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Heart Beats & Mind Stutters

Heart Beats & Mind Stutters

By ParKer Bryant
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Secret v. Surprise; "Hyper-sexual" and Loving Our Postpartum Bodies: We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 2)
CLICK BELOW TO GET YOUR HAPPERMATIONS CARD DECK TODAY!  HAPPERMATIONS- SEX POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS FOR TODDLERS  BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling. Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC continues and concludes their conversation by speaking passionately to listeners about shame, religion, and raising children to feel safe and comfortable talking about sex with parents and so much more. Definitely get into this episode if you're ready to grow more. And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant. Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift. Facebook: Happ E. Sextalk Instagram: HappESextalk Twitter: Erica M. Butler
33:10
May 23, 2022
"Black Women Deserve Great Sex." BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/KIMBRITIVE [FULL SESSION]
BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling. KIMBRITIVE fed our intimacy palates by talking us through the miseducation of pleasure in Black communities and provided us instructions to further our understanding of pleasure and intimacy to form deeper connections with ourselves, our communities, and what must continue to help sex education remain outside of the binary and within the lives of Black girls, particularly. Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow KIMBRITIVE because their presence is what we need in our lives... on the daily!  Facebook: KIMBRITIVE, LLC Instagram: KIMBRITIVE
54:50
May 23, 2022
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Lady Badsushi of @TheKinkHub (p. 1)
BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling. Lady Badsushi of TheKinkHub expanded our intimacy palates by talking about real-world experiences in kink and how it can bring us together to form deeper connections with people we romantically and platonically love - while also enabling us to explore and express ourselves authentically. And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant. Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Lady Badsushi because her energy for community and pleasure opens you up in ways you could have never imagined. Facebook: Lady Badsushi Instagram: TheKinkHub & Lady Badsushi Twitter: TheKinkHub
25:31
April 03, 2022
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/trent, homecook. cocktail curator. affirmation generator. (p. 1)
BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling. @itstrentyall allowed us to (re)imagine our relationship with alcohol by lovingly laying the foundation of consent with responsible indulgence. We are still replaying just how masterful trent adjusted an escapism/over usage mindset toward drinking and gifted us tools to change and enhance our conversation while sippin'. And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant. Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift. Instagram: itstrentyall Twitter: itstrentyall
33:04
March 25, 2022
Daisa'a Diary Ep. 6: Scar Tissue
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices? About Episode 6 Dixon knows what Daisa needs and delivers without a blemish in her performance as Daisa finds herself melting as they connect and cum together. However, what Dixon doesn't know will soon reflect how deeply Daisa is scared.  https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling
09:20
March 21, 2022
BlackQueerheal We Welcome Pleasure w/Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC (p. 1)
BlackQueerheal & ParKer Bryant present We Welcome Pleasure, a conversation series about sexual wellness and pleasure as forms of liberation. The series is based on the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary by ParKer Bryant. Learn more about the engaging fiction work by visiting www.blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling.  Erica Butler of Happ E. Sextalk, LLC jumped off the conversation series hitting all the right spots: the agency in pleasure, how to know and communicate what we want, and protecting our children. Definitely get into this episode if you're ready to grow.  And to think this is Part One! Be sure to follow the movements of BlackQueerheal to never miss any of the greatness coming from ParKer Bryant.  Also, do yourself a solid and get involved, support, and follow Erica Butler, she's a gift.  Facebook: Happ E. Sextalk Instagram: HappESextalk Twitter: Erica M. Butler
30:09
March 10, 2022
Daisa'a Diary Ep. 5: Fortification
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?   About Episode 5   The time has cum for Daisa and her social media boo to explore one another in a steaming session filled with toys and vulnerability. And although Daisa tries to control her emotions in the moment of pleasure, Dixon's energy makes it hard for Daisa to block out all the feels rushing to her surface.    Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting  https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling
05:24
March 05, 2022
Episode 4: Terms of Conditions
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices? About Episode 4 Daisa flirts with the idea of giving her social media boo much more than great sex as she rereads their DM exchange. However, Daisa's experiences with the backdoor hook-up scene in social media groups put conditions on just how far she entertains her thoughts.  Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling
05:49
February 20, 2022
Episode 3: Ex-Ray Vision
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices? About Episode 3 Daisa is moments away from meeting and having a nasty and joyous sex session with her social media boo; however, not before she runs into her ex in her memories- which brings up a lot more than expected.  Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling
06:32
February 06, 2022
So Transparent!!! ParKer Bryant breaks down the journey to pleasure and why Daisa's Diary.
In a very transparent IG Live, ParKer Bryant gives supporters a deeper insight into the healing behind the immersive narrative project, Daisa's Diary.  Support ParKer Bryant by engaging, sharing, and investing in their projects.   Visit: www.blackqueerheal.com   Follow on social media   FB: facebook.com/theparkerbryant  IG: @parkerslove_  Twitter: theparkerbryant  TikTok: theparkerbryant  Fanbase: theparkerbryant
25:42
February 06, 2022
Daisa's Diary- Episode #2: I.P. Address (Influences & Possibilities)
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?   About Ep. 2 Daisa is experiencing all the wet and warm feels from the exchanges with her soon-to-be rendezvous. This excitement also has Daisa rehearsing the lessons observed from friends who settled for relationships with people different from their ex-lovers, but not best for them.    Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.   Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-storytelling/
08:13
January 23, 2022
Daisa's Diary- Episode #1 : Yearbook (Back down memory lane)
Daisa has every right to do pleasure her way, but what's at the root of her choices?   About Ep. 1 The last time Daisa experienced sexual pleasure this good was almost 20 years ago. As she reflects on her night with a woman she met on social media, Daisa remembers home.    Daisa's Diary is a creative, erotic, unorthodox realistic fiction by ParKer Bryant.  Dive deep into this six-part audio series by visiting https://blackqueerheal.com/immersive-...
05:13
January 09, 2022
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat- Harm Reduction: What is it and how to use the principles in your life...
BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. In this episode, ParKer Bryant vibes with Dr. Orixa Bowers @oahenry01 & Mone Jackson @2kmone_ exploring the ways they identified over usage in their lives and how to handle this awareness with care. Laugh, reflect, snap your fingers and embrace yourself with love while listening to this excellent episode. 
01:07:37
December 29, 2021
I KNOW THIS MUCH IN 2022!!!
What did 2021 teach you... about YOU!? The ritual of time ending and beginning is upon us. ParKer Bryant wants to celebrate wins and create mindspace for 2022.   Website: www.blackqueerheal.com Deepen the connection @parkerslove_ (IG) @theparkerbryant (Twitter & FB) ParKerBryantBABL (Patreon) Heart Beats & Mind Stutters (HeartSpeak) Green Tea & Lime Water(Newsletter)
06:48
December 09, 2021
ParKer Bryant Presents: Love & Vibes #1
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What is life and love without an amazing soundtrack to narrate the flow? ParKer Bryant created this playlist of their favorite tunes for grooving and vibration raising. Whether you are creating, cleaning, or just living- press play and BE ALL IN Love & Vibes with ParKer. 
01:47:03
December 02, 2021
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat- A Seat At The Table: Let's Talk Food, Community & Soul
Engage in this delicious discussion about food, soul, and community with renowned chefs, food curators, and connoisseur scholars. Also, take note of the moments of reflection around how food has passed on lessons and traditions that we hold dear. And don't forget to make room to hear and feel the recipe of healing through our love of food.  Distinguished Guests: @itstrentyall @queeninafreelove @sugar_iced_tee
01:08:54
December 02, 2021
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with Brooklyn Wright @boisociety & V. Bryant @truthreignsupreme:: Financial Futures
BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. In this episode, ParKer Bryant vibes with Brooklyn Wright @boisociety & V. Bryant @truthreignsupreme to explore overcoming the limiting beliefs around wealth and how to be currency future conscience. This episode is LOADED with wealth! Rack Up!!!
58:02
October 21, 2021
Insurance & Protection
Quickly engage with ParKer as they offer a moment of reflection about the measures we take to protect people and items we consider to be worthy investments. “I promise I have no idea where that ‘precha’ voice came from!” Love, Wellness & Vibes www.blackqueerheal.com Deepen the connection @parkerslove_ (IG) @theparkerbryant (Twitter & FB) ParKerBryantBABL (Patreon) Green Tea & Lime Water(Newsletter)
09:31
September 20, 2021
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat with @Feelfit_Z :: Freedom & Fitness
BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with Zee, @feelfit_z and explores overcoming challenges, community, the balance of fitness goals and living life. 
40:56
September 13, 2021
Finding the formula and the fuel to transform your life.
ParKer records their thoughts on a morning walk addressing how to slow down and find your thang’ to bring about transformation.
05:24
September 05, 2021
The Sweet Spot of Your Magic
We must discover and bathe in the magic that is us. More importantly, we must relinquish all experiences that do not honor our magic, which is us simply breathing. ParKer Bryant shares a vibration of love and celebration that should be present in all our relationships. 
17:48
August 21, 2021
Release the Interference
Are you asking someone or something to fuxx up your "vibe" therefore, you can validate that you are doing the "work?" ParKer Bryant drops a quick thought on ways to embrace our algorithms of living in our vortex of wellness.
07:33
August 17, 2021
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow (Part II)
BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with five amazing energies- Tamika, Tatianna, K, Shakita and Lotus to discuss learning how to grow ourselves, healing from Mommas and allowing people to leave our lives. Show Notes Conversation time: 32:58 (time stamps are based on conversation clip, not including intro time) 00:05- Continuation of Healing from Mothers Abandonment Issues Growing up w/kids as their mother Survival and Healing (survival mode) Healing and becoming a better mother Holding Kids Accountable  Your Value Outside of being a Mother How we experience bonds broken at an early age (my parent feels like a stranger) Mothering Our Siblings at an Early Age Demanding Respect as an Adult from our Parents Breaking the Cycle of Fear in and while Mothering Telling Our Children "I love you." Learning Perspective from Our Mothers; no longer leaving a heavy heart at their door 22:00- Remembering Back in the Day 28:34- Finish the Sentence  30:25 - Pivoting & Growing
41:01
August 09, 2021
BlackQueer Heal Vibe & Chat #1 BlackQueer Joy, Healing From Mommas & Learning How To Grow
BlackQueer heal Vibe & Chat 3-Way is an engaging dialogue discussion centering call to action awareness about BlackQueer life, love, and contributions made for and within the community. On this episode ParKer Bryant vibes with five amazing energies- Tamika, Tatianna, K, Shakita and Lotus to discuss learning how to grow ourselves, healing from Mommas and allowing people to leave our lives.  Show Notes Conversation time: 32:58 (time stamps are based on conversation clip, not including intro time) 0:22- Reflecting on Our Younger Selves 11:33- How have you healed your younger self? Knowing your worth without having a people to validate you Outgrowing your old life and friends Learning how to pivot Knowing who you are versus who people want you to be 29:00- Healing From Our Mothers Raised by Grief
33:41
August 06, 2021
The Way Beyond Injury
Take a quick moment to vibe with ParKer as they reflect and share about the nature of injury and how we get past moments that feel like, “if it ain’t one things, it’s another.”
05:50
July 15, 2021
Do You Trust Me? Wellness Beyond Exercise
ParKer Bryant takes you into a dawning moment of when the body communicates back with you. Everywhere we turn people are talking, selling and promoting health & wellness. The overflow of pics, challenges and supplements can become too much; therefore, it is imperative to truly know what we're after when we enter our body through the healing journey. Listen and be moved into a deeper state of wellness with this real @$$ episode. 
16:14
July 07, 2021
Weight of Wellness
ParKer Bryant reflects over feeling the weight on the wellness journey and acknowledges the decision to keep growing into the movements.
01:24
April 08, 2021
Wellness is Living (Free-flowing Thoughts)
ParKer on Wednesday, just chillin’ and speaking with you.
04:35
March 25, 2021
What Are You Going To Do About It?
Last week leading up to the new moon revealed some things to us. That which you saw, what are you going to do about it?
05:10
November 17, 2020
Do It Your Way- Artistry
Parker Bryant reflects on releasing the anxiety of showing up in the world (even your personal world) as perfect. Accept all your brush strokes by returning back to the fire of yourself (your passion).
05:37
November 10, 2020
What Doesn’t Get the Pour Doesn’t Grow
ParKer Bryant passionately breaks down the moment of truth when what we want to manifest doesn’t grow because it only receives the drip of our energy/effort.
30:16
September 13, 2020
In A State Of Counter-productiveness On Your Healing Journey.
ParKer Bryant reflects on the healing journey and how it’s possible to stall your progress in your process.
08:36
August 14, 2020
Hello, Again
ParKer Bryant says hello again.
01:59
December 29, 2019
You Are Worthy Of More-Unedited
ParKer Bryant sets out on a passionate quest to resuscitate the black queer community in areas most overlooked by mainstream and cultural popular movements.
04:29
October 11, 2019
Imperfect Poetic Story
ParKer engages listeners in an audio storytelling about the first date with thyself.
04:11
September 30, 2019
Right Now & The Company You Keep
ParKer reflects on the value of being present with yourself and being responsible for the energy that keeps showing up in your life.
07:03
September 30, 2019
The Value of You
ParKer reminds herself and listeners about reawakening to their value.
06:27
September 22, 2019
Fuel Light On
As ParKer travels back to Atlanta from a visit home, she reflects on how running low on fuel can potentially strand you in an older version of yourself.
09:02
September 22, 2019
Reflecting on my WHY at midnite
ParKer shares a personal audio diary entry where she remembers the WHY for Being A Better Lover
06:14
September 22, 2019
Handle with care
As we learn ancient teachings and mystic rituals and concept it’s important for us to still honor sacred stewardship.
04:01
September 22, 2019