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By Brady Stueve
Alive & Well through My most Challenging Bipolar Spell! Music was a Crutch & Iāll continue to Narrate to it as Such! Helpful Ideas to Forge through, Keeping Myself Grounded too. The Extreme Highs & Lows have passed, now itās time for a Relationship that Lasts!! Ames š
CellSpokenš£Jan 18, 2020
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03:17
āPsychoā Therapy, moving on!
Remembrance & moving forward as this was about 1 year prior to marrying my Ames!!
Jan 09, 202402:51
Mental Health check in LOL!!
The āComebackā, yeah right! Ed Sheeran, nice!! 9/11 Motivation.
Dec 28, 202306:38
Songs w/commentary on life w/bipolar1 etcā¦
Dial Drunk, Jelly Roll āGod I Need A Favorā & Matchbox20 current mood while recapping bipolar1 diagnosis too!
Dec 24, 202311:01
Trust Me Mate
That āsensationā in relationships & patience! āI wonāt give up on youā!
Dec 24, 202301:41
SNAP
Processing my life to song I guessā¦
Dec 23, 202302:00
Manic Addictions/Broken2
Mania, Gambling. Alcohol. Nicotine. Caffeine. Over the loss, but new situation arises for āBrokenā part 2! I think I want it to work eventually, but we shall see. So much is out of my control, Iām ridden w/extreme anxiety over this! Thatās why I know I still love her, but how patient can I beā¦
Dec 10, 202306:59
Lifeās A Bitch/Dealing w/a Curveball!
Update on life after marriage this past July. An obstacle thrown my way that may not be overcomeā¦
Dec 10, 202304:15
Ponderingā¦!!
Brady180 thoughts to Music as I cope w/out _____ AND _____!!!
Nov 16, 202302:22
Music/Meta Rant
Social media rant after music
Oct 27, 202302:54
Lifeās a Joke FML.
Getting heated, but over iT š
Oct 17, 202302:21
Relationships & a possible move???
Feelings & being ātargetedā š¤·āāļø
Aug 24, 202303:30
āArms Wide Openā, Memorialized to Song!
She was an amazing person. I think sheās been watching over meā¦
Apr 30, 202304:02
Bipolar transformation
Transitioning from dwelling on past indiscretions/events to current/future goals & aspirations. Starting to see āthe lightā & allowing Christ in tooš
Apr 13, 202306:08
Daughtry 4ās AND More
Triggers
Mar 18, 202303:41
StigmaHuh, addictions and voice changes to smoking & music.
Ranting while smoking talking addictions and stigmasā¦
Feb 28, 202317:33
Broken ll
Seether, āBrokenā memories to song.
Jan 28, 202303:54
Love Full Circle
From husband to boyfriend after the divorce. Both had failed relationships and fell in love again unfortunately w/her on her death bedā¦
Jan 22, 202305:25
Mental Health ā
in/Sounding Good!
Life status updates/Mental Health, sounding good!
Jan 19, 202303:39
Recent months reflections
Brief thoughts on recent months events.
Jan 15, 202307:09
Not āBrokenā!!
Commentary Listening to āBrokenā, Turning the Corner on Grief!
Jan 14, 202303:55
Social Media w/random āattackā!
Facebook, Twitter, Snapchat, TikTok usageā¦
Jan 10, 202305:60
Radio Rant Cruising the Loop!
Last fall shows my randomness & excitement before circumstances lead to my recent doldrums! I want this guy back! Iām on my way!! Maybe I had TOO MUCH to say lol!!!
Jan 10, 202309:58
My thoughts over the weekend in 2 poems.
Her presence was felt, 2 poems summarizing what I was dealt š
Jan 09, 202301:50
Mental Health Pacing in my house
Positive clockwise pacing & music therapy at home to move past her passingā¦
Oct 26, 202203:21
Podcast2Distract
Turn a negative into a positive! Past feelings washed away by new career starting!
Oct 05, 202202:54
Missing her, but she was āOne Thing Rightāā¦
Thoughts on grief and moving on.
Oct 01, 202202:55
Ed Sheeran, āShiversā & moving forward!
Brief update on a new career & challenges for relationships heading into fall harvestā¦
Sep 17, 202203:06
āHighā
ā¦she only says she loves me when sheās high. Only a few comments this time reminiscing other things than herā¦
May 26, 202202:55
Grief ā
Sounding better
Random song talk/reminiscing
May 26, 202203:34
drinking, Smoking trying to free My mind.
Good morning process for deescalation of thoughts. Bringing the negative down with high level interests. Sports, politics, & the rest I guessā¦ Wait & see ātil the rest. Might just be getting warmed up on sharing my thoughts. Iāve got to see about a girl who may know more.
Apr 09, 202201:48
Missing my best friend
Iām not gonna be able to sleep until I get off the phone. Iām just going to get to the point, Iām so alone without her! She was my everything & I canāt believe sheās gone. Weād been through ALOT, but brighter days were there AND many, MANY more YEARS got robbed from us. RIP Shanna, Iā¤ļøU ALWAYS š
Nov 01, 202104:41
Lost love segment after some fantasy chat I couldnāt removeā¦
I couldnāt edit my Fantasy thoughts out š BUT here are positive thoughts on my best friend!! Absolutely adored her. What an amazing woman and mother to our boysā¦
Oct 15, 202103:34
Cooper Kupp and other DFS WRās
Just a short blurb on DFS WRāsā¦
Sep 20, 202100:47
August 15, 2021
Aug 15, 202100:57
Shallow
Shallow 2ād
Feb 23, 202003:11
Letās do this, moving on!
Letting go/Starting over!!
Feb 23, 202003:06
Life is like a box of Chocolates!!
...you never know what youāre gonna get iNsiDe, right Carson Wentz!!! š¤ššÆ
Feb 02, 202024:27
G2ingUS
Contact me.., 320-305-0421
Jan 22, 202004:37
Celebrating CellSpokenās Picks
Music, Sports, Driving-out-Loud š¶ā
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Jan 20, 202009:16
Working while listening to music...
...side-hustling too š
Jan 18, 202003:17
Mentally driven š decisions regarding social media/texting (word choices), weather & sports betting!
A variety of topics closing with My thoughts on the upcoming NFL Playoff games... 49āers 24 Packers 17 (SF has a Great D) Chiefs 34 Titans 24 (cuz KC will stack the line to try and stop Derick Henry). TBC... This is my gut before any research or āfake newsā, lol!! #justG2iT
Jan 18, 202030:50
The āGreat Outdoorsā & animals maybe
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Jan 13, 202002:43
Work
Verizon World/Vikings Game...
Jan 11, 202000:37