Holy Cannoli

Holy Cannoli

By Tony Gapastione
This is Holy Cannoli. This podcast is all about MAKING SENSE OF life, who we are and why we’re here. Life is Sacred and life is strange. We can experience The Divine, HOLY, transcendent in the most random ways, random locations and through the most random people. This podcast is about you, it's about me, it's about film and TV, it's our world. It’s about God. It's about finding the sacred in the strange. Subscribe and settle in for a listen every Monday Hosted by Bay Area husband and wife Tony and Wendy Gapastione with special guests.
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29: The BraveMaker crossover episode
Hope you love film! In this podcast you'll get a sneak peak of a whole new podcast where we interview creators and talk about film and all things creative!
1:22:38
December 18, 2018
28: Let the immigrants rise. Interview with Estefania Hermosillo
Estefania Hermosillo has her own immigrant story. With a 4.1 GPA in high school she had high hopes of going to a University in California but she was told (by a misinformed guidance counselor) that she wouldn't be eligible for scholarships because she was an undocumented immigrant. So she didn't apply and went to community college... but she soon learned information that would change her life and the lives of many others in which she now supports. This is her story and thousands of others who are a part of IMMIGRANTS RISING, educating students to seek their collegiate dreams. https://immigrantsrising.org/ If you'd like to meet Estafania she will be on the panel discussion at the screening of feature film COLLISIONS on Monday December 17th, 7pm at Century 20 in Redwood City. Tickets can be purchased here: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/bravemaker-special-feature-film-screening-tickets-52881858061
47:31
December 10, 2018
27: Native American, Advocate and surrogate: Corrine Oestreich
Corinne is a proud Native American advocating and educating anyone who will listen. She speaks, she writes and she also carries babies...in her womb...for other people...because she's a surrogate mother. Just in time for the Christmas season listen to the story of a woman giving birth for the benefit of others. Corinne is occupied Muwekma Ohlone Territory Oglala/Mohawk/Swiss/Indo, Phenomenally Indigenous, and writer for Powwows.com. Founder of Buffalo Project. Find out more on her Instagram page. https://www.instagram.com/misscorinne86/
49:18
December 3, 2018
26: It's the most wonderful time (for SEASON 2) of the year
If you have a STRANGE/SACRED holiday STORY to share email: podcast@bravemaker.com or shoot us a message on the Facebook page and we'll put it to music and/or Tony will dramatically re-enact it on the podcast. https://www.facebook.com/holycannolipodcast/ Remember us for your GIVING TUESDAY donations and end of year tax deductible contributions https://www.bravemaker.com/donate Wendy recommends podcaster Jen Hatmaker's "favorite things" if you want ideas for good gifts that are ethically sourced. http://jenhatmaker.com/fall-and-holidays-favorite-things-gift-guide.htm http://jenhatmaker.com/episode-01-2018-holiday-gift-guide
25:53
November 26, 2018
25: Laura Turner is making friends with Anxiety
She's known as many things. Writer, wife, new mom...but in some circles she's known as a "christian culture enthusiast" . Laura Turner made her way in the world as a pastor's kid and somehow survived. Her parents are John and Nancy Ortberg and she is the oldest child of three. She's faced crippling anxiety most of her life which has become a major cornerstone to her writing. She endeavors to make the often shameful and secretive pains we hide, like the difficult journey to motherhood, stories in which her readers can relate. With grace, humility and candor she shares her sacred and strange life of prank calling from her Dad's mega-church office, crying in the car with her newborn son Chance, celebrating a sister who became a brother, and her new fave binge-worthy Netflix show who's title will make you giggle. Episode 25 is a gift that will keep on giving. Her Twitter https://twitter.com/lkoturner The Why Christian conference in San Francisco April 2019 https://whychristian.net/ On her miscarriage: https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/lauraturner/i-was-pregnant-and-then-i-wasnt Other books referenced in our conversation Henri Nouwen https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0046A9JA2/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 Brother Lawrence https://www.amazon.com/Practice-Presence-God-Brother-Lawrence-ebook/dp/B002BH3NN6/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1542616305&sr=1-1&keywords=practicing+the+presence+of+god+by+brother+lawrence http://www.lkoturner.com/ (Oh and JERKY BOYS is the prank calling guys that I was referencing).
1:09:45
November 19, 2018
24: Q+A with Tony + Wendy
You asked. We answered and we didn't hold back. This episode includes Game of Throne spoilers, potty talk and TMI about Tony's most embarrassing moment. Sorry. Send your complaints to podcast@bravemaker.com Adult language advisory.
1:05:15
November 12, 2018
23: GIVE US THAT BREAD (Tony Speaks)
Jesus taught his disciples to pray: Give us this day our DAILY BREAD. What if it meant more than just asking God for our needs and waiting for provision to fall from the sky? What if it included asking and seeking provision from each other? Think about it and give us your thoughts on the Facebook page. https://www.facebook.com/holycannolipodcast Also---apologies in advance--Tony sings on this episode...and he sings CHER ...but it's Jack from Will and Grace's fault. Listen for the story. If you want to donate financially or through our AMAZON wishlist click here: https://www.bravemaker.com/donate If you have AIRLINE or CAR RENTAL MILES to donate to get Tony to Sundance Film Fest in January 2019 email: tony@bravemaker.com Your generosity would be greatly appreciated.
40:55
November 5, 2018
22: Anjelah Johnson is MORE THAN funny
She's known as a comedienne who makes people laugh but she has a heart for justice and truth...and wants you to know there are TWO THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DO if you meet her at one of her shows. So watch out or she will CUT you...but she LOVES Jesus so it's all good. Follow her on her socials https://twitter.com/anjelahjohnson https://www.instagram.com/anjelahjohnson/ Get tickets to her shows & check out her tour and swag here: http://anjelah.com/ Watch NEIGHBOR on Amazon and see Anjelah in Tony's short film. http://www.neighborfilm.com/ Oh and don't forget to follow HER DOG https://www.instagram.com/banzobeanreyes/
49:17
October 29, 2018
21: Another Christian Coming Out story with Jerron Hess
Good friend of Matt Nightingale---Jerron Hess tells his story of growing up in a small German Baptist Community that sought to steer clear of any influence from the world in order to preserve their faith and christian community. He realized he needed to come out with his sexuality, leave the community, and step out into the world to both find and accept himself. He's quite the creative artist and tells a compelling narrative of his coming out experience that reminds us how life is both sacred and strange. Follow his life and art at www.instagram.com/gaygermanbaptist
1:07:05
October 22, 2018
20: 5 Questions about Homosexuality with Matt Nighingale
Friend of the podcast MATT NIGHTINGALE (Ep 9 & 10) received a lot of feedback and questions from his story. He gracefully responded to one earnest podcast listener's inquiries with a personal audio recording and gave us permission to share it here! Here are the 5: 1) Is homosexuality a sin? How do we know? 2) Can we share some resources? 3) Since it appears that God's design is heterosexuality (penises and vaginas, babies, etc.), how is homosexuality OK? 4) How can an ally be an ally without seeming to support all the brokenness in the LGBTQ community too? 5) How does early childhood trauma play into the development of homosexuality? Follow Matt on Socials www.twitter.com/mattnightingale www.instagram.com/mattnightingale Rescources http://www.theliturgists.com/podcast/2015/5/18/episode-20-lgbtq https://www.amazon.com/Changing-Our-Mind-Definitive-Christians/dp/1942011849 Matt's Message with THE QUEST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVehPfU4pN8 https://www.qchristian.org/ https://www.reformationproject.org/ https://www.bluebabiespink.com/ http://mf4i.org/resources/bibliography/
33:33
October 15, 2018
19: More thoughts on suicide & social media aggression with Tony & Wendy
The whole conversation started when Wendy asked me (Tony) why I post certain things on social media and we ended up just talking and recording the whole thing as a podcast! In addition we had a great time digesting this week's craziness in our country (Supreme Court nomination) as well as responding to last week's episode 18 on suicide.
41:42
October 8, 2018
18: The Color of Grief with Kristin Eberwein
A brave, in-depth and honest discussion with a mother who lost her son to suicide in the same year her husband suffered through cancer yet found hope through the most unthinkable journey of pain. Great tips about how to understand grief as well as insight for parents who care for children with depression and/or mental illness. Listeners should be advised: This discussion may trigger strong emotions.
1:17:52
October 1, 2018
17: From Criminal Record to Stanford Grad with Gabe Lomeli
Gabe grew up in Stockton and was the first of his family to go to college. He had his heart set on a certain destiny but his plans were changed when we found himself arrested and sitting in jail for a week, an event that heaped shame upon his life. That criminal record attached to his name prevented him from getting the job he always wanted. Instead he went on a strange journey that brought him many sacred experiences (including crying in his car) that eventually gave him a tassel from Stanford University. Connect with him on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stories/gabriel_l_jr
1:07:01
September 24, 2018
16: Everyone's flawed. Admit it, get over it, talk about it.
Filmmakers Sean McCarthy & Elizabeth Mitchell created an award winning digital series on iTunes & Amazon called DOUCHEHOLICS. Can you find HOLY MOMENTS in raunchy comedy and jokes about male anatomy? Listen to find out. We had lots of deep discussions about life, guilt, storytelling, male anatomy, films, and male anatomy. Yes, lots of crotch talk. Sorry?! Needless to say, this episode has lots of ADULT LANGUAGE not for sensitive or young ears. Find them on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lizziepotpie/ https://www.instagram.com/g_wanderer/ Their series website: http://www.doucheaholics.com/ Their production company: https://guerillawanderers.com/
1:01:36
September 17, 2018
15: Do we truly see? Can we hear? What are we missing?
Tony shares a message he gave with a local Bay Area church on hearing and seeing God..in the strangest most unexpected ways through content that we might dismiss as being uncomfortable or inappropriate. What is God saying to us through TV shows like THE HAND MAID'S TALE? or Recent films like SORRY TO BOTHER YOU or BLINDPSPOTTING. Sometimes many of us judge pop-culture for all it's raunchiness but if we are willing (and can handle it) we just might encounter truth that could change our lives...afterall even the Bible is rated R at times. Choose ONE. Hope to see you there. Brave Maker Vision Night # 1 Friday 9/21/18 7pm https://www.paperlesspost.com/flyer/go/rQgdbJnhAJ8r9Ji3RJaj Brave Maker Vision Night #2 9/29/18 7pm https://www.paperlesspost.com/flyer/go/n7WaojNF1e6oXbSXlBDe
50:30
September 10, 2018
14: Conflict is necessary, get better w/ Michelle Vilchez
Michelle Vilchez is the executive director of the Peninsula Conflict Resolution Center in the Bay Area. She's passionate about creating empathetic communities and helping humans get better at conflict, take responsibilities for their emotions, and improve their abilities to resolve conflict better by learning to listen, ask questions, make observations and be aware of one's tone of voice and body language. She speaks all across the country building bridges where there are divisions in faith communities and those interested in being equipped to have difficult conversations around race, politics, sexual orientation and more. http://www.pcrcweb.org/ October 12, 2018 event tickets: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/adrx-creating-empathetic-communities-tickets-48429980375
1:14:55
September 3, 2018
13: Does the Bible disagree with itself? w/ Dr. Daniel Kirk
The Bible must be the most debated text of all time. What does it really mean? What is story? What is commandment? What is poetic license and what is history? In episode 13 Tony talks with his former seminary professor DR. DANIEL KIRK about how we can read the Bible better. Blog Tony wrote on getting a C https://tonys2cents.blogspot.com/2009/05/average-theologian.html Article from Luke Timothy Johnson https://www.commonwealmagazine.org/homosexuality-church-0 Want to support the work of this podcast? Consider donating monthly or a one time gift: https://www.bravemaker.com/ Books from Daniel Kirk https://www.amazon.com/Man-Attested-God-Synoptic-Gospels/dp/0802867952/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1535351305&sr=8-1&keywords=daniel+kirk https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Have-Loved-but-Paul/dp/080103910X/ref=pd_sim_14_1?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=080103910X&pd_rd_r=711f82d1-a9c2-11e8-9f1d-0fdf2b561195&pd_rd_w=5TEd6&pd_rd_wg=xJTXT&pf_rd_i=desktop-dp-sims&pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_p=a180fdfb-b54e-4
1:17:52
August 27, 2018
12: God+Suicide+Adoption+Hope=Part 2 with Tony's mom Robin
Part 2 of the conversation with Tony's mom, Robin. **Warning** This conversation contains strong words and discussion about suicide. October 14th, 2012 Tony's grandma took her own life. In this episode Robin discusses and processes the grief of losing her mom and how beauty came from dark times. Robin also shares about fostering and adopting kids and how she came to hear God's voice and let Jesus out of her proverbial closet.
54:38
August 20, 2018
11: God speaks in strange places (w/ Tony's mom: Robin)
We all hear voices. We hear our own negative voices in our head, sometimes they come from loved ones or we hear demeaning put-downs at school and at work...but when/if we listen..we'll hear the gentle, loving and compassionate voice of God that woos us and tells us who we really are. Usually it's simple words like, "I love you," or "I am here." Sometimes it's one word. "RUN!!" Stay tuned to hear Tony's mom, Robin, share her story of finding herself in an unwanted pregnancy, healing from the pain of physical and emotional abuse and hearing God's voice in a very unexpected place. If you'd like to add to the conversation tweet us (using #holycannolipodcast) or go to our Facebook page: Where have you heard "God" speak? Did you ever hear God's voice in a strange place? Where was it? What did God say?
31:34
August 13, 2018
10: God is Good & I am gay (part 2) with Matt Nightingale
In episode 10 Matt continues to share this story, accepting himself as gay and loved by God. In this episode he shares about learning to have conversations with others who push back, encouraging others to re-look at what they've been taught in the scriptures or been told through the church and honestly shares about the pain & heartache in his journey. Justin Lee's book: Torn https://www.amazon.com/Torn-Rescuing-Gospel-Gays-vs-Christians-Debate-ebook/dp/B0076DFG5S Matt's national anthem singing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzERPugwXVo Matt's Tedx Talk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHJs04-YIYc Matt's music on iTunes https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/matt-nightingale/86542104 Matt on Twitter https://twitter.com/mattnightingale Matt on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/mattnightingale Matt on Instagram https://www.instagram.com/mattnightingale/ Matt's Message on coming out https://www.facebook.com/questnovato/videos/2520585634634076/UzpfSTYyNzk1MDM1MDoxMDE1NjQ2MjczMzE2MDM1MQ
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August 6, 2018
9: God is Good & I am Gay (part 1) with Matt Nightingale
Episode 9 features one of my (Tony) best friends. This story has spanned almost twenty years and has been instrumental in shaping how I see one of culture's most challenging issues around sexuality and theology. This story is personal but has so many ramifications on how we see and treat people in the church but also any where in the world we encounter someone of the LGBTQ community. I'm grateful for the freedom to be able to discuss this important issue. I believe it will open your mind and challenge your assumptions in both a sacred and strange ways. Matt's story is featured here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHJs04-YIYc
35:29
July 30, 2018
8: Don't go to church pt 2 (My gay child is best thing ever)
We could talk about the church forever. Our special guest is TERRI SMITH in conversation about the church & the LGBTQ community. Terri discusses the challenges of confronting her own beliefs, wrestling with scripture, accepting and reconciling with her son, changing her understanding of God, and seeking to better the church and other people of faith. For years she tried to "pray the gay away" for her teenage son and well into his twenties but a series of circumstances helped Terri "repent" (change her thinking). Now she is a new woman, a new mom & a new follower of Jesus. Having a gay son was the best thing that ever happened to her. Resources: 1-https://www.facebook.com/WeRMamaBears/ 2-https://www.amazon.com/Torn-Rescuing-Gospel-Gays-vs-Christians-Debate/dp/1455514306/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1532303246&sr=1-1&keywords=torn+justin+lee 3-https://www.reformationproject.org/ (Matthew Vines) 4-https://www.stitcher.com/podcast/for-the-love-with-jen-hatmaker/e/54045
55:48
July 23, 2018
7: Don't "go to church" Part 1 with Indelisa Montoro
In episode 7 we welcome our good friend INDELISA MONTORO of Royal Bloom (www.royalbloomboutique.com) to join the conversation about what it means to be the church. Indelisa is an artist, a creator, a storyteller who uses the beauty of plants and flowers in her event planning work. She has a unique understanding of what it means for each of us to understand who we are in the context of the church. We dialogue about the great beauty and goodness of being the church as well as the times we miss the point and create ugliness in our consumerism and unwillingness to change and embrace God. How do we handle being wounded by those who hurt us from within the church or deal with those who are antagonistic in their theological opinions? Might their be new & different ways in which we can express our faith & worship God, who is never changing? How can we look back into history and see how the church has changed for good & find ways to embrace and welcome and not limit or hinder the future?
59:48
July 16, 2018
6: Compassionate disruption & immigration with Rafael & Ana
Dear USA, Ana and Rafael Avendaño have something to say. Please listen. In Episode 6, this powerful couple who fight for justice, advocate for civil rights, and constantly find ways to help those in need challenge our thinking and misconceptions about immigration and refugees. Rafael and Ana invite us into a crucial conversation about humanity that we all need right now. This is an episode to listen together with others. Go ahead and make a pot of coffee, settle in and discuss. Are we willing to compassionately disrupt toxic leadership? Pastors and leaders this one will be especially challenging for you. Our silence is detrimental. People need us to step up, speak out and take a stand. When we do, we are creating the free America we all want to live in. This is sacred work.
1:02:20
July 9, 2018
5: Why movies are my mission with Tony Gapastione
In episode FIVE Tony and Wendy are back together to banter and talk about Tony's passion for movies, staying in the Bay Area for the new endeavor called Brave Maker, and why it's good to have the $#!T scared out of you sometimes. Also we welcome our first podcast sponsor: www.kumbregear.com. Go shopping!
36:51
July 2, 2018
4: Tony's strange awakening
In episode 4 Tony goes back to his roots. He discusses his journey of faith, discovering his passion and calling to create, and wrestling with understanding of how God was involved in it all. We have added a "grown-up language" warning at the beginning of podcasts with some potential uncomfortable or explicit language! So parents, or anyone with sensitive ears with an aversion toward conversations of sex or expletives... YOU'VE BEEN WARNED (as our daughter would say). You might want to avoid listening or else secretly listen when no one else is around. NO SHAME! God loves you. Oh, and please chime in on the Facebook page with thoughts, questions or comments. And what did you think of Wendy's pronunciation question?
35:56
June 25, 2018
3: The power (and awkwardness) of hugs with Carol Kerr
In this episode we (Tony and Wendy) talk with CAROL KERR, Wendy's mom! Carol was the one who suggested the name of the podcast. We talk about the power (and awkwardness of hugs) and how we can experience God's healing in uncomfortable interactions. We also talk about why we need to accept ourselves, who we are and what we bring to the world.
41:09
June 18, 2018
2: The name choice
Tony and Wendy discuss what to name the podcast with suggestions from friends and family. See how WHACK JOB got overruled.
26:40
June 15, 2018
1: Who are we and why are we here? Tony & Wendy Gapastione
This is the very first season episode ONE of Holy Cannoli! A podcast about making sense of who we are and why we are here! Life is sacred and life is strange. In E1S1 my wife Wendy and I discuss what the podcast will be. We discuss elements of our marriage how we see the world and each other. We discuss what we should name this podcast. I had strong opinions and so did she. Who ultimately won? Well, you'll have to listen to find out.
34:30
June 11, 2018
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