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Battle Bud Podcast

Battle Bud Podcast

By Matthew Marin

This podcast is to bring awareness to PTSD and the effects it has on the trauma victim as well as everyone involved and their families. The Goal of Battle Bud is to help people heal knowing they are not alone by Hearing first hand accounts from people who experienced trauma, sharing coping skills that worked for them and may work for listeners. This is my way of Battling suicide among veterans and first responders which I also speak in depth about in my book, Silent Screams, available December 11, 2020 everywhere books are sold online. Join me on this journey as we try to heal together.
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Battle Bud Podcast Episode #19 Charlie Mike

Battle Bud PodcastMar 11, 2023

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Battle Bud Podcast Episode #20 Joe Mery War and making content to heal the mind

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #20 Joe Mery War and making content to heal the mind

This episode goes over Joe Mery and his time in combat and dealing with the trials of war. We go over the perspective of soldiers and first responders on trauma and dealing with aftermath and recovery. We dive into films that he made and his plans for the future documentary he is currently working on supporting First Responders and their rising rate of suicide.

To support the podcast and our mission to help others in need Please shop at Battlebudproject.com

Also get a copy of the #1 best selling book in 3 Psych categories Silent Screams at Amazon.com and also on Audible.


Apr 06, 202301:05:13
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #19 Charlie Mike
Mar 11, 202356:26
Battle Bud Podcast episode #18 - just another call
Oct 12, 202207:33
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #17 Matthew Durkee dives into the effects of trauma and puts a name to them and lists some ways to combat the symptoms.

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #17 Matthew Durkee dives into the effects of trauma and puts a name to them and lists some ways to combat the symptoms.

Mr. Matthew Durkee served in the US Army in Korea from 1990 - 1998 before getting his BA in Special Education, his MA in Military Psychology and soon will be getting his doctorate in Traumatology and Community Counseling. Now he serves as the Director of the Veterans Center in Edmonds College located in Washington St. We dive into some ways trauma effects us and puts a name to it so people who are suffering can identify what is going on with them and seek the help they need specifically for that. We also go over a few ways to combat the symptoms and hopefully suicide. Tune in as we try to disect and bring awareness to Trauma.

To ask questions or try to get on the show please email Battlebudpodcast@gmail.com

To help support this podcast and families we adopt please shop at Battlebudproject.com there you will find the link to my book Silent Screams as well #1 best seller in 3 Psych categories.

Apr 23, 202201:18:30
Battle Bud Podcast (Boots on the Ground) Episode #16 Jason White dives into losing people during battle and the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD

Battle Bud Podcast (Boots on the Ground) Episode #16 Jason White dives into losing people during battle and the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD

Boots on the Ground is a segment that goes over Military and First Responders who suffered from trauma during combat both overseas and here at home. The purpose of this segment is to shine the light on different effects people have and also where to get help. The Birdwell Foundation for PTSD helps with our heroes recovery and I am blessed to be the National Director for First Responders and Jason is our Florida Chapter Director. I hope this episode reaches you well and you share it with people you know who suffer from the war within as well. Please check us out at Birdwellfoundation.org where we have a 24/7 Hotline if anyone is in Crisis, also you can purchase my book Silent Screams wherever books are sold online including Battlebudproject.com and Amazon. 

Oct 29, 202101:27:12
Battle Bud Podcast (Grunt Work) Episode #15 Jason Hamrick dives into the Marine Corps Boot camp, Job Experiences at war and his battle with Suicide

Battle Bud Podcast (Grunt Work) Episode #15 Jason Hamrick dives into the Marine Corps Boot camp, Job Experiences at war and his battle with Suicide

Grunt Work is a new series within Battle Bud Podcast where I will dive into different jobs in the military of all branches and get veterans experiences in those jobs whether at war or during peace time to give the listeners a inside look at what our military does to insure victory. In some of these episodes they will also go into traumatic events and how they recovered from them as well. The purpose of this series is to educate young people who are interested in going to the military of the different jobs that are available to them. 

If you or someone you know needs help with PTSD please visit Birdwellfoundation.org where we also have a 24/7 Crisis Hotline. To help fund this podcast and also help provide therapy and raise funds for our veterans and first responders please Shop at Battlebudproject.org where you can also buy a signed copy of my #1 selling book Silent Screams. 

Aug 31, 202102:55:14
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #14 Silent Screams song by Soldier Hard

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #14 Silent Screams song by Soldier Hard

Soldier Hard is a war veteran who makes music about our heroes in uniform. He raps and sings about the struggles we face and recovery and is partnering with Battle Bud and the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD to spread awareness and help save lives. Please look him up on YouTube ITunes and other platforms. Follow him on Instagram and Facebook at Soldier Hard and Redcon1.
Aug 21, 202103:15
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #13 Dana Novak on losing her children to a fire, addiction, being kidnapped, rape and her recovery

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #13 Dana Novak on losing her children to a fire, addiction, being kidnapped, rape and her recovery

Powerful testimony from a woman who lost 3 of her 4 children to a house fire and dying herself trying to save them only to come too and finding out they are gone. She dives into her survivors guilt and addiction which led to chaos in her personal life. After being featured on the TV show Intervention and completing recovery programs she gets kidnapped and raped for 3 days. This is a story of bravery, and to be honest one of the saddest stories I have came across. This podcast will aim to help anyone who experienced any of these traumas and let them know that they are not alone and that people like Dana got through it and now is helping others by helping in their recovery.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available everywhere books are sold online or getting a signed copy at Battlebudproject.com where you can shop for other Battle Bud products and know that your money will be going towards adopting families at the end of the year and also it will help me run this podcast as well spreading awareness. Also a portion of the proceeds will go towards the Birdwellfoundation.org for PTSD and their website is Birdwellfoundation.org where there is also a nationwide 24/7 crisis line.

Aug 08, 202154:10
Battle Bud Episode #12 Retired Houston Police Sgt. Paul Ogden

Battle Bud Episode #12 Retired Houston Police Sgt. Paul Ogden

Welcome to Battle Bud Podcast Episode #12. This episode is very informational and can also be used as a learning tool for new officers who are embarking on policing as their profession. Lots of real life stories are broken down on this episode and we dive into the mental aspect of each one as well as some back stories to some of my stories written in my #1 selling book Silent Screams, signed copies are available on Battlebudproject.com which also has merchandise that helps support this podcast as well as helps adopt families at the end of every year who were exposed to trauma. My book is also available everywhere books are sold online. 

Jul 03, 202101:56:49
Battle Bud Episode #11 Albert Garcia Losing a Child and Turning to Christ

Battle Bud Episode #11 Albert Garcia Losing a Child and Turning to Christ

Welcome to Battle Bud Podcast, this episode covers the heart ache of losing a child and also turning to Christ for recovery. Mr Albert Garcia is a 27 year Houston Police Officer who recently retired and wrote a book going over his journey and his relationship with God, the good and bad times. His story I think will touch a lot of lives seeing as people lose children regularly to trauma or natural causes. Hearing his story and how he found help will shine the light on others to do the same. Awareness saves lives. Hopefully this episode helps people understand they are not alone. Please support Mr. Garcia and get his book Through It All on Amazon. Also my book Silent Screams is located on Amazon as well as 200 other platforms online. 

Jun 05, 202130:16
Battle Bud Episode#10 : Silent Screams

Battle Bud Episode#10 : Silent Screams

This is the song that was made from my book Silent Screams by Freedom Sings USA National Songwriting. Captured both my military and police life in one song.
Jan 20, 202103:33
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #9 Ice Patch

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #9 Ice Patch

This episode covers a 8 car pile up that ends in a man losing his life but us saving a woman. The Brotherhood we have as officers and a message at the end. Silent Screams is a #1 Best Seller in 3 different categories and a Top 100 Best Seller in 6 categories and you can find it anywhere books are sold online.
Jan 01, 202117:20
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #8 Teresa Moynihan and Complex PTS

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #8 Teresa Moynihan and Complex PTS

Welcome to Battle Bud Podcast, this episode goes over Complex PTS and the effects it has on the mental state. Mrs. Moynihan takes us through her endless journey of tough times and gives us an insight on what it looks like to not seek proper help early. We explore the long road or trauma and cheer her on as she starts her recovery. 

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Dec 14, 202049:27
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #7 Triggers

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #7 Triggers

Learning what your triggers are can help in the healing process. Please listen in to understand what they are and why it’s important to understand yours or your loved ones triggers. Silent Screams is now for sale on Amazon Kindle Barnes and Noble as well as 200 other platforms. Help me combat suicide by spreading awareness.


Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Dec 12, 202004:55
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #6 Nichole Gardner Suicide runs in the Family

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #6 Nichole Gardner Suicide runs in the Family

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. In this episode you will hear how a woman coped with a suicidal mother at a early age and a son who takes his own life and the affects it had on her and the family. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202001:01:20
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #5 The Combat Veteran experience and Why dogs help us

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #5 The Combat Veteran experience and Why dogs help us

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. In this episode you will hear from a Combat veteran and the trauma he went through along with coping skills and also insight on how he believes dogs are natural healers. "Dog spelled backwards is God". I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically. This is a Powerful episode. 

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202032:18
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #4 How Food and Fasting helped manage my PTSD symptoms

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #4 How Food and Fasting helped manage my PTSD symptoms

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. In this episode you will hear how food and fasting helped change my body and mind and allowed me to manage my symptoms better. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically. 

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202014:60
Battle bud Episode #3 Jereme Rodriguez Surviving car crash and dealing with Bullying/physical wound

Battle bud Episode #3 Jereme Rodriguez Surviving car crash and dealing with Bullying/physical wound

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. In this episode you will hear how a child handled the trauma of a near death experience to the bullying from other children because of the accident he went through to pushing past everything having a positive outlook on life. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202040:44
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #2 Domestic Violence and Suicide

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #2 Domestic Violence and Suicide

POWERFUL.... This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. This episode we hear from a mother who went through hell, found ways to cope with it and is now thriving and raising her children to be strong as ever. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202048:56
Battle Bud Podcast Episode #1 Flower Shop

Battle Bud Podcast Episode #1 Flower Shop

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. In this episode you learn a little about myself and also hear a story I experienced as a patrol officer and get to see what numerous people experience on a nightly basis in a big city. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences hoping others find small ways to help theirs so they can live a healthy life mentally and physically.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.


Nov 15, 202011:54
Battle Bud Podcast INTRO!

Battle Bud Podcast INTRO!

This Podcast is for anyone who has been through trauma, knows anyone who has been through it or never has been through it but wants to be prepared knowing what to expect and take away some coping skills they may use to help live a healthy lifestyle both mentally and physically moving forward. I am not a professional of any kind when it comes to mental illness or PTSD I am only speaking from my own experiences as well as the people I interview so hopefully others can use information provided on this podcast to help them live a healthy life mentally and physically.

Please help support me in spreading awareness and combating suicide by getting my book Silent Screams available on Amazon and over 200 platforms online where books are sold. A portion of the proceeds will go towards getting First Responders and Veterans therapy they need threw the Birdwell Foundation for PTSD. Look us up at Birdwellfoundation.org. Thank you for your support.

Nov 15, 202002:39
November 14, 2020

November 14, 2020

Nov 14, 202000:60