92 Things
By Karmen Haze
Self talking therapy. These are random clips and Voice Notes I send to my BFFL on WhatsApp. With the occasional ones, she sends me back too. They are all very cathartic - a bit like self-therapy.
92 ThingsApr 13, 2020
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September Updates
Just me, starting my course, going on anti depressents and therapy
Sep 11, 202004:56
Been put on meds
Depression, bpd, NPD, medication, anxiety, PTSD, disorders, mental health
Aug 12, 202001:59
Getting Negative
Starting to be super negative
Aug 12, 202001:37
Getting Clarity on Business
Getting stuck in the how is normal as I talk my friend on things I've learnt in one funnel away
Aug 01, 202002:25
PTSD Relapse
Issues
Jul 28, 202002:13
New Course Structure
Some more ideas for my course
Jul 17, 202005:42
Changing My Business
Coaches, creatives or digital marketers ?
Jul 15, 202003:29
Unmotivated Again
Can't seem to focus and start making the course
Jul 11, 202005:23
Woke Up Talking About Sales Funnels
Seriously I can talk about digital marketing all day I love it so much
Jul 11, 202008:28
Niching Down Designers
I want to help freelancers get jobs I think this can help.
Jul 10, 202004:35
Healing Time
Healing time
Jul 10, 202002:46
Missing Him
Weirdo annoying ex bf from 3 years ago popped up wanting websites and i forgot how much I hated him lol. It made me miss my most recent ex :(
Jul 08, 202004:24
Marketing Is Not Evil
Some guy in my group popped up and was just a bit indirectly mean. Saying he wanted his money to go towards genuine people. Its because I don't know how to be a sales person...but you know what . Whatever im going to continue doing the things I love
Jul 07, 202005:30
Sales techniques
Sales techniques
Jul 04, 202002:40
Talking Myself Out Of a Bad Mindset
Wow speaking therapy really helps to talk myself out of thinking negatively !
Jul 03, 202003:12
Bad Session Again
These healing sessions don't really make me feel so good. Is it a sign I should go through the practises to clear my limiting beliefs so in not as affected ?? Others can trigger this in me which means maybe I am triggering it in others.
Jul 03, 202002:42
Could I be a business coach?
Jessica the kickboxing coach popped up and started talking to me about learndash and I told her my services and then we got chatting. She wants to help people's mindset using kickboxing as her niche I want to use wordpress as mine .... I discovered that I want to be a business coach!!! Using tech to attract people
Jun 26, 202004:23
Different people think differently
I had another subconcious healing session today and we spoke about triggers and healing those and it was wonderful to know other perspectives on the situation.
Jun 25, 202003:02
Sunbathing & Uni Friend Catchups
Today I sunbathed most of the day as it was soooo hot like 30 degree OMG. Then my friend from uni who I haven't seen ...since uni came down to visit which was nice. We just caught up and then someone used the chatbot I set up on Facebook!! I got so excited ahahha
Jun 24, 202001:49
Post Webinar Updates
850 RSVP, 180 signed up 140 came and 50% stayed the whole way! Thanks 🥰
Jun 23, 202004:38
Positive About Webinar
OMG after 3 solid days of non stop working from 6am-12am I'm nearly there. Just some more work to do tomorrow then I should be good to go. I am knackered as Ive worked so hard on this one hour workshop LOL but feeling so much more positive now about everything. I'm happy if I even get one customer. I think my friend is interested in purchasing my course too. So that's one person 🥰
Jun 19, 202003:29
Freaking out about webinar again
Oh man it's.tomorrow. The big webinar over 800 have signed up
Jun 19, 202002:57
The Big Webinar
It's on Saturday over 800 people interested AMG. Have they marketed on fiverrr yet?
Jun 18, 202001:30
Partnerships Get Me So Excited!
The dots, Fiverr, Jennifer and Wishuu, Crazy collaborations happening all around town!
Jun 15, 202005:21
Talking Myself Through Business Anxiety, Doubt and Fears
After speaking to my friend I feel overwhelming there are just so many things to think about: finances, planning, contracts, shares, scaling, growing a business. Things that haven't even happened yet! OMG
Jun 15, 202005:37
Finding Collaborators For My Webinar
Found some potential collaborators for our side hustle webinar
Jun 15, 202003:39
How I Can Tackle Racism
Another VN to my bestfriend. I think diversity, inclusion and intergration is how we can help tackle racism. I want to find out how to do this using Madhat girls
Jun 14, 202003:04
Everyone Is Helping The World In Their Own Ways
What I realised today is that we lol navigate the world differently weve all grown up in different enviroments experienced different things but the core of our emotions are the same. Most of the world is good. The environment is what makes you bad. I believe we all have the same message and it's delivered in different ways that's why diversity inclusion and equal rights and intergration is important so we understand eachother.
Jun 13, 202004:03
Feeling Bad About having a negative mindset
I've been reflecting and yes I have a bad mindset. I do feel bad about it. It does push people away. On the surface I am happy sweet which is who I am. But I have inner demons which I think id like to take charge of
Jun 13, 202002:02
Healing sessions Make Me Feel Bad Sometimes
I've been going to these subconcious healing sessions and I just feel bad after.
Jun 12, 202006:06
Being Over Confident but insecure pushes people away
I had another subconcious healing session and it made me feel insecure so I decided to think about my actions.
Jun 11, 202007:49
Discovering How I Have Pushed People Away
Being an Empath can be a positive thing as you feel how others feels but if you don't put boundaries it can swallow you up
Jun 08, 202002:33
Antiracist Piece Backlashed by FB Group
So in lieu of #blacklivesmatters I wrote an opinion piece and omg. It got such bad backlack on a FB group I'm part of. I got upset as it wasn't intended to be taken in this way.
Jun 08, 202005:50
CRM Platforms WTF
Trying to find free email marketing software and free CRM software to use
Jun 02, 202003:40
3 Step Webinar Went Well!!!
Omg!!!!! It went well omg omg omg. I feel feel really happy. People said they felt motivated after! I hope it motivated them I really do 😘🥰
Jun 01, 202004:20
My Webinar Failed :(
I freaked out and decided to do coverage on #BlackLivesMatters instead. Hundreds of people waiting to watch the workshop all my friends logged on. I feel so embarassed. I do believe in equality and I do believe in this cause. It's okay go stop your own goals for a bigger goal. That's brave. I'm brave.
May 31, 202004:07
Played Takenodo, Casual Update
Just a normal day went to the park and fell asleep, did a leadgen landing page, called my friend Simi, deciding what to do for the webinar.
May 28, 202003:11
Customer Success Role Application
Omg I found a job online that looks like something I would love!!!! Its for an eLearning platform to build games. Ive applied for it, it's 10-15 hours a week and you sit sorting out people's issues and replying to twitter and Facebook. Praying they reply!
May 27, 202004:52
My friends BF surprises her!
My friends BF rides his scooter for 2 hours just to get a glimpse of her out of her window because of social distancing. So romantic 💕🥰🌹 p.s I did ask for permission to post this 😂
May 26, 202002:05
Love note #3 Talking Mental Health Out Loud
Despite quarantine I saw my friend for the first time in months. It's the first person I've seen apart from my mum! We talked about our mental health, friends, annoyances etc. It was fab! I also thought more about Madhat Academy and the direction I want to go with it!
May 23, 202006:17
Full Moon Party (quarantine style)
Today I did a manifestation class with Jennifer Willemsen as well as enjoyed my relaxing day being alone 💕🥰
May 22, 202003:33
Subconscious Healing
Love letter to myself . Healing by Jennifer Willemsen
May 21, 202004:03
I just quit my job!!!
Quarantine Times month 2
May 09, 202001:40
People at work arguing again 😭
Spent the past year in a toxic abusive manipulative environment which has turned "nice" ppl all angry. It's been so stressful. And this guy is trying to blame the design schedule 😭
May 06, 202003:01
Should I and can I move teams?
What I want to do in work and life
Apr 30, 202010:34
Etsy Funnel, Dear BFFL, Youtube
No website, funnels. YouTube funnel
Apr 15, 202006:41
Misunderstood, Alone & My Business
Loneliness with starting a business.
Apr 13, 202005:38
My Life on 13th April
Just mind garble
Apr 13, 202011:05
The Wisdom of Insecurity
Just some thoughts on spiritual enlightenment
Apr 07, 202003:34
Home Living
My home life
Apr 07, 202008:50