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Holes 2 Whole

Holes 2 Whole

By Born Leader

Holes 2 Whole is the redemptive revelation story and platform of Benjamin Bell, a man once overcome by the powers of darkness and entangled in a web of lies. Set free by the glorious power of I AM, Born Leader, as he goes by, is living free and living purposely in the identity chosen for him before the foundations of the world! Join weekly for some form of content - guest interviews and insightful conversations, preaching, blog posts, and more as we celebrate the journey of Holes 2 Whole. This is prophecy. This is redemption. This is purpose. This is Born Leader.
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28 - Quiet Strength

Holes 2 Whole Jun 08, 2022

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Wisdom: The Rock Forever

Wisdom: The Rock Forever

This is encouragement and exhortation from musing on Yesha’yahu 26:4. YHVH is salvation, and this is why.
Jan 03, 202314:32
Wisdom From Wisdom: The Only Way to Trust

Wisdom From Wisdom: The Only Way to Trust

I rode past a church one morning while driving my wife to work and Proverbs 3:5 was flashing on their billboard. The Spirit led me to meditate on this verse and this is what came out. All praise, honor, and glory be to the Most High Elohim. Yahusha Ha’Mashiach!
Nov 22, 202245:16
31 - From Atheist to Warrior for Christ w/Wendy Cunningham

31 - From Atheist to Warrior for Christ w/Wendy Cunningham

Tap in as I team up to share Grace with Wendy Cunningham! 

As an atheist who critically thought her way to faith, Wendy Cunningham believes it’s important to evaluate where our beliefs about God come from as we consider where we might be mistaken. Her blog, www.gainingmyperspective.com and her podcast by the same name, satisfy her desire to inspire, empower, make people laugh, and share truth boldly. Aside from writing and podcasting, Wendy is an entrepreneur, a wife, and a homeschool mom of three. Connect with her at www.gainingmyperspective.com.

Shout out to https://podmatch.com for the connection!

Sep 27, 202231:00
30 - Unexpected Revelation w/Paul Granger

30 - Unexpected Revelation w/Paul Granger

Where did you see God? Tune in as I talk Grace and Truth with Paul Granger - child of God, ambassador of Christ, pastor, husband, father, podcast host, and more!

The "shepherding/pastoral" gifting gives Paul the unique ability to cultivate rich dialogue and process the difficult questions of life.  While he has many stories to share of his own journey of learning who God is, who he is, and what that means for his life, he knows God can use any conversation to do "abundantly more" beyond simply telling his stories.
Paul enjoys sharing what it means to take crazy steps of faith, how to persevere through hardship, and how to hold firm to the belief that "God is God and God is good", no matter the circumstances.

Connect with Paul at https://www.wheredidyouseegod.com/

Sep 27, 202235:11
Week Stong: Silent Cries

Week Stong: Silent Cries

This is a very deep and touching episode for me. This is actually too deep for words right now. This is just something you should listen to.

This recording is from Week Strong, a weekly show formerly airing on Sundays on CMP Radio featuring the preaching of the Word of God.

Sep 27, 202257:31
Kingdom Identity/Authority w/Shayna Rattler

Kingdom Identity/Authority w/Shayna Rattler

Welcome to Season 2 of Holes 2 Whole! More Grace, more Truth, and more shifts to encourage, strengthen, and establish you! I'm excited to welcome Shayna Rattler to the podcast, a prophetic minister, author and speaker who empowers others to experience a God shift that moves them into a greater destiny. Shayna is passionate about helping others develop a deeper understanding of God and the identity they have in Him. Listen in as we talk Grace, Life, and Truth!

Shayna has helped thousands of individuals and organizations around the world achieve personal growth and organizational excellence. She and her businesses have received multiple awards, she has published 4 books and has been featured in over 450 media outlets. Shayna also hosts the God Shift Podcast and the God Shift TV show. Connect with her at www.agodshift.com.

Aug 23, 202235:12
This Ain't That!!

This Ain't That!!

The Spirit of Elohiym has been showing me this lately, so the necessity to speak this Word was paramount. Since the launch of my "public ministry" if you will, exciting as it is and will continue to be, the other side of the coin has come into play - the susceptibility of being defined, labeled, categorized, minimized, ostracized, etc., by the public. It comes with the territory, and as the LORD YAH continues to unveil His purpose for my life He has shed for this: a strong, comforting, encouraging Word for me, while also being a Word for anyone who tries, whether intentionally or ignorantly, to define or render me to a category that makes them comfortable. You cannot corrupt who YAH has chosen, and you cannot box in who YAH has blessed. Not now. Not ever.    

Jun 16, 202230:36
The Grace Exchange

The Grace Exchange

This episode is also available as a blog post: bornleaderbrand.com/2022/06/16/the-grace-exchange/
Jun 16, 202204:38
28 - Quiet Strength

28 - Quiet Strength

In this episode I realized myself, the message, and this podcast is counter-cultural. I have a different perspective, a different worldview. The way to wholeness is to be, move, and think opposite of popular belief and opinion. This is the Grace of Yah Elohim in Truth. This is Holes 2 Whole!
Jun 08, 202251:02
27 - Processed Out

27 - Processed Out

Holes 2 Whole is the journey of shifting, sifting, and being processed - squeezing/shifting out the sin, the flesh, the false identity & leaving the beauty of the original creation! Although the results of the process culminates in beauty (wholeness), the process itself is uncomfortable. However, this is the only way to thresh out what shouldn’t be there! Everything is for your good! Processed out!
May 24, 202245:55
26 - Shifting Dimensions Pt. 2

26 - Shifting Dimensions Pt. 2

Holes 2 Whole is a dimension shift - shifting out the false identity and shifting into the new you, the true you, the pure you!
May 23, 202248:14
25 - Like a Bullet

25 - Like a Bullet

The sting of pain, sin, etc., in life can be like a stray bullet - you’re not the target but you still get hit.
May 23, 202247:21
24 - Sight is Life

24 - Sight is Life

The effects of the knowledge of sin leave you blind - to yourself and to the Truth. Thank the LORD for vision and visionaries who know The Way, goes The Way, and shows The Way.
May 23, 202240:09
23 - Shifting Dimensions

23 - Shifting Dimensions

I am here to shift dimensions!
May 23, 202248:31
22 - Accepting Reality w/ Ben Jr

22 - Accepting Reality w/ Ben Jr

Freedom is a key element of fulfillment, wholeness, and happiness. However, there’s no growth without acceptance - accepting the past, the pain, the truth of what happened. My son and I discuss the freedom that comes with accepting reality.
May 05, 202249:12
21 - Open Vision, Closed Mind

21 - Open Vision, Closed Mind

I had a closed mind. I only thought, reacted, or responded one way. The LORD has opened my heart and my mind with open vision!!
May 05, 202253:33
20 - Let it Flow w/ Jerell Moore

20 - Let it Flow w/ Jerell Moore

I sit down with my childhood friend and brother Jerell Moore! Tune in as he details his journey of holes to becoming whole!
May 05, 202201:12:08
19 - Mental Health w/ Ramona Phillips & Mar Motley

19 - Mental Health w/ Ramona Phillips & Mar Motley

I talk mental health with my friends/family Ramona Phillips - an author, speaker, and mind strategist helping people grow past trauma into authentic leadership and Mar Motley - a talented artist and producer on the rise who was a target a jealousy, resulting in mental and emotional distress. Listen in to a great conversation on life, pain, and health!
May 05, 202201:02:03
18 - Happiness Is The Way

18 - Happiness Is The Way

“There’s no way to happiness. Happiness is the way.” You may have heard this famous quotation before. It has everything to do with the plan and purpose of God for your life. As human beings, we perform for happiness, but our performance will never suffice. When the LORD performs, that’s when everything changes. That’s when you’re fulfilled. That’s when you’re satisfied. That’s when you experience true happiness.
May 05, 202250:59
17 - No More Band-AIDS

17 - No More Band-AIDS

Healing ourselves is impossible.
May 05, 202250:15
16 - Personal Responsibility

16 - Personal Responsibility

Although we are not to blame for everything which happens to us in our lives, we are accountable and responsible for how we respond. We are often led by our trauma and respond emotionally by developing different plots, plans, and schemes to cope with it. In this way, we have ordained ourselves our own doctors, therapists, etc., to our own detriment. However, this is all a part of the plan, as the LORD God will work a work in your days, leaving you repentant, forgiven, healed, and restored.
May 04, 202251:48
15 - The Shampoo Brush

15 - The Shampoo Brush

What am I most proud of since the Grace, Spirit, power, love, faith, life, light of Jesus entered my soul? The ability to see. Specifically, the ability to see great lessons in seemingly small or insignificant things and situations. I talk about identity, power, design, generational curses, yokes, and strongholds on this episode. Tune in to Holes 2 Whole - the podcast for the soul. From the pit to the palace. In Jesus name.
Feb 16, 202246:18
14 - A Faith Mindset

14 - A Faith Mindset

If there’s anyone who has experienced the revolutionary, transforming, and multi-faceted Grace of I AM these past few years it’s me. I say that humbly, because while this is surely been the case, recently the LORD showed me I unknowingly shifted from a faith mindset to a “safe” mindset. Being safe is comfortable, but the LORD did not lavish me with Himself to play it safe. Tune in to hear more of the Grace of Jesus in Truth!
Feb 10, 202249:10
13 - Running From the Call?

13 - Running From the Call?

Could you be running from the call on your life? Could you be using your limitations, inadequacy, or past baggage to run from & rule yourself out your purpose? Hmmm. Tune into Holes 2 Whole to hear what the LORD showed me!
Feb 02, 202253:41
12 - The Dream or Dream Giver?

12 - The Dream or Dream Giver?

Are you running (piloting) your dream or is your dream running you? Although it’s true the LORD God prepared your purpose before He prepared you, purpose is not designed to be more important than the person. The Father wills to refine your character, redeem your iniquity, and release you into purpose at His appointed time - when you’re strengthened, settled, and grounded in Him. All dreams (purposes) have a destination - the Dream Giver. Keep your eyes on the Giver & not the dream, and you will steward the dream with wisdom instead of overextending yourself beyond your capacity. Even if you do mess up and overwork or overextend yourself, no need to fret. The LORD has made provision for that. Rest in the Giver. Rely on what He taught & is teaching you. Wait on the LORD. In Jesus name. Amen.
Jan 26, 202247:56
11 - A Sacrificed Will

11 - A Sacrificed Will

The will of the LORD God is for you to do His will. He knows the effect of submitting to His will - life, peace, purpose, and love. Put your will, wants, & plans to rest. Put your life in the Master’s hands! This is wholeness!
Jan 19, 202245:02
10 - The Past To Wholeness

10 - The Past To Wholeness

This episode is a memorial for me. Throughout the unveiling of the LORD’s grace, purpose, and plan for my life, I have, in a strange way, drifted from the depths of what He originally taught me. This has not been on purpose by any means; it takes time to learn & adapt to the manifold grace of YHWH. Thankfully, the LORD has reminded me clearly of His purpose for me. This is the meat & potatoes of what He’s done for me & what He’s called me to do. In Jesus name. Amen.
Jan 12, 202236:08
09 - Rely On Identity

09 - Rely On Identity

Holes 2 Whole 2022! Pain is not meant to define you, but to refine & re-find you! There’s no greater power than knowing who you are! Rely on that & don’t change a thing! I’m coming straight!
Jan 05, 202232:43
08 - People & Purpose

08 - People & Purpose

This episode represents and reflects a timely shift - naturally, mentally, and spiritually. Shifting the podcast to a new day & time of day, the LORD shifted my mentality: Do not be concerned with reaching people at their convenience. Reach them at yours, since I have already predestined & predetermined you, your deliverance, your purpose, and the people you’re going to reach, says the LORD almighty. Rest from worry. Rest from catering to people. The LORD is sovereign & presides over all! #KingJesus
Dec 24, 202132:03
07 - Promise Kept

07 - Promise Kept

Just like a word of prophecy/promise was spoken by the LORD concerning a Seed who would come to rescue, redeem, and bless the world, a prophetic word was spoken over my life while yet in my mother’s womb. The LORD has brought to pass & will continue to perfect that which concerns me! His mercies endure forever! He will never forsake the work of His hands! Great is your faithfulness! #KingJesus
Dec 24, 202116:36
06 - I See You: Message to Demons

06 - I See You: Message to Demons

The LORD has and is exposing the schemes Satan. I'm burdened on this episode, not in a bad way, but in a mad way. I'm fed up with his cunning and insidious ways. However, this is all part of the plan and the sovereign will of the LORD GOD El-Elyon has been done and will be done. In Jesus name.

Nov 30, 202139:12
05 - Love & Legacy w/ Benjamin Jr

05 - Love & Legacy w/ Benjamin Jr

I explain the meaning of Holes 2 Whole & also have a powerful conversation with my 16 year old son on the pain of bullying and losing a best friend to suicide.
Nov 24, 202145:03
04 - Sacrifices w/ Anias Foster Pt. 2

04 - Sacrifices w/ Anias Foster Pt. 2

A bonus episode/continuance of the conversation with myself and my brother Anias Foster on Sacrifice.
Nov 18, 202128:55
03 - Sacrifices w/ Anias Foster Pt. 1

03 - Sacrifices w/ Anias Foster Pt. 1

I sit down with my real life brother Anias Foster - a son, brother, husband, father, and soon-to-be author - as we engage in a powerful conversation on life and sacrifice.

Nov 17, 202131:46
02 - The Power of Perseverance w/ Chucky Stacks

02 - The Power of Perseverance w/ Chucky Stacks

I sit down with my man Chucky Stacks - a son, father, music minister, visionary leader, and entrepreneur for an in-depth conversation on the amazing Grace of Jesus in his life and persevering against all odds.

Nov 10, 202155:40
01 - From Pain to Purpose w/ Duke Toler

01 - From Pain to Purpose w/ Duke Toler

Holes 2 Whole Ep 1 is live! Listen as I interview my friend Duke Toler - a son, follower of Jesus, husband, father, pastor, and entrepreneur - as we discuss how pain births purpose! 

Nov 02, 202145:43
July 7, 2021

July 7, 2021

Jul 07, 202100:60