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Blooming, Growing

Blooming, Growing

By Tonmoyee

Just some mere experiences and observations by someone who likes speaking, and writing. Taking all the spoken word artists as teachers, idols, just trying to grow, bloom.

Edit : 30th July 2022
Probably wrote this a long time ago; well
Don't seriously want any rules tattooed on my podcast, it's my space and to every future version of me, keep that in mind.
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Ain'tAnEnd

Blooming, GrowingSep 26, 2023

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Ain'tAnEnd

Ain'tAnEnd

A promise for more, a talk with the weirdness.
Sep 26, 202308:06
Found

Found

After long
Aug 02, 202302:47
Another letter to self

Another letter to self

A letter to self full of promises, the way people promise others, I'd do for myself now.
May 21, 202306:41
Take care of your heart

Take care of your heart

To my 10 year old babie, I hope you learn to get your heart broken and also fixed, and by the time you grow, you probably will. Just letting you know, you'll have a home in me, no matter what.
Mar 30, 202307:45
Standing Tall

Standing Tall

I hope every girl, every female have that one make figure that they can compare with all the new guys that'll ever interact with her. I hope they know something more than accepting the bare minimum. I hope they have a standard to measure with. I hope they know what they deserve. Every single one of them.
Mar 03, 202308:02
You ain't pretty, that's called beautiful

You ain't pretty, that's called beautiful

First podcast of 2023 and telling that you are so much more than worrying about your body or anything in general. You're pretty, you're beautiful.
Jan 23, 202312:03
YOU ARE A LOT MORE THAN YOU THINK

YOU ARE A LOT MORE THAN YOU THINK

You are, trust me you are. There are insecurities that might/will make bad with you but please, remember your worth.
Dec 31, 202207:03
People

People

This is kindof and acknowledgement to human beings around, maybe objects that are more than objects and maybe a little bit too much of my thoughts
Nov 10, 202211:38
To my potential lover

To my potential lover

Okay okay geeeez, you got the title right and yes it is, and yes I might end up adding a few more bits just to feel that I completely did it!
Oct 19, 202210:16
To the gifted traumas

To the gifted traumas

Not your normal stories of trauma but how people in our lives can subconsciously hurt us and change our mind in total. How one day people stop believing and everything just goes downhill... Until..
Sep 27, 202206:27
Messed freak

Messed freak

Just another life update and I promise I'll update better. Good things takes time✨
Aug 31, 202206:25
Fault checks and a whole lot of personality stuff?

Fault checks and a whole lot of personality stuff?

So, it's just me loving myself a lot at moments and hating the way I look at some and somehow learning to balance it!
Aug 04, 202202:52
S03E05: To the pasts and comings

S03E05: To the pasts and comings

Hey, wrote this specifically for a person, also, not really but also Yes, and if you ever listening to this: I am grateful for your existence. Just a person who moved away, like we all are going To!
Jul 31, 202205:57
PROGRESS CHECK!!!!!

PROGRESS CHECK!!!!!

Will be tracking my recovery from messiness. From 23rd to 31st July 2022.
Jul 23, 202215:46
Updates (you won't believe this after a year)

Updates (you won't believe this after a year)

Yes ok
Jul 12, 202201:38
Stronger bones, calmer hearts

Stronger bones, calmer hearts

Being strong, being brave ain't ignorable tbh
Jun 14, 202204:51
Randomness yet again

Randomness yet again

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May 24, 202203:02
Don't got my favourites

Don't got my favourites

I don't have a favourite thing and that doesn't make a difference any more!
May 20, 202207:47
S03E04: A love letter

S03E04: A love letter

A love letter to my body that I've hated for a long long time. I'm sorry and I'll make it up to you.
Apr 21, 202206:03
S03E03: To the Aww-kward-faced-photo-destroyer

S03E03: To the Aww-kward-faced-photo-destroyer

Who's this letter for? Me. Who wrote it? Me. Who spoke it? Me. Why you're reading This? I have no idea. Thank You.
Apr 07, 202202:42
S02E12: you believe in Me?

S02E12: you believe in Me?

RANDOMNESS
Apr 06, 202209:06
S03E02: Letters: To the prettier, the scared, the perfectionist

S03E02: Letters: To the prettier, the scared, the perfectionist

To the/those people who thinks they're not enough but is more than that. To the people forgetting to notice themselves. Everyone is a lot more than they think, and lock these words!
Mar 26, 202202:56
S03E01: Letters: To the kid who calls me mom.

S03E01: Letters: To the kid who calls me mom.

This is to that person with the biggest heart and crazy racing thoughts, just a way of reminding him, I ADORE YOU!
Mar 26, 202204:05
Eighteen and blooming: End of year one

Eighteen and blooming: End of year one

It's finally a year here and Im ONE YEAR OLDER THAN EIGHTEEN. IT HAS BEEN 5 DAYS OF IT, and I know I've improved, deproved, learnt, unlearnt and a lot of stuff. I'm glad to every single person who stayed stuck this one year. From rhythmic notes to speaking hearts, I feel good here. Thankyou for everything.
Mar 25, 202208:34
Dear Joey

Dear Joey

It's a letter to my Joe. Yes, the one from FRIENDS. I was feeling so much, so here you go! Talking to a person who currently exist only in my head, a haunted space he never abandoned.
Feb 25, 202203:09
S01E05: Dusting the new stack

S01E05: Dusting the new stack

A to-be collection of poems written by me, that are really close to me, at least for now. Imagination carved onto metaphors, lining the most importants.
Jan 25, 202209:22
S02E08: Memories and photographs
Jan 17, 202207:29
S02E07: Adulting and 2021| passing by| Tonmoyee
Dec 30, 202113:32
Teething|lettertoMegha|Review

Teething|lettertoMegha|Review

Megha Rao is my current favourite poet, artist and this is an appreciation post. Plus I got her book, and wanted to make a review, telling her how good it was.
Dec 30, 202106:23
S02E05: Do you hate random rambles?

S02E05: Do you hate random rambles?

I really like making these, so here you go. Another ramble?
Nov 27, 202106:26
S02E04: You ain't sixteen anymore.

S02E04: You ain't sixteen anymore.

Just telling how real things work, at least, as of now, as of the time you're growing, learning, understanding. Be yourself, at all costs.
Nov 17, 202109:12
S02E03: You'll know what made you smile

S02E03: You'll know what made you smile

At a point of time, you'll be upset with people, with your expectations and everything around. You'll be sad but what's the point? You're there.
Nov 04, 202108:04
S02E02:Please let it be us and not others

S02E02:Please let it be us and not others

Just as I was going through today, I felt the need to talk about this, toxic families. And the way we keep suffering every single day. It's not an attempt to generalise every family but a few, who needs the voice, I just hope it went well. Thankyou.
Sep 04, 202107:52
S02E01 Just amoment of yours, relaxxx

S02E01 Just amoment of yours, relaxxx

It's reminding to relax and take a break, even in our very busy schedules. We get so up to work and working ourselves till we're burnt out, this episode is about relaxing and taking a break, to enjoy the most important thing in life: to exist.
Sep 04, 202105:13
S01E04: Summers and then.

S01E04: Summers and then.

Just a comparison of summer now, and back then. The idea stuck as my cousin made me listen to one of such piece.. So here you go .
Aug 05, 202102:17
S01E03: Me, faminism and my family

S01E03: Me, faminism and my family

Just some stories of how small things could affect a person as a whole. Try being Nicer to everyone, and maybe we'll have a better world.
Jun 21, 202103:29
S01E02:Reverse Healing

S01E02:Reverse Healing

The steps of healing, and going back on reverse... But emerging stronger every godamnn time. Reverse Healing.
May 14, 202105:18
S01E01: Eighteen and blooming

S01E01: Eighteen and blooming

Just a few words about the changes and the good, observed, faced.
May 06, 202105:40