Beautifully Chaotic
By Polly
Join Polly, a young woman married at the age of 19, diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and trying to follow her dreams as a writer, as she learns the blessings and hardships of life.
Being married young, mental health, and writing her first novel are things that you can expect her to talk about the most, but there's no limitations for this podcast.
Beautifully ChaoticAug 17, 2020
Roundtable Discussion 3: What The KKK Wish You DIdn't Know
Search The Battle of Hayes Pond/Maxton Riot. Let me know if you knew about this before hearing this episode.
Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ -
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
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Roundtable Discussion: Cancel Culture
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https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
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Roundtable Discussion 2: First Shot Podcast
Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ -
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls -
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Roundtable Discussion: First Shot Podcast
Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ -
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls -
Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -
StoryFire: https://storyfire.com/profile
S2E10: Infertility & Weight Gain
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
pink/adam's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls -
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S2E9: Marriage & Entanglements ft My Husband
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
pink/adam's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls -
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Episode 8: This Is America: RACISM Part Three
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ -
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/toronto/regis-korchinski-paquet-toronto-1.5593718 -
pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ -
Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls -
Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support
Episode 7: This Is America: RACISM Part Two
Sign the petitions:
https://www.change.org/p/mayor-jacob-frey-justice-for-george-floyd?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22414602_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1057876290&recruited_by_id=292d8d60-6b23-11ea-9f22-3fbf11908cfe&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_abi&utm_term=psf_combo_share_initial - http://chng.it/ZSVMZ9Qmh8 - https://act.colorofchange.org/sign/justiceforbre-breonna-taylor-officers-fired?source=coc_main_website - https://www.change.org/p/us-senate-hands-up-act?signed=true -
Donate:
https://www.gofundme.com/f/georgefloyd - https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-run-with-maud -
National Bail Fund Network:
https://www.communityjusticeexchange.org/nbfn-directory -
pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ -
Episode 6: This Is America: RACISM Part One
Sign the petitions:
https://www.change.org/p/mayor-jacob-frey-justice-for-george-floyd?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22414602_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1057876290&recruited_by_id=292d8d60-6b23-11ea-9f22-3fbf11908cfe&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_abi&utm_term=psf_combo_share_initial - http://chng.it/ZSVMZ9Qmh8 - https://act.colorofchange.org/sign/justiceforbre-breonna-taylor-officers-fired?source=coc_main_website - https://www.change.org/p/us-senate-hands-up-act?signed=true -
Donate:
https://www.gofundme.com/f/georgefloyd - https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-run-with-maud -
National Bail Fund Network:
https://www.communityjusticeexchange.org/nbfn-directory -
pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ -
Episode 5: WRITING UPDATE
I just wanted to give you all an update on my writing and plans for it. I hope you enjoyed, thank you for listening! -
Adam/pink's YouTube and Soundcloud links:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
My Wattpad:
https://www.wattpad.com/user/AdultingSunflower -
If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below:
https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly -
https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -
Follow me on my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ -
https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Thank you again for listening in!
Episode 4: QUARANTINE
Honestly, I'm kind of going crazy being in my house. -
Adam/pink's YouTube and Soundcloud links:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
Buy "Archer" by Mira Jeffreys here: https://www.amazon.com/Archer-Mira-Jeffreys-ebook/dp/B085FTYKNP/ref=sr_1_1?crid=19J5CTM62E1CU&dchild=1&keywords=archer+mira+jeffreys&qid=1588528252&sprefix=archer+mira%2Caps%2C283&sr=8-1 -
If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below:
https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly -
https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -
Follow me on my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ -
https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Thank you so much for listening in, I really hoped you enjoyed it!
Episode 3: FRIENDSHIPS
Pick your friends wisely and always listen to your instincts. -
Adam's (pink) YouTube and Soundcloud links:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
PapiiSmoooth TV YouTube video: https://youtu.be/vfOad2FrxCA -
My socials:
https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ -
If you would like to support the podcast and Youtube channel, you can donate here:
https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly -
https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support
Thank you so much for listening in!
Episode 2: RELATIONSHIPS ft My Husband
Today my husband and I answer a few questions about our relationship and younger self. I hope you enjoy hearing us discuss our answers and joke around a bit. -
Please go subscribe and check out Adam's (pink) YouTube channel and SoundCloud: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm -
If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below:
https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly -
https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -
Follow me on my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ -
https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Thank you so much for listening in, I really hoped you enjoyed it!
Episode 1: Embrace GROWTH
People change every day. Allow for people to grow and stop judging them from their past. -
Please go subscribe and check out Adam's (pink) YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw -
Support is always welcomed! You can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor. Links are below:
https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly -
https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -
Follow me on my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ -
https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Thank you so much for listening! I hope you enjoyed!
My Favorite Books
https://www.amazon.com/Sea-Breeze-9-Book-Series/dp/B00VZHZOSA -
https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/breathe-abbi-glines/1102214046-
https://www.rainbowrowell.com/fangirl -
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B076NTZFNZ/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 -
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075QC5X3C/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 -
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B081Z7HYTL/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1-
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B000FA670W/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 -
Bad For You book by Abbi Glines has a song that you should check out! - https://youtu.be/SfQjDbsEMhc
Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Negative Body Image
The article that I got some of the information from https://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/health/healthyliving/body-image-women -
Remember, as long as you're healthy and feel healthy then your weight shouldn't matter. We're all beautiful and perfect.
Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Follow Your Dreams
Invest in you and your dreams! It's more possible than you think. I'm here to support you all!
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Obsessive Love Disorder
I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so I can't diagnose anyone, but I can point out symptoms that I have and Janet has. I hope you all don't mind such a long episode. Also, sorry for the rant about the movies at the end.
Sources/Articles:
https://sunrisehouse.com/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/comparing-behavior/
https://www.healthline.com/health/obsessive-love-disorder
https://www.healthline.com/health/personality-disorders
https://www.medicinenet.com/confusing_love_with_obsession/views.htm
Bad For You book by Abbi Glines has a song that you should check out! - https://youtu.be/SfQjDbsEMhc
Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Young Marriage is Okay
I will never regret getting married at 19 years old. Happy Anniversary to my husband and me.
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Let's Talk Love
Hi everyone! I am so sorry I got this special Valentine's episode up so late and I'm sorry about the audio quality. I hope you can still enjoy what I'm saying. Happy Belated Valentine's! -
Ashley Willoughby's blog: https://amwilloughby.wixsite.com/confrontcomplexity -
Bustle's article: https://www.bustle.com/p/7-things-that-happen-when-youre-a-hopeful-romantic-vs-a-hopeless-romantic-15899665 -
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Insecurities Are Normal
Insecurities are a normal part of life, especially when you're young and trying to figure out what path you're going down in life. Listen to me talk about my insecurities in today's episode. -
https://thriveglobal.com/stories/insecure-feelings/ - https://www.buzzfeed.com/annaborges/am-i-the-only-one
The live stream will be at 8 pm EST! I said the wrong time in the episode! Here's the link: https://youtu.be/0KgH69LCccA -
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Why I Chose To Write Under A Pen Name
Hey everyone! Here's episode three of Beautifully Chaotic: Why I Chose To Write Under A Pen Name. I really just want to have my writing life and personal life separated. I really hope everyone can respect that. -
Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - I will be posting the link for the live stream tomorrow. The live stream will be Saturday at 5 p.m EST. -
I have not updated my website because I'm having technical difficulties with it and I will be unpublishing it until I can fix it. Thank you for being patient with me. -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Coping With Anxiety
The blog post for this episode will be posted later today on https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Here is my Patreon link, https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Tomorrow there will be a free livestream to discuss and live chat about this episode. -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
How Toxic People Made Me Toxic
The blog post for this episode will be posted later today on https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic -
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls -
Here is my Patreon link, https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Tomorrow there will be a free livestream to discuss and live chat about this episode. -
Music from https://filmmusic.io
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)
Beautifully Chaotic Welcomes You
Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls
Website for Beautifully Chaotic: https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic
The live streams on patreon will be completely free. If you want to become a patron it's very much appreciated but it isn't mandatory.
Music from https://filmmusic.io/
"Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway()
License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/)