tolou podcast

trusting and accepting rejection
knowing when you’re above it
being with your vibration

What it means to embrace a new identity and leave behind the old.

New Environment
New Connections
New Love
New Life

Rejecting Subconscious Fears.
Living in the now.
Gratitude and pace.

“this is my new reality, i have to live it”

Leaps of faith and never looking back.

In this podcast episode I discuss the Capricorn Full Moon and it’s influences on the collective. A time to detach from tradition, step outside the box, and try something different. May we honor our roots and in the same pursue better. What’s emotionally fulfilling, healthy, and

0:00-24:00 collective.
24:44 (cancer, scorpio, pisces)
32:00 (virgo, taurus, capricorn)
40:00 (gemini, libra, aquarius)
47:00 (leo, aries, sag)

In this podcast episode I discuss the Leo Full Moon and it’s influences on the collective. It’s a time to fully express who we truly are and what we truly want . We’re gravitating towards what’s authentic, creative, and embracing community and togetherness .

0:00- 17:33 Topic
17:55 Collective Reading
24:50 Fire Signs
37:37 Air Signs
53:00 Water Signs
1:04:00 Earth Signs

In this podcast episode I discuss the importance of community, togetherness, and the influences of this aquarius new moon. we’re called on to reevaluate and value our friendships and the vibration of the people around us.

15:00 Collective Reading
19:00 air signs.
31:31 water signs.
39:39 earth signs.
53:00 fire signs.

In this podcast episode i discuss how mindset and positive thinking will elevate and bring us forward upon our path. I discuss sagittarius, sagittarius season, and it’s influences on all zodiac signs.

In this podcast episode I discuss the last part of my poetry series “Thank You Harlem” and recite.

In this podcast episode I discuss what it truly means to dedicate ourselves to our goals, releasing where we’re stubborn, and collective energy for the taurus full moon. I give a reading for all zodiac signs ( sun, moon, rising) 0:00-25:30 Topic.
26:00 Scorpio Reading.
31:15 Water Signs.
38:38 Earth Signs.
48:48 Fire Signs.
1:07:00 Air Signs.

Part 4 of Poetry Series Breakdown and meaning behind the poem Throne. I discuss what it means to find self.

Whoever said the journey back self wouldn’t be challenging? Whoever said that even when you think you’re so guarded and swarmed in self love you aren’t to be tried and fall again? In this podcast episode I discuss the breakdown of my poem “Buddy” and recite . Oh how hard it is sometimes to move on.

In this podcast episode I’ll be discussing the Scorpio New Moon Eclipse ( October 25th) It’s a time that we reflect on how dedicated we are to breakthroughs in our life, inner work, and spiritual growth. This shifts our attention to shadow work, deep attachments, life’s path/purpose, and sacred passions. I get into the astrology, collective reading, and reading for all signs ! Topic 00:00-36:00 | 45:00 Collective | Cancer Scorpio Pisces 45:00 | Virgo Taurus Capricorn 53:00 | Libra Aquarius Gemini 1:02:11 | Leo Aries Sagittarius 1:16:11

In this podcast episode I breakdown my Koko in Harlem, Part 2, and the meaning behind the poem “ Feeling Me” @poetictai

Koko In Harlem is a 5 segment poetry series created by me. In this podcast episode I dive into the origins, my inspiration, and breaking down my first poem “I’ll Make It Big Someday” and cover art.

In this podcast episode I discuss this Aries Full Moon on the 9th, it’s influences for the collective and each zodiac sign. Major themes in this time are confident breakthroughs that are empowering, directing our passion in healthy ways, and balancing the relationship with ourselves.

Topic 0:00 - 25:00
Collective 25:00-29:00
Fire (Leo, Aries, Sag) 29:00, Water ( Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) 36:40, Air (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) 42:00 , Earth ( Virgo, Taurus, Capricorn) 49:00

In this podcast episode I discuss the libra new moon, libra season, major themes, and the influences it will have for us as a collective. We’re welcoming in being sociable, cooperative, and harmonious. Our focus shifts to the relationships with others and the relationship we have with ourselves. Give a listen so we can really get into it.

In this podcast I discuss this full moon in pisces, it’s influence on the collective, and each zodiac time. This full moon centers around Jupiter and Neptune. Major themes will include spirituality, illusions/escapism, creativity, compassion and boundaries.

Includes Prompts and Affirmation.
Full Moon in Pisces 0:00- 17:00
Collective Reading 17:17-26:26
Zodiac Readings| 26:40-1:13:08
water signs 26:40-39:13
earth signs 39:28-49:20
fire signs 49:20- 1:01:00
air signs 1:01:43-1:13:08

In this podcast episode I discuss the spiritual lessons i’ve learned over the years when it comes to trusting into the unknown, being challenged, and embracing what’s different. I also get into my experiences, how spirituality has changed me as a person, and why i began readings again.

In this podcast episode i discuss the virgo new moon, give a collective, and zodiac readings. Taking accountability for mental health, well being, and taking the time to recharge is important! 0:00-31:00 topic | reading 31:00-1:15:55

In this podcast episode I discuss the aquarius full moon, it’s influences on the collective, and our sense of community/group involvement and individuality. When to cooperate and when to detach.

How are we embracing the parts of us that are shy, unique, and creative and allowing this to be seen?

What friendships and groups are we apart of that are meaningful?

How do we release parts of ourselves that are stubborn to change and transformation?

How are we being present and showing up for our community in our present reality?

In this podcast episode i discuss the new moon in leo, leo season, and how these energies will influence us in this time. it’s importance to utilitize these energies in the best ways possible and not operating in the low vibes of this leo season. how do we value, see, and hear self ?

collective reading : 20:00
zodiac reading: 40:00

Acknowledging hurt can be difficult but vital for forward movement and growth. This capricorn full moon will bring us to the root and help us wake up from the traditions, routines, and habits we’ve embodied by having those roots resurface. It’s time to release. In this podcast episode I tap into the full moon influences, give a collective reading, and get into each individual sign.
gemini, libra , aquarius 30:00 | cancer, pisces, scorpio 40:00| virgo, taurus, capricorn 50:00 | leo, aries, sag 1:00:00

In this podcast episode i discuss the importance in nurturing self, healthy ways to distribute emotions, and selfishness in the best way. I tap into the collective energy and july reading for all zodiac signs.


30:00 cancer reading
35:00 air signs
52:00 water signs
60:00 earth signs
1:09:00 fire signs

In this podcast episode I tap into the current collective energies of the full moon in sag. I give a reading for the collective and tap into the individual zodiac signs.

In this podcast i tap into the collective energy for the month of june. I also dive into how this time will be taking off for us entering a new chapter in our lives. How we can take initiative, use passion for our evolution, and embrace what’s right in front of us. 00:00-16:00 (collective)
16:00-37:00(topic)
37:00- 1:31:00 (zodiac reading)

In this podcast episode i discuss gemini season and tap into the energies for the collective. I discuss the importance of expanding our minds, remaining teachable, and rerouting ourselves to what will pour into us. 0:00(wrapping up taurus season)
9:00 (gemini season)
19:00 (collective reading)

Setting Boundaries, Oracle Wednesday, Collective Energy.

In this podcast episode i discuss feelings and revelations from the scorpio full moon lunar eclipse and setting boundaries to respect self. I also tap into the collective energy for each zodiac sign.

collective 00:00-17:00
topic 17:00-37:00
zodiac readings 38:00-1:28:28

In this podcast episode, I discuss this upcoming scorpio full moon. Every time there’s a full moon you can expect to release, especially with the intensity of the eclipse and this being in the sign of scorpio (fixed water) I tap into the collective and how this time will influence fixed, cardinal, and mutable signs. 0:00-31:00 (collective)
34:00-50:00 (fixed) leo, taurus, scorpio, aquarius.
50:00-1:02:02(mutable) gemini, virgo, pisces, sag.
1:02:02- 1:17:00(cardinal) libra, capricorn, aries, cancer.

In this podcast episode I tap into the current energies, taurus new moon, and this taurus season for the collective. Reevaluating our values and what’s important for us to water.

Inner child healing will be important for us in this time and for the rest of our lives. I discuss what it means to truly acknowledge and nurture those childhood wounds as well as my person experiences.
3:00 Collective Reading
16:00 Topic
40:00 Zodiac Reading
1:20:00 Earth Signs

In this podcast episode i discuss self empowerment, self love, and reclaiming your energy. I get into my experience with self isolation, looking within, and learning myself. I also read for the collective for this full moon energy.

collective 00:00-17:17
the topic 17:17-42:50
zodiac readings
air 43:00
water 52:22
fire 1:02:04
earth 1:11:30

In this podcast episode i dive into this aries new moon, aries season, and what april has to offer us as a collective. It’s important that this energy is utilized in the best way that suits us. May the proper seeds be planted, as we take the time to truly water them.

In this podcast episode I tap into the current energies and give a collective reading for the Virgo Full Moon and how it is influencing us. I also shed light on the subject of escapism, primarily with social media and how it has impacted me.

In this podcast, I give a collective reading of Pisces Season, New Moon, and the overall energy of this time. Illusion and escapism is in the air. In what ways can we take advantage of this creative energy? How can we dive into another world and bring it into our reality?

In this podcast episode I give a Leo Full Moon Spread for the collective. I discuss the love and general energy within this time in regards to pride, release, and self expression. I also tap into love realizations i’ve had in this time and the lessons i’ve learned with codependency, trauma bonding, and escapism. leo full moon reading (0:00-16:24) |
realizations in love (16:43-49:03)

In this podcast i give a collective reading and discuss lessons i’m bringing into this year, divine timing and this waiting period we’re in, and astrology talk (venus retrograde, mercury retrograde) + more.

In this podcast episode I discuss how this chaotic time has inspired me to become even more of a free spirit, how this should influences others to go with the flow of life. I also speak on how we shouldn’t be afraid to pick up things and be accepting of when it’s time to put them down and let go.

what it means to take initiative in life, love, and with ourself. what it means to show up for yourself and maneuver with an optimist mindset to move forward.

what it really means to accept yourself, ways of expression, and inspiring others. society and social media influence. sexual expression. being accepted my family, friends, lovers, ect. with special guest: Kayla Hammond, @strongsadandblacksometimes

how astrology changed my life. recognizing my spiritual gifts, tarot, and purpose.

join me in this podcast episode as i discuss codependency: childhood trauma, attachment issues, healing codependency, my experience and more.

join me in this podcast episode as i discuss black health regarding different plant based diets, social media influences, and how environment impacts perspective. mental health and putting logic over our emotions when interacting with others specifically romantically. also, if we’re truly ready for the love we yearn for.

In this podcast episode my special guest, Renee Onque and i discuss astrology, horoscopes, and tarot readings. most importantly, how the stars and planets resonate with us, bring clarity, and help us with the decisions we make as we interact with others.

in this podcast i will discuss isolation, productive things to do while staying home, dealing with loneliness, and overall briefly about the covid-19 pandemic. i will also cover what is upcoming for this podcast, and answer podcast mail.

in this podcast episode i will be discussing dating, dating experience, chasing, cheating, soulmates, connection v.s potential, and so much more with my special guest lurlee.

1:00-1:36 mercury retrograde • 1:50-10:12 dating, apps, social media, sugar daddies and traditional meeting • 10:12- 19:38 dating experience - situationships, mixed signals, and what is hoeing?• 19:38- 28:52 chasing • 28:52- 37:29 thoughts on cheating• 37:29-39:54 commitment • soulmates and twin flames 39:54-43:07 • connection v. potential 43:07-50:19 • sex and soul ties 50:19-57:39 • how important is communication? 57:39.

“it isn’t black history, history is black” in this podcast episode i will be discussing black history month, black culture and my Nola experience, and black travel.

“don’t let it consume you” in this podcast episode i will be discussing emotions, energy, and consumption. how we are consumed by interactions, social media, image, etc. as well as addressing the uproar with zaya, d wade’s daughter and recent celebrity death.

“you’re not going to get anywhere without self discipline, you have plans you have to execute them”. in this podcast episode i will be discussing self discipline, manifestation, and comfort zone. ultimately how this connects to self, our purpose, and what we truly want out life.

join me in this podcast episode with my special guest Brianna Morgan as we discuss toxic friendships regarding history, energy, how you know you’re in a toxic friendship, and how to go about it.

in this episode i will be discussing what it means to me to truly let go of someone, key factors in moving on, and sharing my experience of struggles with moving on from someone.

join me in this episode as i cover vulnerability, what it means to me, and the beauty in vulnerability