embrace this mantra, giving yourself permission to honor your impulses and being willing to fail in the pursuit of authenticity and following your heart mission.

Today I'm sharing my own journey with FAFO moments, including the decision to change the name of this show, only to ultimately decide to return to its original title after trying it on a while. I'll discuss the importance of being outcome independent and allowing yourself the flexibility to do things that scare you, and share how to give way less fucks as you navigate the twists and turns of your own spiritual path.

Open to the liberating notion that no matter what happens, you're going to be okay. That you can embrace uncertainty, stretch your boundaries, and acknowledge the privilege that comes with the ability to FAFO. I'll also offer insights on finding the delicate balance between embracing softness and taking calculated risks, as well as sharing practical tips on how to stop being a tire kicker and start living with intention. So, what are you waiting for? Do the thing already!

Mar 07, 202433:53
EP 086 | Dance Magic Dance: Healing Through Movement
Mar 01, 202440:60
EP 085 | Magic Mushrooms: Medicine for the People

EP 085 | Magic Mushrooms: Medicine for the People

This week on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, we delve into the fascinating realm of magic mushrooms and their profound healing and therapeutic benefits. Join me as we explore how psilocybin mushrooms are breaking into mainstream consciousness, infiltrating Western medicine, and bridging ancient wisdom with modern healing practices.

Learn about the poignant tale of María Sabina, the revered Mazatec healer known as the Grandmother of mushroom healing, whose story highlights the intersection of tradition, tragedy, and transformation. As we navigate the dire need for the alchemy of medicine in our contemporary society, we’ll also pause to acknowledge the immense privilege of accessing psychedelic medicines, while honoring the wisdom of the Wixarika people of Mexico and their Marakame healers.


Uncover the real-life magic of mycelium, the ancient web of knowledge and connection, and explore how mushrooms operate in nature as they do within our bodies, reminding us of our inherent interconnectedness and the importance of cultivating gratitude for the teachings they offer. From dosage considerations to the profound benefits of diverse experiences, we’ll also discuss why preparation and integration are vital components in fostering lasting growth and personal transformation.


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Feb 22, 202449:11
EP 084 | The Sacred Witness
Feb 16, 202442:35
EP 083 | The Truth About Overcoming Addiction
Feb 10, 202451:13
EP 082 | A Pep Talk for Your Spiritual Glow Up
Feb 02, 202440:05
EP 081 | 11 Ways to Cope with Invisible Illness
Jan 26, 202448:31
EP 080 | The Sacred Bridge of Transition

EP 080 | The Sacred Bridge of Transition

Welcome to Season 4 of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, where I share about my choice to change the name of the show and how to navigate big transitions. I'm Sinclair Fleetwood, your spiritual coach, ceremonialist, and psychedelic integration queen. Walk with me on the sacred bridge of transition and learn how to support yourself through times of unraveling so you can build your capacity and become more resilient. 

In this episode I discuss my reasons for trying out changing the name of the show. (I later decided to change it back!) The name "Mystical Heart Oracle" signifies a connection to Divine Source, which is accessible and available to everyone. It is my intention here to offer inspiration and real-world tools so you can do the practical magic of becoming your true and empowered self in your own life.

The name "Mystical Heart Oracle" signifies a connection to Divine Source, which is accessible and available to everyone. It is my intention here to offer inspiration and real-world tools so you can do the practical magic of becoming your true and empowered self in your own life. 

Supporting yourself through a transition involves trust, self-compassion, and expanding your capacity to feel. Embrace the messy journey, knowing that both challenging and beautiful experiences contribute to your growth. In this episode, we'll talk about the challenges of change and how to make it through like a true spiritual warrior (with or without plant medicine.)

Regret nothing. Leap, and the net will appear.

Thank you for being part of this journey. I look forward to an inspired and supportive year ahead. Let's walk across the bridge into your power and sovereignty together.


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Jan 18, 202438:07
EP 079 | How to Transform Anxiety
Dec 16, 202301:11:50
EP 078 | Ayni: Sacred Reciprocity
Dec 01, 202345:26
EP 077 | The Holidays, Overdoing it, and Not Enoughness
Nov 25, 202351:07
EP 076 | Supporting Your Spiritual Awakening with Beth Weinstein

EP 076 | Supporting Your Spiritual Awakening with Beth Weinstein

As a spiritual business coach, Beth Weinstein helps current and aspiring coaches, healers, psychedelic pioneers, therapists, and spiritual leaders align with your soul's path and grow your business so you can help more people, share your unique medicine, and have a thriving transformational business you love.

Using her experience growing multiple businesses (including three of her own), along with neuroscience-backed methodologies, spiritual teachings, practical business action plans, somatic therapy modalities, and subconscious reprogramming, Beth offers a multi-dimensional approach to help you get past your blocks and grow your business in a successful, impactful way.

She guides you in a step-by-step process to grow your business in a balanced, co-creative approach combining practical business coaching and heart-centered growth strategies together with soul-centered leadership coaching, embodiment work, energetic alignment and mindset mastery. Beth’s programs serve new and early-stage medicine folk and spiritually-minded people who are being called to make a difference in the world with a transformational business.  

Beth is a dear friend, the host of Medicine For These Times: The Psychedelic Entrepreneur podcast, as well as the founder of the annual Psychedelics, Sacred Medicines, Soul’s Purpose & Business online summits. In this episode, Beth opens up about her long path to becoming a successful spiritual business coach, and I share about my amazing experience in Beth's True Path Group Mastermind program in 2022.

Beth is generously offering my community a $400 discounted rate if you join her True Path Entrepreneur Mastermind for 2024. Doors are open now! Tell her I sent you and you can use the code SINCLAIR400 to receive your discount.


SHOWNOTES: https://www.sinclairfleetwood.com/spiritual-awakening-with-beth-weinstein

Nov 16, 202301:16:35
EP 075 | Hope for Dark Times
Nov 09, 202337:12
EP 074 | Returning to Medicines of the Earth with Stacey Constante, RN

EP 074 | Returning to Medicines of the Earth with Stacey Constante, RN

Stacey M. Constante is Ecuadorian, first generation born in the U.S. She is a women’s holistic hormone practitioner, nutritionist, herbalist, registered nurse, and mother. She has been following the medicine path through the Americas for the last six years. Along the way she has been slowly merging the teachings of allopathic and ancestral medicine. 

Stacey began her career as an ER nurse. While working at different hospitals, she noticed the gaps in modern medicine. As she grew her relationship with plant medicine, she could no longer look away from the broken system we have been led to believe in. She felt she was sending patients through a revolving door with more questions than when they arrived. She began to question why nutrition, herbs, mental health, and other ancient healing modalities were not being spoken of. It was medication after medication, a quick fix, but never mentioning lifestyle changes or getting to the root of the problem.  

Having suffered with anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and substance abuse, Stacey also developed late-stage endometriosis at age 25. She was told she may not be able to have children and that this was a chronic condition she simply had to live with. She turned towards acupuncture, nutrition, and herbs. She sat with sacred plant medicines in ceremony settings from North America to South America. Since then, she has spent her time learning about medicinal herbs and plant knowledge from many indigenous keepers and from the plants themselves. 

The frustration she felt immersed in allopathic medicine inspired her to walk a different path. She believes one of the most empowering moments is when we discover we have the ability to heal ourselves. We just need to provide our being the necessary tools it needs to do so.


SHOWNOTES: https://www.sinclairfleetwood.com/returning-to-medicines-of-the-earth-with-stacey-constante/

Nov 02, 202359:28
EP 073 | Saying No to Competition and Comparison
Oct 13, 202353:55
EP 072 | Nurturing the Divine Feminine with Rea Beaubien, Medicine Woman
Oct 06, 202301:10:34
EP 071 | Finding Home Within Yourself

EP 071 | Finding Home Within Yourself

When did you start to lose yourself? To forget your native language of intuition? To misunderstand the signals of your body and start looking outside for answers? This episode is about finding home within yourself, remembering your native tongue, learning to trust yourself again, and how plant medicine and psychedelic integration are your best allies on this spiritual warrior path. 

"Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can." This is one of my favorite quotes by Arthur Ashe, the great African-American tennis player turned AIDS activist who was the first Black man to win Wimbledon, the U.S. Open and the Australian Open. In this episode, I'm sharing about how the simple steps in this inspiring life mantra can guide you on your psychedelic path to wholeness, holistic healing, and finding home within yourself. 

Sep 30, 202352:02
EP 070 | Plant Dietas and The Iboga Experience with Leo van Veenendaal

EP 070 | Plant Dietas and The Iboga Experience with Leo van Veenendaal

Leo van Veenendaal is an Australian environmental engineer, adventurer, author, and apprentice of plant medicines. Early in his adult life he suffered from irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) and treatment resistant depression. At a point of desperation, he began working with indigenous plant medicines in 2016 to heal IBS, his gut, and his brain. It worked. In 2018 Leo was initiated into Fang Dissumba Bwiti at Ebando in Gabon where he took part in an iboga ceremony. He has continued working with and learning about plant medicines since, moving to South America in 2020 to continue his studies. Leo is passionate about helping ensure plant medicine's thriving, longevity, respectful use and conservation. His first book "The Iboga Experience" was released in February 2023. His second book "Mind Engineering" will be released in late 2024.

When I think of Leo, I think of a big hearted dude who loves learning from and conventing with plants in the jungle. I think of deep conversation with a thoughtful and open hearted man. And of a spirit brother who has a magical connection with sacred tobacco and mapacho. Leo is a humble soul traveler who has dedicated his life to learning about the power of plants in a respectful way. In this episode, he shares about how he came to meet plant medicines, his plant companions in the jungle, and offers solid guidance about iboga, one of the most powerful psychoactive plants in the world. 


Read the full show notes here: https://www.sinclairfleetwood.com/plant-dietas-and-the-iboga-experience-with-leo-van-veenendaal/

Sep 22, 202301:07:50
EP 069 | How to Get Unstuck

EP 069 | How to Get Unstuck

Stuck. Paralyzed. Trapped. Overwhelmed. Confused. Lost. This is the crisis state that I meet people in when they are seeking support for their integration path. Getting stuck is a common and necessary part of the spiritual path. Without the contrast of things not moving or working out how you like, you would never know how to truly be in flow and balance. No mud, no lotus. In this episode, find out how you get stuck, learn how to investigate what's holding you hostage, and discover the spiritual warrior path to get things moving again. Learn how to get unstuck by walking into the resistance. Facing the music. Surrendering your attachment to the outcome. And being willing to fuck around and find out.

Sep 15, 202350:42
EP 068 | Soul Centered Liberation with Justin "Cos" Moore

EP 068 | Soul Centered Liberation with Justin "Cos" Moore

Justin “Cos” Moore is a native Appalachian, psychedelic nerd, father, partner, and more. He is of mixed heritage including Irish, Scottish, and Yuchi. Cos is a former high school athlete. He is an initiate of Q’ero and Paqo lineages of modern day Peru. He has worked as a youth wilderness mentor, yoga teacher, music producer & vocalist. He is currently in grad school for marriage and family therapy and is forming his own practice. He co-founded the Appalachian Association for the study of Psychedelic Experiences (AAPEX) which is set to host its first event called Psychedelic South Conference in 2024.

In this episode, Justin shares about his own personal soul centered liberation journey with plant medicine. He shares about healing his relationship with his father and embracing the masculine, discovering Pachakuti Mesa Peruvian shamanism, finding deep sexual healing through tantra, and following his own path of growth and expansion to become a healer and psychedelic leader in his native home of Appalachia. 

Sep 10, 202301:33:08
EP 067 | Conscious Uncoupling

EP 067 | Conscious Uncoupling

I used to think that “conscious uncoupling” was a lame term made up by rich people with enough lawyers to handle their messy breakup. Now, my almost 5 year relationship with someone I love very much is ending. I am conscious. I am present. My heart is broken. And it is messy and hard, but not mean, spiteful, or ugly.

This time I get to choose to be loving instead of angry. I get to choose to be wise hearted instead of blaming and judging. I can choose to see that I am not being abandoned. That this is me choosing myself and you choosing yourself and that is beautiful. That we get to love each other forever because that’s what real love looks like. Allowing someone to be held and free at once.

Relationships don’t become failures because they don’t last forever. I am so grateful to have spent these last years loving and being loved by my person. I am so proud of him and how he moves in the world. I am praying for his path, that he finds peace, happiness, and does whatever it takes to share his medicine with the world. I am so grateful for it all. Thank you for being my most favorite teacher and sacred mirror and lover and best friend. And it hurts. And it’s hard. And I’m not able to show up in my work pretending I am above it all. I am here. In grief. In love. Walking through the portal of death into a new beginning.

Sep 01, 202337:17
EP 066 | Naturopathic Mind-body Medicine with Dr. Sarah Campbell, MedicineMami

EP 066 | Naturopathic Mind-body Medicine with Dr. Sarah Campbell, MedicineMami

Dr. Sarah Campbell specializes in using naturopathic mind-body medicine to heal autoimmune and chronic illnesses. You may know her as MedicineMami on Instagram, where she has gained a devoted following due to her insightful, resonant, and spiritually focused healing content.

Sarah has devoted her entire existence to learning about all of the different expressions and modalities of medicine. After completing her Bachelor's of Science in Nutrition, she went on to pursue a Master's degree in Traditional Chinese Medicine & Acupuncture and a Doctorate degree in Naturopathic Medicine.

She is a primary care physician in the state of Washington with special interests and external training in mind-body medicine, holistic psychology, women's health, rheumatology, gastroenterology and helping people to understand the deeper inner communications between body and Spirit.

In today's episode, Sarah and I discuss root cause healing, the timeless wisdom of getting back to basics, how Spirit is the ultimate guide we all need, and more.

Aug 04, 202301:04:37
EP 065 | The Cure for Perpetual Dissatisfaction
Jul 31, 202347:05
EP 064 | Overcoming Religious Trauma with Erin Doumert, Psychedelic Integration Specialist

EP 064 | Overcoming Religious Trauma with Erin Doumert, Psychedelic Integration Specialist

Jul 21, 202301:17:03
EP 063 | How to Trust Fall Into the Arms of The Universe
Jul 07, 202351:27
EP 062 | Let Your Food Be Medicine with Ale Abregú of We Are Heartful

EP 062 | Let Your Food Be Medicine with Ale Abregú of We Are Heartful

My medicine brother Ale Abregú is a plant-based chef and retreat facilitator, and expert in nutrition and how to let your food be medicine. Born in Argentina, he learned the art of food preparation in his family, connecting to his indigenous roots in Paraguay, and working as a chef in restaurants. There he learned that intention, care, and presence were missing in the process of modern food creation. The food was overcharged with stress, tension, and hurry. 

Ale then received training in Hygienist Nutrition in Argentina and Spain, and embarked on a journey to promote mindful and nourishing culinary practices. He currently facilitates his magic in healing retreats, workshops on healthy cooking, and offering detoxification programs as a nutrition mentor. As a male birth doula, he supports partners in understanding nutrition and detoxification during the conception process. Ale's mission is to deconstruct false beliefs about food and health, fostering a balanced and nourishing connection to support personal well-being.



Jun 30, 202301:19:18
EP 061 | JOMO: The Joy of Missing Out

EP 061 | JOMO: The Joy of Missing Out

The joy of missing out, or JOMO, is the hot, sexy, good feeling, "I'm a badass" antithesis to fear of missing out (FOMO). It's about practicing self-trust, self-confidence, intuition, and following the beat of your own drum. It's knowing that you can't miss out on something you are meant to experience. It's taking pleasure in your own path, and relishing the small moments that life has to offer you each and every day. JOMO is a vibe of following your own bliss. And today we're going to get into how to make the shift to choosing joy and love over fear.

In this episode, Sinclair shares about:

  • FOMO, fear of missing out is essentially a lack of belonging
  • JOMO, the joy of missing out, when you trust yourself and lean into your inner power
  • JOMO comes up as a choice of a different mindset on the medicine path
  • Beginning to question your belief system, your values, and your mindset as you expand on the medicine path
  • Example of me not attending the MAPS Psychedelics and Science Conference
  • Getting a gut feeling, feeling resistance in the body is a clue to something not being for you
  • You can feel JOMO in yourself, AND be excited for other people to have their experiences
  • JOMO is a choice and often is accompanied by some FOMO as well, especially as you are learning to choose joy over fear
  • The importance of science as the language of trying to understand God 
  • Choosing your path, leaning into the joy of missing out, and putting both feet into the spiritual path, the medicine path, the healing path
  • Trusting your own vibe, your medicine, and your heart
  • Starting to check in with your body, tuning into the subtle language of your body and nervous system
  • Most of our behaviors, beliefs, and what drives our actions are unconscious
  • Paying attention to how it feels in your body and heart
  • Learning how to tune into glimmers, the opposite of triggers
  • Glimmers are little signals of joy that come in the hundreds every day
  • You can choose how you feel and where you put your attention
  • The monkey mind, the inner voice, the Default Mode Network and when it is activated
  • Meditation as a way you can start to become the master of your monkey mind
  • Using psychedelics to turn off the inner critic, to choose love over fear
  • Changing things a little bit at a time, making small changes and being consistent
  • Choosing to trust yourself over whatever is going on outside of you
  • Taking joy and savoring little moments, doing alchemy all day every day


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Jun 22, 202331:53
EP 060 | Exploring Psychedelic Therapy with Dr. Katrina Michelle

EP 060 | Exploring Psychedelic Therapy with Dr. Katrina Michelle

Katrina Michelle, PhD, LCSW is a holistic psychotherapist who specializes in spiritual emergence and psychedelic integration. Her strength is working with clients in making the mystical practical for those in service. Katrina is the former Director of Harm Reduction at MAPS, and has lectured for many prestigious universities and organizations in her field. She's currently involved in conducting research exploring challenging psychedelic experiences with The Emergent Phenomenology Research Consortium, and is working on producing When Lightning Strikes Film, elucidating the phenomenon of spiritual awakening. Katrina offers consulting, supervision, and personally-crafted ceremonies for those interested in genuine transformation through her private psychotherapy and coaching practice, The Curious Spirit. 

In this episode, Sinclair and Katrina dive into:

  • Her initiation into this work through a spontaneous mystical and transpersonal experience
  • The exciting new frontier of psychedelic-assisted therapy
  • The importance of harm reduction, and taking the opportunity to create new therapeutic spaces for transformation
  • The current healthcare system is not working
  • The "psychedelic umbrella" and how many different experiences and ways of thinking that this encompasses
  • The role of the psychedelic therapist and merging the spiritual and the clinical in a safe space
  • Psychedelic therapists who don't work with medicines themselves
  • The importance of being familiar with altered states when you are holding space for others
  • Vetting your facilitators, whether they are therapists or spiritual teachers
  • The differences between sitting with pharmaceutical medicines like MDMA and LSD and plant medicines like ayahuasca and the presence or absence of Spirit
  • The role of psychedelic therapists in guiding your therapeutic medicine experience
  • Spiritual emergence, the natural process of our own spiritual development that's starting to come online
  • Removing everything that's not you, remembering who you really are is a huge mess
  • Finding out how to be yourself 
  • Unlearning the linear path and program so your intuition and gifts can come to the surface
  • Removing the need for a third party to access the spirit realm, realizing YOU are Spirit, and you can access this 
  • Katrina's spontaneous spiritual awakening coming out of the New York City subway
  • The obstacle is the path, embracing resistance, loving all your parts
  • How our culture understands awakening as a beautiful epiphany without the shadow
  • When Lightning Strikes film, documenting the unsexy side of awakening
  • The importance of sharing your experiences with psychedelics as a professional if you are able
  • Katrina's family history and her fear of sitting with medicine prior to beginning this work
  • The repression and pressure of growing up in New York City hustle culture
  • Not giving ourselves permission to embrace joy
  • Spiritual fitness routines and how medicine recalibrates your compass
  • The path of finding your way to the medicine is part of the medicine experience
  • The culture shift that's coming and how we can start preparing now 
  • Healing in community, starting where you are, and doing what you can with what you have
  • The healing power of the hive mind, the critical mass of consciousness to spread ideas and awakening in Nature
  • Embracing the magical times we are living in vs. meeting them with fear - we have a choice
  • Open up to your heart wisdom


RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Connect with Dr. Katrina Michelle
Katrina's website: 
The Curious Spirit
Follow Katrina on Instagram: @katrina_thecuriousspirit
When Lightning Strikes Film


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Jun 16, 202301:16:14
EP 059 | The Tyranny of Perfectionism
Jun 09, 202348:43
EP 058 | TRUE CLIENT STORY: Transforming Bulimia and PTSD with Cindy

EP 058 | TRUE CLIENT STORY: Transforming Bulimia and PTSD with Cindy

My client Cindy is not who you would expect to be on the path of healing with psychedelics. She's retired, and lives a tranquil life with her husband and puppy dog, teaching yoga by donation in support of local cancer patients. She's a loving wife, mother, and grandmother, who loves to hold gatherings and be the nurturer and rock for her friends and family. On the outside, Cindy has a beautiful, full life full of family, abundance, and blessings. But inside, she was carrying a dark secret. When I met her last year, Cindy had been struggling with disordered eating, bulimia, alcohol, and self-harming behaviors for decades. She suffered from PTSD sustained as a result of childhood abuse. And while she looked like everything was perfect, she came to me ready to do the deep inner work of finding self-love and healing her trauma so that she could remember her own power and be truly present for herself and her family.

In this episode, Sinclair and Cindy talk about:

  • How Cindy found her path to integration through this show
  • Feeling lost after her journey, not feeling supported
  • Her readiness and willingness to do the work inside my integration program
  • Developing anorexia as a result of sexual abuse by her uncle as a child
  • Coming to psychedelics to address her childhood trauma and heal her disordered eating
  • Her integration journey through the elements
  • Grounding into the Earth
  • Feeling safe to feel her feelings
  • Releasing through fire
  • Finding a heart-centered path of spirituality with medicine, religion without rules
  • Beginning your integration path with Earth - safety, security, embodiment
  • Throwing temper tantrums like a child, regressing to childhood to feel the feelings that had been hidden
  • Responding instead of reacting, nurturing the feelings
  • Trusting the process, letting go of expectations, less doing, more being
  • The privilege of sitting with medicines 
  • The long term work of integration is like peeling an onion, it takes how long it takes
  • No longer carrying around guilt and shame in her body, feeling angry and expressing it
  • Forgiveness for those who did harm to her
  • Feeling unapologetically authentic
  • Healing our relations with our parents, our family of origin 
  • Finding compassion for our ancestral trauma and the path of our parents
  • Learning how to listen to yourself and to really listen to other people
  • Her relationship with her estranged son
  • Shifting from black and white/linear thinking to more organic and process based thinking
  • The gift of ongoing support and trusting yourself that you've got it
  • Turning your inner critic into your inner cheerleader
  • Going from a people pleaser to an empowered creator
  • Planting the seeds of what you want to call into your life
  • Falling in love with the Earth 
  • You're never too old, you're never too sick, and you're never too wounded to find a path that's going to work for you

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Jun 01, 202353:60
EP 057 | Creating Equity and Accessibility
May 26, 202340:12
EP 056 | Remembering Your Sovereignty with Maitreya Wolf, Evolutionary Mentor

EP 056 | Remembering Your Sovereignty with Maitreya Wolf, Evolutionary Mentor

Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, Sinclair interviews Maitreya Wolf, evolutionary soul mentor and founder of Soul Power Mentoring. Maitreya is a wise woman, musician, mystic, earth lover, and movement artist. Her deepest allegiance is to the spiritual power of Beauty, the wild earth, freedom and sovereignty for all life, and the life of Soul.

Maitreya grew up in Boston, enjoying a life of urban artistic culture and progressive education, while spending her summers riding horses in the outback of the Arizona desert. A natural artist, she later spent many years doing ritualized tattoo work, recreating rites of passage with people that have been stripped from our social fabric. Maitreya is a singer and professional musician, and offers concerts in a ritual format, making space for her haunting and soul-moving music to deeply affect and touch the audience members. 

Maitreya has cultivated a diverse and omni-dimensional skill set, weaving embodied wisdom, and an expansive, dynamic insight into the beautiful (and sometimes harrowing) human experience. It is this unique and extraordinary lens through which she lives and teaches. Through her earth-and-soul centered evolutionary mentoring practice, Soul Power Mentoring, she helps people learn how to transform pain into power so that they can live lives of greater connection and purpose in this most extraordinary time of human and planetary transformation.


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RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Connect with Maitreya Wolf, Evolutionary Mentor
Maitreya’s website: Soul Power Mentoring 
Follow Maitreya on Instagram: @maitreyawolfmentor
Find her on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/maitreyawolfsacredarts
To hear some of her music, meditations, and teachings, visit her Youtube channel
To hear her album, Fertile Darkness, visit her Bandcamp page


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May 11, 202301:05:46
EP 055 | The Art of Appreciation

EP 055 | The Art of Appreciation

The art of appreciation is a powerful practice you can use to elevate your vibration and lift your mood out of the gutter. But it's often a lot more difficult than it sounds. When you feel stuck in lack, like you don't have control over anything, and nothing seems to be going your way, how do you just decide to be grateful and appreciate everything around you? Today's episode digs into the stuckness that we all feel sometimes, and offers you 3 questions to ask so that you can shift into a more beneficial mindset full of appreciation and bounty.

 

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May 05, 202338:13
EP 054 | Accessing Your Inner Healer with Heather Shelton, Cannabis Nurse Herbalist

EP 054 | Accessing Your Inner Healer with Heather Shelton, Cannabis Nurse Herbalist

Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, Sinclair interviews Heather Shelton, RN, BSA founder of Herbsong Farm, and a registered nurse herbalist who has worked with botanical medicine for over two decades. She came to plant medicine in desperation to save her life, having tried everything Western medicine had to offer. She suffered from significant depression for several years, with persistent anxiety on the side to boot. What she found was way more than treatment – it was a path back to herself, and an open door to all she could ever have hoped life could be. 

Heather blends her intuitive plant wisdom and traditional nursing experience to offer a unique holistic approach to care. She supports people on their health journeys using herbs, cannabis, nutrition, and lifestyle changes. Heather also offers an online herbal apprenticeship, and has spoken about cannabis and psychedelics at many conferences around the country. She is currently an instructor for psilocybin facilitators in Oregon, a member of United Plant Savers, the International Association of Psychedelic Nurses, the Cannabis Nurses Network, and the American Cannabis Nurse Association, where she serves on multiple committees. 


RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Connect with Heather Shelton, RN, BSA
Heather's website: Herbsong Farm
Follow Heather on Instagram: @herbsongfarm

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Apr 28, 202301:20:24
EP 053 | There's No Such Thing as a Bad Trip

EP 053 | There's No Such Thing as a Bad Trip

Here’s a controversial statement…There’s no such thing as a bad trip. Some people find this super triggering. But what if  the hardest, most difficult psychedelic experiences are the portal to your deepest expansion? The hard time is a gift. And it’s how we grow our wings and learn to fly. In medicine experiences, and in life. There’s nothing you can’t handle when you learn how to change your perspective to one of gratitude and willingness rather than victimhood. Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast I am exploring how you can shift a bad trip into a catalyst for transformation that will change your life forever. 







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Apr 20, 202347:48
EP 052 | How to Be Your Authentic Self

EP 052 | How to Be Your Authentic Self

You might be thinking, "Do you really need instruction on how to be your authentic self?" Well, that depends on where you are with your growth and expansion. How willing are you to deconstruct what it means to be YOU? How open are you to the possibility that YOU is ever evolving, ever changing, and that you come from a spiritual place of origin? That You are the light. That you don't need to do anything complicated to be yourself. You just need to listen to what is already there. Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast I am sharing six simple steps to call in more authenticity, connect to your highest self, and be the most YOU that ever lived. 

In this episode, Sinclair shares about:

  • Recognizing that the “YOU” that you associate as being is a collection of agreements, experiences, stories, and memories. There really is no static you. You are always evolving and growing. 
  • At least some of your personality is a collection of trauma responses, habits, and learned behaviors that run on auto-pilot
  • How we get indoctrinated to behave and perform for love as children
  • How we get contained (being told we are too loud, talk too much, don't pay attention right, need to control ourselves, be quiet, be good, please adults with our docility and agreeableness)
  • Seeking external validation, wanting approval and love from outside yourself 
  • Connecting to the real YOU - the highest self, the inner being, the divine light bearer… this is your essence. And your essence is love. Light. This is Universal. 
  • Receiving the answers that you are capable of holding in this moment
  • Finding your soul mission as a spiritual quest
  • Choosing to incarnate, being hip to where your spirit wants to be and evolve as part of ALL THAT IS
  • Becoming a witness to your patterns and self-sabotaging behaviors
  • Being a goddess walking, celebrating spiritual opulence
  • Receiving the transmission of YOU, pure love, pure power, pure presence
  • Taking medicine means you are asking for MORE - power, responsibility, healing
  • The privilege of sitting with psychedelics, learning from these ancient teachers
  • Removing the obstacles that prevent you from being yourself
  • You don't need to be different. You already have everything that you need. You only need to let everything fall away that doesn't resonate with who you are. 
  • Taking in the weight of the world, seeing humans as bad or wrong, being angry at society
  • Unfettered economic growth in a finite system will collapse the system
  • Radical acceptance of where we are and taking responsibility for our own participation in this system
  • Making better choices about how you are participating in the system
  • Holding the weight of the world on your shoulders is an obstacle
  • Letting go of the not good enough wound
  • Worrying and anxiety are obstacles that steal your energy
  • Healing your ancestors in the past and future
  • Starting form a clean slate, quitting what doesn't resonate
  • Cultivating your wild, childlike capacity for wonder
  • The wonder of spring in Asheville, North Carolina, seeing nature come alive
  • Be curious, have fun, finding out what you love to do, trying new things
  • Stop giving a fuck about what people think
  • Turning people off is the jam
  • You are a special kind of vibe  
  • Put your attention and resources toward what you want, how you want to fee, what you want to experience
  • Erase should from your vocabulary
  • Plugging up energy and time and money leaks
  • Trust yourself to be yourself - one moment at a time
  • Reconnecting to your soft, animal nature 
  • Take off the mask, really be yourself and see what happens

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Apr 13, 202301:11:50
EP 051 | Listening to the Body with Jules Hare, Embodiment Coach and Craniosacral Therapist

EP 051 | Listening to the Body with Jules Hare, Embodiment Coach and Craniosacral Therapist

Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, Sinclair interviews Jules Hare, a playfully wise Intuitive Mentor and Embodiment Coach who specializes in listening to the body. With more than 30 years experience as a craniosacral therapist, she’s spent thousands of hours mastering her unique craft. A natural born inner intimacy artist, Jules has an amazing ability to awaken you to your own inner gifts and unique abilities, by facilitating a new and powerful friendship between your mind and body. 


Jules has dedicated her practice to helping people from all walks of life develop full, passionate, meaningful lives through compassion, curiosity, and powerful attention. She believes the secret lies in turning inward to cultivate our intuition and live with embodied, compassionate presence. 


Throughout her career, Jules has facilitated the exponential personal growth of hundreds of clients through her playful, intuitive, and wise guidance. Using beautiful storytelling, deep listening and curated guidance designed uniquely for each individual, the programs and sessions Jules offers empower individuals who are ready to open their hearts and step into their fully realized potential.


RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Connect with Jules Hare
Jules Hare's Website
Follow Jules on Instagram
Raise Future Leaders Book


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Apr 07, 202301:11:50
EP 050 | The Cosmic Bitchslap
Mar 24, 202358:33
EP 049 | Huachuma Medicine Magic with Jeremy Martin of Cinco Medicos Retreats

EP 049 | Huachuma Medicine Magic with Jeremy Martin of Cinco Medicos Retreats

In this episode of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, I'm talking about Huachuma medicine magic with Jeremy Martin. Jeremy is the founder of Cinco Medicos Retreats, a shamanic healing center with locations in the Americas. Extensively trained to work with a number of psychedelic plant medicines, Jeremy is wholly dedicated to helping people heal trauma and achieve personal growth. He specializes in helping people with a Western mindset to transform their lives and reconnect with the divine within through San Pedro (Huachuma) cactus ceremonies, mental health counseling, breathwork, and other holistic practices. His own journey healing chronic conditions (addiction, depression, anxiety, chronic pain, PTSD, etc.) is a big reason why he loves helping others to heal these same conditions as well. 


RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Noya Rao Tree of Light
Cinco Medicos Retreats website
Follow @cincomedicosretreats on Instagram
Cinco Medicos Retreats YouTube Channel


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Mar 17, 202301:10:55
EP 048 | Living with Integrity

EP 048 | Living with Integrity

What does living with integrity mean when you are on a spiritual journey with psychedelics?  Integrity is the divine practice of unification. Of wholeness. Of reconnecting your disenfranchised parts and bringing them together in oneness and unity. If you feel drawn to plant medicine and psychedelics as a way to remember your true nature of peace and ease, finding a path to walk through your life with integrity can help get you there. Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast I am sharing about the four aspects of living with integrity within yourself and aligning your life with a path of authenticity, self trust, and spirituality.

In this episode, Sinclair shares about:

  • What is the definition of integrity and why should you care?
  • Unification of all of your parts  body, heart, mind, and   spirit
  • Living out of integrity is living outside of your true nature, acting against yourself
  • Recognizing when you are out of integrity with yourself
  • Shedding the ways of being that are not serving you
  • When problems are symptoms and coping mechanisms
  • Self-forgiveness and gentleness as a path to coming home to yourself
  • Feeling ashamed, angry, exhausted, and lost
  • Rupture is how you find repair, going through the darkness is how you find the path of the light
  • Bringing plant medicine and psychedelics on as healing partners that teach you how to be a dimension walker
  • Being out of integrity is part of the journey, you have to have this to learn
  • You don't have to control everything
  • The four parts of integrity and reunifying your holistic being
  • Start with the body, moving your body in a joyful way
  • Creating safety in your nervous system
  • Coming to know the boundaries of your body and your energy
  • Releasing what doesn't serve you
  • Coming into alignment with your heart, your emotional body
  • Not feeling safe to feel your feelings or ask for what you need
  • How I stay in integrity with the podcast
  • Collaboration over competition
  • Going against your heart for a quick gain
  • Being the tortoise, slow and steady, allows you to open to your intuition and feel what is right for you
  • Bringing the mind into integrity through confronting your limiting beliefs and knowing that you don't have to get attached to the stories
  • You get to decide what you believe, you get to decide what your values are
  • The loving and benevolent Universe that has your best interest and expansion at heart
  • The spiritual connection and path is truly the only way to true self-integrity
  • Connecting with God through Nature
  • Plant medicine as a path to coming back into integrity in yourself
  • Healing the collective
  • Becoming whole, accepting yourself, trusting yourself
  • Leaning on your spiritual path during the hardest times in your life

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Mar 10, 202358:05
EP 047 | Our Future is Ancient with Pia Sewelies

EP 047 | Our Future is Ancient with Pia Sewelies

Mar 03, 202358:17
EP 046 | Reconnecting to Your Roots with Joi Whitmore, Entheogenic Priestess

EP 046 | Reconnecting to Your Roots with Joi Whitmore, Entheogenic Priestess

Today on The Psychedelic Integration Podcast, I'm sharing a wonderful conversation about healing and mushrooms with Joi Whitmore, Entheogenic Priestess. Through her own life experience with racial prejudice, sexual abuse, and a mentally ill mother, she has transmuted multiple layers of trauma with the help of intense therapy, coaching, and psilocybin. Joi is Certified Master Life Coach, an intuitive entheogenic guide, integration coach, and an instructor for the Wayfinder Life Coach training school. She works with all types of people who are feeling discouraged with life internally, even though they may appear successful on the surface.

It is from this place of healing that she seeks to serve others coming from the same space. A child of the earth, she was raised in a multi-cultural family who introduced her to her love of nature, gardening, the beach, and Native American culture. These are the areas in which she finds the most healing in her life, and shares theses methods, tools, and wisdom with her clients.

RESOURCES MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE:
Work and connect with Joi Whitmore, Entheogenic Priestess
Entheogenic Priestess website
Follow @entheogenicpriestess on Instagram 
A Course in Miracles

Feb 24, 202301:21:37
EP 045 | Breaking Up with Diet Culture and Finding Home in Your Body
Feb 17, 202301:01:03
EP 044 | Prayer, Ceremony, and the Living Medicine Family with Andrew Askaripour
Feb 10, 202301:30:29
EP 043 | Reconnecting, Receiving, and Rest
Feb 03, 202349:44