Bipolar trip

I make a mental note to list my blessings instead of think of sad ass thoughts. Depression. Low bipolar manic mania.

I find normal everyday thing sad.

I have a mixed episode where it feels like a weeks worth of emotion in one day. I dive down into a cry then shoot up, into euphoria. And taxing ride both physically and mentally. 14 days till next doctors appointment and therapist session. Working on cbt cognitive behavioral therapy. Thoughts create actions. So change your thoughts and affect your actions (and reactions)

I go from down to up. Still waiting to do my blood work. Doctors appointment in 2 weeks. Just holding on till then

I jump back on Buspirone.5 mg then 7.5 mg till my back hurt. It’s been one week off meds and have plummeted into a low. Over reacting. Blowing things out of proportion. Expectationizing everyone. Bipolar disorder depression manic mania episode medication

I try a low dose of mushrooms. Seem to work for the last two months.

Modern love S1E3 Annie Hathaways. My Buspirone symptoms (T.D.) Tardive Dyskinesia symptoms vs side effects balance oculus go and wander app

Buspirone 10mg isn’t doing much. This week was a low depression where I cried a lot but also found some strength through it. Depression mania bipolar

Buspirone 10mg I level out at an 8. Mania. Depression. I find a more manageable level of meds that help

Bipolar mania sets in after a round of depression. Low to a high. We think this dosage is too weak. It’s a longer than usual episode.

I yell at Jellybean” and she yelled back. Which sent me over the edge further. Meds doing little. Buspirone 5mg. Mania depression bipolar

This time I’m at an 8 on the way up. This med didn’t fully stop this manic episode. No sleep. Lots of thoughts. Consuming knowledge

I’ve been on cbd for almost six months. The mood swings are less serious and more manageable than on pharmaceuticals. BUT due to consistency and availability I’m looking back at pharmaceuticals. Kidneys permitting

Today I take control of a pushy phone call and use verbal judo to deescalate an attitude. Bipolar. Manic. Mania. Depression medication

If you needed a break from the hard drugs like Vraylar etc then you might try cbd. It has worked for me for almost six months. (Kinda)

I head for a low but take oil to bring me up. It seemed to work. For today

Bring on the sleep. No energy. Nothing is good( in my mind) my friends tighten our circle and check in with me daily.

At a 5. No meds. No complaints. I watch Next Gen made with Blender. I head into depression next week or tomorrow

Back down from a high into middle ground. Bipolar isn’t an exact science. Sometimes higher or not.

I read somewhere that Davinci kept strange sleep patterns. I’m at an 8 on my way down. Prediction for the future is low by the 25th (in 8 days). Just a guess. Lucky 2-22

I find out the meds need at least a week to take full effect. At an 8. Blow up with daughter. She shares some tools that work with me

I violently fall asleep for four hours. Sitting in a chair. Still trying to find out what my GFR is. No meds. No pain in kidney. Well.

An anxiety attack hit me for good reason. I took a time out and breathed. Then meds

At a 7. No meds today. Lazy Sunday. Indecisiveness sets in on a small scale

Self knowledge is the key to my happiness. That and joe dart bass

Know yourself then you can know another

I come out of a depression. At a three going up. Was productive today. Pro tip. Finish things in a low

I hit the low. It will pass. It hit me hard. And my kidneys are stressed

I’m in a low. Don’t know don’t care. Meds will level me out. SLEEPY

I’m low. Used my untrained dog to get thru the down times of today

Ups and downs in the same day. I’m crying one min then I’m euphoric the next. And no med until tomorrow

Found a laugh today. At a 3 or 4 1.5 mg of vraylar.

Lighter blow up and crying. I hit a mixed episode

The dangers of not taking meds because of a euphoric feeling

Sobriety is my number one tool I use today ( or not use ). I’m thankful that this level of insanity isn’t the norm anymore

Stay sober. Don’t gamble. Therapy. Know cycle. Know symptoms and terminology. Sleep. Journal and medication

Intellect has nothing to do with this. Ca warm line 1(855)845-7415 and two duis from my past

Bipolar meds and diet. Talk to a doctor before changing your diet. I did. California help line 1 855 845-7415 just in case.

I stole a car once. And I met a girl,,, 20 years ago. Relationships and bipolar.

DSM Mania. Inflated self-esteem and grandiose feelings.I give examples of my mania. And the tools I use to deal. Even without meds

Thanks so much for listening. In the Next season we will have more personal stories from my past how I deal with different symptoms and the tools and treatments

I am not an expert on this as you can tell but it is a symptom of mental illness. Bipolar trip. Depression. Mania. Sex

I try to explain a manic episode. Depression. Manic. Mania bipolar

I pass mania and start my descent into normality. Still a medication struggle. And setting goals small ones for myself. Bipolar trip. Depression manic mania

Bipolar trip. A lil medication helps me thru a potential disaster. 15mg of abilify. Depression and maniac mania. Mixed episode. I think)

kawikazablan78 at gmail if I can help or you want me to talk about a subject.

Not by doctors orders but on my own accord I stop my meds. Mania is coming on. I’m at a 7. Bipolar. Mania. Manic. kawikazablan78@gmail. Anytime you need me

Normal at a five. No tear backs. No mania. Just a calm collective feeling of being. I add homemade music from my depression kawikazablan78@gmail if you need help dealing.

Tearback is the act of holding back tears. Bi polar depression strengths are finishing what I start when I’m manic