Entropy & Dae

Apparently I relish at the opportunity to be candid and spontaneous. This is episode, I update and reflect on my feelings behind showing up for myself.

Today is a bit of a continuation from last episodes “shifting”. I look at the ways the need for control has impacted me and how i’m learning to discern “flow”.

Follow me on my tangent of what “Shifting” has meant for me. I talk about reconciling with changes in relationships with others, be it drifting apart or growing together, considering we live in a digital world.

welcome back to entropy and day! It has been two years since the last public episode and I want to thank everyone who has listened to season one! It meant so much to be able to connect with you all and I’m hoping we can do it again! This episode is sort of like a brief re-introductory to this show and myself since i’ve been gone. thank you for listening

Thank you all for listening this past year to any and all that i’ve recorded and shared! Season 1 wraps here, but i will have more for Season 2! in this episode, though the year ended on a more somber note, i express that i’m grateful for all the year had brought me.

thank you for your patience! in this episode, i talk about recognizing my forms of escapism and how i’ve been navigating my transitions with earnestness.

In this episode, I sift through some thoughts and feelings that I’ve gotten more familiar with as time and experience has gone on. I like for these to be moments I work through any of my feelings in real-time after my own personal time with them. As always, thank you for listening! Recorded November 25th, 2019

In this episode I talk about what I’ve learned about my process in letting my feelings out and forgiving myself for my own feelings. As always, thank you so much for listening!

Back on a Sunday with another episode! I talk about the ways I’ve been confronting myself through my rumination, what I’ve observed in the energy of others based their proclamations during the Aries Full Moon, and understanding when I need to recalibrate. (Recorded October 14th, 2019; as reflected in the intro).

thank you all so much for your patience! I’m back with another episode! in this episode, I talk about why I needed the hiatus as well as the lessons i’ve been presented with. as always, I’ll cover a bit of my emotional state and allow my thoughts to flow in real-time.

In this episode, I take a moment for Mac Miller and speak again on reflection and what i’m learning through anxiety on a day-to-day. I talk about showing up for myself in ways like addressing the roots of my doubts.

In this episode, I just let it flow. i have to remember that I record these podcasts for myself first. I talk about working on accountability within. remembering to minimize my projections and keep my own feelings and thoughts as the source. as always, thank you for listening!

In this episode, I talk about what it feels like for me being in the middle of my work and trusting myself in the process rather than remaining in the conceptual stage of that trust. Thank you for listening!

In this episode, I talk about my work through my own anxiety. Thank you for listening!

In this episode, I talk about emotions and patterns I’ve been noticing and working on internally. I didn’t really have a theme for this episode. I decided to just turn on the mic and talk.

On this episode, I go on a tangent of what vulnerability means to me during this current phase of my life and I make an Adventure Time reference.

I know. it’s been a while. I’m back with more Ramblings. I appreciate your patience.

In Episode 005, I talk about honoring my emotional depths as a special trait and ability rather than the negative connotation that often precedes the more sensitive being. I also ramble on a bit about the dreams I’ve had the feelings I’ve confronted since they’ve happened. As always, this is a one-take raw run so it’s all about being vulnerable and developing courage to feel both flawed and powerful as I explore another medium. Thank you for taking time to listen!

In this episode, I talk through some of the stages and challenges I’ve learned in my growth. I focus on how different I’ve had to approach my process every time I’ve reached an emotionally exhausted peak. As always— I record the podcast “raw” without editing, as the purpose of the pod is to allow myself to flow with my vulnerability. Thank you for taking time to listen. TW: Depression and Suicide.

Excuse the mic trouble (which seems appropriate given the title of the episode). For this edition, I wanted to open up the app and just go without thinking so much. I’m using this as a way to continue the work I’ve been doing to embrace more of myself and my energy and duty to be by flowing more, feeling and recognizing my feelings more. Recorded March 18th, before my camping trip to Ojai.

Episode 002: Ego. Today I talk about my idea of the role ego plays in my life and in society.

Episode 001: Emotional Self Check-ins. I talk about my non-new year resolution* and why emotional awareness is an integral part of my art.

I ramble about where I’m at emotionally about creating through creative ruts, thoughts on my next book and mindset after ‘MariGold’.