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Fifty Shades of Jay

Fifty Shades of Jay

By Jamie Henderson

Welcome to the Fifty Shades of Jay podcast.
I'm your host Jay, a Yogi who has a passion for body movement, philosophy and understanding the journey we are all on, with a life focus on elevating myself and the people around me.
In this podcast I discuss practices, thoughts, observations and interviews with guests relating to the path of spiritual development, growth, love and happiness.

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Episode 29: Gregor Maehle

Fifty Shades of JayMay 28, 2021

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Episode 54: Net Zero

Episode 54: Net Zero

In this episode i give my thoughts and opinions on the global push to Net Zero and how i see this playing out from a spiritual and societal perspective living in Norway.

Feb 02, 202401:44:48
Episode 53: Christian Klix
Jan 27, 202402:14:01
Episode 52: To be Alone

Episode 52: To be Alone

In this episode i discuss what i feel to be one of the most important aspects of spiritual growth is the feelings and fears around being alone and the sense of abandonment in life.

Nov 27, 202301:12:39
Episode 51: Anger, Violence and Forgiveness

Episode 51: Anger, Violence and Forgiveness

In this episode i discuss my thoughts and observations around anger and violence in today's society and how leaning into these can bring about a greater understanding of the human condition.

Nov 18, 202301:33:51
Episode 50: Suffering & Discipline

Episode 50: Suffering & Discipline

In this episode i talk about the sense of suffering in the world and our daily lives and how cultivating strength and discipline aids us in life.

Nov 13, 202347:57
Episode 49: Paige Elizabeth

Episode 49: Paige Elizabeth

In this episode i had the pleasure to talk with Paige Elizabeth, an entrepreneur and seasoned Ashtanaga practitioner / teacher and coach, where we discuss dogmatism, intention within our practices, life after Ashtanga Yoga and other aspects of spirituality and community.
Sep 10, 202301:58:28
Episode 48: Understanding

Episode 48: Understanding

In this episode i discuss what feels like coming to some kind of end in my Yoga practice and what drives us to come to our mat.

Sep 08, 202340:45
Episode 47: Fathers and Men

Episode 47: Fathers and Men

In this episode i share my thoughts on fathers and men in society. How important this role is, and how as men we can emulate strength and masculinity as well as vulnerability.


Aug 25, 202337:46
Episode 46: Autoimmune

Episode 46: Autoimmune

In this episode i share some thoughts and observations relating to autoimmune disease's and how our way of seeing unwanted energy can lead to a healthy body.

Aug 01, 202350:00
Episode 45: Is Yoga Enough

Episode 45: Is Yoga Enough

In this episode i talk about whether Yoga in itself is enough for a practitioner and my recent trip on Mushrooms as an alternative means for inner exploration.

Jul 21, 202356:08
Episode 44: Covid 2

Episode 44: Covid 2

This episode is more of a continuation of my thoughts and ongoing feelings around Covid, lockdowns and the vaccine.

Apr 14, 202343:12
Episode 43: Loving Again

Episode 43: Loving Again

In this episode i talk about the feeling of love, being in love and reconnecting with this feeling.

Mar 29, 202326:52
Episode 42: Covid

Episode 42: Covid

In this episode i go into my thoughts and views around the pandemic. How this has affected all of us and what i would like to see change, all within the framework of Iain McGilChrists's work on the hemisphere's of the brain hypothesis.
Mar 09, 202301:16:32
Episode 41: Internal / External

Episode 41: Internal / External

In this episode i discuss the types of practices we are drawn to and the value and depth that can be found within practices that take us inward that help cultivate self empowerment. 

Mar 03, 202344:31
Episode 40: The Energetic Self

Episode 40: The Energetic Self

In this episode i talk about the practice of self love and how seeing ourselves more as energetic beings allows us to become more free and unburden ourselves of unnecessary weight.

Feb 22, 202343:10
Episode 39: Iain Grysak

Episode 39: Iain Grysak

In this episode i am joined once again by Iain Grysak where we discuss yoga practice in relation to Iain McGilchrists work on the hemisphere's of the brain. It's always a pleasure to talk with Iain and especially on this topic of bringing about balance within the body, relevant to McGilchrist's work in his most recent book 'The Matter with Things'.
Jan 01, 202301:37:40
Episode 38: Barry Middleton

Episode 38: Barry Middleton

Barry lives in Aviemore, Scotland. He has a degree in biosciences and chemistry, PhD in molecular microbiology and an exec mba, although none of those scratched the surface of real learning. Barry is also a jazz pianist/composer and an endurance athlete.

Jul 20, 202202:33:28
Episode 37: Death and Being Alive

Episode 37: Death and Being Alive

In this episode i discuss death, life and the emotions around this topic that we tend to avoid and how it can bring about optimism and the joy of experiencing now. Don't hold yourself back.

Apr 16, 202256:36
Episode 36: Being Uncomfortable

Episode 36: Being Uncomfortable

In this episode I discuss the sensation of discomfort and how being in this place can bring about personal growth and deeper sense of self.
Apr 05, 202248:31
Episode 35: Truth and Chaos

Episode 35: Truth and Chaos

In this episode i talk about the need to find  the truth in things and how the last 2 years has driven this, along with the types of energy that come with our connection with people globally via the internet.

Mar 31, 202251:27
Episode 34: Creation and Control

Episode 34: Creation and Control

In this episode i discuss the nature of creation and innovation and how connecting with this in life can bring about joy. Also how having too much control in life can lead to anxiety and how this is playing out in society currently. 

Dec 31, 202141:50
Episode 33: Avoidance

Episode 33: Avoidance

In this episode i talk about pain and sensitivity in the body and how going into these sensations and changing the way we feel about ourselves and our body can make positive shifts within our life.

Aug 23, 202133:48
Episode 32: Samskaras

Episode 32: Samskaras

In this episode i talk about Samskaras ( past impressions ) and how these can effect the flow of energy in our life and how practices can bring awareness to these to unblock this energy to flow more freely! : )

Aug 09, 202145:27
Episode 31: Mia Chung

Episode 31: Mia Chung

In this episode i am joined by long term Ashtanga Yoga practitioner / teacher and Doula Mia Chung, where we discuss life as a parent with yoga practice and the mind / body connection around pregnancy and child birth.
Enjoy! : )
Jun 18, 202101:19:31
Episode 30: Being Human

Episode 30: Being Human

In this episode i go into some recent feelings and emotions that have come up in me lately around masculine energy and our deeper internal drivers as animals of this planet. Exploring this in a safe space to express our animalistic self and to not suppress this inside of us.

Jun 04, 202137:53
Episode 29: Gregor Maehle

Episode 29: Gregor Maehle

In this episode i talk with long term Ashtanga Vinyasa Yoga practitioner and teacher, author and eastern philosophy and religion scholar Gregor Maehle, where we discuss the path to finding and following your true self and how to navigate this with Yogic practices and tool sets.
Enjoy! : )
May 28, 202101:50:26
Episode 28: Ellen Johannesen

Episode 28: Ellen Johannesen

In this episode i am joined by long term Ashtanga Yoga practitioner and teacher Ellen Johannesen, where we discuss the ups and downs of practice and Ellens thoughts and observations on eastern philosophy in today's modern life as the seeker and home owner. Enjoy : )

May 26, 202101:18:41
Episode 27: Simon Borg-Olivier

Episode 27: Simon Borg-Olivier

In this episode i am joined by biologist, physiotherapist and yoga teacher, Simon Borg-Olivier, where we discuss yoga practice, breathe work, health, and how these practices help us love and connect to our environment.
May 11, 202101:46:03
Episode 26: Iain Grysak

Episode 26: Iain Grysak

In this episode my first Ashtanga Yoga teacher Iain Grysak joins me for a talk around Yoga practice and in particular the Ashtanga Yoga system and how this embodied practice changes us from the inside out.
May 07, 202101:40:33
Episode 25: Reality and Perception

Episode 25: Reality and Perception

In this episode i discuss how our filters effect our perception of reality and how practice can help us have a clearer view on life and connect with what the body feels.

Apr 21, 202126:27
Episode 24: Freedom

Episode 24: Freedom

In this episode i discuss my views on the sense of freedom, how we can choose practices that cultivate this feeling and how this can lead us to a greater sense of joy and happiness. 

Apr 13, 202146:39
Episode 23: Love

Episode 23: Love

In this episode i talk about the connection and wonderful feeling of Love and being in Love! : )

Apr 06, 202118:46
Episode 22: Health

Episode 22: Health

In this episode i discuss my thoughts and observations around the subject of physical and mental health and how seeing the mind / body as a whole guides my choices.

Apr 05, 202151:55
Episode 21: Heaven

Episode 21: Heaven

In this episode i share some thoughts on my view on the concepts of Heaven and Enlightenment. How i feel Heaven is here and now.

Mar 26, 202133:02
Episode 20: The Little Things

Episode 20: The Little Things

In this episode I talk about how we can tune into the beauty of daily life and how this makes me happier

Mar 23, 202129:07
Episode 19: Courage and Comfort

Episode 19: Courage and Comfort

In this episode i discuss the feelings of courage and comfort and how choosing courage over comfort at times can lead us to a deeper sense of connection and growth.

Mar 22, 202131:50
Episode 18: Elevation

Episode 18: Elevation

In this episode I discuss the practice of elevating yourself and the people around you, and how focusing on love and purity is helping me make these choices

Mar 15, 202127:22
Episode 17: Fear

Episode 17: Fear

In this episode i talk about the power and liberation of going into our fears and how our fears filter our views on what can be. How fears change our view and how our paths change from acting from a place of fear.

Mar 11, 202134:35
Episode 16: Searching and Finding

Episode 16: Searching and Finding

In this episode I talk about the difference between searching and finding and how my journey has led me to see this in a new light. It was there all along right in front of me : )

Mar 08, 202136:51
Episode 15: Becoming Balance

Episode 15: Becoming Balance

In this episode I discuss how trying to be in balance with all things helps me stay centered and how I approach this and practice. In balance between two opposing forces.

I recorded this one outside watching a sunset which was beautiful but also a little windy at the start. : )

Mar 08, 202127:22
Episode 14: Follow your Bliss

Episode 14: Follow your Bliss

In this episode i discuss the feeling around following your bliss and some thoughts around the spiritual journey.

Mar 03, 202124:53
Episode 13: Manifestation and Thoughts

Episode 13: Manifestation and Thoughts

In this episode I discuss the power of focused energy and manifestation, tuning into what you want and aligning with your true desires

Feb 03, 202143:43
Episode 12: The Tantra Way

Episode 12: The Tantra Way

In this episode i discuss the beauty of celebrating now within Tantric Buddhism and how this is effecting my life and my yogic practices.


Feb 01, 202137:42
Episode 11: Body Intelligence

Episode 11: Body Intelligence

In this episode I discuss the beautiful intelligence that we have within and how we can tune into what our bodies are telling us.

Jan 27, 202130:10
Episode 10: Vulnerability and Falling in Love

Episode 10: Vulnerability and Falling in Love

In this episode I discuss the strength in being vulnerable and how i feel it's the key to loving more deeply.

Jan 21, 202141:10
Episode 9: Suppressing emotions and loving deeply

Episode 9: Suppressing emotions and loving deeply

In this episode I discuss how suppressing our feelings creates blockages and limits our ability to love and be creative.
Jan 18, 202140:23
Episode 8: Why Me?

Episode 8: Why Me?

In this episode I discuss the impermanence of life and why it’s ok that anything can happen.

Jan 13, 202135:02
Episode 7: What's your vibration?

Episode 7: What's your vibration?

In this episode I discuss the power of thought and how our intention affects us and the people around us.

Jan 09, 202135:36
Change Interlude

Change Interlude

Interlude
Jan 07, 202103:31
Episode 6: Change and Attachments

Episode 6: Change and Attachments

In this episode I discuss the practice of embracing change, being fluid and how strong attachments can hinder us along our path.

Jan 07, 202140:18