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Triple Knot

Triple Knot

By Haley Markos

Through sharing the personal stories of collegiate runners at any level of the sport, Triple Knot explores topics such as mental health, injury, team and community, eating disorders, the college application process, academic balance, transitions, training, racing, and the many many unique ways our identities, passions, and experiences intersect with the sport of running.
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10. Sammy Seymour on Following your Curiosities: D3 walk-on, team environment

Triple KnotMay 03, 2020

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21. Trude Lamb on Showing Her True Colors

21. Trude Lamb on Showing Her True Colors

In the summer of 2020 Tyler (Texas) Legacy High School sophomore Trude Lamb caught global attention when she successfully pushed to change the name of her high school from that of a confederate general and slave holder. Tune in as we discuss the current situation in Texas post winter storm, Trude’s journey as an activist, Trude as a runner, Trude’s future goals and dreams for herself and her community, and more!

Checkout an ESPN news article and Trude’s letter to her school here: https://www.espn.com/espn/story/_/id/30045630/the-remarkable-story-how-teenage-runner-battled-legacy-robert-e-lee

Feb 26, 202139:22
20. Wildwood Girls Camp Reflection with Counselors Marci, Emily, and Miranda

20. Wildwood Girls Camp Reflection with Counselors Marci, Emily, and Miranda

Content preparation: we discuss relationships with food, body, and eating disorders throughout this episode.

Thank you to guests and fellow Wildwood Girls Virtual Camp counselors Miranda DiBiasio, Emily Chaston, and Marci Klimek for making this conversation happen. Thank you to Marie Markham and Robyn McGilis for creating Wildwood Running, such a wonderful platform and opportunity for runners to collaborate, learn, and grow the current and future generations of females in the sport. Check them out at wildwoodrunning.com and wildwoodrunningpdx on instagram!!

In this conversation we cover….

  • Background and introductions
  • Our “why” for running and the evolution of our “why”
  • Our “why” for joining camp
  • What knowledge we left our trail group with, what our trail group taught us
  • What challenged us in our preconceived beliefs, current practices, and with facilitating a group
  • How the topics covered at camp have showed up in our experiences
  • Our transition from high school to college running
  • The evolution of our relationship to food and our bodies
  • Where we want to take the work of wildwood from here
  • Finally, how everyone’s process to success in running and life looks different!

Links to other resources discussed in this conversation:

Feb 20, 202101:20:17
19. Emma Wilson on Having Fun with Running
Jan 08, 202127:59
18. Juniper Eastwood as the First and Only Out Transgender NCAA D1 Runner

18. Juniper Eastwood as the First and Only Out Transgender NCAA D1 Runner

This episode was recorded at the end of May and I just didn’t get to it out until now. The conversation around gender in sport feels particularly relevant after the recent Caster Semenya ruling which you can read or listen more about here: https://www.nytimes.com/2020/09/08/sports/olympics/caster-semenya-court-ruling.html and https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/case-caster-why-principle-trumped-bad-evidence-her/id1461719225?i=1000491007047and sign the petition (I was trying to find tangible ways to support Semenya) here: http://chng.it/KRQCkDJmys

In this episode, Juniper discusses:

  • How she got her start as a runner
  • Feeling like she couldn’t be “both a transgendered person in a small rural town and also an athlete”
  • Running as her entire identity, being “distant,” and living a dual-reality
  • Parental pressure
  • College decisions, aspirations, scholarship considerations, and trying to build the Montana dynasty
  • Battling an injury and having the identity of running taken away leading to mental health challenges and the ultimate need to develop an identity outside of running
  • Coming out to teammates and coaches
  • Taking a year off of competing for hormone treatment
  • Pressure and hype around return to competition
  • Media, journalists, and who she let tell her story
  • Backlash and opposition to progress
  • Proudest moments and memories at Montana, COVID-19 ending her collegiate career early
  • A sneak peak at June’s future pursuits in trail running and environmental philosophy

For more on Juniper’s story check out this video: https://www.spokesman.com/video/2019/sep/27/junes-run-transgender-montana-athlete-driven-succe/and this Dyestat article: https://www.runnerspace.com/gprofile.php?mgroup_id=44531&do=news&news_id=584586

Sep 20, 202001:14:45
17. Nia Akins’ Sky is the Limit

17. Nia Akins’ Sky is the Limit

In this episode...

  • Who is Nia Akins?
  • Switching from soccer to running
  • Mom’s influence and 400m success at the University of Missouri
  • Draw to UPenn for nursing and people
  • Memories from last collegiate meet
  • HS experiences and goals leading into college
  • Transitioning from west to east coast
  • Turning point in realizing national caliper potential
  • Mindset for performing best at biggest meets
  • Building confidence in fitness through racing
  • XC as an 800m/mid-distance runner
  • The whole new experience of having the opportunities to race at the highest levels
  • Experience running at USAs
  • Geeking out over pro runners and finding focus in that atmosphere
  • Surreal racing experiences
  • Travel experiences: Chile study abroad winter break trip and Cornell-Penn UK summer trip
  • Looking back at COVID-19 and college running career
  • Future goals
  • Looking towards Olympics, consistency and mindset change 
  • Messages to younger & future selves and younger college runners


Some of Nia’s accomplishments

  • 2020 University of Pennsylvania Nursing and nutritional science major
  • Ran second fastest 800m time in NCAA history (2:00.71) at the 2020 BU Valentine Invite
  • 2019 NCAA D1 Indoor and Outdoor Nationals Runner-up in 800m
  • Seventh-place finisher at USATF Outdoor Championships
  • 8 UPenn School records
  • Roster: https://pennathletics.com/sports/womens-track-and-field/roster/nia-akins/15790


More Nia Media to check out:

  • Runner’s World article by Nia: “I’m an All-American Runner and Ivy League Grad. I Still Can’t Escape Racism.” https://www.runnersworld.com/runners-stories/a32825698/nia-akins-ncaa-runner-racial-discrimination/
  • Women’s Running: NCAA Star Nia Akins Plots Her Professional Future—in Seattle: https://www.womensrunning.com/culture/news/nia-akins-signs-with-brooks-beasts/
  • Dyestat QUARANTINE CONVERSATIONS - EP86 - NIA AKINS: https://www.dyestat.com/gprofile.php?mgroup_id=44531&do=videos&video_id=298775
  • LetsRun Podcast: 800m Star and New Brooks Beast Nia Akins + Christian Coleman Gets Strike Three? https://www.letsrun.com/news/2020/06/coleman-nia-akins/


***Donate to the National Queer and Trans Therapist of Color Network’s (NQTTCN) Mental Health Fund: https://linktr.ee/nqttcn ***

  • Awesome podcast episode about NQTTCN: https://lacura.podbean.com/?fbclid=IwAR2FOvBPqZJ-CMJQYOjRsyg7Z9mU38Mxwvi4OZZ9ONqZVgZGPbPXr4w-aBQ
  • Insta: https://www.instagram.com/nqttcn/?hl=en
  • For June 2020, contact me w/ confirmation of your donation (feel free to cover any personal info, donation amount, etc) and I pledge to contribute $5 for every new donation that a listener of this podcast makes to NQTTCN for up tp $100 of my own money total. Thank you :)
  • Insta: @markoshaley
  • Email: haleyb.markos@gmail.com


Justice for the Black and Trans communities: 

  • Petitions: https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/#petitions
  • https://www.change.org/p/black-lives-matter-actvists-justice-for-nina-pop
  • Justice in June educational resource: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H-Vxs6jEUByXylMS2BjGH1kQ7mEuZnHpPSs1Bpaqmw0/edit
  • Violence Against the Transgender and Gender Non-Conforming Community in 2020: https://www.hrc.org/resources/violence-against-the-trans-and-gender-non-conforming-community-in-2020?fbclid=IwAR2AAZmmFTAlSGlAUVJndMrLdeqqJ498Nnj93UwKgwQLv9z1VBCwo6iFKO4
Jun 21, 202046:12
16. Jess and Sam Drop on Becoming Happier, Healthier, and Stronger Runners: Mental Health, Relationship with Food, Competing with the Best of the Best

16. Jess and Sam Drop on Becoming Happier, Healthier, and Stronger Runners: Mental Health, Relationship with Food, Competing with the Best of the Best

In this episode…

  • Who are the Drop Twins?
  • How they got into running
  • Seeking out some greater opportunities in HS, team focus on spirit & fun
  • Falling in love with the University of Georgia
  • College transition: Jess’ jump to XC & helping Sam become more competitive
  • Sisterhood
  • Eating disorders, therapy, relationship with food
  • Food instagram @running_foodies
  • Anxiety, depression, & injury
  • Georgia’s 2017 XC season & sunday long run grinds
  • International racing experiences
  • Volunteering for the Special Olympics
  • Goals and remaining eligibility head into into 5th yr 
  • Covid-19
  • Academic pursuits and aspirations
  • Messages to younger and future selves


Rosters:

  • Jesica Drop https://georgiadogs.com/sports/track-and-field/roster/jessica-drop/4467
  • Samantha Drop https://georgiadogs.com/sports/track-and-field/roster/samantha-drop/4468
  • Dyestat article: https://www.dyestat.com/gprofile.php?mgroup_id=44531&do=news&news_id=593115-Jessica-and-Samantha-Drop-Share-Their-Favorite-Dishes-After-Learning-To-Embrace-Food


A Mental Health Guide for Athletes and Their Support Networks: https://www.rrca.org/education/mental-health-tips-for-runners


***Donate to the National Queer and Trans Therapist of Color Network’s (NQTTCN) Mental Health Fund: https://linktr.ee/nqttcn ***

  • Awesome podcast episode about NQTTCN: https://lacura.podbean.com/?fbclid=IwAR2FOvBPqZJ-CMJQYOjRsyg7Z9mU38Mxwvi4OZZ9ONqZVgZGPbPXr4w-aBQ
  • Insta: https://www.instagram.com/nqttcn/?hl=en
  • For June 2020, contact me w/ confirmation of your donation (feel free to cover any personal info, donation amount, etc) and I pledge to contribute $5 for every new donation that a listener of this podcast makes to NQTTCN for up tp $100 of my own money total. Thank you :)
  • Insta: @markoshaley
  • Email: haleyb.markos@gmail.com


Petitions: 

  • https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/#petitions
  • https://www.change.org/p/black-lives-matter-actvists-justice-for-nina-pop


Justice in June educational resource: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H-Vxs6jEUByXylMS2BjGH1kQ7mEuZnHpPSs1Bpaqmw0/edit

Violence Against the Transgender and Gender Non-Conforming Community in 2020: https://www.hrc.org/resources/violence-against-the-trans-and-gender-non-conforming-community-in-2020?fbclid=IwAR2AAZmmFTAlSGlAUVJndMrLdeqqJ498Nnj93UwKgwQLv9z1VBCwo6iFKO4


Jun 16, 202037:55
15. Jazz Shukla on Being More than a Runner: ED recovery, Blackness, Canadian Running, Positive Team Culture

15. Jazz Shukla on Being More than a Runner: ED recovery, Blackness, Canadian Running, Positive Team Culture

In this episode:

  1. Fundraising campaign for NQTTCN (see below)
  2. Training during the pandemic
  3. Jazz’s ballet background and joining the University of Toronto’s track club in grade 8
  4. The “curses” and challenges of female youth running
  5. Eating disorder recovery and pandemic diet culture
  6. Building a healthy, open, and supportive team environment
  7. Blackness as a runner in a white circle, during the current moments, and diversity in Canadian distance running
  8. Winning team national XC championships and qualifying for world juniors
  9. Mastery in executing a race plan
  10. Training from 8k in XC to mid-distance on the track
  11. Overcoming stress injury and sickness, finding joy in running
  12. Goals for last year of college
  13. Canadian club system and U of T’s inspiring group of post collegiate runners

Some of Jazz’s accomplishments:

***Donate to the National Queer and Trans Therapist of Color Network’s (@NQTTCN) Mental Health Fund: https://linktr.ee/nqttcn ***

Petitions: https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/#petitions

Justice in June educational resource: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H-Vxs6jEUByXylMS2BjGH1kQ7mEuZnHpPSs1Bpaqmw0/edit

1 Million Miles for Justice virtual running/biking/walking event (fundraising for the NAACP, National Civil Rights Museum, and Black Girls Run): http://www.wjrclub.com/1-million-miles.html?fbclid=IwAR1_Rua7v665QTxTX1DBqD-VMXXcd8mr7yKYujDu4Jgwj2ykytp3Niiy9Yc

Jun 12, 202001:20:06
14. Dorcas Wasike on Being the Best You: Motherhood, Hard Work & Success, Kenya, Nursing
May 29, 202034:30
13. Ida Narbuvoll on The Learning Process: moving from Norway, transferring, injury comeback, high mileage

13. Ida Narbuvoll on The Learning Process: moving from Norway, transferring, injury comeback, high mileage

After sitting out nearly two years (sophomore and junior) due to an achilles injury and surgery, the University of Mary’s Ida Narbuvoll was just getting back into her normal training when she won the high point crown at her conference meet taking the mile, 3k, and 5k. Heading into the 2020 Indoor NCAA D2 National Championships, the 5th year Civil Engineering major from Norway was set to run the 5k as the first seed (30 seconds ahead of 2nd place with her 16:14 school record), 3k as the second seed (9:26.52), and the DMR before the event was cancelled due to COVID-19. Fortunately with the new rule change, she will have a shot to return to the track for a 6th year while pursuing her master’s. Outdoors will give her the opportunity to continue showcasing her endurance in the 10k, an event she previously established herself in.

In this episode we cover:

  • Nordic skiing & running in Norway
  • Embracing the opportunity to move to the US & compete in the NCAA
  • Transferring from the University of Edinboro in Pennsylvania to UMary
  • The challenges of injury & an absolutely incredible comeback
  • High mileage training


More of Ida’s Accomplishments:

May 22, 202052:28
12. Audrey Belf on Celebrating the Moment: Transferring, Red-shirting, and Becoming a Complete Runner
May 15, 202044:39
11. Grace Norman on Owning Your Story: Paralympic Medalist, World Record Holder, & NCAA D2 Runner
May 10, 202001:01:29
10. Sammy Seymour on Following your Curiosities: D3 walk-on, team environment

10. Sammy Seymour on Following your Curiosities: D3 walk-on, team environment

Recruited to play softball at NCAA D3 Bethany College in West Virginia, Sammy Seymour was not finding the team camaraderie she expected. Now approaching graduation, hear how Sammy put herself out there and ended up on the Bethany cross country and track teams. This conversation touches on finding and creating a supportive team environment, managing backwards thinking and differences in point of view, and the many experiences of learning and growing in a new sport on a small team at a small school.

May 03, 202039:17
09. Anna Rohrer on Trust in the Process
Apr 22, 202049:56
08. Taylor Knibb and Kyleigh Spearing on Embracing Adaptation for Balance as World-Class Triathletes, NCAA Runners, and Students at Cornell

08. Taylor Knibb and Kyleigh Spearing on Embracing Adaptation for Balance as World-Class Triathletes, NCAA Runners, and Students at Cornell

How do they do it? This is a question that Taylor Knibb and Kyleigh Spearing, two of the top triathletes in the world get asked a lot, but one they often ask themselves as well. Even more admirable than the on-paper accolades, is the gratitude, humility, and wisdom in which the Cornell University seniors impart as they reflect on challenges faced, experiences had, and lessons learned. For Taylor and Kyleigh, success has been a matter of establishing strong support systems, incorporating fun, and rolling with the punches. In addition to triathlon, the dynamic duo were key leaders in taking their cross country team to the 2019 NCAA D1 National Championships after what was an extremely uncertain start to their season. In the face of the COVID-19 pandemic, their enlightened perspectives and open attitudes are guiding them through the abrupt end of their collegiate careers in the presence of an unpredictable future.

Background for the Non-Triathlete:

Apr 15, 202058:33
07. Gracie Griffith on Mental Fortitude at the Olympic Marathon Trials

07. Gracie Griffith on Mental Fortitude at the Olympic Marathon Trials

With no sponsor, no coach, no team, and no training partners, Gracie Griffith’s plan might be a little unorthodox, but the 21 year old Clemson University senior is quickly emerging as one of the top marathoners in the country. Heading into the U.S. Olympic Team Trials for the Marathon on Feb. 29, 2020, Gracie was ranked 500th but managed to handle the adverse conditions to place 95th in a PR of 2:43.36. So how does the double major, double minor, law school bound student do it? In her two years of marathon-ing Gracie has recovered from stress fractures, refined her training, and attempted to join the Clemson XC team as a senior all while keeping joy at the center of her craft.

Mar 20, 202051:14
06. Page Lester on Searching for Answers: Injuries, Female Health, Triathlon

06. Page Lester on Searching for Answers: Injuries, Female Health, Triathlon

Mar 06, 202043:41
05. National Eating Disorder Awareness Week
Feb 29, 202047:46
04. Nicole Clermont on Celebrating all the Way to the the Top: Orthorexia and Injury Recovery, Team USA
Feb 21, 202001:03:59
03. Rosalie Fish on Indigenous Empowerment to Break that Bias
Feb 05, 202001:10:06
02. Olivia Del Guercio on Being in it to Grow

02. Olivia Del Guercio on Being in it to Grow

After graduating from Scripps College, Olivia Del Guercio took on her next challenge - moving across the country to study as a math post-baccalaureate student at Smith College, but her ambition for growth and strength didn’t stop there. In this episode of Triple Knot, hear from Olivia on how her philosophy of “doing things because they are hard when you don’t know what else to do” ultimately led her to use her first year of NCAA eligibility at age 23 by joining Smith’s track and cross country teams. This conversation features the joys of volleyball, refining embroidery skills at a quantum computing lab, engaging in the process of reframing negative body image, redefining identity and role on a team, and advice that any math post-bacc prospect or woman’s college attendee trying to talk to men could use, and yes, it all connects back to running.
Jan 22, 202001:02:59
01. Bea Hesselbart on Building a Community of Support: Cancer, Gap Year, D3
Jan 14, 202036:22
00. Welcome to the Triple Knot Pod!

00. Welcome to the Triple Knot Pod!

This episode provides a brief introduction of who I am and why I am here: because I love running and want a reason to interview and share younger voices in the sport! Join me as I explore the many ways running impacts our lives and how we create greater...
Jan 11, 202007:39