A 100% true life account of what it’s like being a heroin addict in the United States. Dealing with ups and downs no censorship here folks. You’ll catch me at my most unfiltered emotional times. And my happiest of times. I encourage anyone to reach out to me via facebook page tumblr Instagram whatever it’s all under thoughts of a relapsing drug addict or gmail email@example.com
OK and I reconnect after not speaking with each other for fuck probably almost 2 years and we both been through a lot in those two years and as usual we talk about everything from the college duty toxic gaming community to talking your family about your drug use and everything in between so here is another unedited unfiltered uncensored long ass talk between us.
in this episode Lee and I catch up after what feels like way too long. Lee shares his medical issues with us on top of still working full time, we discuss a new withdrawal medication lofexidine that is essentially Tylenol for withdrawal. As well as the usual touch on topics of drug use such as what type, how much, how we administer, and a lot more you'll have to listen to find out. And we bring a new guest on named Cody Mendoza whom I met on instagram after reaching out to me, not doing so well because of a mutual friend that we both lost way to soon. If you're a regular listener than Im sure you know who that friend is. RIP Kennedy. join us for you're morning dose of laughs and inspiration and remember life is shit sometimes but being rich with homies like this makes the shit smell like roses.
Talk about lots of things from secret conspiracies to video games to a new lady in my life. On the last segment I am going to say trigger warning of all sorts of things I know my podcast has trigger warnings all the time but we get into all sorts of sexual innuendos abuse rape male and female domination and others so listen with care I’m not trying to offend anyone the views and opinions expressed in this podcast do reflect my beliefs and that’s all I have to say about that
In this episode we talk about everything from my new PC gaming addiction to Reese’s purse to operating systems to Anna the girl he bailed out of jail and her birthday she’s been a guest a handful of times we talked about how we need a new cohost for different podcasts and God knows what else so just check it out
So in this episode I elaborate on the story started last week about my new girlfriend and talk about the new sensation of blues and traveling and being the rock it a girlfriend family funeral. I’m on all our other normal shenanigans
We talk methadone treatment and how my early recovery is going. The 1 year anniversary of when Kennedy passed away. The state of the world along with van updates and a bunch of nonsense rambling as usual.
Can you talk a bit about me and some things about how I am becoming more comfortable with who I am and we talk about some societal changes as far is the world being more open to certain things and a talk with my friend oh I was away from for a bit and now we’re back together
Just 3 parts of me rambling about what’s going on sorry took so long been super busy and will get all the affiliate links up and going on the next episode I’m sorry I’m slacking today https://www.facebook.com/donate/478467159478429/?fundraiser_source=external_url
We talk about how van life is treating me. How christmas was for me. We look back and remember Kennedy for the beautiful human that she was. We talk vein health and some harm reduction stuff.part 3 up on the roof top oasis in downtown
check out the episodes ive already started making and planning for this week im at this buddhist retreat place its possible ill leave here a better person maybe ill work through some issues or something who knows. I do know that I will 100% run out of stuff with no way anywhere to go so there for forced to stop using for alil bit which is good and I have subs and bas and other meds to make detox a bit easier well enjoy the episodes.
I am just sitting in my hotel room and talking about my upcoming spiritual retreat and my upcoming plans and I talk about and just general babble about what’s going on and more updates of my life we’re still alive to be continued
On this episode I talk about how sensitive people in the world have become and how the so many people are just oh woe is me and me me me and fuck it’s really getting to me lately and I’m over being sensitive to it and placating everyone’s feelings.
Just some talking about the week a reading of something i found on reddit and some shoutouts check this out https://transistor.fm/?via=nick along with amazon fresh https://amzn.to/31Mc8ZZ and amazon prime https://amzn.to/2KvQyTn both are free trials just sign up and get them for free then cancel easy as that
Some talk about what’s going on talking about night rider knocking out his stepdad my current mental state all while I’m waiting for and riding the train dedication to memory of Kennedy Sophia Warren my fiancé that died of herion overdose on July 5 rest in paradise love bug until I see you again
I have a new Facebook group in Facebook page go there I can come in whatever and this is just a little audio intro for that it’s Facebook and her relapse a very poor so it’s over… Drug attic’s I hope to see you there