My crazy ass life

self reflection to better understand what this year is going to bring me emotionally. Figuring out what I want for myself and my own self worth.

Since it’s been a long ass time since my last post, it was time to share the news! Starting a new venture with general real estate, new relationship, and dealing with the new progression of my ex, navigating through life is a little more interesting.

I wish life could just be getting easier rather than harder. So what’s a great distraction? Sex! Just kidding, or am I.

My life has been turned inside out; from the change of my work to finding someone you want in your life. Life is throwing many situations at me that I need to learn how to navigate.

With so many new things coming my way learning how to navigate feelings, men, and supporting those around me going through hardship. New dating stories and more coming this way!

Moving on with healing and opportunities! I can’t wait to see what’s next!

As usual, there is never resolution in my life lol just one continuous saga that should be on lifetime television. Imagine if I shared every detail I keep secret. This is what happens when you have a few glasses of wine. Wine chat!

It’s always something. But let’s be honest my life is never boring.

Trying to manage through this year and making decisions I’m not sure I’m ready for. We will see I’m on the road to recovery....hopefully.

I finally bought a house! The healing as started to take place and now I’m ready to move on! The start of a new chapter has begun!

30 days before I close on my new home, holidays are around the corner and office references. What more could you want?

Moving in the right direction! Guess what I did?

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward! - c.s. Lewis

It’s not just about being a mom, it’s about sharing your life with a partner that is ALL IN with you. Finding that special someone that has your back when you need them most.

Listen people in my life have been telling me I need multiple people to help take care of my life lol well I did it!

Life has its way of allowing you to figure out through trial and error what you want and who you want. How long does this take? Lol

Covid 19 special. I’m sure you like me are doing a whole lot of nothing. Ready for some rambling? Spare me 5 minutes lol

Steele’s shooting star chardonnay

The impact past relationships have on present ones. The role vulnerability plays and my new favorite motivational speaker Brene Brown.

Finally, when you’re in an intimate relationship and you know what you want sex just becomes way more fun.

Discussed my experience with the sensory deprivation float therapy and my take on vulnerability.

This is a tug of war type of struggle. When the classic personality types of each side come out in social situations you start to question which one you identify with.

It takes serious effort to change our mindsets from negative to positive. But is there truth in sending out positive energy to receive positivity in our lives?

With the holidays approaching it’s easy to get into a funk. Stress of entertaining, schedules, family, and comparing it to what everyone is doing on social media.

A float tank is also called a sensory deprivation tank filled with 1,000 pounds of medical grade Epsom salt. This experience allows your brain to go into deep states of relaxation. Should I consider this.....I just may have to.

Why does our parent have such an impact on everything we do, say, act, or think? Because they have magical powers that’s why or maybe they just refer to their big book of old shit.

Intimacy and sex. What is most important from the males perspective.

Why is girl code so important? Because as adults having a diary is not as much fun as a glass of wine and some girl talk!

Nobody tells you that as you get older things get more difficult but the lesson is not to loose yourself in the process

In order to deal with stress not every “fix” works for everyone. Without taking medications, without reading self-help books, without writing in a journal some people just need to talk. That is my forte. This is a brief introduction to who I am and what I’m looking to accomplish with my crazy ass life.