Ramshackle Mind
By Mario
Ramshackle Mind Jun 05, 2022
24 - The near future
What will be next and when?
23 - The stillness right before death
What can you hear at the most silent place you ever have been?
22 - What about a free will during a suicide attempt?
Do you really thing that a suicide is the result of a free will?
21 - Schizophrenic suicidal episode
And all of a sudden there was this evil voice in my head demanding my death, every 5 minutes for several days...
20 - Death as a puppet show
How it felt, when I took my life.
19 - The first life-threatening suicide thoughts made me collapsing
just by accident I found out that my marriage turned into a lie and than my suicide thoughts showed up and became a deadly tornado.
18 - Does God exists?
..... well .... is he? ... is she? ... is it? ... or isn´t God at all? and if... what is it then?
17 - Nuged back to life
Sometimes a voice speaks to you and that turns your life upside down....
16 - Living love and dying love
Gays in love might be always sort of difficult. It can be heaven and hell at the same time ....
15 - Falling in love the first time in my life and healing
More than a decade I lived in a mental health paradise after I had my coming out and met the man of my life...
14 - Childhood dreams & follow your dreams, no matter what
Following your dreams means learning for life and teaching you, that the reality is designed in your inner self and not outside of you.
13 - Out of "Why" becomes "What"
It is helping to forgive, to find a new focus in life and to understand the people around, if you see the "Why". Stopp judging the "What", because only the "why" shows the intention behind every action.
12 - Contact to the hereafter leads to forgiveness
It was a priest who did something special and made foregiveness availiable. And this was very non catholic.
11 - What are depression doing to our brain and why we act sometimes so and sometimes so so
Our actions are based on the emotions of the past and this is why the emotions of the past are always creating our future.
10 - Lies, rassism, hate, death and the loss of believe
If the universe turns life one more time into hell
9 - Meeting my biological father for the first time
And one day, I was 14 years old, out of the blue, my mother told me that my father is just my stepfather ... Halleluja
8 - Suicide Attempt with 9
... and than there was this one day I couldn´t handle my life any more. Death would be the only solution to escape such parents.
7 - Depression, panic and fear, 40 years after the old geezer
What happend to the old geezer and how the situation from the past is ruling my health of the present.
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
5 - Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Well the drama started, when my mother got pregnant with 15 years from a Italian and my Nazi Grandparetns freaked out.
4 - The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
I felt that our relationship and I as a person had no value to keep on living
3 - The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
I describe the terrible situation the days before the Suicide took place and how different people were helpless involved in the situation
2 - The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
1 - To whom I dedicate this podcast
Let me tell you why I did this podcast and why I adress people who have problems with mental health issues.