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Ramshackle Mind

Ramshackle Mind

By Mario
Every Sunday @ 10am / This podcast is showing hope. It is dedicated to all those whose lives are affected by depression, suicidality, fear and worry. I want to tell you the story of my Ramshackle mind, explaining how depression arising and developing in a bad way and how I managed to go back to a life without fear, depression and terrible thoughts. Let me inspire you, guide you and help you to make a change and a decision for life. There is hope, for each one of us.

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21 - Schizophrenic suicidal episode

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24 - The near future
What will be next and when? 
11:06
July 24, 2022
23 - The stillness right before death
What can you hear at the most silent place you ever have been? 
11:13
July 17, 2022
22 - What about a free will during a suicide attempt?
Do you really thing that a suicide is the result of a free will? 
11:13
July 10, 2022
21 - Schizophrenic suicidal episode
And all of a sudden there was this evil voice in my head demanding my death, every 5 minutes for several days...
06:14
July 03, 2022
20 - Death as a puppet show
How it felt, when I took my life.
10:05
June 26, 2022
19 - The first life-threatening suicide thoughts made me collapsing
just by accident I found out that my marriage turned into a lie and than my suicide thoughts showed up and became a deadly tornado.
12:46
June 19, 2022
18 - Does God exists?
..... well .... is he? ... is she?  ... is it? ... or isn´t God at all?  and if... what is it then? 
19:59
June 12, 2022
17 - Nuged back to life
Sometimes a voice speaks to you and that turns your life upside down.... 
16:37
June 05, 2022
16 - Living love and dying love
Gays in love might be always sort of difficult. It can be heaven and hell at the same time .... 
28:40
May 29, 2022
15 - Falling in love the first time in my life and healing
More than a decade I lived in a mental health paradise after I had my coming out and met the man of my life...
15:46
May 22, 2022
14 - Childhood dreams & follow your dreams, no matter what
Following your dreams means learning for life and teaching you, that the reality is designed in your inner self and not outside of you.
12:54
May 15, 2022
13 - Out of "Why" becomes "What"
It is helping to forgive, to find a new focus in life and to understand the people around, if you see the "Why". Stopp judging the "What", because only the "why" shows the intention behind every action. 
09:22
May 08, 2022
12 - Contact to the hereafter leads to forgiveness
It was a priest who did something special and made foregiveness availiable. And this was very non catholic. 
20:58
May 01, 2022
11 - What are depression doing to our brain and why we act sometimes so and sometimes so so
Our actions are based on the emotions of the past and this is why the emotions of the past are always creating our future.
06:24
April 24, 2022
10 - Lies, rassism, hate, death and the loss of believe
If the universe turns life one more time into hell
17:29
April 17, 2022
9 - Meeting my biological father for the first time
And one day, I was 14 years old, out of the blue, my mother told me that my father is just my stepfather ... Halleluja
19:22
April 10, 2022
8 - Suicide Attempt with 9
... and than there was this one day I couldn´t handle my life any more. Death would be the only solution to escape such parents. 
08:30
April 03, 2022
7 - Depression, panic and fear, 40 years after the old geezer
What happend to the old geezer and how the situation from the past is ruling my health of the present.
17:05
March 27, 2022
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
14:01
March 20, 2022
5 - Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out Well the drama started, when my mother got pregnant with 15 years from a Italian and my Nazi Grandparetns freaked out.
17:12
March 13, 2022
4 - The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide) I felt that our relationship and I as a person had no value to keep on living 
11:30
March 06, 2022
3 - The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
The days before the suicide happend - what have we done? I describe the terrible situation the days before the Suicide took place and how different people were helpless  involved in the situation
20:36
February 27, 2022
2 - The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
12:09
February 23, 2022
1 - To whom I dedicate this podcast
Let me tell you why I did this podcast and why I adress people who have problems with mental health issues.
05:49
February 21, 2022