Tea with Natalie

Tea with Natalie

By Natalie
Millenial. Expat. Dreamer. Writer. Boarder. And lots of other things. Living my life, writing my book and talking about it on air. Have a listen! Cover art photo by http://instagram.com/jamakassi
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Rant about heart pain
A fast rant before getting a taxi and going to work...cause I forgot my bike on the island 😳🤦‍♀️ and I forgot that I forgot it there. How typical!
04:09
July 20, 2020
Don’t wait, do
Inspiration comes in the process
07:40
July 16, 2020
Stop distracting yourself
If we weren’t spending so much time distracting ourselves, think of how much we could have done for our health, our careers and our relationships
11:01
July 6, 2020
My morning routine
Late shift morning routine....+ some stories 🤪
10:35
June 27, 2020
Jumpstart your life
I’m trying really hard here not to be depressed
06:17
June 24, 2020
Be grateful today
A podcast episode about nothing ))
04:25
June 12, 2020
Softly slap me on the cheek
Life updates, soft voices, past, memories...
10:40
June 5, 2020
Another day, another work day
Trying to be grateful for little things
11:28
May 29, 2020
Damage
My damage and smth about it
07:45
May 12, 2020
Before you come out, you have to go in
Something poetic and something so true
03:03
April 17, 2020
Not a good day at all
It’s about me wanting to hurt myself
09:08
April 14, 2020
How I want my life to be
We can be the discipline that we’re looking for, be an example for yourself. You can be more. You can do more
25:42
April 13, 2020
My life in the times of Covid-19
Inside my everyday life...depression, struggles...me
17:35
April 13, 2020
No more work? COVID-19
I’m scared. But not about getting the virus but being able to live and go to the store and buy stuff, pay my bills. Maybe in these times it’s preposterous to think like that, but that’s a reality of my everyday life. I just wanted to share
16:31
March 13, 2020
In the times of COVID-19
I’m freaking out, but trying not to show it as much
20:11
March 12, 2020
Am i trying to escape my feelings?
I wanted to go snowboarding 🏂 because it’s probably one of the last times I’m gonna be able to go this season, but Is it an escape???
05:06
March 4, 2020
My girls & I
The Bold type, Katy Keene & heartbreak 💔
14:52
February 28, 2020
Happy Valentine’s Days 🥰😘❤️
Love
06:09
February 14, 2020
The uncertainties of an expat
Is it ever easy? Nope. Can it be more productive? Can it be better? You can make it better, and yes - it is damn hard.
23:49
February 14, 2020
A damsel in waiting
God, do I love to wait....😩🙄🤦‍♀️ no, I don’t, especially when it’s about my life, my career.....my WORK PERMIT!!!!!! But well, what else can I do? Go snowboarding 🏂??? 🤔 hell yeah
11:17
February 7, 2020
Un-comfort Zone ☺️👏🏻
How great it is to be uncomfortable 😣 said no one ever and yet they say that’s where magic happens
14:55
February 5, 2020
I deleted him forever
Or I hope it’s forever...I hope it stays, I hope it helps me, I hope he stays away so I can move on with my life...
20:42
January 25, 2020
It’s happened to me too
Manipulation, emotional and physical abuse...you don’t even know you’re in a game, until you stop playing it
16:13
January 10, 2020
2019 recap
I had to look at my insta to remember everything important that happened this year)) short memory I guess 🙄😂
23:38
January 2, 2020
The pressure of sex
The morning show, me, sexual abuse, harassment...life really
15:27
January 1, 2020
Your hand, kiss in the rain
My middle in the night, more like early morning softness..
04:00
December 29, 2019
More magic, growth, love and awe
“When you can feel the remarkable, uncommon texture of your soul, you can’t imagine letting anyone else close who isn’t perfectly meant to intertwine with it” ~ butterflies rising ~
17:51
December 29, 2019
The feeling you give me
Talking mystical, subconscious...what is real and what’s not? What do you believe in? Do you think Universe speaks to us in dream or is it just our subconscious playing tricks?
08:55
December 19, 2019
Love yourself enough to do better
I’m trying for real this time. Trying to be better to myself, do better for my own sake, love myself enough to not let people crush my hopes and dreams
18:30
December 17, 2019
What is love in 2019?
Friendships, depression, love, crushes, dating stories)) all that and more in my new episode
17:04
December 10, 2019
How I “Prison Break” -ed us from juvi
I’m back and I have lots to be depressed about 🙄 about. I’m scared and I’m desperate...and I’m sick of it. Let’s hear about my juvi break / escape
08:25
December 1, 2019
Is happiness the non-existence of sadness?
Is happiness the goal or is it a way? Is it a constant or is it just a glimpse? What the hell is happiness and how do I catch it?
16:30
October 27, 2019
My life takes priority
I’ve learned a lot over the years. Some things aren’t easy to admit and yet I believe in my mom’s wisdom and the reality of things, reality of change. It is inevitable and it’ll have to come at some point
10:52
October 26, 2019
How to organize myself
How I organize, what I do on a daily basis and all kinds of talk...enjoy
13:40
October 21, 2019
Modern love in the modern world
Based on life experience, lots and lots of love experience....and new amazon Prime series called “Modern love” based on Modern love essays from the New York Times
16:00
October 20, 2019
Does anyone really love me?
An attempt to write like one of the greatest article writers - Nicholas Cole 😌 I tried, I wasn’t so bad at all. And also hopefully helped someone
11:49
October 19, 2019
What is the best way to say I don’t love you?
There isn’t one. Or is there? Should you even bother and say that? Do you want to hurt the person like that? Listen and find out what I think
05:19
October 18, 2019
To get out of the rut - do something
To get out of the rut - get out of the rut. It’s easy to say, definitely not easy to do. But once you start with smth small, you’ll be inclined to do more, that’s how it usually works. So let’s do it !!!
07:42
October 16, 2019
What did I learn from my relationship?
No shit talk. No shit lessons. Getting personal and vulnerable here..been crying some, it’s one ☝️ of those days
15:21
October 14, 2019
Trash cans are the most important in love
It’s metaphorical, don’t worry 😉
13:06
October 8, 2019
Love yourself first
It’s something I’ve been talking about for a long time and it is still hard and it is still confusing...it’s “take it one day at a time” kinda thing.
09:09
October 6, 2019
The daily stoic: what are you afraid of?
Random entry from the daily stoic, I’m still sick but recovering. Thank you for listening 👂
05:49
October 4, 2019
Apps for photo editing
Just some apps I use to edit photos on insta
05:04
October 2, 2019
Home is mom and dad and used to be you
I guess I was trying to talk to you without being able to actually talk to you. But this is better. You can’t talk back and since I’m sure you won’t ever hear this, here I go.
08:40
October 1, 2019
Rant
Just bear with me..pride hurt, people are shit but we can’t do anything about it
07:00
September 19, 2019
Season 2 Episode 2: Listen to your gut
Because I didn’t listen to my gut - I’ve got myself a lesson. Stung a bit, but well, lesson learned. Let’s move on. Hopefully better people ahead.
05:55
September 13, 2019
Season 2 Episode 1: The end of my two-year gloom
It’s time.
05:55
September 8, 2019
Episode 342: Why haven’t I found true love yet?
“The practice of course waiting - choosing to wait for sex and denying instant gratification so that you can see clearly, make better decisions, and position yourself for blessings - is the key to finding not just happiness but spirit-deep fulfillment.” - The Wait, DeVon Franklin
10:22
August 22, 2019
Episode 341: Post heartbreaks revelations
I wish I was a person I am now today 5 years ago, but it doesn’t work like that. I am who I am because of all the shit I’ve been through and apparently that’s the way in this world. Otherwise, you can’t grow as a human as a mind.
09:43
August 13, 2019
Episode 340: I cried, but he kept on going
Rape culture is something that hasn’t really been in my life but I actually realized that I was wrong and I remembered smth from the past that I forgot. More on this in the next episodes
09:27
August 8, 2019
Episode 339: it’s August? Whaaat?
I frankly didn’t even feel July. Was there a July?
04:15
August 7, 2019
Episode 338: Do this and win every day
This is sooooo easy and yet do we do it? No, we don’t. But I started doing it and I feel empowered, I feel power in myself. I feel like I can do anything and guess what? I can.
06:31
August 7, 2019
Episode 337: Change is everything and everywhere
Something as obvious as change, sometimes is extremely hard
02:22
August 3, 2019
Episode 336: life as it is
For anyone who’s still listening 👂 I am grateful 🙏🙂
06:40
August 2, 2019
Episode 335: This is how you say “I’m sorry”
My article is finally published and I am really grateful and excited to present you, my new piece, originally published on Thought Catalog: This is how you say “I’m sorry” 😌☺️ I hope you like it 🙃🤗
03:57
July 11, 2019
Episode 334: let’s enjoy being single
People talk about how they feel behind because they don’t have the relationship, the house 🏡, the dog 🐶 or the babies they want. Well, I actually feel extremely grateful to be single and to have time to do everything I want and figure out my heart ❤️
09:42
July 10, 2019
Episode 333: Run 🏃‍♀️ Forest
In the best Forest 🌳 Gump tradition, I am back to running 🏃‍♀️ after taking a couple of days off because of crazy work schedule
05:49
July 9, 2019
Episode 332: Scripture aka future journaling
Scripture aka future journaling, how to do it, what to write, how often 😌 all in here and more
09:15
July 6, 2019
Episode 332: YouTube & running 🏃‍♀️ & green smoothie
My life, my smoothie, my first YouTube video 😳🥰
04:32
July 4, 2019
Episode 331: Mister Fitness 💪🍑 2019
I hate fit people. Something I might say while actually being jealous and proud, extremely proud and respectful since I actually love fit people. They are my role models, inspiration and motivation. Recording this one after my run 🏃‍♀️ Love, Natalie
05:50
June 28, 2019
Episode 330: Running 🏃‍♀️
Set me on fire, set me on fire I’m still alive I’m still alive, Bet you didn’t think 🤔 that I’d come back to life - “Stronger” The Score
06:34
June 28, 2019
Episode 329: run your first 5k
Yay. I’m back on my running schedule. 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️see it on my insta @iamnataliiatotka
05:21
June 20, 2019
Episode 328: stop 🛑 finding time for shit
I don’t mean, stop going out or hanging out with friends. What I’m saying is be selective, be better with your time-shares 😊 make it count. Life isn’t as long as you think. It’s mostly just “blink” and you’re on your deathbed..how that happened, no clue 😲😩😭😂😂😂
05:18
June 19, 2019
Episode 327: The new president of Ukraine 🇺🇦
Miss 🏡 home, our new president, inauguration and all that stuff. About my running in the next episode
06:33
June 16, 2019
Episode 326: the one where I throw stones into someone’s window
Home sweet home, love, life...puppies...trip...excitement
17:19
June 13, 2019
Episode 325: Do you give money to beggars? Would you?
First episode back...let’s ease into it 😌
04:16
June 13, 2019
Episode 324: These days
Instagram, puppies 🐶, new president
03:47
May 17, 2019
Episode 323: Tea 🍵 talk #3
Fat fat fat ....blah blah...chocolate....Game of Thrones 😳😤 www.patreon.com/nataliiatotka...oh no dash, slash whatever...sorry 😏
06:00
May 13, 2019
Episode 322: Going back into feelings 😳
Home, the place where I could go.. Home the place where I belong...
04:58
May 13, 2019
Episode 321: Моя мечта
Пою немножко под видео на YouTube 😌 Singing 🎤 a bit
02:17
May 6, 2019
Episode 320: What is it with being pretty?
Stop obsessing
03:37
May 5, 2019
Episode 319: what do we live for?
I feel guilty about complaining, I feel guilty when I spend too much money, I feel guilty about a lot of things...and what do I do? The same things, over and over again
11:35
May 2, 2019
Episode 318: Tea 🍵 talk #2 - Someone take me home
Updates on life, being weird, going to gym, a bit sick 🤕, pups 🐶 , love and life on the crazy 😜 side
08:30
May 1, 2019
Episode 317: Tea 🍵 talk #1: Change
Change is usually hard. Sometimes it’s exciting and terrifying. But it’s always, always gonna surprise you 😌🙌 my first tea 🍵 talk 🥰
08:00
April 8, 2019
Episode 316: can you love without trust?
Trust is the basis of everything. So can you really love without trust? Maybe. But are you sure you want to hurt yourself that way?
02:48
April 4, 2019
Episode 315: on a walk with dogs 🐕 & next day clean 🧽 up
On life and bettering myself + news
05:38
April 1, 2019
Episode 314: What is the freakiest thing you’re attracted to?
Love, life, alone, Quora....life some more. Dogs 🐕 in the middle of the night. Hahah. All good
04:08
March 27, 2019
What does it take for you to love someone?
Love isn’t the feeling you get when you touch her breasts; or cup her ass when she straddles you; it’s not your sexual fantasies about a random sweet girl on Instagram...
03:24
March 23, 2019
Spring updates
Just a short info about my life and what’s happening
05:34
March 18, 2019
Southpaw
I don’t know what else to say
03:21
March 13, 2019
My grandpa’s birthday, cancer....
Just throwing my feelings out there
07:38
March 11, 2019
Episode 309: Announcement
Thoughts 💭
06:41
March 8, 2019
Episode 308: How to take advantage of opportunities 😎
It’s GaryVee. It’s always been GaryVee. He’s my guy. I think 🤔 if my binge on him rather than some shit on Netflix (which btw I don’t have anymore!!!🙏) I’d get to where I want to be much fast 💨 er
02:48
March 3, 2019
Episode 307: Being an entrepreneur
I’m that guy who’s out of a long-term relationship wanting to date everyone 😂 - Gary Vee And I am in sync on that)) watching GaryVee on YouTube and drawing on Procreate
03:59
March 3, 2019
God’s plan
I was jut lying in my bed and suddenly....I thought it was behind me but he’s still in the back of my head and I can’t....
04:36
March 2, 2019
When we write (Spoken Word)
By Tatsuo Yousuke and me (just my voice actually) 😌💖 Hope you like it guys 🙏👌🏻
02:42
March 2, 2019
Episode 304: Curse free Gary Vee
Nicolas Cole, Gary Vee...& my Netflix life @😓
05:58
March 1, 2019
Episode 303: Choose to breathe
Life sweeps 🧹 you off your feet 🦶 and you’re lying on the ground not understanding what had just happened. It happened more times to me than I can count. Or bother to count...listen to the end 🙏
02:38
February 28, 2019
Episode 302: Spring 💐
Walking the dogs 🐕, enjoying my life in the sun ☀️, said no winter ❄️ person ever)), welcome to my Patreon creative lab 🧪, support my art 🖼 and my creative life with Patreons only content 😌🙏💖
03:32
February 28, 2019
Episode 301: Munich trip
I didn’t record an episode with David (maybe next time)...but I hope 🤞 you will like this concoction of sorts))
04:08
February 25, 2019
Episode 300: I’ve decided 🙏
Finally I’ve chosen my Instagram layout...don’t know if I’m gonna stick to it but let’s see. Not that I’m Irish ☘️ but I kinda like how they say “shite”))
02:53
February 25, 2019
Breakups are tough
Breakups are tough on all of us...let’s not blame anyone. Let’s just leave it as it is and embark on our journey away from those people 😒
01:55
February 22, 2019
Episode 298: Hotel 🏨 + ski resort 🏂
It was amazing regardless anything and everything..so what if it didn’t work out the way I was planning, it worked out differently and that was great 👍🏻
09:57
February 22, 2019
Wisdom “on the way”
Some GaryVee and some me 😌
05:38
February 20, 2019
Do not die, Nat 😂
I hope 🤞 I’m gonna stay alive
04:55
February 19, 2019
Episode 295: it’s “good” that you’ve failed
Navy Seal Commander solution to failure. My life and all kinds of stuff in-between. 🤗
14:53
February 15, 2019
Episode 294: Update & happy Valentine’s Day
A short message since I haven’t checked in in a bit...and happy Valentine’s Day 💖💖💖💖😘🥰😌🙏
05:46
February 14, 2019
Episode 293: you don’t have to be upset
Robert Rodriquez talks with his son. “You never have to be upset about anything. Everything is for a purpose.”
06:55
February 10, 2019
Episode 292: what’s the best relationship advice you can give someone?
In this episode, I give advice to my younger self. Something I wish I did in the early stages of me dating guys. But I guess, I learn the hard way.
02:16
February 9, 2019
Episode 291: Learn to enjoy and appreciate the process
I absolutely had to share this. Cause I’m guilty of not really doing this and I’d like to, so since it’s a great advice, I thought I’d share. 😘
01:02
February 4, 2019
Episode 290: I threw some glasses on the floor
The glass-throwing wasn’t intentional. What this episode is really about is “The tool of titans”. Well, some of it. 🙃🤪
11:28
February 4, 2019
Episode 289: The journey to self-love is never ending
My first article on Unwritten - “The journey to self-love is never ending, but here’s the start.” Enjoy!
04:58
February 2, 2019
Episode 288: Netflix obsession
Well well well, I have to stop 🛑 it’s been insane
03:11
February 1, 2019
Episode 287: you shouldn’t regret your kindness
You shouldn’t regret your kindness. Even if the person didn’t deserve it. Especially if the person didn’t deserve it.
02:13
January 30, 2019
Episode 286: I rob myself everyday and I usually don’t mind
Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is our time: the NOW. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time - past and future - the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is. - Eckhart Tolle
02:29
January 28, 2019
Episode 285: It is time to bring it into the world
I’m done researching the hell out of it and I’m done worrying and I’m done overthinking. It’s coming out
03:45
January 28, 2019
Episode 284: Take off the blindfold
Take off the blindfold and see how your life can be changed. Not easily, not really. But it can be. Just by Googling
04:20
January 25, 2019
Episode 283: Does it get better?
It does. Eventually. Might take a while. Good luck to you 🤗
03:22
January 25, 2019
Episode 282: Small business 1 o 1
I think this is so basic and so easy to do and yet the majority doesn’t do it. Everybody’s about money 💰 dough and ROI. But start 🛫 with a small thing like that and see how it all changes.
08:23
January 24, 2019
Episode 281: Time out
Coffee ☕️ shop. Croissant 🥐. Book 📚. Me
01:54
January 24, 2019
Episode 280: Law of reciprocity
For Anchor app and my listeners
07:07
January 22, 2019
Episode 279: can you be a good person right now?
I suppose I can, can you?
04:19
January 22, 2019
Episode 278: Can I take a blow and stay in the ring?
What is the alternative anyway?
05:57
January 22, 2019
Episode 277: FOMO or not?))
I’m not sure if this is even relevant. Like does it even matter? I don’t have time to do things I want to do with myself, when am I supposed to go out with all those ppl?))
02:00
January 18, 2019
Episode 276: It would make this world a better place
What is the simplest thing that you think would make the world a little bit better yet most people aren’t doing so? - question on Quora. Yes, I write on Quora now 😌💖🥰
02:28
January 17, 2019
Episode 275: Knit away?
Give your brain a break - do something with your hands.
04:43
January 16, 2019
Episode 274: Mel Robbins and the “brain dump”
In this episode I’m talking about Mel Robbins’ e-mail sessions that are connected to the “5-Second Rule” 📚 book and that I’m working through these days. If you get a chance, pick up the book and subscribe for the e-mail sessions because those are great 👍🏻
08:04
January 15, 2019
Episode 273: I love you
Writers do it too. I do it too. I pull all the beauty and all the love I have in me and I write about it...I’m afraid love won’t come back to me, so I write about it as much as I can.
01:02
January 14, 2019
Episode 272: Regret is useless
Don’t worry about those who talk behind your back, they’re behind for a reason. Reach out to me on Fb: Nataliia Totka, Medium, Instagram (iamnataliiatotka; nataliia_totka) ♥️😌 and stay safe, hopefully also from people who talk shit about you
10:23
January 14, 2019
Episode 271: I’ll take a chance on my life in 2019
Well well, 20K listens 😌😌😌😌♥️♥️♥️♥️ I appreciate it so much. My new article is out, just sharing as always)) love, N
05:57
January 13, 2019
Episode 270: Austria 🇦🇹 snow ❄️ Me
Me in snow ❄️ happy.
08:25
January 6, 2019
Episode 269: how to get over the love of your life
Well, yeah....this article was long overdue. And since I’ve experienced all that, I thought I’d write about. I mean, that’s what I do anyway, right??)) write about my experiences 😌 thank you for listening, love - Me
07:04
January 4, 2019
Episode 268: Happy New Year 🎈
It’s been eventful 🙄🥳🥳🥳🥳❄️🥰
00:27
January 1, 2019
Episode 267: Merry Christmas 🎄🎁
Just a little wish for you this holiday season 🎄🎁 With love as always, Natalie ❤️
04:07
December 24, 2018
Episode 266: Ignorance is sometimes bliss
When on the way back home from work 🙄
01:15
December 21, 2018
Episode 265: love in the golden cracks
Imperfection is tough. Especially when the whole world thinks you’re ugly. The whole world can go to hell. You gotta claim your imperfections and flaws and embrace the beauty of it. ♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏love, Natalie. I know it’s easier said than done, I still struggle with it.
04:47
December 20, 2018
Episode 264: Happiness ❄️🏂
Finally I opened the season...🏂🏂🏂❄️❄️❄️🎄🎄🎄🏔🏔🏔
07:22
December 20, 2018
Episode 263: Try something you think you hate
Very often in life we hate certain things and then somehow come to realize that it’s not so bad after all, it could be real nice actually. Everything has its advantages and disadvantages. Stay tuned for more 😌🤗♥️
02:25
December 10, 2018
Episode 262: Don’t let it get to you
All that crap that people pull on you - never mind. They bring themselves down. Do your thing, put the headphones on and dance your soul away. Cause they ain’t worth it
04:21
December 6, 2018
Episode 261: Motivational morning
Trying to motivate myself and you at the same time. My struggles, my laziness, my insecurities. 😏
11:44
December 6, 2018
Episode 260: Chips & depression
Some sweets 🍭 as well. It doesn’t really help, especially when it’s all over and all you can do is lie in bed and be full and wanna puke 🤢 just enough to regret eating all those things))
04:51
December 5, 2018
Episode 259: online education
This is not a sponsored episode. I have yet to get paid for whatever I’m doing online 🙄. I am merely sharing my experience with you and how I like to spend my spare time which is learning and getting certifications from online courses.
10:16
December 2, 2018
Episode 258: Change your attitude - change the world 🌎
My daily annoyances and how I deal)) happy bee 🐝 at the moment ☝️
08:00
November 29, 2018
Episode 257: a little quote from me to you
Something I wrote one day in my vkontakte community and shared pretty much everywhere: instagram, medium, Commaful and now here 😌 I hope you like it ♥️
02:48
November 28, 2018
Episode 256: Gossip: friend or foe?
Something I had to listen to today. I feel like I’ve outgrown this.
04:37
November 25, 2018
Episode 255: Can we be good enough?
Can we be good enough? Or are we already good enough? A ridiculous story about a grade turned into the feeling of never being worthy. I hope it turns out ok in the end.
19:08
November 25, 2018
Episode 254: I want the extraordinary kind 💕💕💕
A true story of my future romance 🤗🤗🤗 This is how it’s gonna be. Hand-written weekly letter from abroad. Love budding in the hearts of “us”. 😂😌🥰♥️ And more...on today’s episode 😘
09:40
November 21, 2018
Episode 253: On sex and love and dating
I hate dating. Starting again, trying to find someone, to have a new relationship, trying to find someone special. Well....it’s tough, but it’s life.
12:43
November 19, 2018
Episode 252: can you?
Psychological tricks. How can you trick yourself into perfection? How can you trick your mind into working for you rather than against you?
09:25
November 16, 2018
Episode 251: My rant))
Enjoy)) and if you don’t like smth or love smth on my podcast, feel free to leave a review on Apple 🍎 Podcasts ♥️♥️♥️love, Nat
09:19
November 15, 2018
Episode 250: happy ending, maybe?
Damn he’s so good-looking. My thoughts as I watch the movie. Such a pretty Aussie 😌😌😌♥️♥️♥️ I mean, come on....ven con mama?)))
08:06
November 11, 2018
Episode 249: По буквам. Караоке 🎤😌
Just another singing one.
04:23
November 9, 2018
Episode 248: another day, another now
The now, don’t rush it
08:52
November 7, 2018
Episode 247: karaoke 🎤
Another singing one. Just love this song and wanted to sing along. “The feelings you’re surrounded, the feeling you’re alone...”
03:57
November 6, 2018
Episode 246: The daily stoic
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.” The Stoics wanted to push past simply “accepting” what is - they wanted to be grateful and happy with what is.
07:53
November 6, 2018
Episode 245: it’s the most wonderful time of the year
Watching “the holiday calendar” and feeling it all. In the mood for Christmas 🎄 already. “It’s how you make me feel that counts” ♥️♥️♥️😘😘😘🍿
08:46
November 5, 2018
Episode 244: are you afraid the conversation will scare him/her away?
The episode’s name is the exact name of Matthew Hussey’s video you definitely should watch on YouTube. About that and more on the new episode 😘♥️♥️😘😍😍😍 love you guys and wish you a good start of the week
13:25
November 5, 2018
Episode 243: break-ups
Some rant, some more rant and some tears
10:32
November 4, 2018
Episode 242: Wanting to feel smth and yet
It happens once in a while. Today it’s just caught me off guard...wanting to feel smth...smth similar to what I had felt with Christian and Damon)). I’m mostly happy being single right now and I prefer it that way but there are times I wish something hugged me from the back. Someone who loves me and who I love.
07:02
November 1, 2018
Episode 241: The proposal 😍😘
Just wanted to share something nice 😌
01:38
October 30, 2018
Episode 240: Is celibacy the answer?
The real talk about real stuff. Beware, a lot of serious “me” talk. 🤗♥️😘 And thank you for listening
29:58
October 28, 2018
Episode 239: Top ten and more...
You gotta admit I was holding on like a champ...or at least tried to)) it’s hard to NOT cry once you’ve started..Katie Cotugno and “Top Ten” ♥️😌🤗
08:00
October 24, 2018
Episode 238: affirmations
Guys, so sorry...I recorded it yesterday but somehow didn’t get to actually publishing it...🤔🤔🤔weird, I know))
07:17
October 23, 2018
Episode 237: again?
Well, it happens from time to time. I just miss it, miss it all and I need time to get back on the horse.
04:42
October 22, 2018
Episode 236: at the airport
Haven’t slept, another 2 or 3 hours to wait....want to stay...want to go home and hug Mom again ☹️
05:01
October 20, 2018
Episode 235: memories
How random photos change your evening and how to be Parisian 😏🤔
04:17
October 7, 2018
Episode 234: pitfalls of writing a book 📚
Not an easy task, for sure. But life will always be bad and good simultaneously. 😌🙏 yeap, i was trying to speak with a british accent. 😂🤗
04:07
October 5, 2018
Episode 233: why you gotta be so rude?
Sing 🎶 me a song, lover. Take me to church and let’s get married))
03:03
October 2, 2018
Episode 232: home
Happy and peaceful, mostly haha
02:04
October 2, 2018
Episode 231: right thing
Listen and find out 😌
06:40
September 26, 2018
Episode 230: say no to the need to impress
The daily stoic
07:40
September 25, 2018
Episode 229: what’s the worst that can happen?
Just imagine it for a second. Find the solution and let it all go
03:32
September 23, 2018
Episode 228: sabes pot que?
Y me he dado cuenta de que hay alguien a quien odio... aún más que a ti. A mi. No me soporto. Me doy asco
06:46
September 22, 2018
Episode 227: Something that connects us
I believe strongly in this “concept”. Maybe it’s because I believe in fate or maybe it’s because I’m a hopeless romantic. 😌 Quein sabes?)
01:41
September 21, 2018
Episode 226: Things I have yet to learn
My 6-days-old article from Thought Catalog ♥️😌🙏
05:16
September 21, 2018
Episode 225: one of my favorite quotes
I’m just so fascinated by the language. 💖💖💖
01:04
September 21, 2018
Episode 224: la confianza es algo tan frágil
Cuando la verdad se impone y es demasiado dolorosa para afrontarla...
02:45
September 14, 2018
Episode 223: pero un día...
Another Spanish episode..just posting the quotes I like ♥️🙏😌
00:28
September 12, 2018
Episode 222: Quote
Some Spanish in the feed. Love ♥️
00:27
September 11, 2018
Episode 221: Another happy me from Swiss
Love Switzerland 🇨🇭 have I said it enough times?? Can it please love me back??? 😣🤪😌
03:29
September 7, 2018
Episode 220: Swiss Alps ♥️
On a trip somewhere special. Thank you for listening 👂
05:58
September 7, 2018
Episode 219: My bday and “real-ass friend”
My life, my upcoming birthday 🎁 and my “I don’t want a lover, I want a real-ass friend” originally published in Thought Catalog
11:11
August 30, 2018
Episode 218: Beautiful things about life
My new article that was originally published on Thought Catalog. But you can also find it on my Thrive Global Page. I’m glad to announce that I am also a contributing writer for Thrive Global now ♥️😌
17:26
August 24, 2018
Episode 217: Thrive Global and random things
Some new articles, exciting news, some bickering
16:46
August 23, 2018
Episode 216: Fresh air for the soul
I’m trying to enjoy my life while struggling with it 🤔🤔🤔 how is that?))
08:06
August 16, 2018
Episode 215: Do not care
It’s as always about me and a lesson I take out of the whole thing. I hope it helps
08:51
August 16, 2018
Episode 214: I just wish...she didn’t have to go through it
Life is a mess. But maybe sometimes it is much more than a total mess not worth pursuing.
06:57
August 8, 2018
Episode 213: Put YOUR oxygen mask first ✅
This is important!!!!! Listen carefully !!!! You matter, your life matters. You have to take care of yourself: your needs, your insecurities, your mind and your body and only then you can go and save the world 🌎❤️ love, N
12:00
August 7, 2018
Episode 212: Choose positivity
I know it’s hard...and I choose negativity and misery all the time...but maybe try something different this time??)
06:41
August 4, 2018
Episode 211: Mornings are the best
Don’t you agree?? Cause I do)) this day, tomorrow I’ll be probably sleeping off this sleepless night “hangover” 😌😂🙄
07:40
August 1, 2018
Episode 210: November 9 vs September 1??
Not sure which date would mine be. The date we said good-byes? 27th September, or the day of my bday? Or the day we met? I would choose my bday as the ultimate date ❤️😌
06:13
July 26, 2018
Episode 209: “Just be happy”
Give yourself time. Don’t stop the tears. Don’t try to swallow every little bit of your expression because it is inconvenient and seems weak to the outside world. Live with it. Bear with it. Write some shitty poetry. Go to the bookstore.
07:14
July 22, 2018
Episode 208: Let’s talk about what matters
With a cup of tea in my hands and a strong belief that everything happens in my favor
03:48
July 22, 2018
Episode 207: My struggle
These days it’s the novel in trying to write/finish/create 🤔 wracking my brain
05:06
July 19, 2018
Episode 206: Soul zen, fallindesign, Colleen Hoover part 2
Sorry for the first part 😫 I don’t know what happened there🤔
09:02
July 15, 2018
Episode 205: Soul zen, fallindesign and Colleen Hoover
I hope it all got recorded 😫
03:10
July 15, 2018
Episode 204: Let’s set ourselves for a beautiful life
I’m negative a lot in a way. I’d like to change that. That said, I’m “saying” my dream life to reality 😌❤️
08:32
July 12, 2018
Episode 203: I am
Maybe I should change the adjectives I use regarding myself
00:58
July 11, 2018
Episode 202: Do not hate me
Frankly, I don’t care if you hate me, I hate myself for all of the world already
10:31
July 8, 2018
Episode 201: What I want to do in life
A more or less short description of my hopes and dreams and wants))
06:26
July 6, 2018
Episode 200: Risk being seen - in all your insecurity and glory
I’m uncertain of what came first, my love for seclusion or affection for books, but both came together with an aversion to be seen.
05:26
July 5, 2018
Episode 199: Smth about me part 2
That’s it for now ❤️ more to come. Thank you for listening 👂
03:39
July 4, 2018
Episode 198: Some facts about me + updates
As always me chatting around and blabbing. Thank you for being here 🙏😌☺️
05:34
July 4, 2018
Episode 197: Stay consistent
Finished Gary Vee’s “Crushing it”.
05:22
July 2, 2018
Episode 196: Maybe someday
Griffin Peterson ❤️ Colleen Hoover ❤️🙏😌😌😌
07:20
June 30, 2018
Episode 195: Life and work and dogs 🐕
Do you know what Zeppelin is?
05:35
June 30, 2018
Episode 194: No sex, no alcohol, maybe no gluten
Have you watched all new “younger”??? Are you procrastinating your hopes and dreams like I do??? #thestruggleisreal
07:00
June 28, 2018
Episode 193: Being Homo sapiens is hard
Blah blah blah....Him again??? Yeap, sorry. my upcoming bday, my sucky writing, my love, my life
07:01
June 28, 2018
Episode 192: Dry cleaners and me 🤔
Not crying again????? Yes, crying again)) and so much more about life, struggles and me
13:29
June 27, 2018
Episode 191: I got love or?
I wish I got love but this is just a song I’m crappily singing 🎤 again. Russia song by MiyagGi & Эндшпиль ❤️
04:00
June 26, 2018
Episode 190: Половина моя
I love this Russian song and I don’t care if I sound bad 🤪
03:05
June 26, 2018
Episode 189: Sonnet 106
Today I’m reading Shakespeare for you
03:08
June 24, 2018
Episode 188: Vera Wang and glass slippers
We all are messed-up in some way. Some more than the others. Don’t feed your insecurities, work on them. Work on yourself.
10:01
June 23, 2018
Episode 187: Insecure little me
About me and life and stuff
07:40
June 22, 2018
Episode 185: Take a walk
Am I ready and able?
04:26
June 18, 2018
Episode 184: A drifting wish
By John Ronand ❤️
03:13
June 16, 2018
Episode 183: Do not conform
That’s when it gets real
15:24
June 15, 2018
Episode 180: Plans & Goals for Summer 2018
The weight is bugging me a smidge, the non-writing is bugging me....🤪😫
09:01
June 14, 2018
Episode 175: Buy me the clothes I look good in
Is there such clothes anyway??))) I’ve struggled my whole life to buy clothes. It either didn’t fit or didn’t look as good or costed too much...I wish there was a place you could go and put on stuff that you know already would look good on you and doesn’t cost much 😫😫😫🤔🤔🤔🤔😂😂😂😂
05:07
June 7, 2018
Episode 173: The bottom line
I just remembered smth cute about the “bottom line” ))) but that’s not the point. Just listen to the episode and clap 👏🏻 away 😘😘😘💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️
05:48
June 5, 2018
Episode 171: That time on a rooftop
Do not mind the sloppy, the crying me...that’s what you get today guys. It’s a real freaking emotion if some of you don’t know what it is
15:05
June 1, 2018
Episode 170: Tyrant or a good ruler?
Tyrant mostly. Haha
03:43
May 30, 2018
Episode 169: Emotional wreck
Denial denial, updates and how my life isn’t my own
06:35
May 30, 2018
Episode 168: To care or not to care???
I say....find out by listening to the episode ☺️
04:29
May 28, 2018
Episode 166: It took me 4000 posts
For real 😳 it took me that and more...reading...watching...figuring things out
08:11
May 26, 2018
Episode 165: Time wasted
06:29
May 24, 2018
Episode 164: С ней до утра
Кавер Миша Марвин - С ней
02:29
May 22, 2018
Episode 163: No hay nadie mas
Sebastian Yatra
03:00
May 22, 2018
Episode 162: What hurts you makes you
A person you have to be, a person you want to be
05:02
May 22, 2018
Episode 160: Yours
Cover Ella Henderson
02:27
May 22, 2018
Episode 158: One step closer
Cover “A thousand years”
02:58
May 19, 2018
Episode 157: Do not hold on to them
When you know things are ending, you freak out and you try to hold on
12:05
May 18, 2018
Episode 156: Ex
09:20
May 15, 2018
Episode 155: Lessons
16:43
May 14, 2018
Episode 154: Change your mind
I don’t care 🤷‍♀️ how I sound, I just like to sing sometimes
02:56
May 13, 2018
Episode 153: Suffocate your excuses
Gary V the fuck out of your life
03:38
May 13, 2018
Episode 148: All and all about nothing ☺️
Yours as always ❤️ Nat here
05:54
May 7, 2018
Episode 146: Start liking yourself
Maybe tomorrow 😂😂😂
03:52
May 3, 2018
Episode 144: I’m only human
Sick me on the background 😷😱😷
01:36
May 2, 2018
Episode 142: Больше чем любовь
💕🌸❤️
02:23
April 26, 2018
Episode 141: Life is a gift and a mess
“Life is a big, fat gigantic stinking mess, that’s the beauty of it, too” - Gayle Forman
07:15
April 25, 2018
Episode 140: Cover “You don’t know” Katelyn Target
Just a bit of grieving for something ungraspable
03:28
April 25, 2018
Episode 138: I vow to be single
And lots more on my new episode
16:15
April 24, 2018
Episode 136: Self-doubt
06:36
April 21, 2018
Episode 135: The truth is...
12:14
April 19, 2018
Episode 133: We are mortal
08:10
April 16, 2018
Episode 132: On Relationships with David Nelwan ☺️
Was a pleasure btw 😉😌
14:56
April 16, 2018
Episode 125: A B-girl from Delhi
For all the writers out there 💕❤️
04:45
April 6, 2018
Episode 123: Got attacked
05:52
April 4, 2018
Episode 122: All I wish
06:53
April 1, 2018
Episode 121: Crappy singer 👩‍🎤
After all the shitty singing there’s a message for you guys ❤️☺️
09:35
April 1, 2018
Episode 116: Trip to save your soul
But ominous 😂
02:25
March 29, 2018
Episode 115: #spreadlove not hate
❤️☺️love y’all
01:33
March 29, 2018
Episode 113: Focal point
02:48
March 28, 2018
Episode 112: Spread love ❤️
Insta: nataliia_totka; website: haleyjames3.wixsite.com/website
04:52
March 27, 2018
Episode 110: With his help I can do anything 🙏
This is the vlog I told you about: https://youtu.be/0FKVqoiozf0 And stay tuned for the special treat tomorrow ☺️💕❤️
10:14
March 24, 2018
Episode 108: ☺️ cuteness in the air ☺️
You’re welcome 😉 and thank you so much as well for all the wishes ☺️ Level Up Daily 😍💕❤️
01:50
March 22, 2018
Episode 105: Monday is ma bitch, yo 😂☺️👍🏻
Check out GaryVee’s insta: https://instagram.com/p/BggXiKcgGsA/ 💕💕💕
06:17
March 19, 2018
Episode 104: New video; back to school; it’s snowing 🌨
https://youtu.be/UY9kdm50dTc - my youtube video link. Be sure to give it a thumbs up and subscribe ☺️ maybe i'll become famous someday
03:53
March 19, 2018
Episode 103: Love is just a tool
Every once in a while I start texting, write a paragraph, but then I delete the message... (lyrics)
04:04
March 18, 2018
Episode 99: That was a weird one ☝️😂
That was a weird one because my roommate came in and I couldn't say everything I wanted....she doesn't know I have a podcast, I don't like sharing my private things that much 😂other than for the whole internet to read and to hear to 😂 but not for the people I work with. I weirdly don't want them to know this part of me.
00:47
March 13, 2018
Episode 97: More than love ❤️
🎤 singing, talking, loving, talking some more. Time to get back to doing ☺️
04:44
March 11, 2018
Episode 96: Bright beautiful world and me 💕
You might know her already, but if you don’t - you have to get to know her. I give you - bright beautiful world 🌍 and some of me as well ☺️☺️☺️
53:01
March 10, 2018
Episode 93: Don’t get discouraged
Another embarrassing episode when I cry on air....what is wrong with me?
06:12
March 7, 2018
Episode 91: Birds chirping?
07:01
March 5, 2018
Episode 89: TGIT crossover ❤️ and more
Come on....that was epic. Tears, goosebumps. Everything. Also talking about productivity, life, tv-series (obviously) and writing ✍️
05:03
March 3, 2018
Episode 88: Impressions, news, my day
All in all about all. My call with Positive Vibes, my day, my work, my crazy productivity strike 😂
06:11
March 2, 2018
Episode 86: Talking to Positive Vibes vol. 2
This was quite a treat. I talked to Positive Vibes about nothing and everything. Was pretty nervous but it was a nice 20-minute blast 😍😌😂
07:29
March 2, 2018
Episode 85: Motivation rut
07:29
February 27, 2018
Episode 84: Freezing my hands off
While talking to you guys...usually it’s beneficial to get out of your comfort zone..but maybe not necessarily when it’s -20 outside 😫
04:09
February 26, 2018
Episode 83: YouTube influenza
04:02
February 26, 2018
Episode 82: Annoyance part 2
Part 2
04:55
February 24, 2018
Episode 81: Annoyance part 1
A story of my life....
04:56
February 24, 2018
Episode 80: Timing
Timing is everything
04:59
February 24, 2018
Episode 79: What is the point?
What is the point in all of this? The meaning?
04:56
February 17, 2018
Episode 78: I let myself forget
I let myself forget I want him...because that\u2019s what I need; I let myself forget I want him next to me...because that hurts less; I let myself forget we share a world and I let myself forget we are bound by the invisible red thread... because I\u2019m afraid. I better let myself forget
02:47
February 17, 2018
Episode 77: Somewhere on the water
Between Austria \ud83c\udde6\ud83c\uddf9 Germany \ud83c\udde9\ud83c\uddea and Switzerland \ud83c\udde8\ud83c\udded
04:56
February 16, 2018
Episode 76: I don’t want anything...
I don’t want anything to do with you
04:51
February 16, 2018
Episode 75: Fate and destiny vol. 2
Volume 2. Some more talking and some more figuring out
04:56
February 15, 2018
Episode 74: Fate vol. 1
Another talk with me about life and fate
04:56
February 15, 2018
Episode 73: Remember to...
Remember to...
01:44
February 13, 2018
Episode 72: Dreams do come true
Have faith in your ability to make it happen, have faith in yourself, have faith in the process and have patience for life, because some things take time. And because the most important things in life don\u2019t happen in one day, it all happens overtime. Your growth, your evolution takes time and when the majestic TIME will be done with you, - you\u2019ll be an impeccable piece of art. \ud83d\udc95\u263a\ufe0f
04:54
February 5, 2018
Episode 71: Winter ❄️ wonderland
What can be better than going to the mountains after a snowfall? What can be better than chasing your dream? What can be better than making it all happen for yourself?
04:18
February 5, 2018
Episode 70: A bit of my background ☺️
Let\u2019s go through my life for a bit \ud83d\ude0e\u261d\ufe0flet\u2019s see what happens))
04:17
February 3, 2018
Episode 69: Value ☺️
Listen. A little talk about value
00:20
February 3, 2018
Episode 68: Work. Feeling crappy
Your past doesn\u2019t define your future.
08:11
February 3, 2018
Episode 67: Enjoy the NOW. Update
Update on the day, the latest and one important lesson \u263a\ufe0f hope you like it and thank you for listening \ud83d\ude18\ud83d\udc95
04:11
January 30, 2018
Episode 66: You can’t force fate
There are choices we make every day. Whether they are the right choices or wrong ones we can\u2019t possibly know. We live with the choices we make; we walk around like we didn\u2019t choose these lives for ourselves. But we did.
03:00
January 26, 2018
Episode 65: Exciting day for me
Just listen....
03:51
January 26, 2018
Episode 64: I saw my wedding today
Call me crazy...\ud83d\ude1cI don\u2019t care \ud83e\udd37\u200d\u2640\ufe0f
04:29
January 25, 2018
Episode 63: The daily stoic
About everything and nothing
04:37
January 25, 2018
Episode 62: 22. January 2018
We all grow up and become more uninterested in people who talk behind our backs. We change. The older we get, the less time we have for bullshit. With age we stop putting up with lies. The time will come and you will admit that a lot of things stopped being important.
04:57
January 22, 2018
Episode 61: 19. January 2018
Does it exist even? That kinda love? If you want to hear me cry on air, - go ahead and listen \ud83d\ude22 hope it helps some ppl somehow, and hope it helps me someday
04:56
January 19, 2018
Episode 60: Honestly, speak up!!!
Be honest. With yourself and with others. Take a leap and say the truth. To someone\u2019s face.
03:58
January 19, 2018
Episode 59: Singing in Ukrainian on air
Don\u2019t judge me trying to sing so hard \ud83d\ude0c\ud83d\ude02
04:52
January 19, 2018
Episode 58: 17 January 2018
It is easy to go back to the familiar; it is easy to walk the well-trodden path; it is also easy to settle in and give up; it is easy to conform and adapt. But don\u2019t fall for that, don\u2019t fall for the person y u once were, because you can be better
03:42
January 17, 2018
Episode 57: A picture frame of love
I want to believe again. I want to find again. I want to feel that indescribable feeling. That impossible thing that rarely happens in the world, the love that defies all odds. I want the kind of love that stays and waits if needed. I want my picture frame with him not to be a waste, I want him to be the person. The One. But whoever it is, whoever it will be - I\u2019ll be happy and I will get what I want.
04:53
January 15, 2018
Episode 56: Let’s talk about you and me
Yesterday\u2019s shenanigans. Talks and conversations. Love. Pain. Trouble. Understanding. Misunderstanding. Friends.
04:55
January 15, 2018
Episode 55: I need you to go this way
God has a plan for us and we are here to fulfill our destiny. To make something of ourselves, to live life fully and to love love love. \ud83d\udc95 God wants us to walk a different way if he erases people from our life. It might hurt us and it might torture our hearts just a little bit more than too much already. But that is just how it is. Transformation is painful, change is painful, loved one leaving is painful. But it is needed for us for the reasons we will only understand in the far future. For now, enjoy the path you\u2019re walking and have a great weekend. \ud83d\ude0c\u263a\ufe0f\ud83d\ude0a
03:31
January 13, 2018
Episode 54: Wow wow 😮😮😮
I hope you don\u2019t hate my voice \ud83d\ude02 I never preview/prehear my recordings because then I would hate them and delete everything \ud83d\ude02 that\u2019s why I really really hope I didn\u2019t sound that bad. And if I did, well, tough shit.
03:29
January 13, 2018
Episode 53: When did we stop being...?
Someday, when I am happy with the ONE, when I\u2019m whole and healed, when I\u2019ve figured out my career, my hopes and dreams, - I\u2019ll stop being a jerk to myself and let it all go.
02:20
January 12, 2018
Episode 52: Excuses,resolutions...new life
I\u2019ve been doing silly things. I\u2019ve been thinking and I\u2019ve been thinking but then I went with the flow and ended up who knows where. I don\u2019t know what I\u2019m doing but maybe the path will appear as I walk it?
04:59
January 11, 2018
Episode 51: Happy boo 🤗❤️💕
So I'm back at the gym - happy and sore and happy \ud83e\udd17 Had some work-related happiness past couple of days \ud83d\udc95\ud83d\ude0d\ud83d\udc96kinda unexpected but really really nice \ud83d\udc4d development
04:12
January 8, 2018
Episode 50: Let's drink 🍹 to that
It's been a day. And it's been an experience. Like it is every day. Trying to be better, trying to get a grip.
04:53
January 5, 2018
Episode 49: Fate
What is fate? Describe it. Play with the word, take it in your hands and twist it and turn it. See what happens.
00:10
January 4, 2018
Episode 48: Much love
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00:58
January 4, 2018
Episode 47: Bright world
Bright beautiful world \ud83c\udf0e I really appreciate the call-in and your concern \u2764\ufe0f\ud83d\udc95 it touched my heart and made me emotional \ud83d\ude2d again. I thank you a lot \ud83e\udd17\ud83d\udc96from my heart to yours, just a bit of love
02:34
January 4, 2018
Episode 46: Well well well 2018
Fourth day and I'm already in tears. But being proactive. Changing my life poco a poco
03:45
January 4, 2018
Episode 45: Call-ins ❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕
Thank you guys \ud83d\ude0a
01:20
January 1, 2018
Episode 44: 2018 yuhu
Let's \ud83d\ude34 sleep our hangovers off and kickstart our new lives, new resolutions, new adventures and new goals
03:53
January 1, 2018
Episode 43: Part 5 - Happy New Year 🎊
Let's drink champagne and enjoy the last day of this year. Prepare for 2018 and hope that it's better, hope that it's smarter and brighter than 2017 and 2016 altogether \u2764\ufe0f happy new year, guys \ud83c\udf8a\ud83d\udc96\u2744\ufe0f
04:56
December 31, 2017
Episode 42: 2017 - part 4
Almost there...
04:57
December 31, 2017
Episode 41: Part 3 - 2017
Well well.....just don't cry when you listen to my whining \ud83d\ude02
04:56
December 31, 2017
Episode 40: Part 2 - 2017
Let's hear it all: the hurt, the fun, the crazy and the amazing, the love and the pain....
04:55
December 31, 2017
Episode 39: Part 1 - 2017
It's been quite a year...
04:55
December 31, 2017
Episode 38: A sign
But can you really lie in bed and ask God to do something so you'll have your faith, so you could believe again? So you know he's the one?
03:17
December 29, 2017
Episode 37: Goodreads challenge
Remember that 30 books \ud83d\udcda left to read I've told you about? Well, there are 10 left and I feel very motivational and very determined to finish this challenge. Yuhu \u2764\ufe0f\ud83e\udd17\ud83e\udd17\ud83e\udd17
01:21
December 28, 2017
Episode 36: I blame and torture myself
Does everything have to be a struggle? Aren't you sick of it? Because I am sick of life being hard, I am sick of things that never ever come easy to me. Thank you God, for today, because it was a revelation in a way but now I don't know what to do about it, how to live with myself, how to go on, how to be the girl I always knew I could be... how?
04:53
December 27, 2017
Episode 35: Your heart ❤️ part 2
What is life about? Where's your heart these days? Is it exactly where your body is located or somewhere else?
03:30
December 24, 2017
Episode 34: Your heart ❤️
Where is your heart? \u2764\ufe0fthink about it...
03:25
December 24, 2017
Episode 33: Christmas 🎄
Have a merry Christmas \ud83c\udf84\ud83c\udf81 everybody
00:28
December 24, 2017
Episode 32: Home. Heart. Christmas 🎄 part1
I used to say that home is where your heart is.... well, my heart have been at my parents house for almost all my life...but then something changed and except wanting sweets and books for Christmas, the only thing I wanted for Christmas was a man...a very tall, attractive man who made me feel something. And then took it away. But then someone else came by and healed my heart, just to break it again...and my heart is with him this year, wherever he is...although part of it will always be at home in Ukraine \ud83c\uddfa\ud83c\udde6
03:25
December 23, 2017
Episode 31: It's time to take the trash ou
Find a way back to yourself. Stop letting ppl drain your energy. Get out and take your life back. Stop bitching and find your purpose. What are you doing it for?
03:53
December 22, 2017
Episode 30: Snow ❄️ magic
Let's do this, yo. Let's give ourselves some pre-Christmas boost and believe that we can do everything if we believe in ourselves.
04:56
December 20, 2017
Episode 29: Reading challenge 📓📚📚📚
Let's do this !!! 19 books to go \ud83d\udcda\ud83d\udcda\ud83d\udcdait feels like a reading sprint rather than normal reading challenge \ud83d\ude02 but I gotta crush this goal \ud83d\ude0e\ud83d\ude0e\ud83d\ude0e
01:09
December 18, 2017
Episode 28: Hope. Beauty. Magic
It's a magical time of the year. Let's have hope. See the beauty, enjoy it. Be in the moment.
03:35
December 18, 2017
Episode 27: He was something...
He was something I have never experienced before and will never experience after
00:45
December 17, 2017
Episode 26: You are your own problem
We have to stop accepting less. We have to fight for what we deserve. We gotta fight our laziness, our comfort, our minds to get where we want to get. We have to stop sleeping in, we have to stop lying in bed depressed all day. We have to get up and get going.
03:20
December 17, 2017
Episode 25: Saturday morning
It's time to get out of bed and do what you're supposed to do rather than staying in bed and do what is easier, more comfortable. Depression is a disease and laziness too. But we have the tools to conquer it so maybe at least try?
03:32
December 16, 2017
Episode 24: It only happens in 🎥 movies
Life is short and life is long. Life is depressing and hopeful. Life is full of people who'll hurt you and people who will bring you joy. And there's also one person who will kiss you like no other and who will make you believe that love could be like in the movies \ud83c\udfa5 \u2764\ufe0f\ud83d\ude4f\ud83e\udd17
04:45
December 12, 2017
Episode 23: Celebrate your wounds
We need to start cherishing ourselves. Need to start celebrating our journey and accept all the lessons we should learn and all the ways we are blessed more than we are hurt. We need to stop judging ourselves for the past and celebrate our broken hearts as much as the organs which are still more or less whole
03:03
December 12, 2017
Episode 22: Was that love? Is it still?
I can invent all kinds of reasons and pick fights with him all I want, but he is a boy who looks at me like no other, the boy who holds my hand tight, the boy who is on his knees when the mere "sorry" isn't enough, he is a boy who took my breath away by not doing anything special and maybe he is not the boy for me, but I will try not to push him away because of my messed-up, clich\351d personality.
03:21
December 11, 2017
Episode 21: Color your world by yourself
It all comes down to your mindset and your attitude. You can't change people, but you can change YOU. You can change your view, your perspective, your mindset and your attitude. Color your life bright red or depressive black, it is for you to decide
04:51
December 11, 2017
Episode 20: The ONE or just someone?
Love is difficult. Love is complicated. Love is weird and painful and it takes a toll on you. But it is supposedly all worth it in the end. I wouldn't know, would I? But I know something...
02:25
December 9, 2017
Episode 19: Faith. Love. Happiness
Let's be happy it all happened and let's have enough faith to believe in the possibility of it happening again. \ud83d\udc95because you never know, maybe your heart was right, maybe it picked right.
04:42
December 9, 2017
Episode 18: Tears in a bathroom stall
There are things we can't control. There are feelings we can't help. There are people who never change, just become more and more themselves
04:51
December 8, 2017
Episode 17: I heart ❤️ forever
Hope and faith always dominate. They have to. Otherwise we'd stay in "pain and struggle" mode forever. We gotta believe in the better days, in happiness, in no-matter-what goals, in love that comes back and in new love, in love that is always there and in the heartbreak that is always temporary.
04:28
December 6, 2017
Episode 16: Eyes on the goal
It's important to keep your mind and your eyes on the goal, whatever happens. Decide what you want NOW. And keep going or crawling to it
04:51
December 5, 2017
Episode 8: Persevere
Even if you're sick, you have kids, dogs, cats, cattle you gotta get up and go do it all like a pro \ud83d\ude0d\ud83e\udd17\u263a\ufe0f\u2764\ufe0f\ud83d\udc95
02:04
November 28, 2017
Episode 7: Keep your head up
Do the work, no excuses. I am \ud83d\ude29 exhausted, you are exhausted, the whole world is exhausted but you gotta do it
01:36
November 27, 2017
Episode 6: What would you love to do every day?
How would the most amazing day be n your life feel like? What would you be doing? With whom? Where? When?
03:12
November 26, 2017
Episode 5: Choice
What are we gonna choose today?
00:28
November 26, 2017
Episode 4: Let's try and make sense of it
What's the point of life? Is there one?
08:26
November 26, 2017
Episode 3: Life and its lessons
What is the point? The sense of it all? How to deal with heartbreak? Is there a good in good-bye? Do we make it worse by overthinking? How do we survive?
23:04
November 25, 2017
Episode 2: 20 November 2017 Pitch
Endure. Endure. Endure
04:59
November 20, 2017
Episode 1: 19 November 2017 Snowboarding
Freedom. Love. Snowboarding
03:26
November 19, 2017