Beautiful Tension
By Gary Conachan
Beautiful TensionJul 23, 2020
The Importance of Language with David Clark-Sally
You can find David on all major social media platforms at @davidclarksally.
Drag, Ableism & Affirming Theology with Jack Bates
Jack Bates (he/they) is a bisexual, trans and non-binary Episcopalian, father, fiancé, drag queen, stand-up comedian, and theologian. He has a B.A. in Bible and Masters degrees in Philosophy and Religion as well as Historical Theology. They share about doing drag in faith spaces, the intersection of faith and disability, and the importance of a queer-affirming theology.
You can find Jack on Twitter at @jackmb and listen to their queer Christian podcast, "Lavender Mafia," wherever you find podcasts.
The Slippery Slope of Doubt with Jon Kwok
Jon Kwok (he/him) is Chinese-American, gay, and a reconstructing Christian. He's also a graduate student at Teachers College, Columbia University studying International Educational Development. Jon shares about his time in the Peace Corps, deconstructing his faith, and the dichotomy of harm and good being done in aid work.
You can find Jon on Instagram at @jonpkwok or on LinkedIn as Jonathan Kwok.
Healing in Community with Donovan Ackley III
In part 2 of my conversation with Donovan, we talk about freedom and loss after coming out, healing each other’s wounds, and diversity in queer community.
You can find Donovan on Facebook and LinkedIn as Donovan Ackley III, Instagram at @donovanackley3, and their profile on the Yoga Alliance website here. You can find his book, “Sex As Sacrament,” on Amazon and Kindle.
If you or someone you know is trans, Trans Lifeline is a community support resource created by and for trans individuals. They also offer support for parents of trans folx. You can find out more at translifeline.org.
Queerness As Sacrament with Donovan Ackley III
Donovan Ackley III (he/they) is a yoga instructor for trauma recovery, professor and program coordinator for the LGBTQ+ Leadership Certificate at the University of Redlands, and consultant on gender and sexual minorities. In part 1 of our conversation, he shares about growing up as an intersex person, coming out in Christian community, and the liberation and losses that followed.
You can find out more about the LGBTQ+ Leadership Certificate program here. If you identify as trans and need support, or would like to support or volunteer with Trans Lifeline, you can do so here. Donovan's book, "Sex and Sacrament: A Queer Liberation Theology of Prayer and Worship" is available on Amazon. You can find the audio version of the book as well as their guided spiritual practices on YouTube.
Not Getting It Right with Abby Coppock
Abby Coppock (she/her) is a White, female, wife, sister, aunt, and independent consultant. From working in a drug and rehab center in Chicago to receiving her degree in social work, she's since moved to Portland and worked as an organizational consultant focusing on diversity, equity, and inclusion. In a conversation centered around race and allyship, we talk about hard conversations, dealing with perfectionism, and knowing your shortcomings.
You can find Abby on LinkedIn as Abby Coppock and her upcoming website at abbycoppockconsulting.com.
Do the Work with Brian Terada
Brian Terada (he/him) is a creative who makes everything from videos and music to events and experiences. He’s the founder of Be Free and Be Free Stories, social meet-ups where people come together to listen to and share stories of how they’ve found freedom. By doing the work personally and professionally, he’s set out to be himself so that others can be free too.
You can find Brian on most platforms at @brianterada. You can also find him on TikTok at @brianteradaa and Twitch at @brianteradababy.
Deconstructing the Ego with Mindy Durias
Mindy Durias (she/her) is a lesbian, mystic, mother of five and Pastor of Families at Pearl Church in Portland, Oregon. From growing up in the Jesus Movement to attending Bible college, she was taught spirituality is about rules, certainty, and behavior. When her life took a different path, she discovered contemplative practices, which saved her spirituality.
You can reach Mindy via Pearl Church at pearlchurch.com/pastoral-team and Coach Training World at coachtrainingworld.com/find-a-coach-directory/mindy-durias-wpcc.
Let Your Dress Twirl with Emmy Martinez
Emmy Martinez (she/her) is the fierce, fabulous, and femme Mentoring Coordinator at the Los Angeles LGBT Center. She tells her story of growing up, facing heteronormativity and exploring gender. Additionally, she shares about the amazing work she does at the Center and the resilience of the many mentees she’s worked with.
For more information or to get involved in the Center's Mentorship Program, you can contact Emmy at emartinez@lalgbtcenter.org. You can also follow her on Instagram at @scenesofyoli.
Season 2 Trailer
A glimpse into my story, the "why" behind the podcast, and what Beautiful Tension is about.
A Pastor & His Church's Move to Inclusion, Pt. 2
Mike Roth is the lead pastor and co-founder of Pearl Church, a faith community based in Portland, Oregon. Over the span of his time in ministry, he’s earned several degrees, including his recent PhD specializing in the effectiveness of biblical literary figures to hold attention and make meaning. Among the many shifts Pearl Church has seen over the last 20 years, one of the most controversial was the move to broaden their marriage practice to include the LGBTQ community. In part 2 of my interview with Mike and this finale episode of the podcast, we talk about that decision and everything that followed.
You can find Pearl Church at pearlchurch.com, on Facebook at Pearl Church, on Instagram at @pearlchurchpdx, and Twitter at @pearlchurch. You can find Mike's writings at mikeroth.org under the tab "Theopoetic."
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A Pastor & His Church's Move to Inclusion, Pt. 1
Mike Roth is the lead pastor and co-founder of Pearl Church, a faith community based in Portland, Oregon. Over the span of his time in ministry, he’s earned several degrees, including his recent PhD specializing in the effectiveness of biblical literary figures to hold attention and make meaning. Among the many shifts Pearl Church has seen over the last 20 years, one of the most controversial was the move to broaden their marriage practice to include the LGBTQ community. In this penultimate episode of season 1, we talk about the transitions that led up to that decision, including a move from dogma and doctrine to values, embracing women in leadership, and practicing infant baptism.
You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Therapist & The Work of Integration
Matthias Roberts was forever changed when he discovered there were others who had integrated their faith and sexuality. Years later, he found there weren't many resources for queer people of faith, which led him to starting a podcast to address just that. Even more, he saw the need for work around healing in our bodies, which led him to becoming a therapist. We talk about coming out, relationships, sex, and more.
Matthias can be found across social media at @matthiasroberts. His website is matthiasroberts.com and his podcast, Queerology, can be found wherever you listen to podcasts. You can also find his new book, "Beyond Shame," at your local bookstore or bookshop.org.
Other books mentioned in this episode were "God & The Gay Christian" by Matthew Vines and "On Being Liked" by James Alison.
You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Social Worker & Queer Youth Experiencing Homelessness
You can find Angela on Facebook at Angela Pacheco and Instagram at @loveang93. You can find out more about the L.A. LGBT Center at lalgbtcenter.org and the Host Homes program at lalgbtcenter.org/hosthomes. You can also send them an email at hosthomes@lalgbtcenter.org.
You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Gay Man & The Mystery of Faith
Dave Khalaf grew up Christian, which led to a war between his faith and sexuality. After six years of reparative therapy, he finally accepted that he wasn't changing, and it was better to lean into the mystery and risk being wrong than to live a life based on fear. Dave and I talk about growing up Christian, what to do with the Bible when it's hurt you, and much more.
Dave and his husband Tino are co-authors of "Modern Kinship: A Queer Guide to Christian Marriage," which you can purchase on Amazon, from their publisher Westminster John Knox Press, or wherever you find books. You can also find Dave's historical fiction novels wherever you find books. You can find Dave on Facebook and Instagram at Modern Kinship and his blog at daveandtino.com. You can also find a tweet or two at @modernkinship on Twitter.
You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Gay Man & His Journey of Finding Faith and Kinship
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Tino and his husband David are co-authors of "Modern Kinship: A Queer Guide to Christian Marriage." The book was birthed out of their blog by the same name. You can find Tino on Facebook and Instagram at Modern Kinship and the aforementioned blog at daveandtino.com. You can also find a tweet or two at @modernkinship on Twitter.<br />
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I’d love to feature the queer community on next week’s resilience room. I want to know, how has Pride, coming out, and being queer made you more resilient? You can send a brief audio clip, no more than 30 seconds, to beautifultensionblog@gmail.com. I can’t wait to hear what you have to share!<br />
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An Artist & Her Blank Slate
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The books mentioned in this episode are "Daring Greatly" by Brené Brown and "The Gift of Therapy" by Irvin Yalom.<br />
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You can find Kari at karigale.com, pilgrimlost.com, and on Instagram at @karimgale, where you can find information on the 100-day project and more.<br />
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You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
REPOST: A Black Trans Woman & Her Power
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You can find Robin on Facebook at Robin Brown or Instagram at @robinjay25.<br />
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To learn more from black voices, check out the work of Bernice A. King, Clint Smith, Ibram X. Kendi, Rachel Elizabeth Cargle, and Austin Channing Brown. The podcasts recommended at the end of this episode are 1619, Code Switch, and Pod Save the People. To the black community, we stand with you.
A Female Pastor & Her Honest Faith
The book mentioned in this episode is "Sacred Word, Broken Word" by Kenton Sparks. You can find Juliana on Instagram at @juliana.ford.27. You can also find Azusa Pacific's Center for Vocational Ministry on Instagram at @cvmapu or their website at apu.edu/vocational-ministry.
You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Mother & Her Gay Son
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The book referenced in today's episode was "It's Not Supposed to Be This Way" by Lysa TerKeurst. The book referenced in today's resilience segment was "Space at the Table" by Brad Harper and Drew Harper.<br />
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You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Black Trans Woman & Her Power
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You can find Robin on Facebook at Robin Brown or Instagram at @robinjay25.<br />
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You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!
A Bi Pastor & His Place in the Church
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You can find Darin at darinmckenna.com, Darin McKenna on Facebook, and @DarinMcKenna on Instagram and Twitter. His church, New Abbey North Hollywood, can be found at @newabbeynoho and newabbey.org/noho.<br />
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You can support the podcast financially at anchor.fm/beautifultension, by leaving a rating or review, and sharing it with anyone you think might enjoy it. Make sure to subscribe to stay up-to-date on new episodes. Thanks for your support!