Am I Talking or Babbling

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It's true, what people says in songs and poems. We can fall in love for the wrong person sometimes. And that's normal. It needs to happen so we knew what we really want. You're loveable, you just didn't met your "person" yet. [Contains song: "Liability" by Lorde, rain edit by moonassery on youtube]

"This is just the beginning, I should go on to find better days," is what I keep on mumbles to myself. And I won't stop. Not now.

I grew up, you grew down, we found out
everything matters now. We grew up while you let yourself down
I want out [Contains song: "Face to Face" by Rex Orange County]

Being strong doesn't mean you gotta face everything alone. Being strong is when you can get yourself to seek other's help by lay aside your ego and shame or maybe the fear of being rejected. Normalize going to therapist. Stay healthy pls, in and out

How can we be so young yet so broken?

He does look like those skater boi. But in fact, he wasn't. He's just one of the eye-catching boys in the park one evening. And after that day, I came to the park every single evenings. Just to see him. Until he can't be seen again [Contains song: "Electric Love" by Borns]

Sama jatuh hatinya namun jarang dianggap ada. Sama nyatanya. Sama manisnya [Contains song: "Season of You" by Mew Suppasit]

You'll be okay tomorrow morning. There's nothing to worry about because eventually everything will pass. Thinking too much about the future just gonna waste your present. Enjoy the night until you feel like sleeping, lov

I still love you no matter what happened between us. Thank you for being my parents. I'm so proud to be born as your daughter. I rarely say this, but I love you.

Love whoever you want. Love them entirely. Fight for them. Survive this present for them. Don't go now, don't go now, don't go now.

Hi, you. Send my love to her. Treat her right. Be happy together. No bickering. No insulting each other. You guys might as well missed me, but if you don't, that's fine too. From, your "bestfriend" who loved you more than bestfriend. [contains song: "Stressed Out" by Rex Orange County]

People hurt you. And most of the times, they oblivious. I guess, it's time to tell them, that you don't like it. Right. Everything won't be the same anymore. That's how it suppose to be

Please don't let insecurities drained you, you can feel that sometimes. Because you're human afterall. But not forever. You're stunning, shining, charming, beautiful, you're the prettiest human being I've ever known. Keep your head up, your crown is falling.

You've broken so many times that all you wanna do is to disappear. Your surroundings might look dark. You might feel exhausted all day long. You're not fit in. It's tiring, it's draining, it's hard, it's rough, I know. And you've wait long enough for someone to reach you. And I guess, no one did. But I'm here, so let me remind you that quitting isn't the way you finish this. We wanted to die, we wanted to vanished, because we want to stop the pains. But the fact is, you never wanted to die. You want to live. You want to feel feelings. You want to stop feeling numb and empty. You want to breathe fresh air. You just don't know how to. Don't rush. We will always find our way. Happiness exist. And like every other emotions, they are temporary yet exciting. That's why being alive is fun. It's something you can never have twice. The world maybe cruel towards you now, the people, they don't treat you right, parents are the worse, earth getting hotter, and beautiful things are rarely seen nowadays. You can't control any of those. But you can control your reaction. Wether make it a better place, save yourself first, or just giving up. Save yourself! Make yourself as a priority. It will be hard from now on. You gotta be brave. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, nor next week. One thing i know, you'll grow to be a greater survivor. In conclusion, you sweet thing.. don't do it please [Contains song: "Watashi no R" music box]

Being sad is normal, pls have a good cry. Let out the pain you've been hiding. You can dwell in sadness today if you want to. But don't give up just yet. This isn't the end

You're the one who knows your own self very well. Don't let others judgements affect you. You do you! Live the life you want to live, have a great time existing

You'll be something great in the future. Not by anyone's standard. Just you, being you. The Perfect YOU. Stay here as long as you can. Every mistakes are worth to try, good days are waiting for you

Your life always worth to fight. Your feelings are valid, those insecurities, those sadness, but it can't last forever. So, get out of your bed anytime you're ready