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teenage dirtbag

teenage dirtbag

By zara

life is so confusing as a teenager. i like to say we’re all “teenage dirtbags” cause most of us are just emotional wrecks at these ages but our emotions matter and in this podcast im going to be venting so that anyone that’s feeling similarly is comforted by the fact that someone out there gets it. they understand. that you’re not the only one going through that. i love you, let’s heal together

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its been a while (episode for my future hubby)

teenage dirtbagMar 10, 2024

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its been a while (episode for my future hubby)

its been a while (episode for my future hubby)

Mar 10, 202401:48:37

i almost met a guy in a resort

i almost met a guy in a resort

here i talk and cry, pretty much it. this episode is for everyone to listen but it’s also mostly directed to my future husband.

Dec 26, 202330:19

college friend testimony (the voice notes)

college friend testimony (the voice notes)

in my last episode i was telling u a little bit about a friend i have in college (Travis) which i believe the Lord is calling through me, here i show you the voice notes which i sent my friends while being super excited about what was happening.

Aug 23, 202323:40

for my future husband: general update (pt.2)

for my future husband: general update (pt.2)

here i continue giving you updates on important things that have taken place in the past few months, enjoy lol (in the pic, the one in the middle is hannah and the one next to her is emily).

Aug 18, 202301:00:02

for my future husband: general update (pt.1)

for my future husband: general update (pt.1)

here i give you updates on things i've mentioned in the past few episodes and i talk to you about my first day ever at work, enjoy :) (the pic is how the classroom looked while organizing. crazy right).

Aug 17, 202301:00:14

for my future husband: i feel like owe you an apology (pt.2)

for my future husband: i feel like owe you an apology (pt.2)

here i continue what i was saying in the last episode.

Aug 14, 202327:34

for my future husband: i feel like owe you an apology...

for my future husband: i feel like owe you an apology...

in this episode i explain to you in detail and apologize for experience with my latest crush and my lack of self control.

Aug 14, 202301:00:01

for my future husband (ep5)

for my future husband (ep5)

i talk about how sad i am about not knowing you yet (in detail). enjoy💀

Jun 04, 202359:59

for my future husband (ep4)

for my future husband (ep4)

in this episode i read to you the list i made of “future husband requirements” LOL. enjoy 💀

May 08, 202358:39

for my future husband (ep3)

for my future husband (ep3)

talking about my day & thoughts + how random dads i see in public remind me of you. (spoiler alert: i cried💀) and yes, that photo of the yellow tree is the tree i see on my walk to the gym)

May 08, 202359:58

for my future husband (ep2)

for my future husband (ep2)

talking about my desire to meet you, as usual.

May 04, 202359:51

for my future husband (ep1)

for my future husband (ep1)

thinking bout you, talking about you. nothing new.

Apr 27, 202344:03

reaching excellence

reaching excellence

my take on this

Oct 14, 202204:38

this too shall pass.

this too shall pass.

listen to this with earbudss!

Jul 20, 202215:07

i get it.

i get it.

i understand how you feel sweetheart

Jun 09, 202224:45

i am ready. (vol.2)

i am ready. (vol.2)

continuation of “i am ready. vol. 1”

Sep 14, 202115:57

i am ready. (vol.1)

i am ready. (vol.1)

i am ready. yes, it’ll be a process but i am so excited to see the joyful outcome of my new bright perspectives, my new constant denial of the lies the devil tries to feed me and my new way of rebuking any thoughts that go against God’s ways.

Sep 14, 202159:59

inside my head

inside my head

this episode is my poor effort into putting into words the biggest emotion that i’ve been feeling lately. impotence. so basically none of the things that affect me mentally are things that i can control or change. i have to just accept them as they are or continue to have hope that someday they’ll change. imagine feeling like no one can understand you the way you understand them cause you’re “made” to give others that feeling and not to receive it but also, that feeling of understanding is the only thing you want. well i don’t have to imagine, that’s how i feel.

Sep 06, 202140:47