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Heart Beats & Mind Stutters

Heart Beats & Mind Stutters

By ParKer Bryant

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Secret v. Surprise; "Hyper-sexual" and Loving Our Postpartum Bodies: We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 2)

Heart Beats & Mind StuttersMay 23, 2022

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Secret v. Surprise; "Hyper-sexual" and Loving Our Postpartum Bodies: We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 2)

Secret v. Surprise; "Hyper-sexual" and Loving Our Postpartum Bodies: We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 2)

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HAPPERMATIONS- SEX POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS FOR TODDLERS 

BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling.

Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC continues and concludes their conversation by speaking passionately to listeners about shame, religion, and raising children to feel safe and comfortable talking about sex with parents and so much more. Definitely get into this episode if you're ready to grow more.

And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant.

Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift.

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Twitter: Erica M. Butler

May 23, 202233:10
"Black Women Deserve Great Sex." BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/KIMBRITIVE [FULL SESSION]

"Black Women Deserve Great Sex." BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/KIMBRITIVE [FULL SESSION]

BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling.

KIMBRITIVE fed our intimacy palates by talking us through the miseducation of pleasure in Black communities and provided us instructions to further our understanding of pleasure and intimacy to form deeper connections with ourselves, our communities, and what must continue to help sex education remain outside of the binary and within the lives of Black girls, particularly.

Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow KIMBRITIVE because their presence is what we need in our lives... on the daily! 


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May 23, 202254:50
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Lady Badsushi of @TheKinkHub (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Lady Badsushi of @TheKinkHub (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling.

Lady Badsushi of TheKinkHub expanded our intimacy palates by talking about real-world experiences in kink and how it can bring us together to form deeper connections with people we romantically and platonically love - while also enabling us to explore and express ourselves authentically.

And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant.

Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Lady Badsushi because her energy for community and pleasure opens you up in ways you could have never imagined.

Facebook: Lady Badsushi

Instagram: TheKinkHub & Lady Badsushi

Twitter: TheKinkHub

Apr 03, 202225:31
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/trent, homecook. cocktail curator. affirmation generator. (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/trent, homecook. cocktail curator. affirmation generator. (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling.

@itstrentyall allowed us to (re)imagine our relationship with alcohol by lovingly laying the foundation of consent with responsible indulgence. We are still replaying just how masterful trent adjusted an escapism/over usage mindset toward drinking and gifted us tools to change and enhance our conversation while sippin'.

And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant.

Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift.

Instagram: itstrentyall

Twitter: itstrentyall

Mar 25, 202233:04
Daisa'a Diary Ep. 6: Scar Tissue

Daisa'a Diary Ep. 6: Scar Tissue

Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?

About Episode 6

Dixon knows what Daisa needs and delivers without a blemish in her performance as Daisa finds herself melting as they connect and cum together. However, what Dixon doesn't know will soon reflect how deeply Daisa is scared. 

https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling

Mar 21, 202209:20
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 1)

BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling

Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC jumped off the conversation series hitting all the right spots: the agency in pleasure, how to know and communicate what we want, and protecting our children. Definitely get into this episode if you're ready to grow. 

And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant. 

Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift. 

Facebook: Happ E. Sextalk

Instagram: HappESextalk

Twitter: Erica M. Butler

Mar 10, 202230:09
Daisa'a Diary Ep. 5: Fortification

Daisa'a Diary Ep. 5: Fortification

Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?  

About Episode 5  

The time has cum for Daisa and her social media boo to explore one another in a steaming session filled with toys and vulnerability. And although Daisa tries to control her emotions in the moment of pleasure, Dixon's energy makes it hard for Daisa to block out all the feels rushing to her surface.   

Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting 

https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling

Mar 05, 202205:24
Episode 4: Terms of Conditions
Feb 20, 202205:49
Episode 3: Ex-Ray Vision

Episode 3: Ex-Ray Vision

Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?

About Episode 3

Daisa is moments away from meeting and having a nasty and joyous sex session with her social media boo; however, not before she runs into her ex in her memories- which brings up a lot more than expected. 

Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling


Feb 06, 202206:32
So Transparent!!! ParKer Bryant breaks down the journey to pleasure and why Daisa's Diary.

So Transparent!!! ParKer Bryant breaks down the journey to pleasure and why Daisa's Diary.

In a very transparent IG Live, ParKer Bryant gives supporters a deeper insight into the healing behind the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary. 

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Feb 06, 202225:42
Daisa's Diary- Episode #2: I.P. Address (Influences & Possibilities)
Jan 23, 202208:13
Daisa's Diary- Episode #1 : Yearbook (Back down memory lane)
Jan 09, 202205:13
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat- Harm Reduction: What is it and how to use the principles in your life...

BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat- Harm Reduction: What is it and how to use the principles in your life...

BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. In this episode, ParKer Bryant vibes with Dr. Orixa Bowers @oahenry01 & Mone Jackson @2kmone_ exploring the ways they identified over usage in their lives and how to handle this awareness with care. Laugh, reflect, snap your fingers and embrace yourself with love while listening to this excellent episode. 
Dec 29, 202101:07:37
I KNOW THIS MUCH IN 2022!!!
Dec 09, 202106:48
ParKer Bryant Presents: Love & Vibes #1

ParKer Bryant Presents: Love & Vibes #1

Episodes with music are only available on Spotify.

What is life and love without an amazing soundtrack to narrate the flow? ParKer Bryant created this playlist of their favorite tunes for grooving and vibration raising. Whether you are creating, cleaning, or just living- press play and BE ALL IN Love & Vibes with ParKer. 

Dec 02, 202101:47:03
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat- A Seat At The Table: Let's Talk Food, Community & Soul
Dec 02, 202101:08:54
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with Brooklyn Wright @boisociety & V. Bryant @truthreignsupreme:: Financial Futures

BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with Brooklyn Wright @boisociety & V. Bryant @truthreignsupreme:: Financial Futures

BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. In this episode, ParKer Bryant vibes with Brooklyn Wright @boisociety & V. Bryant @truthreignsupreme to explore overcoming the limiting beliefs around wealth and how to be currency future conscience. This episode is LOADED with wealth! Rack Up!!!

Oct 21, 202158:02
Insurance & Protection

Insurance & Protection

Quickly engage with ParKer as they offer a moment of reflection about the measures we take to protect people and items we consider to be worthy investments. “I promise I have no idea where that ‘precha’ voice came from!” Love, Wellness & Vibes www.blackqueerheal.com Deepen the connection @parkerslove_ (IG) @theparkerbryant (Twitter & FB) ParKerBryantBABL (Patreon) Green Tea & Lime Water(Newsletter)
Sep 20, 202109:31
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with @Feelfit_Z :: Freedom & Fitness

BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with @Feelfit_Z :: Freedom & Fitness

BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with Zee, @feelfit_z and explores overcoming challenges, community, the balance of fitness goals and living life. 

Sep 13, 202140:56
Finding the formula and the fuel to transform your life.

Finding the formula and the fuel to transform your life.

ParKer records their thoughts on a morning walk addressing how to slow down and find your thang’ to bring about transformation.
Sep 05, 202105:24
The Sweet Spot of Your Magic

The Sweet Spot of Your Magic

We must discover and bathe in the magic that is us. More importantly, we must relinquish all experiences that do not honor our magic, which is us simply breathing. ParKer Bryant shares a vibration of love and celebration that should be present in all our relationships. 


Aug 21, 202117:48
Release the Interference

Release the Interference

Are you asking someone or something to fuxx up your "vibe" therefore, you can validate that you are doing the "work?" ParKer Bryant drops a quick thought on ways to embrace our algorithms of living in our vortex of wellness.


Aug 17, 202107:33
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow (Part II)

BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow (Part II)

BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with five amazing energies- Tamika, Tatianna, K, Shakita and Lotus to discuss learning how to grow ourselves, healing from Mommas and allowing people to leave our lives.

Show Notes

Conversation time: 32:58 (time stamps are based on conversation clip, not including intro time)

00:05- Continuation of Healing from Mothers

  • Abandonment Issues
  • Growing up w/kids as their mother
  • Survival and Healing (survival mode)
  • Healing and becoming a better mother
  • Holding Kids Accountable 
  • Your Value Outside of being a Mother
    • How we experience bonds broken at an early age (my parent feels like a stranger)
    • Mothering Our Siblings at an Early Age
    • Demanding Respect as an Adult from our Parents
    • Breaking the Cycle of Fear in and while Mothering
    • Telling Our Children "I love you."
    • Learning Perspective from Our Mothers; no longer leaving a heavy heart at their door

22:00- Remembering Back in the Day

28:34- Finish the Sentence 

30:25 - Pivoting & Growing


Aug 09, 202141:01
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow

BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow

BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with five amazing energies- Tamika, Tatianna, K, Shakita and Lotus to discuss learning how to grow ourselves, healing from Mommas and allowing people to leave our lives. 

Show Notes

Conversation time: 32:58 (time stamps are based on conversation clip, not including intro time)

0:22- Reflecting on Our Younger Selves

11:33- How have you healed your younger self?

  • Knowing your worth without having a people to validate you
  • Outgrowing your old life and friends
  • Learning how to pivot
  • Knowing who you are versus who people want you to be

29:00- Healing From Our Mothers

  • Raised by Grief
Aug 06, 202133:41
The Way Beyond Injury

The Way Beyond Injury

Take a quick moment to vibe with ParKer as they reflect and share about the nature of injury and how we get past moments that feel like, “if it ain’t one things, it’s another.”
Jul 15, 202105:50
Do You Trust Me? Wellness Beyond Exercise

Do You Trust Me? Wellness Beyond Exercise

ParKer Bryant takes you into a dawning moment of when the body communicates back with you. Everywhere we turn people are talking, selling and promoting health & wellness. The overflow of pics, challenges and supplements can become too much; therefore, it is imperative to truly know what we're after when we enter our body through the healing journey. Listen and be moved into a deeper state of wellness with this real @$$ episode. 
Jul 07, 202116:14
Weight of Wellness

Weight of Wellness

ParKer Bryant reflects over feeling the weight on the wellness journey and acknowledges the decision to keep growing into the movements.
Apr 08, 202101:24
Wellness is Living (Free-flowing Thoughts)

Wellness is Living (Free-flowing Thoughts)

ParKer on Wednesday, just chillin’ and speaking with you.
Mar 25, 202104:35
What Are You Going To Do About It?

What Are You Going To Do About It?

Last week leading up to the new moon revealed some things to us. That which you saw, what are you going to do about it?
Nov 17, 202005:10
Do It Your Way- Artistry

Do It Your Way- Artistry

Parker Bryant reflects on releasing the anxiety of showing up in the world (even your personal world) as perfect. Accept all your brush strokes by returning back to the fire of yourself (your passion).
Nov 10, 202005:37
What Doesn’t Get the Pour Doesn’t Grow

What Doesn’t Get the Pour Doesn’t Grow

ParKer Bryant passionately breaks down the moment of truth when what we want to manifest doesn’t grow because it only receives the drip of our energy/effort.
Sep 13, 202030:16
August 14, 2020

August 14, 2020

Aug 14, 202000:59
In A State Of Counter-productiveness On Your Healing Journey.

In A State Of Counter-productiveness On Your Healing Journey.

ParKer Bryant reflects on the healing journey and how it’s possible to stall your progress in your process.

Aug 14, 202008:36
Hello, Again

Hello, Again

ParKer Bryant says hello again.
Dec 29, 201901:59
You Are Worthy Of More-Unedited

You Are Worthy Of More-Unedited

ParKer Bryant sets out on a passionate quest to resuscitate the black queer community in areas most overlooked by mainstream and cultural popular movements.
Oct 11, 201904:29
Imperfect Poetic Story

Imperfect Poetic Story

ParKer engages listeners in an audio storytelling about the first date with thyself.
Sep 30, 201904:11
Right Now & The Company You Keep

Right Now & The Company You Keep

ParKer reflects on the value of being present with yourself and being responsible for the energy that keeps showing up in your life.
Sep 30, 201907:03
The Value of You

The Value of You

ParKer reminds herself and listeners about reawakening to their value.
Sep 22, 201906:27
Fuel Light On

Fuel Light On

As ParKer travels back to Atlanta from a visit home, she reflects on how running low on fuel can potentially strand you in an older version of yourself.
Sep 22, 201909:02
Reflecting on my WHY at midnite

Reflecting on my WHY at midnite

ParKer shares a personal audio diary entry where she remembers the WHY for Being A Better Lover
Sep 22, 201906:14
Handle with care

Handle with care

As we learn ancient teachings and mystic rituals and concept it’s important for us to still honor sacred stewardship.
Sep 22, 201904:01