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Stressed Depressed & Anxious

Stressed Depressed & Anxious

By Local Neighborhood Baby
Stressed Depressed & Anxious 24/7 and I’m talking about it. Credits Theme song by @witified on Instagram “This is the worst” theme song by @mttxgamr on Twitter Emails go to: Website: tweet me @sd_anxious Instagram: sdanxious Like and join the Facebook community Patreon:‼️
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Choking Hazard ⚠️
Mhm. Yes babies, it's Monday and i'm HERE! With another episode....FINALLLY. Ok so, tune into this one because you might ACTUALLY learn something. I mean, I can't believeee i'm saying this but for once, I come to you as not so much of a mess.  Send me voice recordings and you may be featured on an episode.  Love you guys.
May 09, 2022
Putin is a mean girl
Stop bullying the Ukraine. We’re too old for this behavior.
February 25, 2022
Running away from my problems
What have I been up to lately? Oh you know....running away from my problems...the usual. But here's the thing...i'm talking about it. Website: Support the podcast: Twitter: sd_anxious Instagram: sdanxious
February 01, 2022
Self Love and Trinkitz 💕✨
Special Guest Mandy Retsuko pops on to talk about self-love among a myriad of topics! Tune into this can't miss episode. More about Mandy: A 21 year old queer & non-binary Vietnamese artist. Owner of a brand called Trinkitz which houses handmade 3D press on nails & clothing Items. With a bachelors degree in Media Arts, Mandy is a full time artist now. Mandy has passions for many creative mediums such as makeup, nails, video content, and journaling.
January 18, 2022
Forever Alone w/ Dionne
Guest Dionne Sanchez, host of the "Words of Heart" podcast talks about loneliness in this cruel, cruel world. I briefly give advice without practicing what I preach. Find Dionne here and check out her podcast:
January 18, 2022
Why are you hitting yourself?
This episode focuses on self-hate. I know that many times we talk about self-love but I rarely hear about self-hate. Probably because it's a negative thing and people don't like to focus on negative things. But as many of you know by this point, I'm about keeping it real. I've spent so much of my life hating myself and in this episode I take you way back, exploring where this all stems from and how I'm living with it. If you beat yourself up constantly, relentlessly--me tewwww. Let's talk about it. Show Website: Click on the link to: Donate to the show and lend your support Comment on the episode Leave me a voice note Sign up for the mailing list Check out my blog Check out my calendar Find links to all my socials Get links to all the platforms you can listen to the show on (you can even listen on the site!) ....and more. Stop by today!
January 10, 2022
No Ragrets
In this episode [recorded 07/25/2021] myself along with guests Matt & Eric of the 69 Whiskey podcast talk about work life balance, past regrets, bad decisions and a ton of degeneracy in sprinkled in between.  Be sure to check out the 69 Whiskey podcast anywhere you like to listen and give them a follow on Twitter @69whiskey thanks for listening!
January 07, 2022
Gender Roles in Relationships: EW!
Sharing my thoughts on gender roles in marriages and relationships. Personally I think it's gross and takes a toll on mental health...and I'm talking all about it. PS: Fully aware I'm a  bit congested and sound kinda like Fran Fine from "The Nanny" but that's OK. I hope. Also: keep in mind I'm mostly speaking about relationships between men and women and not so much  LGBTQ because I can't speak to that as I lack the experience. Love you all !
January 03, 2022
2022: The Trilogy
In this episode I tell you all about my goals for the podcast as well as goals I've set for my personal life. Speaking it all into existence! Let's take on the new year with a sense of purpose...
January 01, 2022
Intruder Alert
Someone broke into my house & tried to kill me. Sorry I’ve been Mia
December 13, 2021
Sex on the Balcony
This is a storytime about a sexual fantasy coming true. It's explicit. Also, i'm not a great female friend to have if you're in a relationship or otherwise...lowkey I'm a dick tease.  Bring your cum towels + lotion and enjoy.
July 05, 2021
Anger is a good thing?
Oh hai. Hello. Back again with an intermission babies. Sometimes anger is a good thing. It can be clarifying, revitalizing and act as fuel. Use it.
July 03, 2021
Blood & Water
In this episode, it's a dramatized spiral staircase of my relationships with family and friends. Blood and Water. Thick and Thin. Enjoy it always. Love you! 
June 18, 2021
Buying Time
What happens when time runs out? This is a dramatic retelling about a time that I previously blocked from my memory. There was a gun to my head, I was lost & felt like I was out of choices. It’s some kind of metaphor. The episode starts out with a clip from “The Walking Dead” because I weirdly relate it to my habit of bad choices. There are lots of metaphors in this episode but be patient, it’ll all make sense in the end (maybe). Or maybe I’m just buying time.
June 16, 2021
Prequel: The World’s a Little Blurry
The world has been a blurry place for me as of late. I’ve got no clue what I want or who I am anymore. I will be posting a special story time episode series everyday this week. This is a prequel 🅛🅞🅥🅔 🅤 🅐🅛🅛
June 14, 2021
Get in Depression, we're going laughing
Admitting it is the first step. Wish I knew what the 2nd step was. Anyways, here I am, alive from under my blankets. Depression is a little funny if you have a dark sense of humor like mine. Enjoy!
May 25, 2021
PTSD: As Told by a War Veteran
Listener Discretion is advised. Trigger Warning: PTSD In this episode I get the honor of chatting with Jayson Miller, host of "Millers Military Moments" podcast. We delve deep into the day to day struggles of soldiers, what it means to enlisted, the realities of PTSD and so much more. Please be sure to go check out Jayson's podcast:
May 18, 2021
The one where I’m drunk
This was recorded while I was drunk. Listener discretion is advised
May 10, 2021
Delving into Cox
In this episode, myself and guest Delvin Cox (host of “the Delvin Cox experience”) delve into such topics as divorce, police relations, armed robbery of a Dunkin’ Donuts, mixed race relationships and so much more. Warning: Delvin has previously expressed his disdain for DJ air horns so naturally those have been edited in. Enjoy🥳
May 03, 2021
Call Recorded for Quality Assurance
Guest Kenan, one half of the podcast "Unearthed Gems" joins me for a conversation about cults, traumas, tv shows and so much more. Youtube video mentioned in the podcast: Find "Unearthed Gems" podcast on all your favorite listening platforms Support the show: Show Website:
April 27, 2021
Jesus wouldn’t do Coke in the Bathroom ✨
Join me & guest Roi, host of “Let me tell you somethin bitch” podcast, as we discuss MESSY stories from our pasts. These were the moments where we chose chaos and drama...or they chose us. Either way we rose to the occasion and now we’ve got stories to tell! Don’t forget to support the podcast via or on Patreon. Leave a rating/review. And be sure to check out the “Let me tell you somethin bitch” podcast anywhere you like to listen 🎧🥳💕🔥
April 19, 2021
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?
This week's episode features Abigal who is the host of the "The Manic Pixie Weirdo Podcast". We're exploring dreams! We're talking daydreams, maladaptive daydreaming, nightmares, night terrors, sleep paralysis and so much more. We delve deep into our own psyches and explore the world of our dreams, why we have them and the effect mental health has on the dream world. Still, we end up many more questions than answers. Come explore this world via this episode!!  Be sure to check out the manic pixie weirdo podcast: The Manic Pixie Weirdo Twitter: Also I just dropped my first Patreon exclusive episode, go check it out and sign up to unlock: Support the show via Follow me on Twitter:
April 12, 2021
This conversation features Mark from the "100 Things we Learned from Film" Podcast.  We talked about nearly everything your parents told you not to discuss at the dinner table including but not limited to religion (Catholicism mainly), Naked Warlords (General Butt Naked) Politics in the US/UK, creepy nuns, cannibals, criminals, history, mental health, film and so much more.  This conversation is a roller coaster ride from start to finish and was sooo much fun. I hope you all enjoy it! Please be mindful as the content is Rated R. TW: mentions of [rape, pedophilia, murder, flogging] Follow the 100 things pod on twitter: Check out their podcast: Support this show: Don't forget to sign up for the weekly blog post (new one every Wednesday!) on the show website:
April 05, 2021
The Usual Suspects
Today it’s about the usual suspects...yanno; anxiety, grief...let's talk about it. Support the show:
March 29, 2021
Drowning in Bullshit
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ (rape, sexual assault) My thoughts on some very serious allegations being discussed via YouTube (vlogsquad). I share my outlook on the situation (unpopular opinion). I understand you may not agree but I ask you to consider all sides of this situation fairly with the alleged information that has been shared. I recorded a bonus uncut unedited episode last night (3/22) after watching the H3 podcast live. This was recorded prior to watching the live. Love you all and stay safe 💕
March 22, 2021
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is about the Youtuber situation where there was an allegation concerning sexual assault/rape and a live podcast episode of Frenemies just came out about it. I watch this live Episode and this is my commentary on it and the entire situation
March 22, 2021
About Last Night: 2 men, 1 disaster
So last night the guy from work that I’ve been hooking up with and my future ex husband were confronted with one another because I’m an asshole. Oh and I’m not re-recording BUT I want to note that Future Ex Husband made mention of the fact (while in the heat of passion) that Happy Hour was a poor replacement for him. ✨Enjoy
March 19, 2021
Nutting w/ Adam
Adam Nutter is a stand up comedian and co-host or the “Cult of us” Podcast. We went completely off the rails in this discussion. TW: he and I talk about brain trauma, rough sex in a Staten Island basement, midget and clown porn, thoughts on pedophiles, assault, anger, anti-bullying and soooo much more. It’s a complete roller coaster ! Strap in.
March 15, 2021
This episode is a conversation between myself and Dave, host of the podcast "Beer in Front". We talk all about heart pounding anxiety, ways to cope, ice storms, being assholes and so much more. I hope you’ll enjoy it as much as we did. Listen till the end for a little something special 💕😉
March 09, 2021
I almost killed myself Tuesday night (TW)
I almost killed myself Tuesday night--but I didn't. Trigger warning on mentions of sexual abuse, suicidal thoughts and self harm. This is an unedited, uncut episode. Things are getting bad again and I'm talking about it. Thank you for listening.
March 05, 2021
FUBU: Black Her-story Month
This episode is in honor of black history month and very near and dear to me. I realize many may not agree with or fully understand our viewpoints and that’s okay. Thank you for listening 💕 It features a conversation between 4 black women: myself, Dae&Lily of “Black Me Up Podcast” and Jayy Hollie of “Healed-ish” podcast. We talk about mental health in our community, dating, hair stigmas and so much more. Be sure to follow and subscribe to Black Me Up Podcast and Healed-Ish Podcast.
March 01, 2021
Emotional Baggage 🧳
In this episode guest "Will Conway" (host of "Baggage Claim" podcast) and I talk about travel anxieties, nearly drowning, getting lost, stranger danger...but that's not all. We also discuss the selfless kindness of strangers, how traveling can have a positive effect on your mental health and so much more! Will doesn't shy away from any of these topics and gives us a glimpse into his immersive stories featured fully on his own podcast as well as intimate details about his life (from broken engagements to wanting to be president someday). It's a can't miss episode. Follow Will on Twitter/Instagram @heywillconway and his podcast on Twitter @heybaggageclaim  Check out his Website: Find his podcast "Baggage Claim" on any of your favorite listening platforms. 
February 22, 2021
"BigNick" Host of Gag on This Podcast and I discuss all of our toxic relationship habits, our degenerate ways, sexual fantasies, podcasting and everything in between. Love you all so much everyday of the year. xoxo  Be sure to tune into Gag on This Podcast, a comedy podcast (one of my personal favorites)! also follow Nick on Twitter: @TheBigNickJ Check out the website!  Follow me on Twitter @sd_anxious Instagram: @sdanxious Facebook:
February 14, 2021
Voice of a Generation
This Week’s episode features guest Katelyn, host of The Coffeeine Podcast 💕 She gives an illuminating perspective on life as a 19 y/o college living through the pandemic. We discuss financial hardships, maintaining a social life, dating, heartbreaks, mental health and more ‼️ theme song is by @witified on Instagram. Find out more on Gorilla Glue lady via her Instagram @im_d_ollady
February 08, 2021
Well, I'm inclined to believe...that this episode was a blast! I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did. It features special guests: Dena (Host of "So This is Me Trying" podcast), Ian (Host of "Why Whiskey" podcast) & Mike (Co-Host of "Pedestrian at Best" podcast). We discussed all things 2021 and what the road has been like thus far (as told by a few podcasters). Nothing was off limits. Music at the end is by: Frank Watkinson on YouTube. Theme song 🎵 by @witified on Instagram
February 01, 2021
In this episode special guest Lorenna (@thisislorr on Twitter) and I discuss the highs and lows of life with Borderline Personality Disorder. Listen to learn more about having BPD from a different perspective, self care tips, controversial thoughts on self-love, lockdown in the Netherlands & so much more! Theme song/Outro by @witified on Instagram "The Worst" segment theme song by @Mttxgamr on Twitter Embarrasing Moment Contribution by  Strikes My Fancy Podcast Host (@strikesmefancy on Twitter)
January 25, 2021
Don't Miss It
This episode is about not missing the good moments. So often we remember and focus on the negative moments in our lives but forget to look around and appreciate when things are going OK, or when we're doing, looking, feeling better. I talk about that, embarrassing moments in my own life and so much more!
January 21, 2021
Dear Dad
I finally talk about my dad, him abandoning me and wishing I was enough. Boo hoo. Sad story. Just another shitty dad story.
January 21, 2021
SPEAKING UP: I am NOT okay with this
I speak 🗣 out about Trump, his supporters, America &my thoughts and feelings about the situation at hand.
January 21, 2021
This episode is about all the signs and symptoms of Borderline personality disorder and my own struggles with it. Episode Theme song 🎶 by @witified on Instagram
January 04, 2021
1st Annual Twipods 🏆🎉🥳🎧💕🍾
Go to my Twitter now @sd_anxious and let me know which podcast categories you would like to vote for. Nominations Will take place tomorrow 12/30 & top 3 nominees from each category will be voting on 12/31 via polls on my Twitter page. Winners will be announced at midnight January 1, 2021 🏆 please like, comment, retweet and participate to vote for your favorite pods. Let’s close out this year with some fun 🤩 ‼️ Ds1ueu8z6WtWTAW1AsGj
December 30, 2020
Stressed Depressed & Anxious: The Musical 🎶
The beginning and end of this episode will feature some music by the talented guest: Whitney. Find her online on Instagram: @witified If you like what you hear be sure to check her out & tell her you were sent by stressed depressed & anxious podcast 💕💕
December 26, 2020
Alligators & Anxiety 🐊
I speak with special guest Wayne from Florida men on Florida man about anxiety, near death experiences with alligators, Florida & lots more‼️🎉
December 19, 2020
The Pooper 🚽
In this episode I tell you guys about the serial pooper (beginning @the 25min mark) in my office & all the other shitty situations that have been pissing me off this lovely holiday season 🎄 cheers 🥂 ‼️
December 17, 2020
To All The Friends I've Had Before...
In this episode I address all The friends I’ve had before. I give you all insight into how those friendships began and ended and my own assessment on whether or not the gallery of broken friendships in my life is my own fault. (PS: forgot to use my pop filter for the new mic, so please excuse all the mic 🎙 pops, I’ll use it next time ‼️💕)
December 10, 2020
Listen 🎧 Anywhere & Become a Supporter
This podcast is now available on multiple platforms. I’m informing you all on where the podcast is available as well as where you can go to become a supporter by making a small monthly contribution that will go towards improving sound quality and production of the podcast. Don’t forget to share this exciting news with all of your friends and family‼️🎉🎊
December 06, 2020
Best & Worst of 2020
On this episode myself and Ian (host of Why Whiskey podcast) discuss the highlights and lowlights of 2020 as well as this year‘s winners and losers according to us‼️ did you make the list? 🔥
December 06, 2020
So.. I’m a little toxic (don’t judge me)
So we’re talking about sex, all of our toxic traits when it comes to intimacy and relationships, and me fucking your boyfriend.
December 06, 2020
Youtubers that have distracted me from wanting to kill myself this year
I talk about all the Youtubers that have kept me from answering the call of the void in 2020. I give you guys the Deets on each and every single one and some of the notable mentions are Tana Mongeau, Jeff Witek, Carli Bybel, Jonah and many more.
December 05, 2020
All I want for Christmas is…
My Christmas wish list to Mr. Santa Claus himself. Tune in to find out all my desires
December 02, 2020
I’m sorry I’m here
Basically I apologize for existing. I also talk about some of the Netflix shows that I like, Harry Potter and his invisibility cloak that I wish was mine, and also just the struggle of feeling like a useless sack of shit 💕
November 25, 2020
Today: Books are going to save lives
This episode is essentially about me discussing the ways in which books saved my life. I go into which books are my faves, I give you guys overviews of some of my top book recommendations, and I also talk about how disappearing into the world of literature helped me avoid dealing with the unsafe world around me
November 10, 2020
My thoughts and impressions on the zodiac signs
I get into depth about my thoughts and impressions on each one of the 12 zodiac signs. I start off with my sign and I let you guys know which sign I vibe with and which ones I really don’t
November 08, 2020
Post COVID Bucket List
2 Jersey girls discuss a brighter future, in a better world with no pandemic 😷 where we can go to target or the movies or travel safely whilst spending time with our loved 🥰 ones
November 08, 2020
Lost Files: Failure To Launch
So my (almost) roommates and I discussed various topics including childhood traumas, politics, racial issues, adoption and more
November 05, 2020
The Good ol Days
I talk about a spooky moment in my life where I KNEW I was having my last good day of the good ol days
October 31, 2020
Crazy Office Stories #2
A second installment of the crazy office stories series. We talk death threats, hackers, my crush and his drama, doucheee & Halloween plans
October 28, 2020
About Last Night
This episode is about all my chaotic little dramas that I got myself into this past weekend. Let’s dive into all my poor decision making skills..🍹🍻... it’s an episode you don’t wanna miss!
October 18, 2020
Crazy Office Stories
Telling you crazy ish that’s happening in the office where I work!
October 13, 2020
Health? Idk. I miss you guys
Giving you guys the inside scoop on what I’ve been doing to make myself feel better in the hopes that it will help you too. Also, I miss you all. 💕
October 11, 2020
Keep Fighting (TW: Suicide)
I talk about my current slow slip slide back into depression as well as all my major suicide attempts while reminding everyone that we have to keep fighting
September 14, 2020
Blue Valentine at Best
Special Guest on this episode: Michael from the podcast Pedestrian at Best! We’re discussing the film 🎞 Blue Valentine, we get into divorce marriage (impending nuptials), Hopeless romantics & more.
September 11, 2020
Chocolate 🍫 Sadness Fireworks 💥
Special guest folk told folk tales podcast hosts join me in discussing a riveting tale while diving into grief, depression, death and more. We pretty much just laugh about it
September 10, 2020
I wish he missed me
Talking about the only time I’ve felt anything close to falling in love with someone in a very convoluted and confusing way probably: A love story
September 09, 2020
Two Jersey Girls vs Anxiety
Dena Schools & I talk about Anxiety, 📺 Death, Depression, Haunting people & being aspiring writers
September 02, 2020
Eating my Feelings
A Mukbang. Eating 🍽 🧀 a cheese board
September 01, 2020
Airport x Corona
So I’m traveling next week. Also I’m moving to a new place soon. Also there are some collabs & guests coming soon! Also Patreon& Twitter :
August 30, 2020
I watched someone have a psychotic breakdown
Some people got checked in to a mental’ll never guess who.
August 29, 2020
I got high with my crush & met his girlfriend
Last night was one for the books
August 16, 2020
Things are looking bleak
I’m severely depressed
August 03, 2020
The last of my twenties! Find out what happened on my wild birthday weekend.
July 22, 2020
Don't be f****** rude
This is about friendship. And why we shouldn't have them LOL
July 16, 2020
Edible Overdose/Adventure Time!
That time I got wayyyyy to high. Also adventure junkie is out of retirement
July 03, 2020
Numbness in a Cold Dark 🌎
I'm an emotionally numb workaholic
February 14, 2020
Fuck Christmas
Holiday sadness. 2020 goals. Bad friends
December 25, 2019
The office
Co workers are dumb and I overachieve
December 12, 2019
Popeyes & Me (The Bad Guy)
Trying food and giving a review. Also telling you guys about my issues with love and relationships
December 08, 2019
Toxic people are Scary / A sprinkle of trauma
Basically ranting about dealing with toxic people. But as a bonus I talk about how I didn't notice my dad was addicted to painkillers for 10+ years andddd a message from one of you ! 💙
December 07, 2019
My big fat RANT
Annoyed by people.
November 13, 2019
Anxiety ATTACKS & ER Blues
I went to the Emergency room. It wasn't fun. I being poisoned?
November 07, 2019
Random crying
i am very sad....exhibit A
October 25, 2019
Supernatural abandonment issues
Basically, I have issues. But I'm trying.
October 07, 2019
Ramble on
On & on about nothing really.
September 30, 2019
Little baby
Disassociate with me.
September 29, 2019
Dark Tunnels
Discussing my feelings and thoughts in a random and confusing way.
May 30, 2019