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A new podcast brought to you by called "eXXXamine - Real and Raw Conversations About Porn and Purity." Ex-Porn Star and Host, Brittni De La Mora interviews ex-porn addicts, porn stars, ex-porn stars, pastors and more; on all things having to do with porn and purity.
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eXXXamine - Ex-Porn Star Interviews An Ex-Porn Addict | Ep. 1
eXXXamine - Real & Raw Conversations About Porn & Purity Ep. 1| brought to you by In episode 1 of eXXXamine, Former Porn Star and Host, Brittni De La Mora interviews Bri Acezuna, a woman who was exposed to porn as a child and developed an addiction to it that lasted through her young adult years. If you need help with a porn addiction, visit
October 7, 2019
Every Time I Visit My Parents’ Home I Feel Triggered. Is That Weird?
In this episode Craig discusses being triggered to watch porn when visiting your parent's home.
April 29, 2019
I feel like crap when I look at porn, which then makes me want to look at porn again. How do I break this cycle?
In this podcast, Craig Gross answers the questions on how to break the cycle on looking at porn that makes you feel like crap.  
April 22, 2019
Help, I always look at porn when I’m bored
In this podcast, Craig Gross talks about boredom that resorts to watching porn. Craig gives tips on how you can overcome your struggle in watching porn. 
April 15, 2019
Why do I want to look at porn when I’m angry?
In this podcast, Craig Gross digs about why people watch porn when they are angry. Listen to this podcast as Craig helps you find out what to deal with in times when you feel anger.  
April 8, 2019
Whiteboard - What Triggers My Bad Behavior?
In this podcast, Steven Luff discuss about the complication issue on what triggers a compulsive behavior. He shares the 7 circuits in our brain.  
April 1, 2019
Panic Button: How Can I Manage My Addiction?
In this week's episode Craig talks about "managing" a porn addiction.
March 25, 2019
Why Does It Matter If I'm Addicted?
 In this video, Craig talks about the cause of addiction that brings  unhealthy in all aspects of your life. 
March 18, 2019
Panic Button: Will Marriage Solve My Porn Use?
In this episode Craig addresses the misguided notion that marriage will help you stop looking at porn.
March 11, 2019
Panic Button: Is It True Once An Addict Always An Addict?
In this week's video, the authors of Feels Like Redemption address the idea that you'll always be addicted.
March 4, 2019
Panic Button: Why Doesn't God Just Answer My Prayer and Take Away My Porn Use?
In this episode Craig talks about why we still struggle with porn when we pray for relief from God.
February 25, 2019
Panic Button: Isn't Porn Use Just a Bad Habit that He Can Stop Doing if He Wanted?
In this week's episode Craig addresses the notion that porn use is a simply a "bad habit."
February 18, 2019
Panic Button: Can Struggling With Porn Just Be My Lot In Life?
This week Craig talks about the idea that for some, using porn is almost inevitable.
February 11, 2019
Panic Button: Can I Change?
In this week's episode we hear from licensed therapist Steven Luff on the topic of whether or not someone can actually change.
February 3, 2019
Panic Button: How Do I Get Over The Pain & Resentment Caused By Divorce?
In this week's episode we continue our conversation about resentment and specifically the resentment caused by divorce.
January 27, 2019
Panic Button: Why Do I Look At Porn When Times Get Tough?
In this episode we look at why people turn to pornography when experiencing difficulties.
January 21, 2019
Panic Button: My Wife Is So Angry About My Porn Use, What Can I Do?
In this episode we look at the impact of pornography on a marriage and how to escape the resentment it can cause.
January 14, 2019
Panic Button: How to Identify and Move Past Resentment
In this episode therapist Steve Luff talks about resentment and how we can move past the hold it maintains in our lives.
January 7, 2019
Panic Button: Who Can I Go to for Help with My Child’s Porn Problem?
In this episode Craig talks to parents about who they can go to when their kids are looking at porn.
December 30, 2018
Panic Button: How to Protect Your Kids in an Online World
In this episode, Craig talks to parents about how to protect their children in this digital age.
December 24, 2018
Panic Button: How Does Viewing Porn as a Child Impact Future Behavior and the Brain?
In this episode, we discuss the long-term impact of viewing pornography as a child. Listen & learn!
December 3, 2018
Panic Button: Can Masturbation Help My Marriage?
In this episode Craig discusses the topic of masturbation and if it can help a marriage.
November 25, 2018
Panic Button: Can I Masturbate to Photos of My Wife?
In this episode, Craig tackles the subject of masturbating to pictures of your wife.
November 18, 2018
Panic Button; what are the long term effects of masturbation?
We talk about the long term effects of masturbation.
November 5, 2018
Panic Button: I think I’m addicted, How Can I Tell?
Addiction , the movie Beautiful Boy and more this episode.
October 24, 2018
Panic Button: What is behind my compulsive behaviors?
A great conversation here
October 1, 2018
Panic Button: I’m not attracted to my wife anymore!
There is a lot going on here and I explain the question even more and give you my answer.
September 23, 2018
Panic Button: I caught my boyfriend looking at porn?
Will this stop in marriage? How can I help him.
September 20, 2018
Panic Button: what do you think of Kanye West &porn awards?
Kanye has a new video and was host of a porn award show and someone asked me what I thought
September 14, 2018
Panic Button: Are Foot Fetishes and Other Fetished OK?
I talk about feet and so much more. I talk about why the church is so good at spreading fake news about sex.
September 5, 2018
Panic Button : My husband started recovery but has given up.
Starting and stopping when things get hard is pretty typical .
September 3, 2018
Panic Button: What do I do when I am tempted?
Temptation is all around us , what do we do.
September 3, 2018
My dad is looking at porn, do I tell my mom?
This one came from a 40 year old lady wondering how to address this.
August 25, 2018
My husband is watching porn, should I get breast implants?
This question is from a wife who caught her watching porn and is not okay with it but is asking what I thought about getting breast implants to appear more attractive to him. Latest episode of
August 21, 2018
Panic Button: My son just told me he is gay.
I have been sitting on this question for a while but after watching “believer” on HBO last night I recorded some thoughts
August 12, 2018
Panic Button: Is it okay for us to have oral sex?
This question came in from a 76 year old lady and her 82 year old husband. Enjoy and so will he.
July 22, 2018
Panic Button: I keep trying harder but keep failing
Common question I get, I actually just posted the actual response I sent to someone who wrote in our site asking will this struggle ever go away.
July 15, 2018
Panic Button: Can You Provide Me an Accountabilty Partner?
I answer a question I used to laugh at but now I am figuring out a solution to solve this.
July 3, 2018
Panic Button: I’m bored at work and look at porn please help
I answer this question on work and being bored.
June 15, 2018
Panic Button: To the guy in seat 1a watching porn!
On today’s flight, the guy next to me has a ton of porn videos on his iPad and here is my reaction.
June 8, 2018
Panic Button: How do I see disappearing photos on dm?
I cover this popular topic of finding photos on DM and wondering if bey are bad. Also talk some sports , Roseanne and LilTay
June 7, 2018
Panic Button: How do I monitor my kids social media?
I talk about kids and social media these days.
May 24, 2018
Panic Button: Can I masturbate to photos of my wife?
This one got me at first. Spent 3 days thinking about it and fired up to share the answer - levi's blog
May 16, 2018
Panic Button: I need help! (Vegas edition)
I dive into friendships and hard stuff in this episode. Wrote about this here -
May 8, 2018
Panic Button: my girlfriend says it’s fine if I look at porn
So, this guys girlfriend says it’s okay to look at porn and masterbate, does that make it okay for him and it’s better then him cheating on her right?
May 6, 2018
Panic Button: My husband won’t stop looking at porn.
This episode I answer this question as to why men can’t stop looking at porn or follow through on their word.
May 4, 2018
Panic Button: Will having a baby change things with my wife?
Parent Advice! I cover what a baby does to your relationship and why your wife should never sit in the back seat with your baby and other fun things.
May 3, 2018
Panic Button: I need my boyfriend to change for me.
Might be my favorite episode yet. Question was “I need my boyfriend to change to become to man I need him to be”. Good luck! Problem isn’t him it’s you thinking you can change him.
May 1, 2018
Panic Button: What is wrong with pornography anyways?
What is wrong with pornography anyways?
April 28, 2018
Panic Button: What about gmail disappearing messages?
What do you think about gmail new feature to have emails disappear.
April 26, 2018
Panic Button : What is incognito mode..should I be worried?
What is incognito mode on the computer browser?
April 22, 2018
Panic Button: Should I tell my wife about my porn problem?
Should I tell my wife about my porn problem or a friend first?
April 20, 2018
Panic Button: (Coachella edition) My daughter is sexting!
My daughter is sexting quite a bit but I don’t think she has ever had sex.
April 17, 2018
Panic Button: Is masturbation helping me stay pure?
Is masturbation helping me stay pure?
April 13, 2018
Panic Button: My daughter is posting inappropriate photos of herself online
My daughter is posting inappropriate photos of herself online.
April 12, 2018
Panic Button : My husband is addicted and I met someone else!
My husband has been addicted to porn for our entire marriage. I tried forever to help him and to hold him accountable but he always found a way to do his own thing. I met someone else online.
April 11, 2018
Panic Button: Introducing The Panic Button Podcast
New format, New show! Your questions answered that have you in a panic.
April 11, 2018
Brittni's Story Continues
Check out this video we shot a few weeks ago when Brittni joined us at a porn convention outreach in Las Vegas.
February 19, 2018
Meet Circle
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March 3, 2016
Become Stronger with are all about support and encouragement. An online small group will unite you with others on the same journey and help you grow stronger each day.
February 28, 2016
Gabe's Story
Watch Gabe's testimony about his My Pilgrimage experience and how it helped him in his search for freedom.
January 15, 2016
God Doesn't Hate You - even the sinners know that. Incredible Video.
Learn more about what we do and how to get involved here.
December 15, 2015
X3watch Explained
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December 14, 2015
Greg's Story -'If He can love me, he can love anyone'
Incredible video testimony of former porn star Randy Spears. Watch this and see how Jesus loves us all and can change anyone.
November 30, 2015
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November 25, 2015 - A New Way To Look At Freedom
If you are seeking freedom from addiction we want to encourage you to check out:
November 3, 2015
Please Share This Project -
Check this out: we’ve set up a brand new FREE resource to help you. You’ll find it at, and we think it’s going to explode your doubts and fears.
October 14, 2015
Learn About Stronger Marriages Video Courses
Online workshops for men, women, couples, and parents. Learn more about our video courses here at
October 13, 2015 - The One Things That Can Help You Find Freedom
Trying to break free of porn addiction? Check out for 1-on-1 coaching and mentorship.
October 7, 2015 / A Quick History
Check out what XXXchurch has been up to the last 10+ years!
October 7, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #20
In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talks to good friend, co-author of Touchy Subjects, and funny man David Dean about having the "sex talk" with your kids. This is a must listen for all you parents!
September 22, 2015
eXXXit by John Hammer
Watch this video by John Hammer that talks about the dangers of pornography and sexual sin.
August 24, 2015
Through A Man's Eyes - How To Help The Men In Your Life
Watch this video as author Shaunti Feldhahn explains how women can better support the men in their lives by learning how they see, think, and process the world around them. In the new book and workshop Through A Man's Eyes women can get the crucial information they need to better understand and help the men they know and love. For more information visit
July 20, 2015
Through A Man's Eyes - A Message For You Ladies
Craig Gross and Shaunti Feldhahn have teamed up to put together a great book and workshop called Through A Man's Eyes. This is for you ladies. It will help you understand what your husband goes through on a daily basis and how he thinks. This is a must read/watch for women. Get more information at
July 20, 2015
Through A Man's Eyes - A Book About Men For Women
Through A Man's Eyes is a new book by Craig Gross and Shaunti Feldhahn that was written to help women understand and appreciate how and why men think and act like they do. Get more info at
July 20, 2015
Through A Man's Eyes - A Message To You Men
Hey guys, this book is just for you and it's also something you really want your wife to read. Learn how to talk to your wife about the visual struggles we as men deal with on a daily basis.
July 20, 2015
Yes! Jesus Loves Transgenders: The Diamond Dee Interview Part 2
We met Diamond Dee a few years ago. Diamond has a pretty crazy story involving his sexual addiction and transgender surgery. 3 years later we decided to catch up with him and see how his life is going. Watch and be touched by this guy's honesty.
July 15, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #19
In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talk to researcher and author Shaunti Feldhahn about their new book Through A Man's Eyes. Learn how men really think. This should be good. Listen now! Learn more at
July 7, 2015
Fit For A King and XXXchurch - Vans Warped Tour 2015
The guys from Fit For A King are on the 2015 Vans Warped Tour and they are partnering with to help raise awareness.
June 24, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #18
In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross shares some of the best hatemail we've received at XXXchurch. This should be good. Listen now!
June 10, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #17
In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talks to pastor Lady Ceballos about women in ministry, balancing careers and motherhood, and more. Listen now!
May 26, 2015
50 Shades of Grey - Our Final Thoughts
Craig Gross speaking at Daybreak Church about 50 Shades of Grey
May 19, 2015
Porn Kills Free 1 Hour Event - May 28th
Join us for the FREE 1 hour event May 28th at 8PM ET/7PM CT/5PM PT. 3 Incredible Speakers! 1 Important Message! Register at -
May 15, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #16
In this podcast episode Craig Gross talks to Ryan Russell of X3watch about all the exciting changes and happenings going on with XXXchurch, X3watch, and more. They also talk a lot about our new workshop on being open and accountable and how someone can get it FREE. Listen up!
April 22, 2015
4 Steps To Maximize X3watch
Welcome to X3watch! Here are 4 steps you should take to maximize your experience with X3watch software.
April 3, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #15
This one is for all you August Burns Red fans! Craig Gross talks to frontman Jake Luhrs about his ministry and Listen up.
March 17, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #14
Don't miss this episode where Craig continues his talk with Shellie R. Warren about the movie 50 Shades of Grey and also his mom??? Yes, that's right - his mom! Listen up.
February 24, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #13
In this episode Craig talks to X3church blogger, author, and marriage coach Shellie R. Warren about her recent posts and thoughts on the movie/book 50 Shades of Grey. Be prepared for it to get real "REAL." Check it out!
February 10, 2015
A Great Valentine's Day Gift!
What better gift on Valentine's Day then the gift of great sex? Get 50% off the Best Sex Life Now video series between now and Valentine's Day when given as a gift. Grab this offer at
February 3, 2015
Married Conference - July 31st to August 1st
Join us for our first married conference this summer in Dayton Ohio. More details can be found at
January 30, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #12
Craig catches up with X3church staffer Michelle Truax in this episode. Michelle often works with women in the sex industry even though it has nothing to do with her official job. Craig and Michelle talk about what a "grandma” has in common with a porn star, a new initiative with Strip Church called Bright Lights Big Cities, and more. Check it out!
January 27, 2015
X3coaching is one-on-one mentorship to help you during the most difficult time of your sobriety: the beginning. Find out more at
January 27, 2015
The Birthday Present
Want to give your kid an iPhone for his birthday? Why not some porn why you are at it?
January 16, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #11
Craig talks about a brand new resolution he has made for 2015 - to come up with 10 new ideas every day and post them. Find out why he did this and how it can benefit you too. Check it out!
January 13, 2015
5 Myths About Women, Sex, and Porn - Free Webinar Jan 29th
Shellie Warren will be hosting this FREE webinar. She is an author, marriage coach, and has been writing and speaking for XXXchurch for years. Shellie has great insight on these matters and will talk to you straight. You don’t want to miss this honest and eye-opening conversation! Sign up for the webinar at
January 9, 2015
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #10
Craig talks with Fireproof Ministries Director Ryan Russell who also is the COO of X3watch. Find out more about Craig and why he really isn't as big a jerk as some people may think.
December 23, 2014
What Are The Most Common Questions You Get?
Craig tells us what the most common questions we get from people at
December 12, 2014
What's The Parent's Role With Porn?
Porn is invading your house and the lives of those you love. What is a parent's responsibility?
December 12, 2014
Only Creepy Old Men Look At Porn, Right?
The answer to this question may surprise you. Listen to what Craig has to say after 10+ years of ministry.
December 12, 2014
Why Are People Addicted To Pornography?
Craig answers this question that many have asked over the years.
December 12, 2014
Should I Expect My Kids To See Porn
Craig answers this question on the minds of many parents.
December 12, 2014
What Is This Generation's Biggest Obstacle?
Craig answers this question.
December 12, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #9
Craig talks with his friend and spoken word artist Levi the Poet about his new album. Check it out!
December 9, 2014
Free Webinar - 10 Easy Steps To A Better Marriage / December 18th
Join us for another FREE webinar for married couples hosted by former NFL quarterback Jon Kitna and Jennifer Kitna. This will be great! Sign up at
December 5, 2014
2014 was an amazing year for New resources, new records, new reach! As we wrap up 2014 and look forward to 2015 we realize that we need financial support from people like you. This will allow us to continue our work and keep many of our FREE resources FREE. Thanks so much! Donate at
December 2, 2014
Edison Exxxotica Outreach Recap - 2014
Two weeks ago we wrapped up yet another incredible outreach effort that took place at the Exxxotica show in "exotic Edison, New Jersey. This outreach boasted our largest team ever, with over 23 volunteers from all over the country and even the world. Join us on the next one by applying at
November 20, 2014
Welcome to the NEW
Maybe you are new to XXXchurch or maybe you just haven't been here in a while. Either way we want to say welcome. Please explore our site. There are tons of free resources and information for you, your spouse, and your family.
November 19, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #8
Craig talks the new video series Best Sex Life Now, and has a great conversation with Dave and Ashley Willis of about sex and marriage. If you are engaged, married, or even single make sure you check this episode out!
November 18, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #7
Craig talks about our new site, the new video series Best Sex Life Now, and chats things up (in bed) with his wife Jeanette about the topic of sex. Listen up!
November 6, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #6
Craig talks to Ron Jeremy, the "Godfather of Porn" about their relationship, faith, sex, and more. Check it out!
October 22, 2014
Best Sex Life Now - By XXXchurch
Watch this preview video of our newest video series called Best Sex Life Now. Co-hosted by Craig Gross/Jeanette Gross and Dave Willis/Ashley Willis of, this video series will walk you through the keys and fundamentals to enjoying the best sex life possible with your spouse. Check out for more details.
October 15, 2014
Fiverr Friday - Tree Climber
This guys climbed a tree and didn't find a coconut. Instead he found the #1 Christian porn site.
October 6, 2014
Fiverr Friday - Clown Porn
Do clowns struggle with porn?
October 6, 2014
Fiverr Friday - Duck Who?
Any idea on who Guess this guy is impersonating?
October 6, 2014
Fiverr Friday - Push Ups for XXXchurch
Check out this feat of strength and balance. Can you do this? If so how many?
October 6, 2014
Fiverr Friday - Unicycle Guy
Great Balance and Focus all in the name of
October 6, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #5
Craig talks with the WINNER of the Go Small Car Give-A-Way plus chats with XXXchurch staff member Carl Thomas about his Jersey accent, why small groups often stink, and how X3groups are helping hundreds of people a week. Check it out!
October 1, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #4
Craig talks with Matt Carter of Emery and Bad Christian plus updates us on lots of other things going on with including our new site coming very soon. Check it out!
September 17, 2014
This Why Porn Kills
Listen to Craig during a really loud ride in a really old hearse explain why Porn Kills. Visit
September 15, 2014 Events
Looking for more information on our events and speakers? Watch this video. If interested in booking an event email
September 10, 2014
XXXchurch Training Video
Wondering what serving at a sex or "porn" convention looks like? Here's a quick walk-through video. Check it out. If you are interested in joining us on an upcoming missions trip signup today at
September 10, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #3
Craig talks about the new look for the XXXchurch site coming later this month, his new book Go Small, and also has a chat with David Dean about football and more. Check it out!
September 3, 2014
Welcome Video
Why are you at Addicted to porn? Your spouse is addicted to porn? Your kids? Just curious? Honestly, it doesn't really matter. You are welcome here.
September 2, 2014
Open 24/7 Episode 11: Kim Biddle
Kim Biddle helped found the Saddleback Justice Task Force and focus on aftercare resource development for caretakers of survivors in Third World countries. Over the years, she has narrowed her focus from global human trafficking to domestic minor sex trafficking, leading her to found Saving Innocence to provide the needed crisis response and advocacy for this underserved population in the United States. Craig Gross to talk to Kim about her life and work in this open video. Check it out then hop on over to her website
September 2, 2014
Porn Kills Episode #14 - Canada
Here's another great installment from the Porn Kills Tour video series. In this episode the team talks about a Canadian tour. Watch the video, enjoy, and remember ... Porn Kills.
September 1, 2014
3 Things Men and Women Should Know But Don't! - FREE Webinar
Make sure you register for the FREE webinar by hosted by Shaunti Feldhahn. It's going to be great! Register at
August 20, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #2
Craig talks to Bill Dunfee and Anny Donewald of Eve's Angels about strippers topless at church. Check it out!
August 19, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Episode #1
Craig talks XXXchurch blogger Seth Taylor and "porn show superstar" Rachel Ceballos about grace and a lot of the discussion surrounding porn star Sheena Rose's vlog. Check it out!
August 14, 2014
X3groups - Online Small Groups by XXXchurch
Check out this video about our online small groups called X3groups. They are safe, secure, anonymous ... and oh yeah, awesome!
August 7, 2014
Open 24/7 Episode 10: David Dean
David Dean is one of Craig's best friends in the world. He is a die hard Bears fan who will be disappointed once again this year as they won’t win their division. He and Craig recently wrote a book together called “Touchy Subjects.” I caught up with him in San Diego for the latest edition of Open 24/7. You can find out more about David at
July 25, 2014
Craig's Car Ride - Coming In August
Here's preview of what to expect from XXXchurch's NEWEST podcast launching August 5th! Download on iTunes!
July 24, 2014
Lust in Translation
Check out this spoke word video by Tanner Olson about lust. Check out more on Tanner at
July 18, 2014
Open 24/7 Episode 9: Bryan Johnston
Bryan Johnston is a pastor and long time friend of Bryan is passionate about seeing lives restored from addictions and men and women experiencing freedom. Almost 10 years ago Bryan broke his neck while unloading church staging for his church plant. He was paralyzed and told he would never walk again. We sit down for a chat and talk about the accident and the trials and temptations he faced over last ten years. Sit back and watch what it means to be open. Then get over to and get accountable.
July 2, 2014
Go Small Book by Craig Gross
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June 30, 2014
Funding Generosity
This video gives you a little look at how your support via paid resources and products helps up do what we do.
June 13, 2014
Take the Father's Day Challenge
Hey Dad's ... this one's for you. Check out this (parody) video and then head over to to take the pledge and get your free ebook.
June 9, 2014
Open 24/7 Episode 8: Kevin Murray
In this month’s episode of Open 24/7 Craig sits down with a good friend of his Kevin Murray. Kevin runs a highly successful screen printing company called KJM but several years ago he also helped launch a little apparel company called Jedidiah (not so little now) which he continues to runs today in addition to everything else he does. So sit back and watch this great conversation with Kevin and see what it means to be open. After that head over to and get open.
May 29, 2014
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